kind of bend me

Before the age of 17, Shen Xu's emotional world was blank.

When he was a child, he also pulled girls' braids and blew hooligan whistles at passing girls.No matter how serious it is, there will be no more.

Before Liu Xuan, no one had ever said the word "like" to him.

Being favored by a girl for the first time, his little vanity will inevitably inflate, he will hide under the covers and laugh secretly in the toilet.

Who is Liu Xuan?She is the little angel in the hearts of 80.00% of the boys in the class.

Who does Liu Xuan like?Shen Xu!

Shen Xu's little tail raised to the sky.

But when Wan Chen said the four words "I like you" to him, his tail fell heavily to the ground again.

He lost his pride and vanity, and his mind was full of the name Wanchen.

The gentle Wan Chen, the calm and calm Wan Chen, the steady and mature Wan Chen approached his face and told him that he liked Wan Chen.

It's just a joke, it's just a farce, Shen Xu, what are you thinking? !

That night, he did what a teenager would do.

Early the next morning, he dragged the sheets into the bathroom.

From then on, he began to deliberately avoid Wan Chen.

Wan Chen is different from Liu Xuan, Wan Chen won't let his little vanity inflate, won't let him hide under the covers and laugh secretly in the toilet.

What was the difference, he couldn't say.

It's just that I can no longer face that person as usual.

On the way to school, Wan Chen called him, and he spread his hooves and ran fast.

During the break between classes, Wan Chen called him, but he disappeared in a flash.

After returning home from school, Wan Chen called him, and he hugged the cheap guest, chatting and laughing.

Afterwards, Wan Chen stopped calling him, and he walked home alone in despair.

His mother, Lin Yan, brought out soup from the kitchen and asked him in surprise, why didn't he go to Wan Chen to do homework together?

Shen Xu glanced at his mother, and entered the room listlessly.

Opening the window, he poked his head out and stared stupidly at the closed window on the third floor.

In the days without Wanchen, everything would be different.

A month later, the school organized a spring outing, and when Shen Xu boarded the bus because he got up late, there was only one vacant seat on the bus.

Coincidentally, it's right next to Wan Chen.

The teacher urged him to go over and sit down, Shen Xu dawdled and walked over, Wan Chen was closing his eyes to catch up on sleep.

Shen Xu put the bag away and sat next to him, feeling inexplicably nervous.

The car drove out of the urban area, and everyone kept talking and laughing along the way, but Wan Chen never opened his eyes.

Shen Xu secretly observed him for a while, but he wasn't sure if he was really asleep, so his nerves remained tense until the car arrived at the stop.

After getting out of the car, more than 30 boys and girls in the rainy season rushed towards the "field of hope" like little beasts breaking free from their cages.

When the boys and girls supported each other and climbed to the TV tower, they held hands and cheered collectively, spreading laughter to every corner of the city.

Running on the green grass, they chased and played to their heart's content, let youth ignite the vitality of life, and commemorated the most beautiful years with laughter and sweat.

Lunch is prepared by the students themselves. Girls wash and chop vegetables, and boys set up the stove and prepare firewood.

Liu Xuan and Fat Girl put the washed lettuce on the chopping board, and Fat Girl wanted to cut it. Liu Xuan shook his head and said he wanted to try it.

Fat girl is a very enthusiastic and kind girl, but facing Liu Xuan, who can cut a finger even by cutting lettuce, she was evil once: Didn't it mean to?Didn't mean it?Ghost letter!

Liu Xuan stretched out his skinned and bleeding fingers in front of Shen Xu, pouting coquettishly, insisting that Shen Xu accompany him to the school doctor's place for bandaging.

Shen Xu raised his eyebrows higher than the sky, "You're also called a hole? It's a waste to use a Band-Aid!" After finishing speaking, he grabbed Liu Xuan's finger and sucked it in his mouth, then spit, "That's enough." done.

Liu Xuan was dumbfounded, Li Da was dumbfounded, Fat Girl covered her mouth, Wang Qi suppressed a smile, Wan Chen---- had a cold face.

During the meal, everyone chatted together, Liu Xuan sat next to Shen Xu, acting coquettishly from time to time made Fat Girl get goose bumps all over her body.

Fat Girl reminded in a low voice, "Xuanxuan, you are going too far, boys like girls who are more reserved."

Liu Xuan didn't take it seriously, "I think directness and authenticity are virtues, and I want to show the truest me without reservation, eh!"

Fat girl squinted at her, you have the nerve to tell the truth! ! !

Shen Xu was impatient with her, lowered his head and asked her in a low voice, "What do you like about me?"

Shen Xu is really puzzled, although he, Shen Xu, is not bad, but if he insists on talking about advantages, he really doesn't have much.His grades are not good, his looks are mediocre, and he can only watch sports. What does the girl next door like Liu Xuan, who is so cute and loves to see flowers bloom, like him?Can he change it?

Liu Xuan showed two small dimples with a smile, and a row of neat and white teeth shone like special effects in the sun.

"I like watching you fight with people, you are so handsome."

There were three black lines drawn down on Shen Xu's forehead, he had met a strange thing.

Shaking his head, he got up and went to the pot to fill a bowl of soup.

Wan Chen then also stood up, and took the spoon from Shen Xu after he filled the soup

Shen Xu was stunned for a moment, and suddenly became nervous again after seeing Wan Chen's expressionless face.He didn't dare to look too much, turned around, and walked back with the soup carefully.

Before he took two steps, he heard Wan Chen behind him making a moderate cry.

Shen Xu turned his head abruptly, Wan Chen grabbed his left hand that was scalded by the hot soup with a painful expression.

The bowl in Shen Xu's hand fell to the ground, he hurriedly grabbed Wan Chen and ran to the river, dipping his scalded hand in the river water.

Just about to turn around and call the school doctor, Wan Chen said, "Stop calling, it's nothing serious."

Shen Xu was so anxious that he broke out in sweat, "It's all so hot and you still say it's nothing."

Wan Chen endured the pain in his hand, and glanced at him, "It has nothing to do with you!"

Shen Xu: "Wan Chen!"

Wan Chen turned his face away and stopped looking at him, "Okay, you go back, I'll soak in the water again."

Shen Xu didn't understand why his attitude was like this, but now was not the time to get angry, so he didn't dare to slacken his hand and press it into the water.

Wan Chen's hands were hot red, and the skin was broken in some places, which looked a bit oozing.

He grabbed Wan Chen's wrist and could feel a slight tremor.

He raised his eyes to see that Wan Chen's forehead was dripping with sweat, his brows were furrowed, and his thin lips were tightly pursed.

It must be very painful!

The stubborn man held back and remained silent.

My stupid self can't even say a nice word.

Wan Chen has done too many things for him, but he can do nothing for Wan Chen.

A disappointing tear fell into the water and landed on Wan Chen's reddened hand.

Wan Chen turned his head slowly, and Shen Xu was busy destroying the corpse - wiping his eyes hard with the back of his hand.

Wan Chen asked softly, "Why are you crying?"

Shen Xu tried his best to argue, "Fart, when have you ever seen me cry? I have conjunctivitis and it hurts a bit."

Wan Chen didn't speak any more, just looked at him quietly.

Shen Xu rubbed his eyes vigorously, until his eyes turned red, and tears ran back into his stomach, before he dared to let go.

Unexpectedly, before he could open his eyes, a hand supported half of his face, and soon, there was a gentle touch on his lips.

His eyes widened in disbelief.

Wan Chen's face was so close that it couldn't be closer, and Wan Chen's eyes were always closed.

The wind that day was particularly gentle, the water was sparkling, and catkins were floating around them, and the laughter of the students could be heard not far away.

On that day, Shen Xu lost his first kiss.

He recalled that day countless times.

The heartbeat, at that moment, seemed to stop.

when was your first kiss

Shen Xu woke up from his memory, and listened to the message He Lei just sent again.

He pressed the microphone: In the first semester of high school, when going out for an outing.

He Lei's laughter was low, with a reassuring magic: How do you feel?Remember now, it should be pretty good!

Shen Xu thought for a while: It's okay, but he was also frightened.

There was a special variety show for Christmas on the TV, and Sibao was called to the elder sister’s house. The small Christmas tree that was bought for atmosphere was covered with colorful lights, and a red sock was hung on the top branch. Packed with the Christmas gift given to him by Sibao.

Shen Xu was not in a hurry to take it out to take a look. In the past, the birthday and New Year gifts that this kid gave him were all unsold items in the store, and he did the same, causing a lot of scolding.

Sibao runs a supermarket, at least he can give him some daily necessities, but Shen Xu runs a children's grocery store. When Sibao took out a children's book from the gift box, he completely went berserk.

The Four Treasures are not here today, Shen Xu is glad that there is He Lei who can accompany him.

Although this person's words are too unreliable, what is it called: Christmas, let's spend it together!

It turned out that each had their own way, but QQ kept in touch.This TM is also called together? !It's time for Shen Xu to learn Chinese again.

He Lei said that he bought a la carte in the supermarket and cooked it by himself when he came back. His cooking skills are not bad, at least the friends who have eaten it all praise him.

Shen Xu said that the cooked vegetables he bought at the market can be eaten immediately when he comes back. His cooking skills are not good, anyway, friends who have eaten them don't praise them.

He Lei laughed: We just complement each other.

Shen Xu said: Remember to be me if you have the chance.

Shen Xu took a pig's ear and chewed it in his mouth, but it didn't taste very good, so he ate it with wine.

On the TV, the host and the guests were laughing from ear to ear. He didn't think there was anything fun, but he didn't want to turn off the TV.

It's so noisy, and it's still a bit popular, so it's not too deserted.

He Lei is in City D, not far from him, only two hours by train.

He Lei said that if he came to T City on business in the future, he would have a place to stay.

Shen Xu said when you are going to go on a business trip, tell me one month in advance, I will go to the whole place, don't make friends with great difficulty and die at the sight.

He Lei smiled, the more you talk about it, the more curious I become. I really want to see this dinosaur fossil.

Shen Xu searched for a picture of a dinosaur fossil from the Internet and sent it: Actually, I am gentler than it.

They talked for a long time that night.

He Lei ate all the dishes he cooked, Shen Xu drank all the wine he bought, and after washing up, they each lay down on the bed.

He Lei asked him if he had received any gifts, and Shen Xu suddenly remembered the socks on the Christmas tree.

He jumped out of bed, took the present out of the sock, and opened it.

A simple photo frame with a photo of him and Sibao locked in it.

The photo was taken for Niu Niu's birthday a few days ago. He and Sibao each had creamy faces and grinned from ear to ear.

There is a line of small words on the back of the photo: For my family, Shen Xu.

His eye sockets gradually became wet, and he stroked the word family over and over again.

He pressed the microphone and said to his friend in another city: Received, it is the most precious gift.

He Lei, I have a family again.