The President's Dedicated Love

Lan Zhengting wanted to go back to Lan's house, and Lan's mother said, "Bring Guan Zeyu."

Guan Zeyu said, "I won't go."

Lan Zhengting pleaded, but Guan Zeyu shook his head firmly.

He said, "I don't like your house."

He just said this, and Lan Zhengting didn't know whether to be angry or sad.

your home?

He wanted to say, isn't my home here with you?

Guan Zeyu, you reject me, where do you put me?Is it, as I said before, not in any place in your heart?

Lan Zhengting went home alone, and Guan Zeyu picked up the paintbrush alone in the study room. He drew on the drawing paper for a long time, and his thoughts gradually condensed. It condensed into a building. He was slowly engrossed and forgot everything around him. .

When he stopped the pen in his hand, his thinking stopped for a moment, and it broke, with a bang, like a broken arch bridge. The long bridge is divided into two sections. On the other side of the river, people on the other side cannot cross People here can't get through.

He couldn't gather his thoughts anymore, he put down the pen, he stood up, stood in front of the glass window, looked out of the window, he seemed to see a familiar face, it was like his own face, and it seemed to be another person, he Finding that they were wearing the wrong clothes, he was in pajamas, and the person outside the window was in a suit and leather shoes. His mind was a little confused. He walked over and reached out to touch the figure on the window, but the person paused, and he backed away. Going out of his line of sight, Guan Zeyu didn't know if it was his own shadow, or there was really someone outside the window, the outside was the lawn, and people standing outside could indeed see clearly, but that person looked like him, but he was wearing pajamas , while the person on the glass window is in a suit and leather shoes, Guan Zeyu blinked, and there were chaotic voices in his mind, some said he was stupid, some said he was crazy, some said he had no medicine It can be saved...

Guan Zeyu smashed the window, he picked up a stool and smashed it at the window.

The window had been beaten for a long time, and it began to crack. He slammed it on for a while, and then calmed down. He threw down the stool and retreated in panic. He retreated step by step. He retreated to the wall. Fleeing out of the study in a panic, he walked into the living room, looked around the empty living room, it was like a dead city, no, it was hell, he was imprisoned here, he was about to die here.

He hid in the corner, he sat on the floor, his eyes glazed over, as if he was stupid.

Lan Zhengting came home at ten o'clock in the evening, he couldn't find his lover, he saw the glass in the study room was cracked, he saw the messy and upside-down stools on the ground, he called Zeyu in panic, where are you, Zeyu, He searched all the places in the house, but he couldn't see the man sitting in the corner inside the bar, his eyes were dull, he was looking down at the floor, his eyes were out of focus.

Lan Zhengting called Yuan Qufan, and he said, "Do you know where he went?"

Yuan Qufan was surprised, "No, he didn't contact me?"

Lan Zhengting called Guan Yilin again. He didn't realize until this moment that if Guan Zeyu really disappeared, no one would know.

Lan Zhengting was looking in the living room in a panic. When he heard a strange movement, he looked towards the bar. His heart beat faster, and he walked slowly, his heart twitching uncontrollably, as if it was about to rush out of his heart and throat.

"Zeyu, Zeyu, are you there?"

Lan Zhengting walked over slowly, he saw the wine liquid all over the floor, he stepped over quickly, he saw his lover hiding in the bar, he was sitting on the floor, a few wine bottles were broken beside him, There was wine lying all over the floor, and he sat unconscious, letting the wine soak his clothes.

Lan Zhengting's mobile phone fell to the ground, Guan Zeyu was holding glass shards in his hands, he was unconscious, he didn't seem to feel pain, blood overflowed from between his fingers, dripped out, his bathrobe was stained with blood, he looked at it without any reaction Landing on the ground, Lan Zhengting burst into tears, and he asked, "Zeyu, what's wrong with you, what are you doing? What are you going to do?"

Lan Zhengting took out the fragment, Guan Zeyu held it tightly, he looked up and looked at the man kneeling in front of him, he looked at the man in suit and leather shoes, he was kneeling in front of him, his panicked face, he With a choked voice, he asked, "What are you doing?"

Guan Zeyu said, "I just saw a person like me in the study."

Lan Zhengting was startled, he looked at his lover in shock, "Zeyu, no, you read it wrong, you look at me, I love you, don't do this, okay?"

Guan Zeyu insisted, "I saw a man, he was wearing a black suit, and he looked the same as me."

Lan Zhengting hugged his lover who insisted on talking nonsense, and he said, "Zeyu, don't do this, don't do this."

Guan Zeyu murmured, I saw it, I really saw it, don't you believe me?

Lan Zhengting bandaged the bleeding wound. He had a headache and heartache. He lowered his head and carefully bandaged it. Guan Zeyu asked, "You don't believe me?"

Lan Zhengting's hands trembled, Guan Zeyu said, "You don't believe me?"

Lan Zhengting hugged him, and he said, "I believe, I believe."

He spoke duplicity, and he said in his heart, Guan Zeyu, are you going crazy?

Guan Zeyu was silent for a long time, and when he entered the bedroom to sleep, he lay on the bed and said, "Lan Zhengting, if I'm stupid, if I'm crazy, will you still be with me?"

Lan Zhengting had a stuffy in his throat, and he couldn't speak.

He wanted to say, I will be with you, but he couldn't say it.

Guan Zeyu said, I understand.

He said in his heart, I understand.

Lan Zhengting leaned over and hugged him in his arms.

He said, "Go to bed, it's getting late."

Guan Zeyu closed his eyes.

He was thinking, is there anyone who would love a fool or a lunatic, who would give wholeheartedly without asking for anything in return, and still bear the strange eyes of others?

No, there is no such person in the world.

Guan Zeyu, you are no exception.

He closed his eyes and slowly opened them again. He looked at the ceiling for a long time. He took away the hands on his body, slowly and gently, away from the embrace around him, and he didn't look back. , He got out of bed, like a sleepwalker, step by step out of the room, out of the bedroom, and left the garden.

Lan Zhengting opened his eyes, and he followed him out. He watched his lover change into clothes. He had chosen for a long time, a white shirt, a suit, and a tie.

Guan Zeyu put on his clothes and watch, he stood in the living room, stood, turned his head to look at the decorative painting on the wall, the two trees standing together in the desolation, he turned his head to look at the kitchen, he turned his head Looking at the two small fish swimming non-stop in the fish tank, he turned his head, looked at the stairs, and then upstairs, but couldn't see the bedroom, so he looked away.

When he picked up his steps, he stepped out the door.

He wanted to go to a place where others couldn't see before he became stupid, and waited for himself to slowly become stupid, demented, or crazy enough that no one would recognize him.

Lan Zhengting secretly followed behind. When he saw his lover getting into the car, he started the car and left the Luyuan.

Guan Zeyu once asked, "Zhengting, do you regret falling in love with me?"

He said, "I have many shortcomings, I don't understand romance, I don't know how to cook delicious food, and I have a paranoid personality."

He said, "Zhengting, I love you."

"I just want you, I just want you."

He said, "Zhengting, will you stay with me?"

He said, "As long as I can be with him, even if I give up Crown Eagle, I am willing."

He said, "You are my everything..."

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