The President's Dedicated Love

About who falls in love with whom first, this is not a question worth pursuing. However, when I think about it in my spare time, I think it is an important question.

Lan Zhengting remembered that when he was abroad, he often did a stupid thing. He often took out the resume that Guan Zeyu had thrown away, and just looked at the young face on it. He wondered if the young man was as lonely as himself?

Because I was sick when I was a child and was isolated by others, as time passed, I got used to being alone.

Until she grew up, until she fainted on campus. Before that, because she heard that her father was having an affair, her mother had an awkward fight with her family for some reason. Then, she slowly saw her son, and she saw that the child fainted because of illness. , she put all her thoughts on her children, and the rumors about her husband's affair that were getting worse and worse, just faded away so naturally.

Lan Zhengting later went abroad for treatment. He wanted to stay away from his mother who suddenly became gentle and loving; Then come back.

Lan Zhengxuan kept asking, "Is my brother still blaming my mother for not caring about you?"

Lan Zhengting said, "I never blamed her. I went abroad because I couldn't recuperate with peace of mind in China. Besides, I always felt guilty about Su Ting's mother. She left the child at the door of my ward and left. It is to commit suicide. It feels like I forced her to leave. I feel sorry. If I don’t refuse so coldly, or ask her why she has so many scars on her body, what about the child’s father? If you ask her about the difficulties, maybe , she won't die, I can't stay in the domestic hospital, sometimes I often see Su Ting's mother floating downstairs in my dream..."

There are many reasons for him to go abroad, but the most important thing among them is to change himself.

For seven years, countless days and nights, half of the time was spent thinking about Guan Zeyu.

What did he think he was doing?what are you doing?Are you the same as yourself, often recalling the afternoon when they sat and chatted in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows?

Before going abroad, they met unexpectedly, just by chance, and they have met for a lifetime since then.

They didn't think about the future, but fate has already begun all kinds of future.

What did he think of his life?He wanted to wait until the day he went back, would the other party come out to greet him happily?

Will they walk side by side, together?

At that time, there were countless daydreams, just thinking about this person's awe-inspiring awe, just thinking about this person's outstanding demeanor, he never thought that he would bump into him, stumble, and finally get together, love together.

The relationship is slowly deteriorating. Seven years ago, I often thought of each other and simply wanted to regard this person as a friend. They ate a bowl of noodles together and talked for an afternoon. They watched the sunset outside the window together. Together, each Walk north and south with your back.

Now, Guan Zeyu said, "Has Zhengting had a crush on me for a long time?"

Lan Zhengting smiled dumbly and shook his head.

Thinking about it carefully, he didn't think that when he occasionally thought of this person abroad at that time, it was the first feeling of his secret love, and it was clearly meant as a friend, so he just wanted to know if he was doing well?Does he remember himself?Could this be the beginning of love?

Guan Zeyu was sitting at the desk sorting out the albums of photos he had taken, and Lan Zhengting was sitting beside him. He turned his head to look at his lover's earnest and attentive appearance.

I have thought about countless ways to get along with this person before. When they meet, they will definitely shake hands and say hello?Or happy cooperation.

However, at the very beginning, Guan Zeyu did not give this friendly feeling as he wished. Perhaps, his thoughts were contrary to reality, until the routine was broken and they recognized the feelings in their hearts.

Guan Zeyu's indifferent attitude at the beginning really frightened Lan Zhengting. He was a little helpless, but after pretending for so many years, no matter how flustered and helpless he was, he would not show it. This is how a person grows and matures. symbols of.

He couldn't imagine the friend he had missed for many years. He was alienated and indifferent to this point, it seemed to be anger, and it seemed to be disgusted. At that time, Lan Zhengting didn't know why he felt sad and heartbroken.

He has a lot to think about, he has a lot of helplessness, he has a lot of thoughts, and he just wants to indulge this person's willfulness.

When he gritted his teeth and followed an indifferent person, he followed him from city to city, he followed him, and walked half a circle in a strange place, just to see him, just to prevent him from getting out of his own within sight.

At that time, he wanted to ask clearly, he wanted to say, Guan Zeyu, what kind of hatred do I have with you, why did you face me with such an attitude of hatred?Or I am so annoying to you that you feel disgusted just by looking at it?

Lan Zhengting was very uneasy at first, if he hadn't approached forcefully and gradually understood the life the other party had lived in these years and the hardships he had gone through, he would not have felt so distressed, and he blamed himself for the distress. It is two people who face all difficulties together.

Guan Zeyu opened a lot of photos, including one of the most important documents, he clicked on it, and when he opened it completely, he realized that the figure of Lan Zhengting was hidden in the document.

Lan Zhengting saw it, and he grabbed it, "Tell me, when will you take a sneak shot of me."

Guan Zeyu was embarrassed, "At that time, I just patted casually, who knew you were so photogenic."

Lan Zhengting snatched the mouse, and he looked at the candid photos of himself, including profile, front, back, and full body, all [-]-degree, all shot.

"Okay, you, it was so embarrassing to shoot me while targeting me at the same time."

Guan Zeyu hooked his nose, "What's the matter with you, I liked you in my heart at the time, but I just couldn't understand what you were doing."

"It's still unreasonable, saying, how did these photos be taken?"

Guan Zeyu pointed to a few, "Well, this one was when you came to my office to find me, you were waiting for me, I was at the desk, and you were sitting on the sofa looking at the books, I deliberately used my mobile phone Candid filming, silent filming."

Lan Zhengting looked at the photo, and when he was reading a book, he didn't expect his lover to secretly take pictures of himself while sitting at the desk, but when he was talking, he was unceremoniously alienated and indifferent. This person has duplicity! ! !

"What about this one? In the car, when did I sleep in the car and let you secretly take pictures?"

Lan Zhengting looked more and more wrong, Guan Zeyu explained with a smile, "This is the first time I saw you drunk, the night you asked me to drive back, I was driving halfway, and I saw you fell asleep, and I couldn't help it. It’s time to take pictures, you slept soundly at that time, I plucked your eyebrows several times, I thought at that time, the eyebrows are so beautiful, did they stick them on?”

Lan Zhengting: "..."

Who knew Mr. Guan was so bad?

As Guan Zeyu was talking, he turned his head and looked at his lover's unlined eyebrows. It was really beautiful, like a word flying in the air, with a slender and graceful tail, like a sword born out of the sky, full of momentum.

Can't help touching, Lan Zhengting let the person who touched randomly, he said, "Why didn't you tell me then, you just wanted to be with me?"

Guan Zeyu kissed the CEO who finally caught up with him, "I was afraid that you wouldn't want to, and I ran away when I saw you again, so where can I find you? You go abroad, and you will go there for seven years. Let's go again, I have to wait for a lifetime or two. At that time, I was really afraid that you would be disgusted because of my expressing my feelings, so sometimes I love and hate you at the same time. What I love is because I care about it, and what I hate is because I am afraid of you. From now on, I won't show up again, I won't come to me again, and I don't want to talk to me anymore..."

Guan Zeyu can still clearly understand the kind of panic, he clearly cares, but he insists on pretending that I hate you, just to see the other party's unrelenting appearance.

"Sometimes I think, fortunately, I don't force you so impulsively, because you are a man, and so do I. You have self-esteem, and so do I. I want to take a step back, but you are just right, and take another step. This chase Chasing, rather than saying that I am waiting for you to compromise with me, it is better to say that I am testing your heart, I am testing you, if I want to tell you that I want to be with you, will you be caught? Scared, will I run away, if I run away, how should I go after it, or don’t bother me anymore, I should take care of myself.”

"Zhengting, I have thought about everything. I dare not think about the scene where you promised to be with me. I am afraid that all hope will be in vain. I am afraid that I will be desperate, so I push you away again and again. I want to pull you closer, I want to say, Lan Zhengting, love me, okay?"

Guan Zeyu hugged his lover in his arms, and he told the truth hidden in his heart, he said, "Am I funny?"

Lan Zhengting hugged the CEO who finally told the truth, he shook his head lightly, "No, you are very brave."

Guan Zeyu wandered slowly with his lover in his arms, he said, "Do you still remember that time we danced together?"

Lan Zhengting held his lover's hand, "Remember, I forcibly pulled you onto the dance floor."

"You don't know, I was so upset at the time, I wanted to punch you, and I wanted to pull you tighter, I thought, is it like dancing with your life, you stretch out your hand, thinking you want Let go of me, but hold on tightly, just to complete a dance rotation."

"Zhengting, I know that it will be difficult for you to walk with me, but I just want to tell you that I will not let go easily in the future, and it is too late for you to regret it."

Lan Zhengting danced with his lover. At that time, he asked Guan Zeyu, would you like to be my wife?Guan Zeyu said, "I want to be the man."

Look, he didn't say he didn't want to, he said that I would be the man, and he would take on the role of the heavy responsibility. He had actually hinted a lot, but he didn't understand, and he followed up with the confrontation. Fortunately, each other Never hated and stayed away for those things.

Lan Zhengting gave himself to his lover, he gave his body and heart, from the inside to the outside, to this man whom he loved dearly.

Two people, together, clasped their fingers together, handing over their bodies and minds.

The first impulsive entanglement for the whole night, Guan Zeyu woke up late the next day, he went to make breakfast, he urged his lover who had been tortured by him all night to get up and eat breakfast, "Go to bed when you are full."

Lan Zhengting didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "Are you really raising pigs?"

"Alright, two pigs stay together forever."

Lan Zhengting was leaning on the reclining chair in the courtyard, he looked up at the big tree above his head, the sparse light pierced through the bushes, and the sun shone with bright stars.

Guan Zeyu sat next to him and sorted out the photos in front of the computer. He said, "I made the photos into a booklet and kept them in a booklet. When you get old, you can read them every day."

Lan Zhengting flipped through the new photos in the camera, he suddenly wanted to redecorate his home, he said, "Remember the photo of the two trees you promised to give me?"

He wanted to use that photo to decorate the living room.

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