Nowhere near it

Zhou Wei thought about one thing after meeting You Yi.

He is a police informant.

A person who provides information and evidence to the police.

As an informant, you have to believe in your personality, and you have to make yourself infinitely close to this personality, because you want the other party to believe that you are this person, so you have to be him.Not just playing the person, but even yourself believing that you are him.This is very easy to distract people, sometimes looking at himself in the mirror, Zhou Wei will be in a trance for a moment, because he has forgotten what he was like before.

No matter what reason you have to become an informant, what process you have gone through, what you have carried, or how righteous you were before that, there is one thing that cannot be erased from the mind.

That is guilt.

There is guilt in cheating.

No matter what kind of person the other party is, the guilt brought by this kind of lie superimposed on lies is indelible.

What follows is that you have doubts about yourself, and you will lose yourself if you play too much of a role.

Zhou Wei thinks that since he became an informant, he has always been calm and composed, and everything is developing in the direction he first preset. He pretended to kill You Yi and approach Uncle Ma to gain trust and evidence, or approach You Yi, and then get some benefits from him. Useful information, get rid of Uncle Ma, and then he can get away from these things, maybe in order to prevent someone from revenge, he will pretend to be in prison for a few years, and then get out of all this and live a new life.

This is expected.

But this balance was broken by You Yi.

Zhou Wei didn't know whether he should attribute his feelings for You Yi to guilt, no matter what kind, he lost himself in him.

For a few moments, Zhou Wei really wanted to abandon the shackles on his body.

Do nothing and just stay here.

He didn't know if he had completely become this person, or if he had always been like this.

Zhou Wei thought, maybe the answer can only be known after all this is over.

You Yi returned to the bedroom and quickly changed into home clothes and came out. Since the striped home clothes were not stacked neatly by the owner for a long time, You Yi didn't take it seriously because of the wrinkles that can be seen everywhere on the clothes.The house was cleaned up by Zhou Wei, and he searched for a long time before he found where the slippers were.

"You packed it so neatly, I couldn't find anything."

You Yi was dissatisfied with his lips, but he couldn't see any dissatisfaction on his face.

He scratched his head and looked at Zhou Wei and said, "You want to take a bath..."

Halfway through speaking, he suddenly realized that Zhou Wei still had a penetrating wound on his shoulder, so he was not allowed to touch the water.

You Yi curled his lips and said, "Do you need to change the medicine? I am good at this."

Zhou Wei nodded and said, "Okay."

In fact, it’s not necessary to change today, and it’s not that Zhou Wei can’t do it alone, he just wants You Yi to see, see with his own eyes how cruel he was back then, the gunshot wound will leave scars, and let him see himself The only scar was left by him.

You Yi squatted in the bathroom and searched for a long time but couldn't find where the medicine box was. His patience was limited, so he couldn't help it. He sighed and walked to the living room.

"Where did you put it?"

He was frowning, wearing wrinkled house clothes, even his hair was well-behaved, and he exuded the most ordinary smoke and fire.

For You Yi, it was a bit of a violation, but Zhou Wei felt very comfortable.

He should have been.

In fact, I am a little curious about what kind of growth You Yi would have become if he hadn’t experienced these things.

Zhou Wei pointed to the closet in the living room.

You Yi rolled his eyes and said in dissatisfaction, "Say it earlier."

Opening the closet, he found the white medicine box. You Yi looked at the contents, and it was just enough.

After finding a few necessary supplies, You Yi pointed to Zhou Wei and ordered, "Take off your clothes."

It's been a while since I was bandaged just now, and I took a painkiller injection. Although the strength of the medicine has passed, fortunately, it is within the tolerable range. However, when taking off his clothes, Zhou Wei still yelled twice The voice was heard, and he stopped when he saw You Yi's face turning pale.

Once he knows that he really loves him, there is no need to act this kind of drama.

You Yi professionally put on disposable gloves, and wiped around the wound with alcohol cotton balls.

"Does it hurt?" he asked.

His cold gloved fingers touched his skin, and Zhou Wei didn't even dare to move.

"It doesn't hurt." Zhou Wei said.

You Yi sneered and said, "Is your mouth so hard?"

Unable to bear the pressure on his hand, the alcohol cotton ball vigorously wiped the center of the wound, You Yi didn't stop until he heard the other party's muffled groan of pain.

"Zhou Wei, if this kind of thing happens again..." You Yi said, "If you lie to me, I will definitely kill you."

You Yi suddenly clenched his fists and looked at Zhou Wei.

"I will definitely kill you."

he repeated.

Zhou Wei was silent for a moment.

"There won't be a next time."

He spoke in a low voice, more like speaking to himself.

After bandaging the wound, You Yi inserted his finger into the middle of the gauze to check the tightness of the wrapping, and put the medicine box back to its original place after making sure everything was ok.

You Yi yawned and sat beside Zhou Wei.

"Today I almost treated you like a hook."

Zhou Wei looked at You Yi, and he suddenly understood why he said that just now.

"Just a little bit." You Yi gestured with a smile and said, "It's a good thing you're not."

Zhou Wei was not looking at him anymore, but looked elsewhere.

"Then what if I'm a hook." Zhou Wei said, "Aside from killing me, haven't you thought about anything else?"

"For example, to lay down the law on the spot?"

You Yi laughed out loud as if hearing something funny.

"Zhou Wei, do you think I still have the awareness to obey the Dharma on the spot after doing this?" You Yi stood up, stretched, raised one foot to step on the marble by the window, and said, "My life cannot Let others judge me, and the only person who can judge me is myself. It was others who made me go on this path, and I would rather die than allow others to judge me."

Both brave and stubborn.

Zhou Wei was a little helpless, but think about it, this is You Yi.

He refused to bow his head.

"Actually, I used to think this way." You Yi's expression suddenly eased, looked at Zhou Wei and smiled, "I don't think so now."

Because you changed me.

You Yi smiled.

"If it was you." He said, "If you were being targeted by the police, what would you do?"

Zhou Wei thought for a while.

He didn't want to give You Yi any definitive answer.

Because that's not from the heart.

"Live in the present." Zhou Wei repeated: "Live in the present, don't stick to the past, and don't rely on the future."

You Yi was stunned.

Zhou Wei couldn't help stretching out his hand to touch the broken hair on You Yi's forehead.

The temperature of his palm is very high, but You Yi's forehead is a little cold, which is very comfortable to touch.

"You Yi." Zhou Wei looked at him tenderly and smiled, "We just need to live in the present moment."

You Yi frowned slightly, and he turned his head to look at the cheap floor at home.

He was very fortunate that Zhou Wei was completely different from that person.

You Yi pursed his lips and smiled slyly.

"You must not forget what you said today." He smiled, "Because I will remember it forever."

Zhou Wei looked at You Yi's profile.

You Yi repeated again: "If you lie to me again, I will really kill you."

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