Low fever

Doing absurd things with Mu Xinghai is like being able to use a lot of flames of love to burn away chaos and chaos, and fill the void eroded by loneliness, so that the state of mind will return to tranquility, and you can study and work efficiently again.

This is a discovery of Ruan Chen.

Moreover, he also made an appointment with Mu Xinghai, so that he would come to look for him in the future, so he would not have to worry that Mu Xinghai would come over suddenly and disrupt his rhythm of life.

I think so.

He received a call from his adoptive mother, and after perfunctorily caring about his life, he began to ask him about his vacation arrangements, asking him to give his nephew free tutoring.

Ruan Chen agreed.

He grew up in a slightly complicated environment.

His biological parents were poor and had three children. He was in the middle, so they sold him to the family of adoptive parents who thought they would have no children.But he was shy by nature and not very active. At first, his adoptive parents thought he was cute, but later they thought he was not intimate enough. In addition, he came to the house for half a year, and his adoptive mother became pregnant before he was fully matured. His position became more and more embarrassing.

In the third month after the adoptive mother gave birth to his younger brother, four-year-old Ruan Chen heard his adoptive parents discussing to send him back, because taking care of his own son is already troublesome enough.They thought he was too young to understand, and his mind was not open when he was young, but he knew that this was to abandon him.

He didn't cry or make trouble, and he didn't dare to sleep at night, for fear that he would be thrown away while he was asleep.Last time, when he woke up, he had already been sold to his adoptive parents.

The adoptive father sent him back the next day, but his biological parents did not accept returns.

The two sides quarreled.

At the age of four, he huddled in a small corner, with his back facing the noise, and looked down at the ground. Every time an adult's voice was raised, he would be so frightened that he would curl up his little feet and wanted to cry, but he didn't dare to cry out.Afraid that he would be disobedient and no one would want him.

In the end, the adoptive parents took him home and raised him reluctantly.

Ruan Chen knew that he had no place to return to since he was a child, so he studied hard, fought for all available scholarships, tried not to burden the family, and gave money to his parents as soon as he started earning money. He was very satisfied with a compliment.

When he just graduated from undergraduate, his biological parents owed debts at home and couldn't pay them back. When he came to him, Ruan Chen silently took on the debts, and while he was studying, he collected money to pay off the debts.It wasn't paid off until two years ago.

So he has never been in love, and he dare not approach people, because he feels that girls should not be dragged down by him.

When he was relaxed, he had already passed the age suitable for love. Many classmates of his age had successful careers and happy families, but he could only say that he was struggling to get back to the starting line. He was poor and old, and had achieved nothing. With a funny and sunny personality, who would like someone like him?

However, right now, Ruan Chen only wants to pass the doctoral defense in half a year.

He didn't want to go that far, and he was satisfied with graduating smoothly.

Ruan Chen continues to live in the dormitory, library, and teaching building. He will pay attention to whether he meets Mu Xinghai on the way.Even if he just saw a similar figure, he would quickly hide and avoid it.

In a short time, he didn't want to make out with Mu Xinghai anymore, the last time was comfortable enough for him to eliminate his loneliness for a while.

I haven't seen Mu Xinghai for several days.

He didn't count, anyway, it didn't feel like long.

I stayed up late last night to write a thesis a little late, so I also got up late in the morning.

The cafeteria must be sold out of breakfast, so Ruan Chen went to the small supermarket near the dormitory building to buy breakfast.

Before he got close, he saw Mu Xinghai.

He can always see Mu Xinghai at a glance, it is too conspicuous, Mu Xinghai is always the most outstanding one among a group of boys, tall, handsome, and clean.Ruan Chen was a little jealous, if he was a girl, he would choose to like Mu Xinghai among many male classmates.Although he is actually a sensual, erotic, and maniac in private, this may not be a deduction for the person he likes.

Ruan Chen felt like he was suffering from a sudden social fear and wanted to take a detour.

But Mu Xinghai glanced over, glanced at him casually, with a kind of sharpness that seemed to be there, only aimed at him personally, and immediately nailed him in place.

Ruan Chen lowered his head, broke away from the invisible bondage of sight, turned his head and ran away.

He got into the nearby path in the woods, and he didn't go far when he heard footsteps behind him, and when he looked back, it was Mu Xinghai who really followed.

Mu Xinghai's expression was not good, Ruan Chen panicked and fled faster.

Fleeing away, the back of his neck was pinched by a cold hand, which made him shiver and let out a muffled snort from his nose.It's all right now, and was caught by Mu Xinghai.

Being pushed over, towards Mu Xinghai.

Ruan Chen's heart was still pounding with nervousness, and he didn't calm down. On the contrary, it jumped more and more violently.

Mu Xinghai said angrily: "Why are you running away? Didn't you tell me that you came to find me? Then you ran away when you saw me?" He was really angry when he saw Ruan Chen, but it didn't seem like he wanted to beat him up. Instead of his anger, he scratched his heart and scratched his lungs.

Ruan Chen said in a low voice: "You look scary, I ran away subconsciously..."

Is he scary now?Seeing him trembling, Mu Xinghai couldn't bear it, and even felt disgusted in his heart. He really doesn't look like a man at such an age, and Wen Qingnan is really troublesome, sensitive and fragile.Thinking so, he softened his mouth awkwardly: "I don't want to scare you, I just want to ask you, why did you lie to me?"

Ruan Chen raised his head and looked at him suspiciously: "When did I lie to you?"

Mu Xinghai said depressedly: "Last time you said that you would come to me instead, what happened? It's been seven or eight days and you haven't looked for me."

Has it been seven or eight days?Ruan Chen couldn't remember.

He actually wanted to say, "Isn't it not long?", but after observing his words, he knew that this was just adding fuel to the flames. After thinking about it, he said softly, "I've been too busy writing papers recently, and I was going to find you. "

Ruan Chen could almost see the frizzy atmosphere on Mu Xinghai's body being calmed down. Mu Xinghai asked, "Today? When is it today? Afternoon or evening?"

Don't you have to spend the night?

Ruan Chen said, "Afternoon. Do you have class?"

It would be great if there is a class, and it can be postponed until tomorrow or the day after tomorrow.

Mu Xinghai frowned, thought to himself, he could skip class, and said, "It's all right. Just in the afternoon, what time is it in the afternoon?"

Ruan Chen said bluntly, "...it's past three o'clock."

Mu Xinghai: "What time is three?"

Ruan Chen's scalp was numb: "...around 03:30."

The date of the tryst was fixed.

Ruan Chen asked, "Can I go?"

Mu Xinghai pursed his lips tightly, staring at him without speaking, he wanted to have sex with Ruan Chen, and he didn't want to just have sex.In the past few days, he especially misses that when Ruan Chen made friends with him, he would talk to him about his interests and hobbies with bright eyes, and take him to climb mountains to see the stars.

Every minute and every second with him was so much fun.

Unlike now, even when the body was the most intimate, he didn't feel that he was really close to Ruan Chen's soul.

——Not like the kiss they used to watch the stars.

Mu Xinghai said euphemistically: "Actually, you don't have to pretend that you don't know me at school. We can greet each other normally, just like classmates and friends..."

Ruan Chen looked at him in surprise: "Is it okay?"

Mu Xinghai became even more depressed: "Of course."

Ruan Chen: "Then... then next time."

The two agreed and walked slowly along the path.

Ruan Chen really wanted to say leave, but he was too embarrassed to say so. He stepped on the avenue and stepped on the sunshine, but he couldn't dispel the gloom all over his body.

A boy in sportswear walked up to him.

Lin Mu trotted over: "Senior Brother Ruan!"

Ruan Chenshe was afraid of having a second attack, so he responded bravely, "Hello."

Lin Mu looked at him, then at Mu Xinghai.

The atmosphere is subtle and a bit wrong.

Lin Mu smiled, looked at Mu Xinghai, but asked Ruan Chen: "Senior Brother Ruan, why are you with Mu Xinghai? Are you familiar with each other?"

There was a little bit of yin and yang in his tone, and Ruan Chen could tell that it was a question that was tentative and ambiguous.Ruan Chen was frightened, shook his head quickly, and said as if he was infected with germs, "I'm not familiar with it. I'm not familiar with it."

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Ah, [-] characters is definitely not finished, and I feel like [-] characters are not finished.

I don’t want to be scolded, so I wrote it for free _(:з)∠)_ and there is no pressure to update it, but I feel that it is better written. If you like it, just leave more (don’t scold me) comments, okay?