is the moon

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After Jiang Jiandong said "It has nothing to do with you", he didn't say anything more, neither did Chi Yue, the two of them just sat there, the atmosphere was a bit awkward.

The heavy rain suddenly fell, and Chi Yue couldn't help sneezing. Jiang Jiandong turned his head to look at him, and stood up from the ground.

"Let's go." Jiang Jiandong said, "It's raining heavily, I'll take you home."

But Chi Yue didn't want to just leave, so he still sat in the same posture as before, looking up at him.

"I don't want to go back now," Chi Yue retorted, "I want to sit outside for a while, I'm not cold."

Jiang Jiandong ignored his request, took his arm to pull him up, and led him home.

It was very silent all the way, Chi Yue's heart was also sour and heavy, and he was almost at the door of the unit building, Chi Yue was still not reconciled, and almost begged Jiang Jiandong that he really wanted to help him.

"Thank you, but it's really unnecessary." Jiang Jiandong replied almost without thinking, with a calm and indifferent tone.

After arriving at the corridor, Jiang Jiandong naturally put away the umbrella and stuffed it into Chi Yue's hand. The umbrella cloth was already soaked in the rain, dripping water dripping down, and Chi Yue's heart was also dripping dripping down, but He has nothing to do.

Jiang Jiandong is the most qualified elder brother, but he is also a very independent person, his kindness to Chi Yue is only limited to a small circle.He also put himself in a circle and was not good at pouring out his emotions or getting help from others.

After saying goodbye to Chi Yue, he went upstairs. His house was on the second floor, and Song Ruyun heard his voice when he was still in the corridor.

Maybe it was because of a little guilt in her heart, Jiang Jiandong stepped up the steps, Song Ruyun opened the door for him in time, she was wearing a pink half-waist apron, it was a little old, the patterns on it had faded It gives people a simple and warm feeling.

"Jiandong is back, oops, I'm soaked all over here, hurry up, come in first." Song Ruyun was originally smiling, but when she saw Jiang Jiandong's body was soaked, her brows furrowed again, and she trotted He went to fetch a towel for Jiang Jiandong, and half pushed him to the bathroom.

"Take a bath first! Be careful of catching a cold!" Song Ruyun's voice was full of urgency, first she helped Jiang Jiandong find a change of clothes, and then went to the kitchen in a hurry, "You take a bath first, mom will cook you something Ginger jujube tea."

As Song Ruyun said, she began to cut ginger and boil hot water.

The water boiled quickly, bubbling and bubbling. When Jiang Jiandong took a bath, the ginger jujube tea had just been boiled. Song Ruyun served Jiang Jiandong a bowl. The yellow soup was beautiful and bubbling. Steamed with red dates and ginger inside.

The strong smell of ginger filled the air, and Jiang Jiandong sat at the dining table wiping his hair and took a sip slowly.

"Drink it while it's hot." Song Ruyun also sat in front of him, and said to him with a smile, "It's for keeping out the cold."

Jiang Jiandong said "um", bowed his head and started to drink tea. Everything was in a very warm state. They lived here for many years, and there were traces of home everywhere, but Jiang Ruyun sold his piano, and the family The place where the piano used to stand was empty.

The spicy taste spread in his mouth, and Jiang Jiandong frowned subconsciously. He didn't like ginger very much, but he had been drinking this ginger jujube tea for ten years.

Song Ruyun sat across from Jiang Jiandong, and said in a rambling voice: "It's my mother's fault that I sold your piano without telling you, but my mother is also doing it for your own good, just like this ginger jujube tea you don't like to drink , but it is good for the body."

The ginger was too spicy, and Jiang Jiandong coughed a bit after drinking it. Song Ruyun handed him a piece of paper with some concern, and returned to the topic just now: "Jiandong, it's not that mom made you feel bad on purpose, but you have to go to school when school starts. It’s time for you to take care of yourself in your third year of high school. Your grades in cultural subjects are pretty good, and you can get into a good university and become a teacher, doctor, etc. in the future, so why do you have to learn music?”

Song Ruyun asked sincerely, but she didn't mean to ask Jiang Jiandong to answer. She chattered with Jiang Jiandong for a long time, saying how unreliable it is to learn music, and that it made Jiang Jiandong die. He was still wearing an apron, and his expression on his face was still gentle and gentle, but his tone was so inhumane, like a sharp knife, which formed a sharp contrast with that gentle and gentle temperament.

Jiang Jiandong looked up at her, not knowing what to say for a while.

He suddenly remembered something from his childhood.

The conditions of Jiang Jiandong's family have not been very good. His parents are working class. When he was five or six years old, his family had just bought a house in the family courtyard.

Song Ruyun has always been a strong person, she feels that no matter how hard it is, she can't suffer her children, so she will buy some delicious food for the two brothers every now and then to nourish their bodies.

What she buys the most is river prawns.

Song Ruyun herself likes shrimp very much, and Jiang Wangyao also likes it. Jiang Jiandong, who was still young at the time, didn't dislike the taste, but he always felt that his body would be a little itchy after eating it.

"Mom, just eat it with your brother," Song Ruyun bought another prawn that day, and when the prawns were steamed, the plate was red, Jiang Jiandong said to Song Ruyun, "I always feel itchy after eating, so I won't have eaten."

"How can I do that?" The prawns were brought to the table, and Song Ruyun put two of them in Jiang Jiandong's bowl without thinking, "These prawns are for your health. Only by eating them can you be good for your health."

"Is Xiaodong allergic to shrimp?" Jiang Wangyao sat on the side and said worriedly, "If you are allergic, don't eat it, or it will be bad if you eat it."

"No, no, no," Song Ruyun also put two shrimps into Jiang Wangyao's bowl, and helped Jiang Jiandong peel a shrimp and put it in the bowl, "Shrimp is a good thing if you are allergic or not. Both of you have more Eat some."

Jiang Jiandong and Jiang Wangyao both ate a lot of shrimp that night, and it was Song Ruyun who watched them eat. As a result, Jiang Jiandong developed large rashes all over his body that night, and his fever reached over 40 degrees.

"I don't know if my child is allergic to shrimp? How can I let him eat like this?" After arriving at the hospital, the doctor asked Song Ruyun very angrily. Good for him..."

That night Jiang Jiandong went into shock several times, and didn't stabilize until it was almost dawn. After coming out of the emergency room, Song Ruyun rushed up to hold Jiang Jiandong's hand and said, "I'm sorry Xiaodong, mom didn't do it on purpose, mom really did." for your own good."

Jiang Jiandong was still running a fever, and his whole body was confused. The five or six-year-old child didn't know what to say. He just hugged Song Ruyun's shoulders with difficulty, and called her very affectionately: "Mom."

Jiang Jiandong always knew that Song Ruyun was doing it for his own good.

Each family has its own hardships, their family is just an ordinary working family, but Song Ruyun has been trying her best to give him and Jiang Wangyao the best, Jiang Jiandong has always known it and kept it in his heart.

He knew that Song Ruyun was trying her best to be a qualified mother and giving them the best conditions, but just like the shrimp that night, she took it for granted that she wanted to give him what she thought was good, but she never thought that maybe that thing was right for her. His coming may be said to bring pain and hurt.

The bowl of ginger jujube tea was quickly finished, Song Ruyun urged Jiang Jiandong to go back to the room to rest, the place where the piano was originally placed turned into a large open space, which was very unaccustomed to it.

The piano practice stool was not sold, but was still lying on the spot. Jiang Jiandong didn't turn on the light, so he went straight over and sat down.

The surroundings were empty and quiet, the rain outside the window was still pattering, Jiang Jiandong looked out of the foggy window, thinking of Chi Yue out of season, thinking of him sitting in the rain with him, thinking of him supporting him Umbrella look.Chi Yue was quite thin, thin and white, but his slender arms were very stable when holding up the umbrella.

"Brother, you can tell me if you are unhappy."

Chi Yue's voice rang in his ears, soft, cautious, and a little tentative. Jiang Jiandong thought of his bright eyes, and unconsciously clenched his fingers into fists. After a while, he slowly let go.

He ended up doing nothing but sitting quietly, not saying a word.

Jiang Jiandong sat on the piano bench for a while before going to bed. The whole process was very quiet, and Chi Yue upstairs was also lying quietly on the bed.The rain outside the window was pattering, and Chi Yue rested his head on his arm and looked out of the window.

Everything was foggy and unreal. Chi Yue watched the rain for a long time, but he didn't know when he fell asleep.

When I woke up again, the sky was clear, there was no cloud in the sky, and there was not a trace of haze.

Meeting Song Ruyun selling the piano that time was like an introduction. After the window paper was pierced, Chi Yue gradually discovered some of Jiang Jiandong's secrets.

It is true that Jiang Jiandong has not given up on music. Although Song Ruyun strongly opposes it, he is still earning money to learn music with his own efforts. He has several part-time jobs, leaving early and returning late every day. Learning music is a very hard road. Jiang Jiandong Jiandong has always insisted on the work-study program.

But knowing this is useless, Chi Yue can't do anything.Chi Yue was very distressed that Jiang Jiandong had to face everything alone. He wanted to chat with Jiang Jiandong more than once, and he thought it would be good to share the burden with him, but Jiang Jiandong always refused, very indifferent manner.

"Thank you, I'll take care of it myself," Jiang Jiandong always said, "This matter has nothing to do with you."

Two weeks passed in a flash, and it was late July.

The local rainy season seems to be over, with many days of sunshine in a row.

After staying in his hometown for a month, Chi Yue has completely adapted to this slow-paced life. Sooner or later, he will lie down at the desk to do homework for a while, and occasionally accompany his grandparents to buy vegetables. In my hut, I read comic books with the air conditioner on.

The sun outside is very harsh, and the cold wind from the air conditioner is very cool. Through the window, Chi can feel the sunlight coming in directly. The sun is too dazzling. Chi put down the comic book and wanted to close the curtains. He jumped off The bed walked to the window with bare feet, and suddenly found a familiar figure downstairs.

——It's Jiang Jiandong.

Chi Yue paused slightly.

The sunlight outside the window was very dazzling, and Chi Yue narrowed his eyes slightly. Under the scorching sun, Jiang Jiandong squatted halfway beside the trash can, with scraps of paper lying on the ground at his feet.

Got ripped off again.

Chi Yue stood by the window and frowned unconsciously.

This is not the first time he saw Jiang Jiandong's things being torn up. Song Ruyun was determined not to let Jiang Jiandong learn music, and tried every means to make him give up, cut off his living expenses, and left. For all his music-related things, Jiang Jiandong was locked at home two days ago and he was not allowed to go out. It was because his brother Jiang Wangyao persuaded him for a long time that Jiang Jiandong was finally able to go out.

Song Ruyun's movements became more and more tough, and Jiang Jiandong became more and more helpless. The scorching sun outside the window seemed to melt him. Jiang Jiandong squatted on the ground, struggling to piece together something. Chi Yue recognized the What are those crumbs? Those are Jiang Jiandong's previous award certificates.

Chi Yue's heart was pulled hard again.

There are countless sweats on the back of each certificate. Chi Yue knew that Jiang Jiandong had worked so hard to get to this point. He changed his clothes without thinking about it, opened the door and was about to run downstairs. The moment he stepped out of the house , the footsteps hesitated for a moment.

During this period of time, Chi Yue has approached Jiang Jiandong too many times. He wanted to help Jiang Jiandong, but Jiang Jiandong was always in a cold state every time. It was impossible to say that he was not sad, and his head felt hot It's uncomfortable, but Chi Yue and Jiang Jiandong are always separated by a layer, an invisible and intangible barrier, but it really exists.

Or forget it, Chi Yue thought.

There is no result if only one head is hot. If Jiang Jiandong hadn't thought about opening his heart to him, then no matter how much he did it would be in vain.

Forget it.

forget it.

Chi Yue told himself over and over again that Jiang Jiandong didn't mean to tell him anyway, so don't rush to join him.

So he forced himself to stand at the door without moving for a long time.

The sun outside was scorching, Chi Yue stood in front of the door for a long time, until grandma came over.

"What's the matter, A Yue, what are you doing at the door in this hot weather? Come in!"

Grandma's voice was gentle, in stark contrast to the scorching sun outside. The image of Jiang Jiandong squatting on the ground struggling to piece together the awards flashed in Chi Yue's mind. He took a deep breath, turned around and said to grandma, "Grandma, I'm going down Go upstairs."

"Hey Ah Yue—" Grandma was stunned for a moment, only to see that Chi Yue had already run downstairs, the sound of footsteps echoed in the corridor, and his figure disappeared very simply.

Chi Yue ran all the way to Jiang Jiandong's side before stopping. The noon sun shone on his skin and it was hot and painful. Jiang Jiandong squatted on the ground to collage the awards. elder brother,"

Jiang Jiandong turned around suddenly, and when he realized that it was Chi Yue, he frowned: "Why are you here?"

Chi Yue ran a little anxiously, a thin layer of sweat appeared on his forehead, he bent down and squatted in front of Jiang Jiandong, and said, "Brother, let me help you."

Chi Yue's figure was facing the light, his eyes were warm and stubborn, Jiang Jiandong's brows were tightened even more, subconsciously he wanted to block things behind him: "No, I said I don't need you—"

"I use it because I want to help you."

Chi Yue looked into Jiang Jiandong's eyes, smiled suddenly, and said seriously, "Brother, we are friends."