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In the blink of an eye, it was another two months, when the last yellow leaf on the branch was blown off by the wind, Shen Xu turned out the winter down jacket.

Take advantage of the sunny weather and take advantage of the sun.

Xiao Yangyang had a bit of a cold these two days, always sneezing, Sibao boiled scallion water according to the method taught by his sister, and coaxed the little guy to drink it.

Luo Lin had to go to work, so the task of picking up Yang Yang fell on Shen Xu.Every day when the kindergarten opens, he will be the first to rush in, hold Yang Yang in his arms and lift it over his head, proudly saying: "Uncle is the first one!"

Yang Yang grinned, showing a mouth full of small teeth, and said agreeingly: "Uncle is the best."

The sweet kiss made the old man's heart drunk.

Lorraine came back from buying groceries, and lived a small life with two men, one big, one small, and three men.

Sometimes Liu Ya also came over, Luo Lin nodded as a greeting, picked up Yang Yang and went home.

Sibao is the person involved, and it's inconvenient for Lorraine to know him very little, but after thinking about Liu Ya, she told Shen Xu about Liu Ya, so let's remind him!

Liu Ya is a nice person. At the beginning, Luo Lin's colleague also thought that this little girl was a real person, so she introduced her cousin to her.

The two got along very well, but within a few months, Liu Ya's father said that he was sick and asked for money for surgery, and his cousin also wanted to get married, so he paid 8 yuan to Liu Ya's father.

A few months later, the old man hadn't had an operation for a long time. When my cousin asked, the old man said that the doctor said that his condition had improved, so the operation was temporarily suspended.

My cousin's family thought that since you didn't have the operation, should the money be returned?

As a result, the old man quit, saying that the operation was only temporarily not performed, and that he would not be able to do it suddenly in the future, but he still had to do it.He also felt that his cousin was dishonest and too stingy, so he urged Liu Ya not to let him.

Afterwards, there was a lot of trouble, and the two finally broke up, and the cousin's family only got back 5 yuan.

Until now, my colleagues are still scolding Liu Ya as a female liar, a vixen who colluded with her father to cheat men of money everywhere!

Hearing this, Shen Xu also became anxious.

He told Sibao about it immediately.

Sibao was silent for a long time after hearing this, and then said stupidly, "I can't!"

Shen Xu really wanted to kick him to the south wall!

"Your father-in-law's same tricks have been played on your head, and you still say you can't! Stop talking nonsense, let's talk about it tomorrow, 10 yuan! You really think it's a flood!"

As a result, the tone that came out was just --- soon, soon!

Shen Xu really convinced him!

The matter of the Four Treasures has been postponed for the time being, but the matter of Shen Xu's going abroad should be put on the agenda.

When Sibao heard this, he became anxious and went abroad!You really plan to go after your lover, and you don't even want your home? !go abroad? !With your meager savings, what kind of country did you come from!

Lorraine put the thorny fish into the Yangyang bowl, thought for a while and said, "Shen Xu, I didn't hit you. You are old and have low education. You can't even get a visa."

Visa is indeed a big problem, and I told He Lei that I want to go abroad with him, and I checked the Internet afterwards, and found out that going to the United States is tantamount to Tianfang Yetan for him.

As Lorraine said, he is too old to apply for a student visa, let alone a work visa with low education and no skills.

If it really doesn’t work, let’s get a tourist visa and hack it there!

Thinking of this unreliable method, he called Liu Xuan.

This girl is a journalist after all, she knows a lot of people, maybe she can help him find a way.

From morning to night, no one answered.

Shen Xu was a little worried and called Li Da.

"Ah... Liu Xuan... uh... ah, she's fine, she's fine, haha... I guess she's busy... Aren't journalists like that! Do you have something to do with her?"

Li Da made a joke on purpose, but Shen Xu faintly felt that something was wrong.

"Is she all right?"

"It's okay! What are you thinking, what can she do, you can call again in two days, maybe she has another show!"

Shen Xu hesitated for a while, "Forget it, I'll go there tomorrow."

Li Da was in a hurry, "Hey, why are you here, she is fine, then, the couple are fine, you come here, then, no, then don't add trouble!"

Shen Xu: "I'll just take a look. If she's really well, I'll turn around and leave without causing trouble."

Li Da: "Hey, Shen Xu, look at you... Sigh!"

Shen Xu heard something wrong, "What happened to her, Li Da, don't hide it from me!"

Li Da didn't resist, and told the truth.

Liu Xuan got divorced two months ago. Li Da in the same city knew about this, she didn't tell anyone else, especially told Shen Xu not to tell.

While talking, Li Da was also a little bored, so he lit a cigarette and smoked.

"Well, it's the problem of the couple. We can't intervene and it's hard to say anything. I really can't blame Wang Meng, Liu Xuan... There are still shadows until now, although she has been working hard, but... just right Rejected by others, Wang Meng tried all kinds of tricks, and the couple couldn't even sleep next to each other on the same bed, let alone other things. Wang Meng's patience was exhausted, and in the end he didn't even go home. Divorce is Liu Xuan. I brought it up, Shen Xu, it's been two months, don't be impulsive, Liu Xuan dared not tell you because she was afraid of your impulsiveness more than ten years ago. She just wants to live peacefully by herself now, let's, Let's not make any more trouble, just let her live like that!"

After hanging up the phone, Shen Xu walked out of the house without saying a word.

It felt like a big rock was blocked in my heart, and it was so stuffy that I couldn't bear it.

Liu Xuan... Liu Xuan...

The 17-year-old Girl Over Flowers stood on the podium and shouted loudly, Shen Xu, I like you.

The microphone hit the ground and made a loud noise.

For so many years, he and Li Da, and Wang Qi and Fei Niu have less contact, but he and Liu Xuan have been inseparable.

She is his sunshine, and he is her first love.

They may have long been doomed to an inseparable fate.

He couldn't bear to see a girl like that get hurt again.

In the evening, he called Liu Xuan again, and after a while, he got connected.

Liu Xuan's voice sounded very tired. Living alone must be very tiring!

"Shen Xu."

Shen Xu walked to the window and looked at the sky full of stars.

S city is not a sad place for Liu Xuan, she also lost her parents, lover, and dignity.

But she is still struggling to survive.

"Liu Xuan, how are you doing?"

"Well, it's good." She took off her coat and went back to the rented hut, too lazy to cook, she lay on the small bed and stared at the dark house.

When he was 17 years old, he was dragged to the roof of the teaching building by a romantic girl, leaning side by side and counting the stars boredly.

Who still remembers where the star named after Liu Xuan is hidden?

"Liu Xuan, come to my place! You can stay as long as you want, no, don't leave. Do you know how good T City is? Although it can't keep up with the prosperity of S City, it is a good place to heal your wounds. I just live here. 13 years, until now, I don’t want to go anywhere. Liu Xuan, come here, let’s be neighbors, I promise to get you up early every day to buy breakfast for you, don’t you like crab roe buns? There is one across from my house, and the taste is quite authentic. At noon, I will cook your favorite sweet and sour pork ribs and fried scallops. Don’t underestimate me. Give up your life to accompany the girl, play games, fight, I will be there whenever you are called."

Liu Xuan laughed out loud, "Shen Xu, why are you so kind to me?"

Shen Xu also laughed, "Why? Because you are Liu Xuan!"

It was the Liu Xuan who treated me unconditionally, the true friend I will never find again in my life.

It's the girl I want to protect even with my life.

"You are Liu Xuan!"

The next day, he took the earliest bus and returned to S city.

Every time I leave this bustling and cold city, I always think it will be the last, but fate pulls him back again and again. This place has a deep bond.

According to the address given by Li Da, I found Liu Xuan's rented place.

No one answered after knocking on the door, Shen Xu called Liu Xuan again and turned off the phone.

After a while, Li Da rushed over, and the two found a restaurant nearby to eat something casually.

Li Da said: "Why don't we persuade Wang Meng again to see if there is still a possibility..."

Shen Xu shook his head, "It's not necessary. Just leave, just like you said, let Liu Xuan live a peaceful life. If possible, I want to take her to my place and forget everything here."

Li Da looked at him, feeling faintly worried, "Shen Xu, you and Liu Xuan... well, it's not that I speak badly, she is now---if you don't like her, don't give her hope. In the past, she I like you! You left quietly, during that time, you didn't know how sad she was. "

Shen Xu nodded, "I know."

At eleven o'clock in the evening, a yellow Beetle drove into the community.

Liu Xuan got out of the car, locked the car, and walked slowly towards the corridor.

Shen Xu looked at the tired black figure, walked through the flower bed little by little, and walked in front of him.

Liu Xuan, who was once full of vigor, now has his head down, his back is slightly bent, and he is dragging a heavy bag. He has lost all vitality.

"Liu Xuan."

Liu Xuan stopped in his tracks, thinking that he was having auditory hallucinations, so he didn't dare to turn his head, and just listened quietly.

"Liu Xuan."

This time, it's true.

She turned her head, the voice control light was on, and she saw the familiar face looking at her with a smile in the cold winter night.

Shen Xu.

Really, Shen Xu.

Shen Xu took a step forward, his solid body wrapped in a thick coat, and he called her name with the warmest voice, "Liu Xuan, I'm here."

In an instant, Liu Xuan burst into tears.

How long has she endured, since the moment she decided to divorce, she stopped crying.

Tears are a symbol of fragility and waste that should be discarded. She no longer cries to anyone, and uses her strength to cover up her heart that is about to collapse.

She was very successful. In the past few months, no matter how tired or hard she was, she never shed a single tear.

Some people said she was being brave, some scolded her for courting death, some slapped her hard twice and spit on her face, but she never cried again.

But this second, that sound of Liu Xuan, that smile, ruined all her strength.

"Shen... Shen Xu..." Her voice trembled, the big bag fell to the ground, and she almost couldn't stand up.

Shen Xu stretched out his hand to hug her who was trembling, and patted her on the back comfortingly, "It's okay, I'm here, Liu Xuan, it's okay..."

Liu Xuan broke down in tears.

In the middle of the December night, she clung to the driftwood in her life, venting her grievances, anger, and sadness over the past few months at once.

Seeing Shen Xu again has become her extravagant wish.

Even if it was a dream, at least the Shen Xu in her dream could hold her tightly in his arms and give her all the warmth.

In the last journey of life, this is enough.