kind of bend me

On the morning of September in T City, the sun was still fierce.

The entrance of the No. [-] Kindergarten in T City is a large square, with white-washed seats, railings, and two platforms made of marble bricks, separating the grass and the concrete space.

At ten o'clock in the morning, there were a few sparse people in the square. There were aunties who bought vegetables and gathered together to gossip, sanitation workers who sat and rested by the flower beds halfway through cleaning, and uncles who hid in the shadow of sculptures and listened to the opera. Aunt whose grandson is practicing walking.

There are several small shops on one side of the square, and the shutter door of one of them has just opened.

A man wearing a hurdle vest and big underpants came out of the store and stretched regardless of his appearance.

Neighbor Sibao was sitting in the store opposite and playing with his mobile phone. Seeing him come out, he smiled and said, "Why did you get up today before I called you?"

The man narrowed his eyes and looked at Sibao, then walked up to him, squeezed onto his chair, grabbed his mobile phone, and killed a few little zombies, "Is there anything to eat?"

Sibao frowned slightly, "What time is it, let's wait for lunch later!"

The man threw the phone back to him, went to the shelf in his shop and touched a bag of biscuits, Sibao cried out anxiously, "Hey, I want to eat the bag outside, it's about to expire."

The man gave him an angry look, and went back to his small shop with the biscuits.

Brushing his teeth, washing his face, changing into a T-shirt and shorts, and pushing a rocking car out of the store, he sat in front of his store smoking and playing with his mobile phone like the Four Treasures.

It was approaching eleven o'clock, and many parents gathered in front of the square waiting to pick up their children.

The man stubbed out his cigarette, put away his cell phone, and waited for his little gods to arrive one by one.

At exactly eleven o'clock, the kindergarten rang the "school dismissal" bell, the gate opened, and parents flocked in, scrambling not to pick up their children, but to snatch them.

After the child "grabbed" it, the parents showed happy smiles on their faces.

The man laughed too, for his little gods were all running after him.

"Mom, I want a lollipop."

"Grandpa, I want to ride the rocking car."

"Grandma, I want to whack-a-mole."

The man grinned from ear to ear as he greeted his little gods.

Sibao said that he was cheating children out of money, which was immoral.

The man slapped the table and challenged him, why am I immoral? I didn’t steal or rob, I didn’t open an Internet cafe or a game hall, I didn’t kidnap or do harm, which eye do you see that I am immoral!

At 11:30 noon, the little gods were taken home by their respective parents, the gates were locked, and the men's business in the morning was over.

The man walked to the door of the Four Treasures shop with a cigarette in his mouth, and shouted inside, "Let's go, let's eat."

Sibao runs a small supermarket, which used to be called a grocery store, alas, cat shops and dog shops are called supermarkets these days.

Sibao is putting Coke, Sprite and other drinks into the refrigerator, "wait a while."

The man yelled dissatisfiedly, "My stomach is almost empty."

Four Treasures: "Who told you to get up so late, you said that if you go to bed early at night, you will die, and the day and night are reversed every day, you must be an owl."

The man was too lazy to listen to his nonsense, so he turned his eyes and saw a new snack he bought, "Hey, this one, is it good for sale?"

Sibao glanced back, "It's okay!"

The man changed his mind, "Go back and make more, give me some."

Sibao gritted his teeth and scolded, "You are the only one who can say such wicked things."

The man was indifferent, and urged Sibao to clean up quickly.

A few minutes later, the two went to the small restaurant where they often ate.

One meat, one vegetarian, one cold dish, with four bottles of cold beer, eat and drink freely.

Sibao is the fourth eldest in the family, with three older sisters above him, so he is a very precious boy.

It stands to reason that there are many only children in their generation, and there are only two in a family.

Sibao's family is in the countryside, and according to the customs there, people who don't have boys in their families will be looked down upon.

So Sibaoniang made up her mind to give birth to a boy.

The man once laughed at him, if you come a little later, maybe it will be called Liubao, Qibao, Babao, hey, Babao, Babao porridge is good.

Sibao's father and mother finally gave birth to a son, and they both kicked their legs before they could enjoy the blessing of a son after raising the baby until they were teenagers.

Thanks to Sibao's three elder sisters who love this younger brother very much, they pooled money for Sibao to finish his technical secondary school and paid him a down payment on a house in the city.

Speaking of this house, I didn’t think much of it at the time. On the first floor, because Sibao was born with long and short feet, he couldn’t tell when he walked, and he would limp when he ran. The sisters discussed buying him a first floor. I am not tired when I am old.

Unexpectedly, No. [-] Kindergarten moved in to be their neighbors a year later. Sibao's sisters decided to take advantage of the convenient location to open a small shop for him, which would save him from looking for a job everywhere.

After the small shop opened, Sibao settled down in T City and became a neighbor with the man.

At noon, Sibao closed the small shop and met Zhou Gong in the house.

A man can't fall asleep, he just sits in front of the computer and competes with others.

He is not addicted to playing games, mostly to pass the time.When he was tired, he would visit gay forums.

The man is gay.

Sometimes he would feel itchy when he saw a good photo, but he didn't have the guts to make an appointment to meet him.

It's not that men look like dinosaurs, in fact, according to the standards of today's girls, he can really be regarded as above-average.

There are many reasons why he doesn't want to, he doesn't like dating, he doesn't want to fall in love, he doesn't want to change his current life, he can't----

The cigarette butt burned in his hand, he let it go suddenly, and the cigarette butt fell to the ground.

He picked it up and threw it into the ashtray, opened QQ, and there was a cat head flickering inside.

Opening the dialog box is a unique way for cats to say hello.

"Hush, I have a big surprise for you."

The man's brain began to ache again.

Hush, she is the only one in the whole world who dares to call him that.

Despite his protests, threats, and quarrels, the woman still brusquely called him hiss in the distant city.

Man: "Do you have a son? Are you going to pee on your son? Hush, can you be more gentle, can you still get married?!"

The woman laughed: "If you can't get married, you can marry me."

The man was completely defeated, and continued to shrink in front of the computer and type on the keyboard.

"What surprise?"

It was almost three o'clock when Sibao woke up, opened the door of the small supermarket, and found that the kid's shop next door hadn't opened yet.

This dead pig won't sleep again!

At [-]:[-] in the afternoon, Sibao looked suspiciously at the next door, but the iron gate was still closed.

Seeing that the man's favorite little god is about to come out of the cage, man, where are you going?

The man didn't actually go very far, riding his cheap bike to the school playground.

There is an iron gate between the playground and the school.Usually the playground is not open to the public during school hours, but after school, it becomes a good place for ordinary people to exercise and take a walk.

The area of ​​the playground is not small, with a runway of 800 meters and many tent pavilions built on both sides.Separately set aside a sports area, you can play basketball, badminton.

The man jogs along the playground.

At five o'clock in the afternoon, the power of the sun had not dissipated. After one lap, his T-shirt was drenched in sweat. He lifted up his clothes and wiped his sweat before continuing to run.

Gradually, the number of people increased.

There are grandparents exercising, older sisters and younger sisters who want to lose weight, and children who just join in the fun.

Two five or six-year-old boys quarreled for some reason, and one of them yelled, I will never play with you again.

Two [-]- and [-]-year-old boys waved their badminton rackets, talking, laughing and making noise.

Two boys aged seventeen or eighteen were running side by side on the playground in the setting sun.

The man stopped, bent over to catch his breath.

He ran for so long that he could only hear his own breathing and heartbeat.

Sweat slid down the tip of his nose and dripped onto the runway.

A late summer breeze blows, bringing a long-lost voice.

Shen Xu.

The man's heartbeat disappeared, and he held his breath to listen carefully to the unreal sound.

Shen Xu.

He raised his head slowly, looking at the blurred figure under the red sunset in disbelief.

That figure was all too familiar.

He watched it for 18 years, and it was engraved in his heart.

A white shirt, light blue jeans, and a black schoolbag in his hand.

He raised his eyes and smiled at himself.

The smile against the gorgeous sunset is very beautiful.

And now----

Since when did the familiar figure become blurred.

Gradually, gradually, away.

It was almost eight o'clock when we got home, Sibao saw someone approaching from a distance, who looked like him, and called out, "Shen Xu."

Shen Xu only answered when he was close to him.

Four Treasures: "Where have you been all afternoon, and the door hasn't been opened, what's the matter?"

Shen Xu shook his head, looking listless, "It's okay, I'm exercising on the playground!"

Sibao was surprised, "You? Exercise?" He looked him from head to toe, "Don't you claim to be the laziest in the world? Did you take the wrong medicine today?"

Shen Xu ignored him, took a bottle of cold beer from his shop and walked home.

Sibao followed him into his room, "Aren't you going to eat tonight?"

Shen Xu opened a cold beer, sat in front of the computer and drank it first, relieved the cold before speaking, "I don't want to eat, you can eat by yourself! I will lose weight."

Sibao curled his lips, "I haven't lost weight on my 140, what kind of fat will you lose on your 130?" Seeing that he didn't want to talk to him, Sibao lowered his head and asked, "Is something really wrong?"

Shen Xu turned his head and looked at him seriously.

Sibao swallowed nervously, waiting for his explosive declaration.

When the four eyes met, Shen Xu burped heavily.

After Sibao left, Shen Xu opened QQ, brought up the cat dialog box, and stared at the last line on it.

"Shhh, it's been 12 years since you graduated, how about we hold a class reunion?"

12 years, has passed, 12 years?

So fast?

High school classmates, how many can he still call by name?

The cat's name is Liu Xuan. She is a lively and lovely girl. She even chased him in high school.

Li Da, the best friend in the past, now has less contact with him. I heard that he has become a father and gave birth to twins with great skills. Now the child should know how to make soy sauce!

Wang Qi, another best friend, got married last year and became a teacher in a small county town. Oh, what a mistake!

There is also the class monitor, Brother Four Eyes, who seems to be called Xu Meng, but he is as thin as a chicken. He follows the class teacher's ass every day.

There is also Fat Girl, who is not very good at studying, and she is not beautiful, she can't stand the beauty of her heart. I heard from the cat that she is married well, and she is considered a little rich woman.

There are still many people, he probably still has an impression, but they can't name them.

What did you look like 12 years ago?How many people remember him?

That person, too, forget about him!

The person who grew up with him and experienced childhood and youth together, do you still remember his name?

He opened the drawer of the computer desk, where there was a photo album.

The photo album records his growth history.

From elementary school, to junior high school, to high school, they are always in the same photo.

In the last group photo, that person stood three people away from him.

There was no smile on their faces.

That person's name is Wan Chen.