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After coming out of the cafe, He Lei gave him the key and address, and asked him to take a taxi to his home.

Ten minutes later, the car stopped at He Lei's rented community.

Shen Xu dragged his luggage and looked around this very clean community. The heavy snow from the day before yesterday had already melted, and the sanitation workers did a good job of cleaning up, not even a trace of snow could be found in any corner.There are several plum trees planted in the garden of the community. The small flower buds hang on the branches to attract people's affection. The neatly trimmed pines and cypresses stand proudly on the side of the flower bed.

Several half-grown children on roller skating "flyed" past him, and the grandparents on the fitness equipment looked at him curiously.

Going up to the third floor, finding 306, and opening the door, Shen Xu felt a burst of emotion.

This person, did he cast the wrong baby? It's not good to be a woman, what a man!

The house is neat and tidy, there are no clothes thrown around on the sofa, and there are no bowls and chopsticks on the dining table that can't be washed in time. Shen Xu swipes from the computer table to the TV cabinet with one finger, and his fingertips are spotless.

This must be a clean freak man!

Shen Xu consciously moved the luggage into the guest room, taking advantage of the owner's absence, he wanted to take a good look at this person's "privacy"

In the bedroom, living room, bathroom, and kitchen, there was no trace of an extra person. Sure enough, there was no photo of the four-eyed white pig in the photo album under the coffee table. Sitting at the computer desk, he turned on the computer and gave He Lei Make a phone call.

Shen Xu: There are no secrets in the computer, it's quite boring, I'll play for a while.

He Lei: All right, let's play - no, no, you, don't drive, wait until I go back - I'm really bored, you go out for a stroll, Carrefour is not far away.

After the computer started up, Shen Xu stared at the desktop for a while and "hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh'hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" to the desktop, and after hanging up the phone, he happily turned around on the swivel chair several times.

On the table, a guy he has seen for 30 years is standing next to the monster in the amusement park and making faces. The funniest thing is that there is a Q-version villain next to him. , the villain leaned close to the guy's lips, hooked his head and pouted his lips, begging bobo.

Shen Xu's confidence burst instantly, damn He Lei, do you want to be so cute!

In the evening, He Lei called Shen Xu and said he would be there in a while, so he put on his coat and Shen Xu went downstairs and waited at the bus stop.

A few minutes later, when He Lei got off the bus, Shen Xu stretched out his hot hand from his pocket, "Do you want to warm your hand?"

He Lei looked around. Although it gets dark early in winter, there are still many unstable factors such as street lights and pedestrians.

Shen Xu smiled and withdrew his hand, but He Lei quickly grabbed it tightly, with a provocative smile on his lips, "Let's go!"

Along the way, Shen Xu reaped a little sweetness but also attracted a lot of attention.

He Lei suggested to go to the restaurant, but Shen Xu chose the supermarket.

No matter how good a restaurant is, it can't taste like home, but his family already has a perfect chef.

After buying vegetables and carrying big bags and small bags, I came to the community, and an aunt I knew greeted He Lei.

He Lei introduced with a smile, this is my friend, come here to play for two days.

The aunt patted him on the shoulder, ouch, your friend is so handsome, like a movie star.

Shen Xu carried the dishes into the kitchen, rubbed his shoulders, and kept complaining, how could you let me, a big star, carry the dishes for you? You must know that my thin arms and legs were born for art!

He Lei sprayed a mouthful of water on the small flowerpot on the balcony.

Washing, cutting and frying, in an hour's time, He Lei conjured up three dishes of home-cooked dishes, and Shen Xu couldn't help but feel full.

After dinner, the two went downstairs for a walk.

Aunts all over the country love square dancing. The leading ones are wearing uniform costumes, with standard dance steps and slender figures. They should dance all year round.Shen Xu even found the figures of two uncles at the back of the line. He stood and watched in amazement for a while, but when he was eager to try, He Lei dragged him away by the back collar.

In mid-February, the night wind in D city was blowing on my face, and it was cold.

Shen Xu shrank his neck and trot for two steps, He Lei stretched out his hand, "Do you want to be warm?"

Shen Xu glanced around, there was no one in front of the ICBC building, so he boldly put his hand into his pocket.

He Lei's palms are warm, dry and sweatless, and it feels comfortable to hold them together.

The square dance in the distance is still in full swing, and the music floats from afar, dispelling the desertedness here.

He Lei said: "If I didn't persuade you to join the class reunion, wouldn't these things happen?"

Shen Xu said: "Who knows! However, there is still an advantage to going."

He Lei turned his head to look at him, and Shen Xu let out a breath of white air in the darkness, looking at the brightly lit world ahead.

"At least, I received his apology. For my parents, it was worth it."

I'm sorry, he waited for 12 years.

Even though Wan Chen couldn't be blamed for what happened back then, he still hoped for an apology.For the dead parents, for the broken home.

He Lei knew that he had touched his heart, so he tightened his grip and didn't say anything.

At night, He Lei hugged the quilt on the sofa, and the two nestled together to watch a movie.

Intertwining fingers from time to time, talking love words from time to time, and throwing a kiss from time to time.

It was a light taste at first, but it gradually deepened. The mature male body couldn't bear this kind of stimulation, so he quickly responded.

Fortunately, they were all rational and did not let the situation develop further. It may not be a good thing to progress too fast.

Later, Shen Xu brought up the topic at noon again, "Actually, you don't have to take this matter too seriously. The reason I told you this is because I'm afraid you might have some misunderstandings in the future. His words sound fake, and I don't even bother to answer them."

He Lei thought for a while, "I'm not worried about what you think, I'm just afraid, he's not joking, if he really does something, you might as well not leave, stay with me for a year or so, and wait for him to calm down Let's talk."

At eleven o'clock in the evening, Shen Xu couldn't bear it anymore and said good night and went back to his room to sleep.

Waking up in the middle of the night booing, habitually looking at the phone at [-]:[-].

Coming out of the bathroom, there was light leaking from the master bedroom, Shen Xu thought for a while, maybe this person was secretly watching pornography, so he walked over quietly, intending to cast a glance and leave.

Looking in through the crack of the door, He Lei was sitting at the desk, looking at the documents solemnly, typing on the computer from time to time, leaning his head back on the chair when he was tired, pinching the space between his brows, and relaxing for a while.

A long and deep sigh.

Shen Xu turned around and went back to the room, no longer sleepy.

I got up at eight o'clock the next day, thinking about making a decent breakfast for that person, but when I opened the door, He Lei was already busy in the kitchen.

Bread, cheese, ham slices, fried eggs, lettuce, small fruits, a homemade sandwich, exquisite decorations on the plate, and steaming hot milk in a small pot.

After finishing all this work, He Lei tidied up the kitchen. When he turned around and came out, Shen Xu was standing at the door of the kitchen.

"Are you up? I said I'm going to call you! Are you ready to wash up? Then come and eat!"

He Lei was walking by his side, Shen Xu grabbed his wrist, taking advantage of the moment when he turned his head, he moved his mouth closer.

A shallow good morning kiss dispels the drowsiness and boredom of the two.

City D is a famous tourist city, but no matter where you go on weekends, there are quite a lot of people. In the end, Shen Xu suggested to visit He Lei's university.

In a city with a strong cultural atmosphere, even the schools are affected, with a strong ancient flavor.

He Lei took him to visit several buildings, and finally stopped outside the dormitory building, looking up at a small window on the fourth floor. I used to live there, four people in one room, the conditions are pretty good, right?

He Lei cherished his college life very much, and talked a lot about interesting things with his roommates. Shen Xu listened carefully, and suddenly felt envious.

He hadn't been to college and never would have had that experience.

If, if he had been willing to work harder at that time, even if he couldn't reach one or two books, at least he could get three books, wouldn't he have such regrets and low self-esteem.

If he had listened to Wan Chen's words at the time, it would have been a matter of course for him to go to a third-rate university or junior college, and the distance of four years would make his relationship fade away. By then, would he break up peacefully? Can have a complete home.

Shen Xu shook his head, driving away these impossible ifs.

On the way back, Shen Xu thought of the white pig, and asked, "How is the white pig, have you bothered you these two days?"

He Lei frowned: "Your mouth is really bad, what is a white pig?"

Shen Xu: "Isn't his surname Bai, then the male pig in your post is him, referred to as Baizhu, is there a problem?"

He Lei smiled: "Then I want to be called He Zhu!"

Shen Xu: "He Zhu, He Zhu, He Zhu..."

In the evening, Shen Xu decided to go back to the kitchen, no matter what, he had to let people see his strength.

After receiving He Lei's technical guidance, he pushed people out of the kitchen and turned on the TV, "You just wait here, I guarantee that you will eat authentic Shenxu brand delicacies with complete color, fragrance and taste."

Shen Xu worked in the kitchen for almost an hour, and finally brought out two plates of decent dishes, put them on the dining table, and shouted to the living room, "It's time to eat."

He went back to the kitchen and filled two bowls of rice. He walked out confidently, but there was still no one at the table.

He put down the rice bowl, and said as he walked: "I need to remind you again and again, Your Majesty, Your Excellency, I----"

He Lei on the sofa held the TV remote control in his hand, and fell asleep with his head tilted to one side.

Shen Xu thought of his busy work at [-] o'clock in the morning, the breakfast at [-] o'clock in the morning, the wanderings of this day, and the exhaustion of He Lei who was neglected by him.

He spread out the small quilt on the sofa to cover He Lei, and sat on the side, watching him silently.

With the glasses placed on the head of the sofa, He Lei slept peacefully.

With a thought in his heart, Shen Xu took out his phone and took a picture of his face.

Shen Xu looked at the photos with a smile, put away his phone, leaned against him, and put his tilted head on his shoulder.

The wonderful Anti-Japanese War movie was still playing on TV, he turned down the volume, and slowly closed his eyes amidst the faint noise.

How much he wished that life would be like this, going on peacefully without any disturbances.

Accompany He Lei, his lover, to the sunrise.

At the final curtain call of the story, he still held his hand and smiled.

This is their life story.