kind of bend me

On the day Liu Xuan was discharged from the hospital, Shen Xu, Li Da and the others said in advance that they had something to do, and then rushed to the station.

I went to the window to pick up the ticket, and while waiting for the bus, Li Da called.

Liu Xuan was fine until she was about to be discharged from the hospital, when her friend came to pull her, she fell ill again, huddling in a corner and refusing to leave, kicking anyone who approached her.After persuading him for a long time, he didn't listen. Later, Wang Meng got anxious and went up to pull him down. Liu Xuan made a noise that could be heard by the whole hospital, and scratched Wang Meng's face.Back home, Liu Xuan's emotions that he had managed to recover these days were completely over again, and Wang Meng simply ignored it, holding the wine bottle and hiding in the house to drink directly.

It was broadcast on the radio that the bus had arrived and the ticket inspection started, Shen Xu glanced at the ticket in his hand, sighed, got up and walked outside.

In the taxi, he called He Lei.

He Lei: "Are you in the car?"

Shen Xu: "Sorry, I may not be able to see you off."

There was a moment of silence on He Lei's side, "Okay."

Shen Xu thought for a long time and didn't know what to say to him. At this moment of parting, the sadness was also diluted by a series of things.

He finally said only two words: take care.

He will not go to City D for a long time, that neighboring city, there is no one he misses anymore.

That afternoon, He Lei left and sent him a text message before boarding the plane.

Shen Xu, I'm leaving.

Shen Xu read that line for a minute.

Immediately, he put away his phone and entered the room to take care of Liu Xuan, whose mood was gradually stabilizing.

The next day, Wang Qi also went home. After all, they are people with families and jobs, so they can't stay here for long.

Liu Xuan's girlfriends would still visit her from time to time, but somehow Wang Meng got into a problem with alcoholism. He got drunk at night and became dizzy during the day, so he couldn't take care of Liu Xuan at all.

Considering his feelings, Shen Xu didn't say anything. At first, Wang Meng drank at home, but later he went out to drink, and it was often late at night when he came back.

Li Da suggested to find a nanny. After all, Shen Xu is a man, and they were once lovers. Wang Meng didn't say anything, but he must still have thoughts in his heart, especially Liu Xuan who is not sober is very attached to him. How much does Li Da have? The first time I saw Wang Meng's eyes, I felt an indescribable feeling.

Shen Xu thought over and over again, but still rejected this suggestion.Liu Xuan's mood has just improved a bit, Shen Xu doesn't want to gamble on whether the arrival of strangers will affect her mood.

After dinner, Shen Xu took Liu Xuan for a walk downstairs. Liu Xuan was very repulsive at first, always clutching his sleeve tightly, afraid to go forward timidly.

After repeated encouragement from Shen Xu, she tried to go downstairs.

Gradually, she was no longer afraid of the people she passed by, and occasionally she could chat with Shen Xu.

Sitting on the swing, Shen Xu pushed her behind her back again and again.

The swing took her into the air, the white dress fluttered in the wind, and her laughter continued to echo in Shen Xu's ears, as if they had returned to their era.

Liu Xuan, no matter what, I will definitely bring you back to this world, no matter how hard it is, we will live together.

Sometimes, they run into Wan Chen.

A man in casual clothes followed behind them carrying a bag of ice cream, Shen Xu turned his head, and he stepped forward with a shy smile.

Liu Xuan would still reject outsiders, but stopped crying and sat quietly eating ice cream.

Wan Chen fiddled with the fitness equipment a few times, and when it got hot, he simply took off his thin coat, revealing the white vest underneath.

It was already very hot in May, and it was fine not to move, but after a little exercise, you would be sweating profusely. Wan Chen yelled at him, "Come here and try it. You used to be a master at climbing the horizontal bar and grabbing the rings."

There was a faint smile on the corner of Shen Xu's mouth, "It's been a long time since I played, now, I can't do anything else except run."

Wan Chen wiped the sweat from his forehead and neck with his coat, walked up to him, and handed him a long packed box.

Shen Xu was puzzled, Wan Chen said, "Birthday gift."

Shen Xu: "My birthday has passed."

Wan Chen: "I know, I bought this thing a long time ago, and I wanted to give it to you when I came to my house last time... Take a look, if you don't like it, just throw it away."

Shen Xu: "Wanchen..."

Wan Chen turned his head, Liu Xuan ate most of his ice cream, raised his head, and tried his best to smile at them.

"Shen Xu, no matter what happens in the future, let me accompany you during this period. Whether it's for Liu Xuan or for you."

Wan Chen's eyes were as bright as stars, fixedly watching him.

Liu Xuan stood up and called his name softly.

Shen Xu glanced at him, then walked towards Liu Xuan.

In the evening, after washing up, he sat at the desk and opened the box.

A pen, a fountain pen.

Shen Xu picked it up and looked at it carefully under the lamp.

An unpretentious fountain pen with frosted touch and cold and hard lines, nothing special about it.

A few words were engraved on the metal shell, and Shen Xu stared at those words in disbelief.

It is an old brand, which has been completely submerged in the wave of development for more than ten years.The factory is long gone, and now no one remembers the brand, and no one remembers its former glory.

That was Shen Xu's first gift to Wan Chen.

The boy Shen Xu stood by the window and pretended to look at the scenery, but out of the corner of his eye, he aimed at Wan Chen who was unwrapping presents.

Wan Chen said thank you to him indifferently, Shen Xu's ears turned red, he lowered his head, and said in a very low voice, "Wan Chen, thank you."

That was the beginning of their friendship, the beginning of them, being close to each other.

The brand new pen reflected the dazzling light under the lamp, Shen Xu didn't know how Wan Chen got this pen, or it was just an ordinary pen engraved with a brand with memory.

Wan Chen's meaning is obvious, everything, start over.

But how could they start over.

The damage cannot be erased, even the heart has been discarded, so there is no need to start over.

Under Shen Xu's careful care, coupled with psychological treatment, Liu Xuan gradually opened up the knot in his heart.

Finally, he was willing to tell the doctor about those dark days.

Shen Xu waited outside, and the first time she walked out of the treatment room, he stretched out his hands to hug her.

Liu Xuan stood up again.

She buried her tears and sobs into Shen Xu's shoulders, showing a little bit of her regained confidence to the world.

In the end, she was not crushed.

Unfortunately, some things inevitably changed.

Wang Meng no longer drinks too much, and stays in the company for a long time every day, and sometimes it is late at night when he comes back.

On this day, Shen Xu bought wine to celebrate with Liu Xuan, so he called Wang Meng a few times and he said he was busy.Liu Xuan didn't mind either, the two of them ate six or seven dishes very happily.

Although Liu Xuan bravely walked out of the pain, his personality was no longer as lively and cheerful as before.

She became dependent on Shen Xu, she was cautious when facing her husband who didn't come back often, only Shen Xu could let her snuggle up with confidence.

They chatted a lot that day, and Liu Xuan's expressive ability was not as good as before due to traumatic sequelae, but she still tried her best to complete the sentences and express the meaning clearly.

Liu Xuan tried to tell Shen Xu what happened in those few days, but Shen Xu stopped her.

"Wait a little longer, wait until your injury is completely healed, and tell me when you turn back into the crazy girl you were before."

Liu Xuan smiled gratefully, and Shen Xu held her hand.

When Wang Meng came back, he happened to see this scene.

He snorted disdainfully from his nose, "It seems that it's not the time for me to come back."

Shen Xu turned around in surprise, Wang Meng gave them a displeased look, then turned and walked outside.

Shen Xu hurriedly chased after him, "Wang Meng, what's wrong with you?"

Wang Meng shook his hand away, "You still want to ask me what's wrong? Shen Xu, how long are you going to make me look like a fool?"

Shen Xu: "..."

Wang Meng turned his eyes away as if he was bored even to look at him more, "I have read those reports too, you and Liu Xuan were famous people back then, look at what she did for you. You guys have a chance, don't you want to reconnect with her!"

Shen Xu: "Wang Meng!"

Wang Meng pushed him against the wall, and said viciously: "You have done enough! What else do you want?! Shen Xu, can you give this house to you? I'm out of sight and out of mind!"

Wang Meng left, Shen Xu stood outside the door for a while before going in.

Liu Xuan was still not quite able to adapt to this situation, he walked back and forth in the room uneasily, biting his nails, seeing him coming in, hurriedly stepped forward to ask him what happened.

Shen Xu shook his head and gave her a reassuring smile.

After a night of deliberation, Shen Xu proposed the idea of ​​going home the next day.

Now that Liu Xuan's mood has stabilized, it is not appropriate for him to stay here. After all, it is her husband who will accompany her for the rest of her life, not him.

Liu Xuan bit his lower lip tightly, hesitated for a long time, and then nodded.

When Shen Xu left, Li Da accompanied Liu Xuan to see him off, and what was rare was that Wang Meng also came.

Shen Xu only said one thing to Wang Meng: take good care of Liu Xuan.

His position is not qualified to say too much, and he doesn't want to cause Wang Meng's misunderstanding again because of talking too much.

As long as Liu Xuan is good, nothing else matters.

He said goodbye to his friend, Li Da patted him on the shoulder, "Don't go away for more than ten years, come back occasionally to visit, there are me and Liu Xuan in this city, don't treat us as friends."

Shen Xu smiled, "Okay."

He came to Liu Xuan, "Liu Xuan, I'm leaving."

With tears in his eyes, Liu Xuan nodded silently.

Shen Xu turned around, Liu Xuan subconsciously grabbed his sleeve.

In those tearful eyes, he saw deep helplessness.

For more than a month, he has been by Liu Xuan's side, which inevitably made her dependent.

And this time, she had to adapt to others again.In this process, can Wang Meng be patient and careful.

Shen Xu persuaded himself not to think too much, they were also united because of love, when Liu Xuan had an accident, Wang Meng's worry and anxiety were not adulterated.

He has to believe that they will get better and better.

Maybe a year later, we will hear good news from them again.

Shen Xu pulled Liu Xuan's hand, he knew that he was cruel today, but Liu Xuan had to take this step.

He boarded the train bound for T City, and returned to his home after two months of absence amidst the rumble of the train.

Alone, home.