Looking for green hills

Gu Yuanshan has never really understood what love is. He has never touched the shape of love, nor felt the essence of love. In the first 18 years of his life, hate was the emotion he was most familiar with. He had to hate , because only hatred can support him to live, and only hatred can bring him strength. If there is no hatred, he might have died silently in the backyard of the Hou Mansion.

The bone-destroying hatred nourished him, polished him, and carved him into a cold and selfish appearance, until one day he met a goblin in the mountain forest.

The little goblin is pure and beautiful, different from everyone he has met before, the little goblin is all about him, bears his lust with a sweet body, cooks noodles and washes for him with immature hands, in order to fulfill his ambition, The little goblin uses his own body as a bait, and paves the way for him with a hundred years of cultivation. The little goblin never says much, but he is telling Gu Yuanshan with his every move that this is love.

Gu Yuanshan is obviously in a deep love, but he is unwilling to face up to his feelings. His eyes are always looking at the distance. He has his ambitions, he has his ambitions, and he has the blood revenge of his relatives to avenge, so He thinks self-righteously that the goblin must be ranked after these things in his heart, so he never wants to say that he loves him.

Ever since he passed the Huiyuan exam at the age of 16, he has set his sights on the supreme position. This corrupt country gave him such ambitions. The emperor is incompetent and has no heirs, and the princess is ambitious but helpless. At that time he started to plan everything, but he never thought that he would meet Xiaoqing in Zhaoyao Mountain.

At first he was only obsessed with Xiaoqing's body, that warm and tender body made him deeply fascinated by the first taste of love, but slowly, his feelings for Xiaoqing changed, he began to care, began to feel distressed, Began to be jealous, and began to fantasize about the life that belonged to the two of them.

Perhaps he had fallen in love with Xiaoqing from the moment he decided to take Xiaoqing away from Zhaoyao Mountain, but he didn't know it. There was no Xiaoqing in his original plan, but he took Xiaoqing with him. After returning to Beijing, he began to take Xiaoqing into his life step by step. Even though doing so was full of many unknown risks, he was still willing.

After the palace examination, he finally received the invitation from the eldest princess to cooperate as expected, but at this time he proposed to the eldest princess the extra condition of accepting Xiaoqing's existence. In fact, he took a big risk by doing so. What if the princess disagrees?What if the eldest princess feels offended and offends him in a fit of anger?After all, he was just a little champion at that time.

But he is still willing to take this risk for Xiaoqing.

Xiaoqing asked him countless times if he loved herself, and every time he was stabbed by the rush of love in his chest, several times the word "love" was about to blurt out, but he swallowed it hard again .

In fact, Gu Yuanshan is afraid, he is afraid to admit that he loves Xiaoqing, he is afraid to admit that the hatred in his heart has long since dissipated, only love pervades the period.

How could he admit it so easily?After all, hatred is the strength that supports him to live till now.

But when he saw Xiaoqing's soul fly away in front of him, his heart was pierced like a knife, and he was surrounded by fear all over the sky. He had never been so afraid in his life.

He has always been a courageous person. Even when he saw Xiaoqing appearing in front of him out of thin air for the first time, he was not afraid. He had seen too much bloody violence, dirt and filth, and he thought he had nothing to fear. , but at that moment he was terrified as if he was about to die.

It wasn't until that moment that he realized how much he loved Xiaoqing. As long as Xiaoqing could stand in front of him intact, he would spend his whole life telling him his love, but it was a pity that he didn't have this chance.

Meng Xiao reached out and took the bottle containing the bamboo branches from Lu Qingya's hand, and said to Gu Yuanshan: "It's not impossible to save him, it depends on whether you are willing or not?"

Gu Yuanshan suddenly raised his head: "I am willing, I will do anything you ask me, as long as you save him."

"In the extreme north, there is a kind of red snow lotus. It grows on the snow-covered mountains. It absorbs the essence of the world, the sun and the moon, and can repair the soul. If you want to save him, go and pick one."

"Okay, I'll go, I'll go now!" Gu Yuanshan turned his head and took another deep look at Xiaoqing, then turned and left.

After he walked far away from Luqingya, he said: "Why are you doing this? He is a mortal and a scholar with no strength to restrain a chicken. If you let him go to the extreme north to pick snow lotus, he will come back with his life. Is it?"

"If you don't come back, you won't come back. It's just right to die, so you don't come to harm Xiaoqing again. If you are worried, you can help him." Meng Xiao stared at him with a bad tone.

Lu Qingya shook his head helplessly: "It's been so many years, and I still have such a violent temper... I'll go and see him, lest you save this little bamboo spirit and he falls to his death instead, that little bamboo spirit will probably hate you for the rest of his life .”

After speaking, he made a formula in his hand, and he disappeared in an instant.

Standing there, the corners of Meng Xiao's eyes were bright red, and Lu Qingya's words, "The temper is still so violent after so many years" instantly filled him with sourness.

Yes, so many years have passed, he never thought that he would see Lu Qingya again.

That day he turned into his original form and fell asleep in the bamboo forest. He has been here for so many years. He has no desires, no pursuits, no joys and sorrows. Sometimes he turns into his original form and closes his spiritual consciousness. He sleeps for many years. Only then can he not think of his fawn.

Lu Qingya rushed into the bamboo forest, Meng Xiao woke up from his lethargy almost instantly, he smelled Lu Qingya's smell!

He quickly turned into a human form and landed in the depths of the bamboo forest, and saw Lu Qingya rushing towards him in a hurry, he thought he had waited, he thought his little deer was finally willing to come back, he opened his arms and embraced Lu Qingya , sighed lowly: "Lu Qingya, you are finally here."

Lu Qingya was stunned for a moment, and then hugged him tightly. They didn't say a word, they just hugged quietly. After a long time, Lu Qingya let him go and said to him: "Little Qing is about to die."

Meng Xiao shook her head and recalled her complicated thoughts. He took Xiaoqing's bamboo branch out of the bottle and said in a low voice: "You brought him to my side again, and I will give you 500 years of mana."

The extremely cold place in the extreme north, just by hearing the name, you can tell that it is extremely cold and dangerous. Gu Yuanshan refused Yunsheng and Hailou to follow, and came to the foot of the towering snow mountain alone.

This mountain is very high, more than a thousand feet higher than Zhaoyao Mountain. The top of the mountain is covered with ice and snow that has not melted for a thousand years. Using a branch as a support, I wrapped my clothes tightly and climbed to the top of the mountain.

The injuries on his body were not healed yet, and his legs and feet were very inconvenient, so he could only rely on the slender branch to support his body weight. The biting cold wind blew on his face, but he lost consciousness in a moment.

He dragged his tired body to climb up the mountain step by step. He didn't know how long it would take him to climb such a high mountain. He was too cold, his hands and feet were cold, and his eyes stared at the white snow for too long His vision also became blurred, but he couldn't stop, he had to climb to the top of the mountain to find the little fairy that Xuelian took back to save him, his little fairy was waiting for him, he couldn't stop.

He climbed for two days, and fell down from the middle of the mountain to the bottom of the mountain countless times, and then he got up and continued to climb. His hands and feet had already lost consciousness from the cold, and his lips were dry and peeling. He was thrown to the ground. There were injuries all over his body, and the wounds on his legs began to bleed again, but he seemed to be unconscious, his eyes fixed on the top of the mountain.

Two days later, he finally climbed to the top of the mountain, and saw that the top of the mountain was covered with red snow lotus flowers. He rushed forward excitedly, but he fell down on the snow before taking two steps.

All the strength in his body was exhausted, the blood on his legs was flowing more and more, he felt the temperature in his body was gradually disappearing, and the scene in front of him became more and more blurred. There were two long bloodstains, he gritted his teeth and squirmed forward, his palms cracked by the cold kept stretching forward, soon, almost touching, the red snow lotus was right in front of his eyes.

Just when he was about to touch the bright red snow lotus, the scene in front of him suddenly became blank, and he couldn't see anything. His whole body was cold, and his consciousness gradually dissipated. Finally, he slowly closed his eyes, A tear slowly slipped down the corner of his eye, he thought, he will never see that azure figure again in this life, he deserves it...

Lu Qingya has been hiding behind Gu Yuanshan since he left Zhaoyao Mountain. He watched Gu Yuanshan climb up to the top of the snow mountain day and night, fell down again and again and got up again and again. He watched him excitedly He rushed to the snow lotus and fell down exhausted, soaking in a pool of blood.

Lu Qingya thought, enough, enough, if a person is willing to give up his life to save another person is not love, then what is love?So far, he can finally hand over Xiaoqing to Gu Yuanshan with confidence.

He carried the unconscious Gu Yuanshan on his back and read out the formula, and the figures of the two disappeared in a flash, only a large pool of blood remained on the top of the snow-covered snow mountain.