kind of bend me

On the day of the New Year's Eve, the sound of firecrackers is endless, and no matter where you go, it seems to carry the smell of gunpowder.

After noon, many businesses closed their doors one after another. The naughty children in the alleys played with throwing cannons and kicking. After taking a nap, Sibao went straight to her sister's house.

Shen Xu asked He Lei what he had prepared for the New Year's Eve dinner, He Lei said that he hadn't prepared, so he reserved a table at the restaurant, and spent the evening with a few single colleagues who lived in other places.

At seven o'clock, the sound of gunfire started to go crazy, and the whole of China was celebrating this most meaningful day. Shen Xu turned on the TV, and let the fussy villains inside disperse the desertedness of the room.

Fish was stewed on the pot, Shen Xu turned the roast chicken bought from the supermarket in the microwave, cracked two eggs and prepared to fry with tomatoes, and there were still steaming pickled vegetables on the table.

This year, he lived a very rich life, with all the chicken, fish, meat and eggs.

The Spring Festival Gala started at eight o'clock. He put all the dishes on the table, took off his apron, and took out a bottle of white wine, ready to enjoy his New Year's Eve dinner.

In his memory, the New Year's Eve dinner is the most sumptuous of the year, and his parents are busy with eating all day long, killing chickens, fish, chopping meat, chopping vegetables, steaming and frying, and the sound of ding ding dong dong in the kitchen can be heard endlessly.

A meal consisted of seventeen or eight dishes, and Shen Xu ate with his belly open, and he didn't put down his chopsticks until his throat was full.

His father scolded him for being worthless while adding vegetables to his bowl, and his mother would always mark the dumplings with money and secretly put them in his bowl.

For a while, Shen Xu always wondered why he ate money dumplings every year.

Mother touched his head and smiled dotingly, it's not good if all the luck goes to you!

The phone ringing interrupted his thoughts. At this time, it could only be He Lei.

Shen Xu put a piece of fish in his mouth, "Aren't you eating? Why did you call?"

There was a lot of noise at He Lei's side. After he said something, the noise gradually subsided after the meeting, and he probably left the house.

"I want to ask if you have eaten, why didn't you post a photo today to show off?"

Shen Xu smiled, "I'm a casual eater, how could I have the nerve to show off in front of your gluttonous feast?"

He Lei's voice was low, with a smile he couldn't hide: "I still like home-cooked meals, and porridge and side dishes are the most refreshing."

On the TV, the New Year's Gala is in full swing, and the loud cannons outside the house seem to wake up the world, Shen Xu said: "Eat slowly, I want to accompany my parents, this day, I should spend more time with you." Their."

After hanging up the phone, Shen Xu filled three glasses of wine, picked up one of them, "Dad, Mom, it's Chinese New Year, I respect you both." After clinking glasses crisply, he drank them all.

Holding up the same white porcelain cup, he said slowly, "Dad, just drink this cup. You are not in good health, and the doctor told you to stop drinking. Don't worry, I will make an exception today. Anyway, you have to try it." A sip of wine bought by my son is precious! Please drink slowly."

The wine glass was tilted, and the water dripped, spilling on the milky white floor tiles.

The aroma of wine was tangy and wafted throughout the room.

Dad, did you hear your son's voice?

Picking up another cup, he stroked the edge of the cup with his thumb, "Mom, I miss you so much. You're not here, and I don't even have anyone to cook for me. Your son is worthless, and he hasn't found a companion until now. I can let you stay with me every year to celebrate New Year's Eve. Sigh, you used to love me so much, why did I..."

It has been more than ten years, but still choked up in my heart.

Suppressing his sadness, he poured the wine on the ground little by little.

Mom, can you see your son in heaven?

The dishes on the table didn't move much, but he lost his appetite. He propped his forehead and squeezed the space between his eyebrows, waiting for the sudden grief to subside.

There is a family portrait next to the TV in the living room, a kind mother, a serious father and a son making faces at the camera.

My mother once complained to him that the family portraits were not taken well. If I look at them in the future, people would think I gave birth to a strange son!

They used to be so happy, but now, that happiness is forever frozen in the old photos.

The past that cannot be returned, the harm that cannot be stopped, now he can only stay in a deserted room in a different place, and miss him alone.

Missing the lost family, the lost, loved ones.

It was very hot that year, and the temperature soared to more than [-] degrees as soon as May entered. Shen Guozhong was wearing hemp overalls, and when he went out, he rolled out his bicycle and just rode it, when he saw the postman Xiao Wang riding his small three-wheeler towards this direction. Come.

"Old Shen, wait a moment, I have your letter."

"Mine?" Shen Guozhong stepped on the ground and looked at the letter handed to him suspiciously, "Who sent me the letter?"

Xiao Wang wiped the sweat from his brow, "In other words, it's still in the same city. It's weird. Who doesn't have a phone these days, so just call if you have anything to do."

Shen Guozhong and Xiao Wang exchanged a few words, and after they left, they tore open the envelope and took out a few photos from it.

The moment he saw the photo, his blood pressure went up. He leaned on the wall so as not to fall to the ground. Holding the photo tightly in his hand, he walked home with a livid face.

His wife, Lin Yan, was washing clothes in the bathroom. Seeing him come in, she hurriedly asked, "Why are you back? Did you forget something?"

Shen Guozhong didn't answer, came to Shen Xu's small bedroom, raised his foot and kicked the door vigorously.

Shen Xu, who was taking a nap, woke up suddenly, and saw his father standing at the door with wide-eyed eyes, wondering if he had made another mistake and was discovered, and asked what's wrong with his little heart?

Panting for breath, Shen Guozhong quickly stepped forward and grabbed Shen Xu's white vest and dragged him off the bed. The photo hit him on the face, and he pointed at the filthy content on the ground with his fingers and asked him, "You Explain to me, what is going on?!!"

Shen Xu's knee hit the ground, grinning his teeth in pain, just about to get angry, when he glanced at the photo on the ground, he froze for a moment.

This photo... this is... this... how could it be? !

Lin Yan rushed over after washing her hands when she heard the commotion, and took her husband's arm, "What are you doing, what's the fuss about! The child has a good night's sleep, so it won't bother you."

Shen Guozhong's lungs were about to explode, he didn't care about explaining to his wife, and yelled at Shen Xu angrily, "Speak up, you are dumb! You have really grown up now, and you are capable of anything! Didn't you say I'm unreasonable? Okay, I'll tell you the truth, if you don't tell me the lie today, I'll break your leg!"

Shen Xu tremblingly picked up the photo, looking back and forth in disbelief.

How did this photo get into his father's hands?

not already----

Lin Yan noticed those photos, snatched them from Shen Xu's hand, and stared at them dumbfounded.

The photo was taken very clearly, one could see Shen Xu's appearance, and one could clearly see that the entanglement was a man.

Lin Yan couldn't believe it, she kept shaking her head, grabbed Shen Xu's shoulder, and asked him tremblingly, what's going on?

Shen Xu opened his mouth, but he didn't know whether he should explain clearly to his father.

Last year for Wan Chen, he did a stupid thing. If he told the truth, his father would definitely go to ask Wan Chen. Wan Chen is so arrogant that others think that the ranking in that competition was obtained because of Shen Xu's extortion. Come, he probably went crazy again.If it spreads out accidentally, it might affect his admission to a prestigious school.Now their relationship is so tense, and Wan Chen has to break up because of his sensitivity to this matter. After thinking about it, Shen Xu's mind is almost in a mess.

His father yelled anxiously in his ear with a pale face, and his mother kept asking questions with tears streaming down his face. Shen Xu opened his mouth several times, but he couldn't.

"Xiaoxu, tell mom, tell mom, what's going on, how could you...how could..."

Shen Xu was sweating anxiously, "Dad, Mom, the matter, no, it's not what you think, I, I didn't..."

"You still said no?!" His dad picked up a photo and poked him in the face, "Everything has been done, and you still said no! You, are you trying to piss me off? Do you not put me and your mother in the same place? You are not willing to be reconciled to death!"

No amount of excuses would work, he couldn't tell the root cause.

Now that things are up to now, let's suffer, he doesn't want to involve Wan Chen in the past.

Bite the bullet and bear all the mistakes, he closed his eyes and gritted his teeth, knelt on the ground to confirm the crime.

His mother begged for a long time but Shen Xu still didn't open his mouth, lowering his head and admitting his mistake angered Shen Guozhong.

He rushed into the kitchen and searched around, took out a slender rolling pin, and patted Shen Xu's back.

That blow was really not light, Shen Xu gasped, his lips turned white from biting, the pain was not over yet, another ruthless blow came from behind.

Shen Guozhong slapped Shen Xu violently a few times, Lin Yan couldn't see it, she cried and stopped her husband's raised hand, "Do you really want to beat him to death?!"

Shen Guozhong pushed his wife away, "I'm used to it! I'm used to it! I'm used to it! I'm used to it for 18 years, and I'm used to it like this today! It's not enough to get into a fight, and now I'm doing something so offensive, I won't beat him to death today , my surname is not Shen!"

Shen Guozhong raised the rolling pin high, and Lin Yan threw himself on his son desperately.

That blow hit his mother hard, and the rolling pin fell to the ground. Shen Xu hugged his mother who was breathing heavily in pain, and asked anxiously, "Mom, mom, how are you, mom, what are you doing!"

Lin Yan ignored the pain on her body, turned around and hugged her angry husband, and said to Shen Xu, "Go out first, get out quickly, and come back when your father calms down! Go away!"

Shen Xu's eyes were red, he gritted his teeth, stood up and glanced at his parents, wiped his eyes with his arm and ran out of the room.

After Shen Xu left, Shen Guozhong sat slumped on the ground, holding his breath in his chest, making him uncomfortable.

Enduring the pain in her back, Lin Yan went to the living room to pour a glass of water, but he grabbed it and threw it on the wall.

"When is this, you're still spoiling him. You're hurting him, do you know that, if this continues, what wicked things will he do? Have you ever thought about it?!"

Lin Yan was sitting on the side covering half of her face and weeping sadly, muttering words like "committing evil".

Shen Guozhong was still angry, and out of the corner of his eye, he caught sight of the photos on the ground. Those unsightly pictures stimulated his nerves, and he picked them up and tore them into pieces.

He knew that Shen Xu was not an honest child, he either stuffed caterpillars in the teacher's drawer since he was a child, or climbed the big tree of the neighbor's house to steal fruit to eat. The bad things were clean, and the people around shook their heads whenever they mentioned Shen Xu.

But what he didn't know was that Shen Xu would be so outrageous that he could even do such indecent things.

Shameful debris all over the place, his wife whimpering and crying, this family made Shen Guozhong very tired.

When he supported the bed and stood up abruptly, he fell on the bed so dizzy.

Lin Yan hurriedly stepped forward to help, "Old Shen, what are you doing, I told you not to be so violent."

After a while, Shen Guozhong pushed his wife away and walked out the door.

"where are you going?"

Shen Guozhong opened the door of the house, "Go to work."

Lin Yan chased outside the door worriedly, "Don't go today, you will be in a bad mood if something like this happens, please take a day off."

Shen Guozhong yelled at her angrily, "Please leave! Please leave! Our family is going to ruin that kid, do I dare to ask for leave?! If you take a day off, you have to drink a day of northwest wind, and you still expect him to provide for you. Is it the end? Don't dream! I, Shen Guozhong, don't have his son, you tell him, if he dares to come back, I will definitely break his leg!"

"Old Shen!"

Pushing out the bicycle parked outside the building, Shen Guozhong rode towards the unit without looking back.

The weather was hot, and Shen Guozhong was still angry, his blood pressure was unstable, and his mind was full of those dirty photos. He was still in a trance when he was riding on the main road. trumpet.

Shen Guozhong didn't have time to react, and stared blankly at the approaching behemoth.

There were screams all around, and panicked people approached the accident site. The deformed bicycle fell to the ground, and shocking blood flowed slowly.

That day became a wound in Shen Xu's heart that could never be erased.

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