kind of bend me

How long is a week.

Shen Xu abandoned the small shop business, and accompanied He Lei to play around T City.

Going up the mountain, going into the water, singing karaoke, watching movies, and even experienced the exciting real-life CS.

In the evening, we went to the most famous gay bar in T City together.

To be honest, a little disappointed.The decoration is no different from that of an ordinary bar. The most important thing is that there are too many uncles in it, and there are almost zero young handsome pots that are tender, white and clean.

There was only one bartender who was quite eye-catching, and under He Lei's two high-voltage glare lights, Shen Xu didn't dare to look too much.

After returning from the bar, He Lei entered the room, and Shen Xu went around to the Four Treasures shop to appease the man who had been neglected for many days.

Sibao looked into his room with his head hooked, and asked, "Hey, are you still leaving?"

After playing for a day, Shen Xu lay down on the small table exhausted, "Let's go, another two days."

Sibao frowned: "It really takes three years?"

Shen Xu nodded.

Sibao sighed, "What is this? I come back to see you from time to time, and I also hang on to you. Oh, let me tell you, it's a good deal. You are 31 this year. After three years, you think you are still young." Ah! When the time comes when he comes back shining like gold, he thinks you are uneducated and a pauper, and kicks you off, who are you going to cry to?"

Shen Xu fiddled with the small ornaments on the table, "I'm looking for you!"

Sibao came over and said, "To be honest, you are already like this, just find someone who is similar to you. There is no such thing as a career-oriented man. Maybe he loves you now, but in the future, he will want to go to you again." Climb up, if you are not sure, you will think your status is disgraceful. Brother, think clearly, three years... who knows what will happen, maybe you will meet a suitable one. Hey, if not, I will help you introduce."

Shen Xu was taken aback, "How could you know such a person?"

Sibao: "Netizen, just what I told you last time, Lao Qi, who plays games together, is gay by himself, and is currently single, think about it?"

Shen Xu patted the table, "You also believe in the online ones, so let's go."

When Shen Xu entered the room, He Lei had just come out of the shower and was sitting on the sofa wiping his wet hair.

Shen Xu remembered that when they first met, he helped the man wipe his hair and listened to him tell the story of love at first sight.

Those love words were still echoing in his ears, he stepped forward, took the towel from the man's hand, and dried every strand of his hair.

"He Lei, in fact, you don't need to come back on purpose. When you left, we also said, don't talk about the word "waiting", just let nature take its course, three years, not three days and three months, in the future, no matter who is tempted Friends, you can’t even talk about disappointing. After all, we are not young anymore.”

He Lei looked down at Shen Xu's shadow on the glass coffee table.

"Shen Xu, I may, I can't love others anymore."

Shen Xu stopped his movements and looked at him with some doubts.

He Lei's voice was soft, like a beautiful melody resounding in a quiet room.

"We haven't known each other for a long time, and we don't have any vigorous feelings. When I don't meet you, I always imagine what the person sitting over the computer should be like. A greeting, a photo, slowly, you seem to be , has become an indispensable thing in life. Shen Xu, during these days abroad, I often think of you, your story, and your current life. I wonder... can I give up on you. "

Shen Xu moved lightly, picked up a lock of hair, wrapped it in a towel and rubbed it carefully.

He Lei's words are not his life.

They have also been emotionally wounded, they are very similar.

"When taking the subway, shopping in the supermarket, eating, or walking, there will always be someone who looks like you passing by. A colleague bought a new beautiful potted plant, and a street performer played a wonderful piece of music. She said to herself, Shen Xu, look, this flower is so small, but its vitality is very strong; Shen Xu, the current street performers are really strong enough."

The corner of Shen Xu's mouth twitched into a slight smile, and those little things came alive in his mind, as if he was by He Lei's side and experienced it himself.

"Shen Xu, maybe I will really forget you in one year, two years, or three years. The things I have experienced together will fade away, and in the end, I will not remember many of them. After all, time is the best way to forget Drugs, no matter how deep the hatred is, no matter how strong the love is, it will be worn away. One day, we will not remember each other clearly, this feeling..."

He Lei paused for a long time, before continuing with a low sigh: "I don't want to forget."

The comfort of a text message, the ridicule of a QQ, the moving of a voice.

The Shen Xu who is far away, the Shen Xu who is close in front of him, the Shen Xu who walked out of the past with him, and the Shen Xu who hopes to have a future with him.

He doesn't even want to forget.

Their stories shouldn't be so short.

"Shen Xu... I'm going to be thirty soon. If, this time, I miss you, will I be able to fall in love with others again in the future? Will I find someone like you again in the future?"

Shen Xu also asked himself the same question.

If he missed He Lei, who else could he fall in love with?

Still, can you find another person who is as careful and gentle as him?

Who else could he tell about that painful past?

In the long 12 years, the only person who moved his heart, the only person who helped him escape from the past, he also did not want to forget.

The day before He Lei left, Shen Xu took him to the shopping mall, where he "cut the meat" and bought some new autumn clothes.

For lunch at home, He Lei cooks and cooks several dishes.

Shen Xu sighed, "After you leave, I will never be able to taste this kind of home again."

He Lei smiled, "I'll come back to see you after the Chinese New Year."

During the Chinese New Year, Shen Xu counted on his fingers, it was another half a year.

Six months, 180 days, the loneliness and miss will grow wildly again!

Shen Xu picked up a piece of chicken wing and put it in the bowl, "You are not afraid of me going out to hunt wild food."

He Lei picked up a mouthful of vegetables and chewed slowly, "If you wanted to fight, you would have already done so. To be honest, I'm not worried about this at all."

Shen Xu choked on the chicken bone, and stared at him bitterly.

In the evening, Sibao was the host and asked Liu Ya to see He Lei off in the small restaurant.

During the dinner, Liu Ya mentioned the matter of a little sister, thinking of being a matchmaker for Shen Xu.

Sibao glanced at He Lei with a smile, "Don't worry about it, he has a wife."

Shen Xu raised his eyebrows, He Lei smiled lightly, Liu Ya was puzzled, "He has a wife? Didn't you always say he's single?"

Sibao sighed, "His wife has gone abroad, and it will take several years before she can come back. The two are so in love with each other, but they are separated in two places. Your elder brother Xu said that he is careless and doesn't care. In fact, he is an infatuated species. If you approve of this one, you won’t change it.”

Liu Ya nodded, "Well, since I like it so much, why don't you go with me? It's not difficult to go abroad now. Brother Shen sells the small shop, and once you rent the house, you can leave as soon as you say it. It's such a simple thing."

Shen Xu lowered his eyes, Sibao glanced at him, and changed the subject.

When returning home at night, He Lei took Shen Xu's hand and walked slowly in the noisy alley.

In the cake shop, a mother and son were carefully selecting delicious snacks, the proprietress of the fruit shop yelled for discounts, and a pair of elderly people walked past them supporting each other.

Seeing their holding hands, the old woman looked up at them in surprise.

Shen Xu smiled back.

The old woman was taken aback for a moment, then smiled and turned to leave.

Shen Xu's mood immediately improved. It turns out that this world can also be understood without saying anything.

Even just a faint, polite smile can satisfy people like them.

Walking through the street and coming to the spacious square, there are fewer and fewer people playing and enjoying the shade. They are sitting on the white benches beside the stone sculptures. He Lei said: "Tomorrow, don't go see me off."

Shen Xu silently looked at his profile.

He Lei smiled, "There always seems to be a parting between us. Whether you come to my place or I come to your place, there will be a day when we are parting. It's very sad, don't go tomorrow. Get off the plane, I will contact you."

Shen Xu thought for a while, then nodded, "Okay."

A crescent moon hangs in the sky, and He Lei's voice is tinged with the melancholy of parting, exaggerating a touch of sadness.

"Half a year later... Shen Xu, I don't ask for too long, you can wait for me for half a year!"

Shen Xu raised his head, He Lei's face moved closer, and he pressed a kiss on his forehead.

"For half a year, just wait for me for half a year, and for the next half a year, I'll ask you when I come back."

Half a year and half a year, until the moment when we are really reunited.

That night, Shen Xu thought about it for a long time.

Think of him and He Lei's first acquaintance, the silly and reckless Rising Sun, the infatuated and gentle River.

How could he have found this post at that time, and how could he have sent a message rashly.

Hello there.

Hello there.

The beginning of a relationship is just two short words.

SMS, QQ, telephone, they develop step by step.

He Lei in reality is the partner he wants to spend his whole life with.

"Shen Xu, I don't want to forget this feeling."

He doesn't want to forget either.

The next day, He Lei got up very early, opened the store, and rolled out the amusement machines and rocking cars one by one.

Wet the rag and scrub carefully.

Shen Xu leaned to the side, looking at the man who was sweating lightly in the morning light but became more and more handsome.

Missing this man, who else will clean up the small shop he lives on when the sun just rises.

He Lei went to buy breakfast, deep-fried dough sticks, buns, soy milk, Shen Xu boiled a few eggs, peeled the shells, and put them in He Lei's bowl.

They finished their breakfast in silence.

After packing up his things, He Lei pulled the suitcase and walked out of the room.

Shen Xu was sitting in the living room, when he saw him come out, he stood up.

He Lei, "I'm leaving."

Shen Xu nodded, "Let's go! I promised not to see you off, so go take a taxi yourself!"

He Lei smiled, and gave him a final hug, "Shen Xu, don't let any brat take advantage of the half-year agreement."

Shen Xu: "The sky is high and the emperor is far away, can you control me!"

Opening the door, He Lei turned around, "See you later!"

Shen Xu waved his hand impatiently, "Let's go, don't be hypocritical."

He Lei took two steps, and Shen Xu closed the door.

He Lei turned his head, the closed door did not open again.

After getting into the taxi, he looked back at the familiar shop for the last time.

Goodbye, Shen Xu, half a year later...

Before the plane took off, the stewardess reminded the passengers to turn off their phones. He Lei took out his phone and was about to turn it off when he received a text message.

The sender was Shen Xu.

He opened it suspiciously--

"Honey, I'll come to you after I've bought a small shop, rented a house, and completed the formalities. Remember to find us a bigger house. Also, you need to make more money. I'm not familiar with the place where I live, but It's all up to you! Well, that's it, let's see you in America!"

He Lei laughed until tears welled up in his eyes. There were too many people on the plane, so he didn't have the nerve to drop it.

He turned his head and looked out the window.

T City is so beautiful that people can't take their eyes off it.

The plane took off, but this time I left without any regrets.

Honey, let's see you in America.