early morning twilight

Jin Chongshan asked: "Why?"

Si Ye was dumbfounded by the question, he thought Jin Chongshan would be happy for his decision.

Chengdu is his hometown, and the Pamirs is Jin Zhongshan's hometown.

The eagle should soar above the snow-capped mountains, so he will not leave Jin Chongshan in the Chengdu Plain.

It was he who went to follow Jin Chongshan.

"Of course it's because you're in Kashgar." Si Ye put his arms around Jin Chongshan's neck.

He likes to stick to Jin Chongshan like this, he can feel Jin Chongshan's heartbeat, and even his breathing is entangled.

The dark color in Jin Chongshan's eyes flickered, and his brows were slightly frowned.

This was not the answer he wanted.

But today is a good day for Si Ye, even though he felt an uncontrollable daze and incomprehension in his heart, he still pulled the corners of his lips and smiled softly.

"Kashgar and Chengdu are so far apart, it would take half a day to go one way."

"What's the matter." Si Ye had already imagined the situation of running between two places. "I stay in Kashgar most of the time. Isn't there still my clothing store? Chengdu needs me, so I'll fly over."

clothing store.

Jin Zhongshan thought of Si Ye's busy appearance in the clothing store.

When there are too many customers, Siye can't even eat a clean meal.

Some customers have a lot of requirements, and he can't replace Siye. They say he doesn't understand, and they must ask Siye to match.

After running before and after Si Ye, he had no time during the day, and only had time to draw pictures at night when the shop was closed.

Si Ye never complained.Every time he brought a plate of supper, Si Ye would smile at him.

In the soft light at night, Siye's smile is particularly sweet, always reminding him of the sweet melons and juicy grapes in southern Xinjiang in summer.

But that's not what Si Ye should look like.

The young, talented designer inside and out shouldn't waste his energy on such mundane chores.

He should be like tonight, no, not only tonight.

It should be like returning to Chengdu every day, pouring full of talent and enthusiasm into the design.

Si Ye who took the time to dress up exquisitely and arrogantly;

Si Ye, who confidently introduces his works to his partners;

Si Ye, who chatted with other designers;

Si Ye, who was in charge of the overall situation at the internal meeting...

This is what Si Ye really looks like.

Only Chengdu, Siye's hometown, can afford Siye such a life.

Jin Zhongshan's silence made Si Ye feel that something was wrong, "Brother, what are you thinking?"

Jin Chongshan shook his head, suppressing the undecided struggles, "What are the arrangements for tonight?"

Si Ye has always been annoyed that he couldn't see through Jin Zhongshan.

Sometimes he felt that he could perceive Jin Zhongshan's emotional changes better than everyone else.

Just like now, he could see what Jin Chongshan was thinking.

But he didn't know what Jin Zhongshan was thinking.

But the excitement of winning the prize made people blindly optimistic, and that brisk mood was like a cloud, supporting him to fly high.

There is no trouble in the heights, at least at this moment, he easily exposed the doubts that he could not see through Jin Chongshan.

"Sister Xing arranged a celebration banquet, first at the hot pot restaurant, and then at the bar." Si Ye's eyes flashed, "Brother, will you come with me?"

"go."

When eating hot pot, Jin Zhongshan was the protagonist, and everyone clinked glasses with him with beer or drinks.

In this exhibition, although Si Ye was able to win the award because of his talent, the model Jin Zhongshan really added a lot of color to "Eagle Return".

In addition to winning the award, Jin Zhongshan's chain reaction also brought more practical benefits to "The Wilderness", which can be realized immediately——

His appearance made "Wildness" one of the most watched studios at the show.

The interested party was just curious about him at first, but after coming to the "wilderness" booth, he was attracted by other works.Several sets of works have reached cooperation on the spot.

Everyone is very smart. Although they may not necessarily see that the boss and Brother Jin are a couple, at least they can see that the relationship between the boss and Brother Jin is unusual.

It's better to toast brother Jin's wine than toast the boss.

During a hot pot meal, Jin Chongshan drank a lot.

Si Ye was really happy at first, but later on he was not happy, whoever stood in the way, "I'll drink, come for me, my brother didn't even eat a few bites of food!"

Naturally, Jin Chongshan would not let him stop drinking. With his drinking capacity, he had a few drinks with Xiao Yang in Tar Township, and then he came to ask for his relatives.

Si Ye refused to let everyone and Jin Chongshan drink it, took a piece of hairy belly, and muttered while heating it: "Maodu is a must-order dish in our hot pot, did you not eat a piece of it?"

"Yeah." He just ate a few slices of tender beef to fill his stomach.

The tripe was ready in about ten seconds, Si Ye hurriedly put it in Jin Zhongshan's oil dish, and wanted to pick it up again, but found that the ice tray with fresh tripe from the slaughterhouse was empty.

There were four tables of them, and each table ordered at least four fresh meat tripe from the slaughterhouse.

Si Ye asked for two more servings, one on the opposite side and one in front of him, "Brother, you can eat this."

Jin Chongshan smiled, "Isn't it?"

"Why not? One serving of 98, the signature dish, can only be eaten in Sichuan!"

Si Ye started to get hot again, "Look, they all know how to snatch this, and the next one is second. Brother, eat quickly, finish this first, and if you want to eat anything else, just use your chopsticks, and I'll give it to you." hot."

"You eat by yourself, it's not like I can't."

Hearing this, Si Ye wrote on his face the small pride of Sichuan people eating hot pot.

Jin Zhongshan: "..."

Si Ye: "You can, but your perm is not as good as mine. I have been perm for more than 20 years."

His expression was clear and lively, like a shallow and clear stream on the plateau, swaying in Jin Chongshan's eyes.

Jin Chongshan smiled, "Then you are hot."

Si Ye and Jin Chongshan finished the portion of hairy belly separately, and they still couldn't get enough, "Brother, do you want more?"

"No, there are so many other dishes."

Si Ye thought about it too, "Then let's eat it again before we go back, order three servings of it!"

Jin Chongshan paused with his chopsticks.

Si Ye thought he was surprised, and said in the tone of someone who came here: "Trust me, I can finish it. After I go back, I won't be able to eat this kind of hairy belly! I especially like Kashi's cold hairy belly, but it's not the same as hot butter... ..."

Probably seeing the boss eating a lot, several employees came over with wine glasses.

Si Ye got up to drink with them, Jin Zhongshan looked at Si Ye, those emotions that were extremely incompatible with the current atmosphere rose again.

He was born without trouble or hesitation about anything.

Life on the plateau is very simple. Others may think that he is very busy, but as long as one thing is solved one by one, there will be no time to be at a loss.

A struggle he had never experienced before quietly tore him apart.

Of course he wanted to take Si Ye back, and Si Ye seemed to want to go back too.

But a more rational and indifferent voice said: This is not right.

The remote frontier, that is not the place for this designer who jokingly calls himself a hipster in Taikoo Li.

When he asked Siye why, if Siye said to go to Kashgar to find inspiration, he could barely convince himself to accept it.

But what Si Ye said was for him.

For the sake of Jin Shu's name, Gu Lanruzi gave up the marriage tradition of his family and clan that lasted for thousands of years.

Jin Shu's name was Gulan Ruzi, and he left his hometown and never returned to his hometown beyond the mountains.

They were regarded as heroes by the local people, but in his eyes back then, their love was not beautiful.

Gu Lanruzi spent very little time at home. Before being picked up by Gu Libai, he was almost brought up by Jin Shuming.

The young child didn't move anything, he just knew that Abba looked different from other people.

He asked, "Abba, why is our name different from others?"

"Because Abba's hometown is not here."

Jin Shuming told him about the vast fields in the Northeast, about the gorgeous Wuhua Mountain in autumn, about the factories with big chimneys, and about the workers who are always full of energy.

He asked again, "Does Dad miss his hometown?"

Jin Shuming was silent for a long time, and said in a gentle tone that he couldn't understand at that time: "I want to. But you are here, and Grandma is here too."

Over the years, Gulibayi occasionally told him that the love between Gulan Ruzi and Jin Shuming was as pure as snow on Karakorum.

They both gave up the most precious things for each other.

No.

He retorted in his heart, at least it wasn't right.

He had seen Jin Shuming regret.

Perhaps this regret and love are not contradictory.But Jin Shuming was indeed bound by love to this land.

He didn't want to bind Si Ye.

Si Ye should always stand in the center of light.

After leaving the hot pot restaurant, everyone rushed to the bar singing and clamoring.

Si Ye was already a little drunk, and obediently lied on Jin Zhongshan's body, exchanging affectionate kisses in a corner where no one could see.

The nightlife in Chengdu is more abundant than that in Northwest China. As Si Ye said, at four o'clock in the morning, the streets are still full of flowers.

Unfamiliar music was played in the bar, people twisted their bodies wantonly, glasses of colorful and dreamy cocktails were delivered to the front of the bartender, like a bouquet of flowers blooming like magic.

Si Ye gulped down his drink, and the dim light enveloped him.

If the night in Chengdu is amber, he is the elf in this amber.

In the end, Si Ye was drunk, and Jin Chongshan went home with his arms around him. While he was drunk, he played with his temper and wanted to eat the third brother's snail on Hongxing Road.

Jin Chongshan called a car to take him there, he ate the snails, ate the yellow pepper, and said in a daze, "I like this fly restaurant the most. It would be great if there was one in Kashgar..."

The emotion of nostalgia will only be revealed when facing ignorant children.

Like Jin Shuming back then.

Similarly, the feeling of reluctance will only be revealed when you are not awake.

Like Si Ye now.

Kashgar will not open this kind of restaurant.Jin Chongshan thought, when he returned to Kashgar, he would not be able to eat.

After waking up, it was already afternoon, Siye remembered that he relied on Jin Chongshan to eat the third brother's snail, but he didn't remember what he said.

The shop was opened in a deep alley, and it hadn't changed for more than ten years.

But he was washed clean and smelled of fresh lemons.

He thought in a good mood, what kind of archangel is my brother?

In the past few months, his impression of Jin Zhongshan has changed several times: cool brother, cute, baby, and archangel.

He has a best boyfriend.

It was already the end of December, before the "kidnapped" Jin Chongshan came to Chengdu, Si Ye said that he would go back after the exhibition.

After he came, he wanted to bring Chongshan to play more, and Jin Chongshan agreed.

Then they can celebrate New Year and New Year's Day in Chengdu, and then go back in mid-January.

Si Ye carefully made a list of recreational activities in Chengdu and its surrounding areas, including Chengdu's gourmet paradise Electronic Science and Technology University Jianshe Road, Gulan Ruzi and Jin Shuming's alma mater, Panda Base, Qingcheng Mountain...

If it wasn't for the wrong season, he still wanted to take Jin Chongshan to the west of Sichuan.

There are also plateaus and snow-capped mountains, which is the closest place to the sky in Sichuan.

The time I stayed in Chengdu was filled to the brim. On the evening of the 31st, I stayed at home for the New Year's Eve. Josyu had a meal on New Year's Day, and it was almost time to go back to Kashgar.

But the plan couldn’t keep up with the changes. On the afternoon of the 29th, Si Ye and Jin Zhongshan had already arrived at Mount Qingcheng, and suddenly an important client came from "Wild Fields". Sister Xing asked Si Ye if he could come back.

Jin Zhongshan answered the call, and Si Ye was taking a shower.Jin Chongshan helped him make a decision.

The two hurried back, Si Ye was a little depressed at first, but when he arrived at the studio, he naturally entered the working state again, professional, confident, and calm.

This client brought a large order for cooperation, and next year they will need "wilderness" designers to go to Europe.

It was not until the afternoon of NO.30 that the cooperation was almost discussed.

It was not too late to send the client away, so Si Ye simply called a meeting with the designers in charge to explain the arrangements for next year.

Only Sister Xing and the other two designers in charge knew about his going to Kashgar. At the meeting, he formally raised this matter, saying that he would not be in Chengdu for more than half a year.

It was the same female designer who proposed Jin Zhongshan as a model last time and said bluntly: "Our first branch should be opened in Shanghai or Hangzhou."

Everyone discussed in low voices.

Si Ye said: "This store has a special positioning, it is my personal investment, not the first branch of 'Wilderness'."

The female designer was a little surprised, since Si Ye had already said that, she couldn't continue to say anything.

But another designer said: "Mr. Si, but starting from next year, we will have more opportunities to go out. Today's customer is only the first, and there will definitely be more in the future. Designers need to go to Europe, America and Japan, and also Need to fly across the country. But you go to Kashgar to open a store, these opportunities..."

Si Ye has already communicated with a young designer about going to Europe, and she will go on behalf of "wilderness".

But he also understands the voices at the meeting. This exhibition has opened up a "wilderness" road. Let alone opening a store in Kashgar, he is guarding the store in Chengdu as before. He doesn't have a lot of time to stay in Chengdu in a year.

But life is full of choices.

He is no longer a child, and he will not dream of grasping all the benefits.

He likes life in Kashgar and wants to stay with Jin Zhongshan. He made a decision that satisfies him.

It will continue to open, and Jin Zhongshan has heard it since the designers said that "wilderness" will go out.

Si Ye sent him a message before the meeting, coquettishly said that he wanted to drink the salty milk tea he made, and wanted the one with heavy cream.

He boiled a pot, put it in a thermos bottle, and brought it to the studio.

The door of the conference room was not closed tightly, and he heard the discussion inside when he approached.

After the meeting, Si Ye seemed to have fought a strenuous battle, and forgot about the salty milk tea. When he returned to the office, he found Jin Zhongshan was there. His exhaustion was swept away, and he just picked up the salty milk tea and drank it.

Jin Chongshan looked at him intently, making the last struggle.

Or at this moment, Jin Chongshan has already made a decision.Looking at him like this, I just want to engrave him deeper in my mind.

"Brother?" Si Ye was a little surprised, "Why are you staring at me?"

Jin Chongshan smiled, and said in a relaxed tone: "You look good."

"Oh brother!" Si Ye rushed over, "You are so sweet!"

On December 31st, the "wilderness" had an early holiday, and Si Ye took Jin Zhongshan to eat the pineapple grilled fish that he had talked about many times, and then went for a stroll in Taikoo Li.

Under the festive lights, the glass houses in Taikoo Li look like sparkling dreams.

"My store will open here soon." Si Ye's nose was flushed by the cold wind, "Brother, I'll bring you here again when the time comes."

Jin Chongshan looked at him, "Yes."

If he was a few years younger, Si Yeda would like to spend New Year's Eve with Jin Chongshan outside and listen to the bell.

But now he wants to hurry back to their loft and do something more romantic.

Si Guanqun, who has always been indifferent to his family, suddenly realizes that he has a young son, so he must ask Si Yu and him to visit Si Ye on New Year's Eve.

Si Yu can stop it if he wants to, but because of Jin Zhongshan's existence, he also wants to see how his younger brother spends this new year.

The father and son were waiting in the car, and there were many gifts in the back seat.

Si Guanqun said, "Don't you have his key?"

Si Yu said: "If you can use it, don't use it. Isn't it to show your father's love? Can't you wait for a while?"

They didn't wait long when Si Ye's car drove over.

Under the beaming street lights, Si Ye and Jin Chongshan got out of the car, Si Ye couldn't hold back, and pressed Jin Chongshan against the car door to kiss.

Si Yu seemed to have expected it, but his face still turned cold.

But Si Guanqun couldn't accept the kiss between his son and the man, so he slammed the door down.

Hearing the movement, Si Ye let go of Jin Chongshan, only to see his father, whom he hadn't seen for a long time, glaring at him angrily.

Behind is his brother's car.

The three members of their family unexpectedly got together at this time and under such circumstances.

Si Yu came over, Jin Zhongshan looked at them and was about to speak.

Si Ye suddenly stood in front of him, turned around and said softly, "Brother, you go back first, I'll deal with it."

Before Jin Chongshan could respond, he emphasized his tone again, with an extremely firm expression, "Brother, I will handle it well, trust me!"

The car that had just stopped drove out of the community again, followed by the car of Si Yu and Si Guanqun.

Jin Chongshan watched them from downstairs until the headlights could no longer be seen, then turned and walked into the building.