Low fever

Today is Ruan Chen's birthday, and he is restless.

Glancing at the clock, it was half an hour before it was six o'clock in the afternoon.

Mu Xinghai came with him around six o'clock in the afternoon. The closer this time was, the more uneasy he became, because he probably knew what was going to happen.

— is something he hates.

But to say it was very annoying, it didn't seem to be enough, and there was still a trace of expectation that he didn't want to admit, because this was the first time in these years that someone took him so seriously and wanted to celebrate his birthday.

Ruan Chen lives in the doctor's dormitory building of the school. He has lived there for almost six years since he moved in. He has not graduated yet, and he is still on completion. He is already on the verge of life and death.

Over the years, while studying for a Ph. D., he also worked part-time jobs, barely dawdling.

Mu Xinghai originally proposed to reserve a seat in the restaurant, but he didn't want to go out to eat with Mu Xinghai, so he directly refused.It always seems so weird for a man to celebrate another man's birthday in a big way.The most important thing is, what if someone thinks they are a gay couple?

Recently, Mu Xinghai is very unscrupulous, he often asks him out, even in places where there are people, he behaves intimately with him undisguisedly and keeps harassing him.He said it several times, but Mu Xinghai seemed to have amnesia, if he agreed this time, he would do it again next time.

It's really bothering.

When he thought of Mu Xinghai, he felt extremely anxious, and his mood and heartbeat were chaotic.

Thinking for a while, I hope that Mu Xinghai will not be able to come if he has something to do; then thinking again, Mu Xinghai said he bought a cake for him, took a photo and sent it to him, it looks delicious.

Contradictory thinking lasted until 45:[-].

Footsteps sounded outside the door, and Ruan Chen's ears twitched, and he immediately recognized that Mu Xinghai had come.

That's really weird, how did he hear it?

But he didn't get up, Mu Xinghai knocked on the door twice, and called him to urge him, he hung up the phone, and then slowly got up to open the door.

Opening the door, Ruan Chen lowered his head and lied a little uneasily, "I accidentally fell asleep just now."

Even if he didn't raise his head, he could still feel Mu Xinghai's warm, loving eyes. Mu Xinghai said tolerantly, "It's okay."

Mu Xinghai was holding a big cake in his hand, fearing that it would be accidentally bumped and damaged, he held the box with both hands to keep it balanced along the way, being careful.

Ruan Chen noticed this detail, and the feeling of being cherished made his ears burn, but it also made his mood even more irritable.

Ruan Chen prepared three dishes and one soup, home-cooked dishes, Mu Xinghai put the cake on the table, opened it, put candles in, and celebrated his birthday.

No one has done this for him for too many years, suddenly someone did this, Ruan Chen felt inexplicably ashamed, quickly made a wish, and blew out the candle.

This is a piece of cheesecake, topped with fresh strawberries, slightly icy, bitter, and then sweet, it is not the season for strawberries, the strawberries on top are very sour, but Mu Xinghai bought it specially for him, Ruan Chen And has always been a character that does not offend others, so he said: "It's delicious, thank you."

Mu Xinghai's eyes were burning. Ever since he opened the door and saw Ruan Chen, his gaze hadn't cooled down. Only the two of them were there. He didn't hide it: "Just as long as you like it."

What a dude.Ruan Chen muttered in his heart.As if he likes me a lot.

Girls like such a man, right?What a gentle gentleman he behaves, like holding the person he likes in the palm of his hand, obeying everything he asks for.

As long as you give him a good word, Mu Xinghai will be visibly happy, just like putting the remote control of your mood into his hands, and you will be happy or depressed because of his few words and smiles.

But actually?How can a prodigal son who is in love be so innocent.

He didn't believe it.

He was a failed poor older man, plain looking, not bright or humorous, in his late thirties, who had never been warmly loved in his life.

After eating, Ruan Chen took the initiative to ask, "Want to watch a movie?"

Mu Xinghai said, "Okay."

He wanted to pass the time as quickly as possible until it was late enough before he could open his mouth to chase Mu Xinghai away.

Only then did Ruan Chen become interested. Watching movies is also his hobby. He wanted to show Mu Xinghai his favorite unpopular movie, so he played Hitchcock's "Rear Window" to Mu Xinghai.

This is an old movie that Ruan Chen likes very much. No matter how many times he watches it, he will enjoy it.

As a movie lover, he bought a home projector, turned off the lights, drew the curtains, and the two sat together on the narrow loveseat fabric sofa, as if in a private movie theater.

Soon, Ruan Chen was immersed in the plot, his mood was agitated, and his eyes were bright.

At this time, Mu Xinghai asked him a question about the plot that he didn't understand from time to time, and Ruan Chen answered him in a straight-forward manner. He liked the way Mu Xinghai got along with him very much, he was polite and not cold.

Mu Xinghai thinks he is cute, but also a little speechless, how could he watch a murder movie with his lover on his birthday?

Mu Xinghai can be regarded as his alumni junior, from other colleges, but in their school he is a well-known folk handsome guy.He is handsome, and once a photo was posted on the Internet, it was reposted thousands of times. He has tens of thousands of followers on social platforms, and his daily life is glamorous. Even a sociophobic like him can handle it well.

He was fascinated by it, Mu Xinghai peeled the tangerines on the table and fed them to him.

With temperature, time is properly placed in his palm.

Ruan Chen ate it all in a daze.

After playing the whole movie, Ruan Chen asked excitedly, "Is it very good?"

Mu Xinghai's eyes couldn't help staying on his lips, and he said flatteringly, "Yes, it's very pretty, but there's one thing I don't understand..."

Ruan Chen's eyes lit up, and he explained to him how exquisite the picture of this movie is, how ingenious the shooting technique is, and how deep the content is.

Mu Xinghai stared at him, and responded appropriately absent-mindedly. He was actually not interested in movies, but he was very interested in Ruan Chen. He especially liked seeing him indulging in his favorite things. He was so cute, so he listened patiently.

Finally finished, then Ruan Chen said: "Then let's watch another one!"

Mu Xinghai's heart skipped a beat, and he subconsciously said "Ah?"

Ruan Chen said dully: "What's the matter? Are you tired of reading? It's a bit brain-burning..."

Mu Xinghai approached: "It's already nine o'clock, Senior Brother Ruan."

Ruan Chen understood, but he still pretended to be stupid and said, "Oh, are you going back?"

Mu Xinghai couldn't pretend anymore, he wanted to hug him, but forced himself to suppress his agitated expression, looked at him in trouble, and said frankly: "Actually, I didn't really see it, I'm sorry, Senior Brother Ruan, I can stay and sleep today Is it? We haven't seen each other for several days, I miss you very much."

He said, "I want to have sex with you."

Depressed, reserved and eager.

Ruan Chen blushed instantly, he was an extremely restrained and conservative man, and couldn't understand why Mu Xinghai always asked for it.

And it's with a man, don't you find it embarrassing to say it?

Ruan Chen faltered and said: "I, I..."

He really wanted to refuse, but Mu Xinghai approached him, and when he turned his head, he saw Mu Xinghai's handsome young face zoomed in and approached in his field of vision, and there seemed to be a soft light in his bright eyes, his eyes were brighter than others It was thick dark brown and black, like a deep and quiet pool, as if it was about to suck people into it, and he was immediately bewitched.

He has always been indecisive, especially when he is asked and needed, and he can't say no to him anyway.

He wanted to escape, but Mu Xinghai had already held his hand, intertwined his fingers, and kneaded his fingertips.

Seeing that he didn't resist, she turned over again, lightly touched the tip of her nose, turned her head, found a good angle, and kissed gently.

Ruan Chen was in a daze, and he didn't know what happened, the rhythm was completely taken away by Mu Xinghai.

Wait until you come back to your senses.

Mu Xinghai's rough and hot palms were already attached to his ankles, he held them lightly, and his thumbs stroked his outer malleolus.

He vaguely thought of a sentence he saw on the Internet, which was roughly: Emotion is like lying on the itchy green grass, and snails crawling wetly on your fingertips.

Mu Xinghai hugged him, laughed, lowered his head and kissed the side of his neck, his warm breath blew, his words made people itch: "Brother, you have taken a bath."

Ruan Chen blushed, couldn't help but blushed and his heart beat, and murmured, "Of course I have to take a bath on my birthday."

And he is obviously not Mu Xinghai's senior brother.

Mu Xinghai's hands climbed up silently.

Ankle, calf, knee.

Three, two, one.

It's like knocking on an ambiguous door, gently pushing it open, sliding down, and falling to the bottom.

Not the first time.

It's like this every time, and it's impossible to say no.

Mu Xinghai himself was also troubled, this was the first time in Mu Xinghai's life that he fell in love with a man, and he couldn't tell what was good about Ruan Chen, but he kept thinking about him.

Obviously Ruan Chen liked him first.

It was about five months ago that they started bonding.

We have known each other for a long time. Mu Xinghai had met Ruan Chen a few times before, but Ruan Chen was very silent, and the relationship between the two was vague. He only knew that Ruan Chen was his girlfriend's senior. lecturer.

There is also a contact method, lying quietly in each other's address book list.

It was Ruan Chen who asked him for it, but he couldn't remember which party it was.

Mu Xinghai has a wide range of friends, including people of various sexual orientations. Among them is Lin Mu, who is gay in a transparent cabinet. One day, he suddenly came to him and asked, "You seem to have a good relationship with Mr. Ruan, don't you?"

Mu Xinghai asked: "What's wrong?"

The friend said: "Help me lead the line, I like him."

What?Is Ruan Chen gay?

Mu Xinghai was a little surprised, and asked aloud.

Lin Mu said: "...he is single at this age, and he has never had a woman around him. He doesn't accept girlfriends introduced to him by others, and I have a feeling that I can distinguish the same kind. I think he is probably a closet. "

At that time, Mu Xinghai didn't even have any impression of Ruan Chen. After thinking about it, he said with some embarrassment: "I don't think I know him very well..."

Lin Mu said: "I thought you were familiar. Isn't he substituting for your class? I saw you standing together and talking several times."

"Ruan Chen rarely initiates conversations with others."

Um?Mu Xinghai was completely unaware of this honor before.

He was a little interested.

Lin Mu scratched his head, blushed, and looked deeply in love, and said, "Really, you are already familiar with him. I can't find anyone else."

"I tried to talk to him, but he ignored me."

Mu Xinghai smiled and asked curiously, "What do you like about him?"

In his memory, Ruan Chen was inconspicuous, hiding in the corner like a shadow during class reunions.

Lin Mu said obsessively: "Don't laugh at me. If you look carefully, don't you think Senior Brother Ruan is very good-looking? He is clean and refreshing. I especially like his literary and artistic temperament... Sigh, I have always liked that Wen Qing Tune."

is it?

Mu Xinghai thought, he couldn't recall Ruan Chen's appearance, it was a blur.

Lin Mu said, "Help me down."

Mu Xinghai took a sip of wine, without thinking too much, and readily agreed: "Okay."

Just a little effort.

Two days later, it was Ruan Chendai's non-professional class again, and he observed it with a little concern.

I don't know if it was a psychological effect, but after a few more glances, he found that Ruan Chen was good-looking, with regular facial features, a straight nose, fair skin, drooping eyes, a bit world-weary, indifferent, gentle and harmless.

He felt that he hadn't looked too clearly, but Ruan Chen noticed it very sensitively, and became obviously uncomfortable, and his ears turned red.

Mu Xinghai's heart skipped a beat, and he also felt inexplicably embarrassed, and his face was a little hot.Is blushing contagious?

It is common for him to accidentally make a girl blush, but this is the first time for a man.

Do you blush when a man stares at you?

...is really gay.Mu Xinghai thought.

but--

Does it make you blush when you are stared at by any man?he thought again.

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The author has something to say:

The title of the book "Low Fever" means that this love is a slightly morbid love for the two protagonists. This love shows them that they know their mistakes but are willing to have a low-grade fever that cannot be cured and lasts for a long time.

Inspired by a social event...

Almost all the staff are scumbags, and your circle is chaotic. This time I want to write a panic love story.

It’s not a v text, it’s written to adjust the mood and teach the hand feel, maybe write [-], [-], [-] to [-] words