kind of bend me

The second half of the third year of high school, the final stage of the sprint.

Wan Chen didn't care about reviewing for Shen Xu, and was busy at school, library, and home every day. Ke Qiwei and him got closer and closer, and Shen Xu would often see that person walking into the hallway of his house, walking Go up to the third floor and knock on Wan Chen's door.

Shen Xu can cover his eyes and block his ears, but he can't control his cranky head.

He casually stuffed a few books into his schoolbag, and ran to Wang Qi's house in one breath.

From then on, he often wrote homework and reviewed homework at Li Da and Wang Qi's home.

Lin Yan asked him why he didn't study at home during the meal. He said that it would be more efficient to study with friends. Lin Yan thought about it and asked again, why didn't he go to Wan Chen?Aren't you all doing well a while ago?

The dish that Shen Xu had just picked up fell into the plate again, Shen Guozhong glanced at him and said calmly that Wan Chen was also a senior in high school, how could he care about others at this time!

Ever since she learned that Shen Xu was studying at Wang Qi's family, Liu Xuan dragged Fat Girl to join them on the battlefield, which made Wang Qi's mother very nervous, and asked Wang Qi if he had a puppy love.

Liu Xuan asked Shen Xu, why did he suddenly change his mind and want to take the college entrance examination?

Shen Xu lowered his head, "I just feel that I can't find a good job after graduating from high school, so I might as well work hard to get into a junior college. It's easier to be a student than to enter the society."

Wang Qi shook his head, "Don't set your sights on high-handedness, junior college is definitely useless, you'd better go to technical secondary school, if you can't do it, go learn technology, and you won't have to worry about food in the future if you have skills."

Shen Xu didn't say anything, and continued talking about those incomprehensible equations.

Just when Shen Xu thought that the third year of senior high school would pass in such a safe and sound way, something happened to Li Da suddenly.

It's hard to tell who made the move first, but Li Da and Ke Qiwei had a fight in the men's room.

The two were called to the office, one was a good student with excellent grades and the other was a bad student with a bottom rank. The teacher was naturally biased.

Li Da refused to accept it, and argued with the class teacher. The 50-year-old teacher was so angry that he slapped the table and cursed, and said that he should not come to class again.

Li Da turned around and left the classroom to call on Shen Xu and his brothers to teach Ke Qiwei a good lesson.

Shen Xu promised Wan Chen not to cause trouble, and it was the first time he said no to Li Da.

Li Da didn't force it, just stared at his face for a long time, and finally left with a few brothers.

Shen Xu's face burned badly, and he clenched his fists again and again, but in the end he didn't chase Li Da.

When school was over, Li Da led someone to beat Ke Qiwei at the school gate.

When Shen Xu, Liu Xuan and the others arrived, Ke Qiwei was being beaten by several people so that he hugged his head and crouched on the ground.

Shen Xu pulled away those who were fighting, and Liu Xuan scolded Li Da: "What on earth do you want to do, you have to beat him to death?! You can never change the habits of a bastard. Blame our brothers for not being able to do it."

Li Da stretched his neck and yelled, "This grandson deserves a beating, and he was not soft at all when he fought with me. When you get to Lao Kang, you don't know how good he is at pretending to leave himself completely, as if it's all my fault. I don't like people like him the most, if I don't beat him to death today, my surname is not Li."

Liu Xuan pushed him aside vigorously, "You are enough, Li Da, you are the one who suffers from trouble, and it is his fault that he pretends to be his grandson. At worst, we will ignore this kind of person in the future. If a dog bites you, you will go to him." Bite the dog?!"

Liu Xuan scolded him for a long time, but Shen Xu pulled Ke Qiwei up and asked him coldly how he was doing and whether he wanted to go to the hospital.

Ke Qiwei wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, and snorted coldly at Shen Xu.

After Liu Xuan persuaded Li Da, he came to Ke Qiwei again, "Ke Qiwei, you are also at fault for what happened today, and it can't be all on Li Da. We all know what kind of person he is, and he won't do it for no reason. You know what tricks you are using. If you are a man, let’s forget about it today. If not, fine, so many of our friends will accompany him to spend the end with you. Isn’t your family rich, and so is mine? Not bad, the amount of compensation is up to you. Don’t you like to make up nonsense, who wouldn’t, I, a girl, can make up a lot.”

Ke Qiwei narrowed his eyes, his eyes looked dangerous with resentment, "Are you threatening me?"

Liu Xuan blinked his big innocent eyes, "Threats? Do I need threats? What I said is the truth----"

A loud slap interrupted Liu Xuan's words, Liu Xuan's face was tilted, and five red finger marks were printed on half of his face.

As soon as the slap fell, Ke Qiwei spit blood on her face, "Bitch."

Li Da's eyes were red with annoyance, and he just raised his fist and was about to rush forward.

Shen Xu punched Ke Qiwei in the face, the latter was holding his nose and screaming, Shen Xu lifted his foot and kicked him hard in the abdomen.

Ke Qiwei was knocked down to the ground, Shen Xu rode on him, and kept shaking his fists in his face.

Li Da was stunned, Liu Xuan was on the verge of crying, pulling Shen Xu and shouting over and over again to stop, stop.

The red-eyed Shen Xu couldn't hear anything, only the sound of his own rapid breathing was in his ears.

One punch after another, the blood stimulated his nerves, at this moment, he really wanted to kill this beast.

Later, several people came and pulled him away together. When he was pulled away, he stretched out his feet and kicked Ke Qiwei who was powerless to fight back.

Liu Xuan hugged Shen Xu tightly, buried his head in his arms and kept crying, someone carried Ke Qiwei on his back, stopped the car and sent him to the hospital.

There were puddles of blood on the ground, blood was still dripping between Shen Xu's fingers.

Someone looked through the crowd and fixed on Shen Xu.

As if aware of it, Shen Xu raised his head, not far away stood a clean Wan Chen.

There was no expression on his face, and Shen Xu couldn't smile anymore.

This is him, the real Shen Xu, no matter what he uses to pack it up, it can't hide the blood in his bones.

Isn't the Shen Xu whom Wan Chen fell in love with back then like this?

But now, Wan Chen's requirements have become higher, he gradually dislikes the useless trash who likes to fight and cause trouble, and he hopes that Shen Xu can become another person.

But Shen Xu couldn't do it.

Never, ever.

It was almost ten o'clock when the four treasures came back from the blind date, feeling a little excited and joyful, ran to Shen Xu's house, nestled in the recliner and talked for a long time.

Liu Ya is very filial, Liu Ya is very caring, Liu Ya cooks well, Liu Ya gave him her mobile phone number.

The corners of Sibao's mouth never closed, and finally remembered to ask Shen Xu, what do you think of Liu Ya?

Shen Xu scolded: "Liu Ya is so good, so good that I want to chase her."

Sibao glared: "How dare you! Brothers and wives must not be bullied."

Shen Xu hugged his head and shouted: "Please, let brother sleep!"

After Sibao left, Shen Xu still couldn't sleep.

It's not because of Liu Ya who is excellent in morality, intelligence, physique and beauty, but----

Let's go everywhere!

He Lei pierced the paper on the window and formally revealed their relationship, but Shen Xu was a little bit hesitant.

He thought that he and He Lei would move forward slowly and gradually, and deepen their relationship step by step. Maybe after a year or two, they would get to know each other well and be together naturally and reasonably after each matured.

To be honest, he very much hopes to move forward with He Lei, and he also wants to start a new life.

But----

For 12 years, he has been shrunk in his own shell for the whole 12 years. Although he has always longed to forget the past and find someone to start a new life, the reason why he has never dared to take that step----

While Wan Chen ruined his first love, it also made him afraid of love.

He doesn't know how to love, doesn't know how to love, he is afraid that if he takes a step forward, he will ask for more like he did back then, turning himself into a selfish, terrifying and possessive monster, and turning the other party into a cruel, vicious, cold-blooded animal.

It was he who drove Wan Chen to a dead end step by step, and it was he who killed Wan Chen's last bit of conscience.

The phone rang suddenly, he didn't turn on the light, and fumbled in his trouser pocket in the dark.

The light of the mobile phone illuminated the word He Lei, and Shen Xu's heart that had just been depressed was instantly healed.

He picked up the phone, listening to the gentle male voice from the opposite side, the corners of his mouth curled up unconsciously.He Lei has become the sunshine in his life, able to illuminate every corner of his body.

If such a person is missed, it will be a lifetime of regret!

"Thinking about my proposal just now?"

"Well, I'm thinking about it."

"You disappointed me. I thought you would agree. Am I being rejected like this?"

Shen Xu closed his eyes, quietly listening to the soft voice soothing the deepest wound in his heart, "He Lei, you don't understand me. If you understand, you may be even more disappointed."

"Okay, get to know me from now on. You read my post, you know everything about me. Now, it's your turn, tell me your story. See if I'm scared away after hearing it. "

Shen Xu slowly opened his eyes, his home was still completely dark.

"As a person, I don't have any ambitions, no, I don't even have self-motivation. Every day, every day, I guard a small shop of more than ten square meters, chatting with friends and playing cards. I just want to live my life in such an ordinary way. With me It’s boring to be together with such people.”

The winter night was extraordinarily quiet, and Shen Xu, who was not disturbed by anyone, peeled off the thick scab on the wound little by little. In order to take a new step, he had to completely abandon the old wound.

Still bleeding, still hurting, in the last days, he lost everything.

all.

Shen Xu was brought into the police station again, but this time he was no longer lucky.

Shen Xuman, depending on the injury of the other party, may be held criminally responsible.

Lin Yan and Shen Guozhong rushed to the police station, the excited old man grabbed the phone next to him and was about to throw it at Shen Xu.

Others hurriedly stopped him, and some onlookers said disdainfully, "If you don't teach me well, what kind of show are you doing now!"

Shen Guozhong's old face was flushed with anger, and Lin Yan grabbed the policeman's hand and kept begging for mercy.

But people say it's useless to beg me. At this time, I can only beg the family members of the victim. If a reconciliation can be reached, things will be easier.

Shen Xu stood up from the chair and shouted, "Don't beg him, I will take responsibility for what I do, isn't it just going to jail?! If I go to sit, I don't believe that I can be imprisoned for the rest of my life. After I come out, I have to Kill him!"

Shen Guozhong was furious, and his body swayed uncontrollably. After Lin Yan supported her husband on the chair, she walked up to Shen Xu and slapped him without saying a word.