Live well.

Live well.

If he didn't know anything, he might still be alive.

But now he knows everything, he knows everything, how can he live well.

Guilt, self-blame and pain had overwhelmed him, he regretted every day, questioned himself and Xie Yu every day.

Question him, do you really love him by doing this?

It's revenge, it must be revenge.

It is much more enjoyable to make him feel guilty and suffer for a lifetime than to kill him directly.

"No." Fu Sheng suddenly interrupted him with red eyes, "No, this is revenge, not love, no, he never loved me, no."

If Xie Yu really loves him, it will be an endless abyss.

How painful that is.

Just like he did a while ago, he repeatedly told himself that he was the murderer of his husband, he couldn’t love, he couldn’t have feelings for him, but he couldn’t help but yearn for warmth, and then he entered into endless self-blame, feeling that he was not worthy of being a son of man, not worthy of being a man, How can you fall in love with the son of your enemy who killed your husband?

Xu Yi was taken aback by his appearance, opened his mouth, but couldn't say anything.

The next day, Fu Sheng was going back to the capital.

In Yanzhou, he no longer dared to stay.

As soon as he walked out and saw the small bridge and flowing water outside, he would think of Xie Yu rowing him, singing to him, talking to him in a warm voice to coax him to drink the medicine.

As soon as he looked up at the sky, he would think of the fireworks in Yanzhou, and Xie Yu's voice would ring in his ears.

——In Yanzhou City, a kind of flower will bloom in spring, called Midnight Flower, and Midnight Flower is the spring memory of Yanzhou City people.

——I want to watch Midnight Flowers with you, but you have been sleeping for the past two days, and the flowers have faded.

——But it’s okay, those fireworks just now were all patterns of midnight flowers, so it’s considered to be seen together.

We've seen it together, yes.

If you haven't seen it, you haven't seen it. How can it be counted.

Fu Sheng didn't even dare to look in the mirror now, didn't dare to look at the water, didn't dare to see anything that could reflect his face.

He was terrified of seeing that face, terrified.

As long as he sees that face, he will fall into endless self-blame and regret, wishing to cut himself into pieces.

But not.

But he can't.

This is Xie Yu's body, he has hurt him a lot, he can't be hurt anymore, not at all.

Fu Sheng and Xu Yi returned to the capital together. He originally wanted to go back to Fu's house quietly and set fire to Fu's house for Xie Yu, but he was taken away as soon as he reached the city gate.

He saw Jiang Qingwu again.

This person is completely different from the last time he quarreled in the General's Mansion, "A Yu, you are back!"

He stepped forward as if wanting to hug him, but Fu Sheng dodged away.

Jiang Qingwu's hand froze in the air, he patted him and said, "You came back at noon."

Fu Sheng didn't know that he had read Xie Yu's memory, so he naturally knew that this person was his comrade in arms who fought side by side on the battlefield, but he still couldn't deal with him freely.

He lowered his head and said reluctantly, "Well, you've been recently, are you okay?"

Fu Sheng really envied this person, he was able to fight side by side with Xie Yu through life and death, there was no complicated relationship between them, it was just simple.

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