my young teacher

But when the door opened and saw someone coming, Zhao Lin held the doorknob and froze in place for an instant, looking at the person who seemed to have not seen himself, but naturally approached the dormitory and walked to Yang Leyu's side People, Zhao Lin didn't know what it was like in his heart, he just stood by the door in a daze, listening to every word of the visitor.

"Senior, I guess you must have not eaten, so I brought it here for you." Yang Lang said while opening the insulated box and handing it to Yang Leyu.

Seeing that Yang Leyu didn't intend to pick it up after speaking, Yang Lang forced it into his hand, and seeing the gauze in Yang Leyu's hand, Yang Lang exclaimed and asked, "Senior, are you injured?"

But this time Yang Leyu was not silent, and responded softly.Zhao Lin, who heard his response, instantly opened his eyes wide and turned around, looking at Yang Leyu, who was already carrying the insulated box and drinking the contents, and glanced at the one he brought over on the table, which was left to hang My heart sank to the bottom of the valley all of a sudden.

Looking at Yang Leyu who was willing to talk to Yang Lang, Zhao Lin lowered his head bitterly, and laughed a few times like self-deprecating. It turned out that he hated himself so much that he didn't even want to say a word to him. I was the only one who was singing a one-man show, and it turned out that I lost all of this in the end, and lost all my money, so would I say I was stupid?Or stupid?Maybe there are all of them~ Maybe this is self-inflicted humiliation, maybe, this time I was really wrong......

Later, he seemed to be unable to hear what Yang Lang and Yang Leyu said. All he knew was that Yang Lang was talking non-stop, and Yang Leyu was also responding from time to time.

Just like that, Zhao Lin gave a wry smile, and after tightening his hand on the doorknob, he let it go in relief, thinking to himself, yes, it's time to let go, right?Should I have let go when I bumped into them at the school gate that day?isn't it?If I had let go then, how could I be in such embarrassment now?I used to be such a proud person, why should I make myself so embarrassed now?

Maybe, if you really want to blame, you can only blame yourself for not letting go, blame yourself for not letting go, blame yourself for thinking, blame yourself...

It's time to wake up, it's time to wake up.

Moreover, since I had already lost the ring that day, why should I be persistently chasing after each other now?Thinking of this, Zhao Linchang sighed, raised his head, and didn't look at Yang Leyu again. This time, without hesitation, without looking back, Zhao Lin opened the door and left...

And Yang Leyu, who had been watching the movement on the other side of the door from the corner of his eye, felt his heart tighten when he saw Zhao Lin leaving. He could feel that this time was different from last time. This time, Zhao Lin's back It was decisive, maybe this time, after he left, he really wouldn't come back, maybe this time they never met again.

Thinking of this, Yang Leyu suddenly felt a pain in his heart, he was so stuffy that he couldn't breathe, he was flustered, and he was so panicked that he didn't know what to do, so he clenched the bandaged hand tightly, hoping to feel Zhao Lin's pain. But no matter how hard he tried, if he couldn't feel the breath, he couldn't feel it, and if it disappeared, he disappeared.

Yang Lang, who had been talking all the time, saw him like this, his eyes darkened. In fact, he saw Zhao Lin from the very beginning, and he also noticed something was wrong between them, but he just turned a blind eye on purpose, and kept on purposely. Pulling Yang Leyu to talk about things, the purpose is to make Yang Leyu forget the existence of the person at the door, or to make the person at the door feel uncomfortable, so that people can retreat.

But now looking at Yang Leyu, who has been absent-minded and out of mind since Zhao Lin left.Yang Lang simply stopped what he was saying, and just stared at Yang Leyu in a daze.

Zhao Lin, who walked to the bottom of the building here, looked back at the dotted building again, took a deep breath, and thought with a smile, he never thought that his first love would end like this, he didn't expect that he and Yang Dad broke his promise so soon, I didn't expect...

It seems that the years of youth they spent together could not be worth it in this complicated society. 'Hahaha', Zhao Lin laughed loudly, yes, he couldn't bear it in the end, I don't know how long Zhao Lin laughed, I only know that the laughter became more and more bitter and hoarse in the end.The tear that flowed down the corner of Zhao Lin's eye was even more translucent and bright on this moonlit night.

Zhao Lin raised his hand, wiped away the moisture from the corners of his eyes with his thumb, then raised his head to stop the liquid that kept flowing out.He sighed lightly.

It seems that what I fought with my father to stay here for a few more years is not necessary anymore, it is time to leave, it is time to say goodbye, with those who used to be, what happened in the past... Thinking of this, Zhao Lin smiled relievedly, then turned and left without hesitation...

It's time to end...

After Zhao Lin left, instead of going home directly, he went to the store to buy a few bottles of wine, and then found a place with a good view to drink. Zhao Lin, who was thinking of getting drunk in this city at the end, not only did not get drunk On the contrary, the more he drank, the more sober he became. The more he drank, the past with Yang Leyu in his brain became clearer and clearer. Zhao Lin smiled helplessly. easy~

However, maybe the good medicine of time will slowly heal the wound in my heart~

After Zhao Lin drank all the wine he bought, he got up and went home slowly.

When Zhao Lin was about to get home, he was far away on the main road and saw someone sitting in front of his house. Although he had guessed in his heart, but now that he had no confidence in himself, he was still not sure.Therefore, I don't know what kind of mentality and emotion he is holding.In short, his steps were deliberately slow and could not be slower.

When he walked in and took a look, it was indeed Yang Leyu sitting at the door. At that moment, Zhao Lin didn't know what was going on in his heart, whether he should be happy or angry.

At that time, there was only one thought in his mind, why, why every time when he had made up his mind to give up, Yang Leyu would appear inappropriately, and then give himself some unnecessary expectations and hopes, and then, use reality to ruthlessly Is it really so fun for him to play with himself like this, is it true that I can't get a happy word from him for my true feelings for him.Zhao Lin thought and sighed, but this time, it doesn't matter anymore...

Yang Leyu, who was sitting by the door waiting for a long time, saw that Zhao Lin finally came back, and the corners of his eyes were happy, so he got up quickly and walked over quickly.