Startled Meng

Yan Cijing turned to look at Yu Fangzhi: "Send me back home?"

Yu Fangzhi tightened his grip on the horse's belly, let the horse run slowly, and wrapped Yan Ci Jing around his arm to prevent him from resisting, and said, "I'm not a groom, so you can go wherever you want?"

Yan Cijing became anxious, and turned to look at him frequently: "Where are you taking me? I won't go, I want to get off the horse."

Yu Fangzhi sniffed the fragrance of his hair, pretending to be puzzled: "Isn't Master Yan going to sit up by himself? Why did you go back on your word?"

He still wanted to tease Yan Cijing, but unexpectedly Yan Cijing calmed down, lowered his head, not knowing what he was thinking, and finally said: "Then go to a quiet place, I have something to say to you explain."

In fact, Yu Fangzhi already thought of what he was going to say, but he still joked with a smile: "What do you want to say? Don't say it if I don't like to hear it, okay?"

Although Yu Fangzhi was smiling, the hand around Yan Cijing tightened again and again, which made Yan Cijing uncomfortable, and subconsciously pressed his hand, trying to pull it away.

But his hands were too cold, and Yan Cijing touched a cut, turned around and asked, "What's going on? Why didn't you go to Tang Shuang to bandage it?"

"fine."

"Why are you alright?" Yan Cijing held his hand, "You can already see the flesh! Don't you feel pain?"

It was only at this time that he felt a little pain, and Yu Fangzhi rubbed against his side face: "It hurts, it hurts so much! Are you blowing?"

It was not in shape, but Yan Ci couldn't get up and down. The wound was left by too much force when he whipped the whip. The wound was for him. He felt uncomfortable, covered the bloody mouth and said I can't speak.

Yu Fangzhi clasped his hand instead, and clenched it tightly: "I'm lying to you, I didn't feel any pain. I was really scared when I saw you surrounded by people."

At this time, the horse had stopped and did not enter the city. It stopped at the place where Yan Cijing was recuperating from illness.

No one, only the wind blowing the rice fields, Yan Cijing was finally not afraid of being seen or heard.

"Am I worthy of you?"

Yu Fangzhi already sensed something was wrong, and hugged Yan Cijing from behind: "It's worth it! I am willing, and I don't regret it!"

The back of Yan Cijing's neck was heavy with the weight of resignation, and the skirt of his clothes had been scratched and wrinkled. He was imprisoned, and he found it difficult to breathe: "You know what you say."

"You think about it before you talk!" Yu Fangzhi was terrified, and pretended to scare him, "Tell me what I don't like to hear, and I'll kiss you!"

Yan Cijing was not afraid, and the panic in his words softened his heart, and sighed: "Then let me tell you what you like to hear."

"From the moment you appeared in Yecheng, my plan was completely disrupted."

Yu Fangzhi nodded: "It's a good thing, I helped you!"

"Yes," Yan Cijing continued, "If it weren't for you, I guess I'm still helping Black Eagle deal with those shady things, or I would have died at that palace banquet a long time ago. Live longer, and finally die in the prison of Dali Temple."

"I don't want you to thank me," Yu Fangzhi kissed Yan Cijing's ear, "You have also helped me a lot, no one owes anyone between us."

Yan Cijing took the opportunity to turn his head to look at him, avoiding the breath in his ear: "We are allies, we have the same purpose, we are all for the same thing, I have never forgotten it."

"but……"

Yu Fangzhi yelled, "Stop talking!"

Yan Cijing was silent for a while, but he continued, "But don't stop at allies or companions. If there are more, you have to find someone else."

Yan Cijing is really ruthless, his words hurt people, and he has to do it himself to break free from Yu Fangzhi's imprisonment.

With a sigh, Yu Fang Zhixin violently pulled up, and he wrapped his arms around Yan Cijing again, resting his head on the hollow of his shoulder, the movement was so big that the horse under his crotch was taken a few steps away.

"What you did to you in the room, if you don't like it, I won't force you next time. Let's take it slowly. I don't want to admit it at first. I'll give you time, so think about it."

Yan Cijing shook his head: "Don't continue to make mistakes."

Yu Fangzhi's heart skipped a beat: "I'm right, is it wrong for me to love you?"

Yan Cijing couldn't hear these words, he broke free from his hand, got off the horse, Yu Fangzhi also jumped down and grabbed him, and hugged him again.

The sense of fullness in his arms did not fill his empty heart.

"I'm right! Yan Cijing, I'm right! I like you, what's wrong with me?"

Yan Cijing separated the two of them with his arms, his eyes were cold, as if he was afraid that he might not be able to hear clearly, he paused every word: "From the very beginning, it was wrong."

at first?Yu Fangzhi looked at Yan Cijing in disbelief.

at first?The startled glance of Menghua Pavilion, the cold stare of Furongqu, or the lingering in Xu's mansion?

Is it all wrong?

He would rather beat him severely and drive him away than be so heartless and deny all their past with one sentence, so what is he?

"You don't want me anymore?" Yu Fangzhi gave him a smile that was uglier than crying.

Yan Cijing lowered his head, and slowly left Yu Fangzhi's embrace. The hand that was originally on Yu Fangzhi's chest gradually slipped down. Yu Fangzhi had already seen his choice, and his heart was pierced.

"I hugged you in the tent, but you didn't resist, I thought..."

Yu Fangzhi felt that Yan Cijing was extremely unfeeling, looking at the man in his dream who was still handsome and beautiful in front of him, "You must have endured very hard."

Yan Cijing's eyes dimmed: "You shouldn't have saved me."

"what?"

A trace of unbearableness flashed in Yan Cijing's eyes: "That night...you shouldn't have come to Xu's residence either."

Yu Fangzhi smiled bitterly: "So you remember."

"Yes," Yan Cijing took a deep breath, "I don't understand, why did you save me?"

The language side knew: "The situation was special at that time, and the fragrance of returning souls was unusual, if it couldn't be..."

"No! Yu Fangzhi, ask yourself, do you really not know the second way to crack it?" Yan Cijing looked at Yu Fangzhi coldly, he felt that Yu Fangzhi was selfish.

Yu Fangzhi admitted: "You guessed right, I have selfish intentions."

The medicine for reviving souls is extremely powerful, and Rao Yufang knew that he thought he was determined, so he couldn't help but smell the evil scent, and he had no usual thoughts about Yan Cijing.

That night, he could still lie to himself that he was confused until he returned to Jiangling.

Until I saw Yan Cijing again in Linghu.

"It doesn't matter if I tell you, if I make a mistake, I will make a mistake, and finally let me recognize my own heart."

Yan Cijing couldn't help it: "That's why I said I was wrong from the beginning! You shouldn't have made a big mistake and let me get too involved with you!" If it didn't happen, then Yu Fangzhi wouldn't empathize with him , then they can continue to be allies.

Yu Fangzhi smiled wryly: "So what if it doesn't happen? It's just a little later, and sooner or later, I will find out that I—"

"No!" Yan Cijing interrupted him, "No! If it weren't for your actions that night, we wouldn't be where we have to end today!"

It turned out that he thought so... Yu Fangzhi finally understood.

"Is that how you hate me?"

Yan Cijing lowered his head, didn't even give him a look, his thin lips were tightly pressed, what does it matter if he opens his mouth or not?Yu Fangzhi knew his choice a long time ago.

"Master Yan, do you still remember? After you recovered from a serious illness, you once promised me that the grace of saving your life would be exchanged for a wish."

Yan Cijing trembled all over: "If... if you insist on..."

"If I insist, my lord won't show a good face, and I can't force you." Yu Fangzhi laughed at himself,

"Probably your heart...is made of iron."

Yu Fangzhi took out the white jade from his bosom, was discarded and trampled on, the white jade lost its radiance long ago.

"Yan Cijing, you should throw it somewhere I can't find it."

Yan Cijing kept his head down, Yu Fang knew he couldn't see his face, but when he was carving jade, he had thought about that appearance thousands of times.

Yu Fangzhi turned Bai Yu's face, and painted the Yan Ci mirror he saw for the first time with a carving knife, vividly.

Under the window, the young No. [-] Scholar passed by. He raised his head unintentionally, his indifference and indifference made the people upstairs deeply remember him.

Yu Fangzhi caressed the face engraved on the white jade: "This is for you, if you don't want it, it's worthless."

Yan Cijing never looked up.

Yu Fangzhi felt an unbearable pain in his heart: "I carved the white jade, if it is to be destroyed, I should be the one to destroy it."

After finishing speaking, the white jade shattered at the sound and shattered in Zhishou's heart.

The sound of broken jade falling to the ground was so clear, Yan Cijing must have heard it clearly.

"as you wish."

The language knows how to get on the horse.

The moment the two of them crossed their bodies, Yan Cijing couldn't hold back any longer, and tears welled up in his eyes.

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Coincidentally, this chapter was updated on today (everyone who has a partner has gone to the holidays, and no one has a partner to read the sad article hhhhh)