Time is the butcher knife

"Xiaoyi, what should I do, I can't remember when I met Xiaoyi..."

"What if, what if I forget your appearance in the future... Don't ignore me, okay? Even if I don't remember you in the future, don't ignore me, okay?"

My voice has already started to tremble, and my throat is so sore that I can no longer speak.I don't want to cry, I hate being so weak and powerless.I held the microphone in my left hand, and tried my best to cover my mouth with my right hand so as not to make a sound.It was quiet, except for the ticking of the clock, and just when I thought he was about to hang up again, he spoke.

"You met me when you were five years old. I was six years old that year, and it was the first time my father asked me to complete a dangerous task independently. Butler Wutong took me to Meteor Street. At that time, you cut your hair short and wore a gray shirt, black trousers, stood on top of a pile of garbage and looked down at me, you said: 'Hey, new here, call me big brother, I will cover you from now on'. But I know you are a girl, So I called you 'big sister'. You met me at that time."

"Hey, did you always call me 'big sister' before? Why does it feel so strange?"

"No, it was only called that once."

"What then?"

"Later?... Then you took me to your house to shelter from the rain, and then we lived together for three months, and you taught me how to survive on Meteor Street. You always said in a disgusted tone that my hair grew too fast, But every morning when I see me, my eyes light up and I hold a comb to comb my hair. Sometimes you will go to an aunt named Biskey’s house to read magazines, sometimes you will go to play games with children of the same age, most of the time Go play cards. If I were here, you would ask me to go to the old horse’s house next door to listen to his stories, or go to the river to catch fish. Obviously every time the fish is grilled, it is very fishy, ​​and I think it is impossible to eat, but You seem to like eating. You often ask me questions like 'what's the outside of Meteor Street like?' You said that you have never left Meteor Street since you can remember, and you are curious about the outside. But I don't think there is much to say Yes, so most of the time I will tell you some things I encountered at home. You like to interrupt when you listen, which is annoying."

"Then I finally completed the assassination mission, but I was too careless and was discovered when I did it. I was seriously injured and ran back to find you. You saved me. Although you helped me heal The technique was extremely rough, and even twisted my hand bones, but I am still very grateful to you. After that, you helped me bring the phone over, and I called Wutong to ask him to pick me up..."

His voice made me feel very calm, as if the restless emotions in the past few days had been calmed down.

"I saw you again eight years later, when I was 14 years old and you were 13 years old. You got on the tourist bus of Kukulu Mountain, and I followed you after I saw you. You still had short hair and wore I wore a white short-sleeve T-shirt and black jeans. You seemed happy to see me, so I invited you to my house."

……

"And then, why didn't you say it?"

"Don't you remember any of this?"

"...Remember, I just want to hear from you."

"But I don't want to talk about it."

"Don't, don't be like this, Xiao Yi. Then you can talk to me, you can say whatever you want... Don't be silent, don't, don't hang up on me..."

I feel that my patience has reached the extreme, and my emotions have been suppressed to a certain extent. Once I find a breakthrough, it will become uncontrollable.I felt like I went back ten years, crying in front of him like a child, and finally became sobbing.

"I miss you, Xiaoyi, I miss you every day. I'm so afraid that one day I won't remember you... But I don't want to forget. I keep thinking about it every day, reminding myself not to forget... The more I It's the memories that make me want to see you more, but you won't even answer my phone..."

"Until this morning, I found that I really forgot. No matter how I tried, I couldn't remember when I met you. Even if you told me, I still couldn't remember. I can only imagine what you said Those things, but I can’t recall... I’m scared, I want to see you, I want to see you, Xiaoyi... Don’t ignore me... At least, at least don’t answer my phone, okay..."

There was no sound on the other end of the phone, and the only sound I could hear was my sobbing in the empty room.This silent atmosphere made me feel even more scared. I felt as if I was abandoned by everyone. This feeling was like the moment when I opened my eyes when I was five years old.At that time I had nothing but my own name, I had no relatives, no friends, nothing but myself.Now I have elders who take good care of me, many trustworthy friends, and a person I like.

But now everything is starting to become empty again, and maybe one day I will wake up with nothing, nothing but my own name.

He is like a life-saving straw that I grasped in this emptiness. Hearing his voice, my panic-stricken mood will gradually calm down.As long as he is there, I feel at ease.Because even if people all over the world abandon me, I don't want to be abandoned by him.I think just having him is enough.

I want to see you.

"At least don't answer my phone, okay?"

I heard my voice getting softer and softer, and the last words were as soft as whispers.I heard the sound of the clock beating clearly again. After a long time, it was so long that I thought maybe the phone had been cut off by him again.

This feeling sucks.I even had a thought of giving up on myself. Anyway, no one is going to care about my life, so I just sleep to death like this.

But then he spoke, and I felt the whole room brighten up when I heard his voice.

"I'll see you tomorrow," he said.

I was shocked: "Really?"

"Well. I think I might like you more than I imagined, so I can't leave you alone."

yeah?

Yeah-yeah-yeah-? ? ?

Is this a confession?Although being confessed on the phone seems a bit of a thing, but... my dear Xiao Yi, your two-pronged method of ice and fire broke my heart...

Just when my brain froze, Yier fans hung up on me again.But it didn’t matter anymore, I immediately got up, took a shower, combed my hair and changed clothes, then ran to the 24-hour supermarket next door to the hotel as fast as I could to buy a piece of bread and a bottle of mineral water, and finally rushed to the airport while eating the bread.

I waited from one o'clock in the morning until three o'clock in the afternoon. The moment I saw that person appear at the airport, I felt my heart was about to jump out.I rushed forward and hugged his waist directly, and buried my head in his chest.There was still a faint smell of blood on his body, maybe he had just left the mission.

He probably didn't expect me to pounce on me directly. He stiffened for a moment, then slowly relaxed, and finally patted my back symbolically.I think he might mean to let him go, but I just don't want to.After a while, I felt him reach out his hands, one hand wrapped around my waist, the other hand rubbed my head, and then he said to me: "Don't be afraid, I won't leave you alone." of."

"You will. When you left last time, didn't you say that you would not care about me anymore, and you can do whatever you want me to do?"

"...I never said anything like that."

In an instant, I realized that I was fooled by the big liar of the transformation department...Damn Hisoka, is it fun to lie to me?What good would it do him to lie to me!Is he full enough?

"I'm just thinking about it."

...Thanks Hisoka-sama for the spoiler.

When I raised my head, I found that there was a child beside Yiermi. It was his younger brother whom he introduced to me last time, and his name seemed to be "Kurt".Little brother Kurt is still wearing a women's kimono that makes it easy to misunderstand his gender. Why on earth is a boy so keen on women's clothes... I looked at the long hair of Il fans again, remember He said before that his mother wouldn't let him cut it.It seems that it must be the stepmother's fault that little brother Curt will become like this!

Little brother Curt looked at me with his pure and innocent (sluggish) eyes. I felt that no matter how thick-skinned I was, I couldn’t continue molesting his elder brother in front of the children, so I had no choice but to let it go reluctantly. Opened the IL fans.

At this time, Yiermi spoke again: "Have the people from the brigade not found the nemesis?"

"Although we have obtained the basic information about the De-Nian Master, we still haven't found anyone. But at least we can be sure that the De-Nian Master is indeed in GI."

"Knowing the basic information is enough, and Curt's ability can find the nemesis master." He pushed the boy with facial paralysis forward again, "But he has other ideas, so he needs to talk to Kuroro first. talk."

As he spoke, he turned his head to little brother Curt again, and said, "Brother thinks it's better for me to talk about this matter, and I'll go with you later."

Little brother Curt replied obediently: "Yes."

After returning to the hotel, I felt really hungry. I didn’t eat anything yesterday, and I didn’t seem to eat anything today. Is it okay to eat a piece of bread at twelve o’clock in the morning?In the end, four people sat at a table, and the three of them talked about things, and I ate hard.

Roughly speaking, Curt has the ability to find the Dementor, but as a price, I hope that Kuroro can agree with him to join the Phantom Troupe.But no matter how long the Il fans make, Kuroro never expresses his opinion.Finally Kuroro finally said a word.

"Il fan, if I agree with Curt to join the brigade now, I will die because of contact with the brigade members."

"Ah, I've been found. Then Kurt, you go out first."

Little brother Curt said "yes" again, and then walked out.I said why is this child so obedient.

In the end, Ilmi and Kurolo reached an agreement, and after Curt finds the nemesis, let him replace Hisoka and join the brigade as the new No. [-].

In fact, I was still very worried that Il fans would try to kill Kuroro again, but judging from the current situation, it seems that he doesn't plan to do anything with Kuroro for the time being.I'm a little curious about the reason, because he had fallen out with me because of this matter before.But I didn't dare to ask him what he would do if he got windy again.After thinking about it carefully, I think he might have promised Hisoka something. I remember that day when Hisoka said that Ilmi wanted to kill Kuroro, he stopped him.

The author has something to say: Little brother Curt is a pseudo-facial paralysis, he doesn't have any expression fluctuations and doesn't like to talk, but his inner activities are super rich!When Leah lamented how this child was so good, little brother Curt had already complained about her a hundred million times in his heart.

It is especially emphasized that Luo Luoge is not his father but Nissan!