kind of bend me

Liu Xuan bit his lower lip tightly, Shen Xu in front of him seemed to be the same as when he was 17 years old again, taking the blame for her, fighting for her, and risking everything for her.

He has been crazy and stupid before, but after more than ten years of precipitation, he is still the same Shen Xu back then.

He said that he was not afraid of going to jail, he wanted the two of them to live together, to live!

Liu Xuan should be touched, should be thankful, should kowtow and bow nine times, this kind of friendship is so touching!Such a man is such a jerk!

She pushed away the man in front of her with all her strength, and shouted at him emotionally, "Enough! Enough! Enough!!! Shen Xu, don't you think, you are too cruel?! Obviously, forever Don’t even fall in love with me, why, why do you act as if I am the person you love the most. Without me, you can live a good life, don’t pretend, I’m dead, will you die for love when I’m dead? No way, where's the love, haha... You won't love me until you die, so don't let me misunderstand you, don't let me forget you even in the next life!"

Shen Xu frowned, hesitant to speak a few times, but in the end, he only choked out three heavy words, "I'm sorry."

Liu Xuan shook his head, the smile on the corner of his mouth was bitter and sad.

"You are really stupid. These three words will only make me more pitiful. Shen Xu, do you really know how to love someone?"

Shen Xu: "..."

Liu Xuan: "Let's go. As I said, I chose this path myself. Don't make me regret it, and don't make me more humble. Let's go!"

Shen Xu clenched his hands into fists, and looked at her firmly, "I won't leave, I said, no matter what, I will let you live."

Liu Xuan's nerves were stretched to the limit, and he completely collapsed because of the word "alive".

"Alive? Alive! You can only say these two words lightly. For me, do you know how difficult it is for me?! Every day, I have the same nightmare every day, and those injuries have been engraved on me In my body, I can't forget, Shen Xu, I've tried, but I really can't forget. How much I want, how much I want to go to your city with you, and live the best life you described. "

Tears of sorrow meandered down, her collapsed body couldn't find any strength, she sat down on the ground along the wall.

"Shen Xu, I can't do it anymore. Every day, there is a big stone stuck in my heart, which makes it difficult for me to breathe. I dare not look in the mirror. Dirty. Now Liu Xuan, life is better than death. Tell me, why do you want to live? Live to endure endless torture, live to drive yourself crazy day by day. Shen Xu, I don’t want to live anymore, I really don’t want to, yes For me, death is liberation. Please, give me freedom, please, Shen Xu, let me leave this world, I have reached my limit, if you really think about me, leave me alone, Shen Xu, I beg you, please, please..."

Countless begging touched Shen Xu's heart, he rushed forward and hugged Liu Xuan who kept begging.

"It's not like this, Liu Xuan, listen to me, don't always think about death. That's not relief, it's just an escape. Liu Xuan, you still have many beautiful things that you haven't seen, listen to me, one day, These pains and sufferings will be forgotten, time is the best medicine, you believe me, really, really will forget--"

The desperate woman has reached the brink of madness, and the person in front of her has also turned into a devil in an instant.

"Why do you have to drive me crazy! Why! Why!!! It doesn't matter if you look at me like a walking dead, as long as you live, as long as you live? That's enough, Shen Xu, I hate you, I hate you, go die !"

She pushed the man away forcefully, knocked over the ornaments placed by the door, and the sound of glass shattering rang in her ears.

She rushed forward, grabbed a larger piece of glass and pressed it against her neck.

"Liu Xuan!" Shen Xu shouted in shock, "Don't be impulsive."

Liu Xuan's lips trembled, and the extreme sadness made her unwilling to look at the man again.

enough!enough!

Her life has been rotten, and there is no way to bring it back to life.Her heart has also become stagnant water, and there is no medicine to heal it.

Alive, nothing but nausea.

"Shen Xu, farewell." The clenched hand was lifted slightly, and then dropped suddenly.

"Liu Xuan!" Big drops of sweat rolled down his forehead, and he said anxiously, "Give me one minute, just one minute, just one minute, please, just one minute."

Liu Xuan's movements stopped, and while he breathed a sigh of relief, he got up and walked towards the corpse.

"You really want to leave, I won't stop you again. Liu Xuan, we are friends, the last journey--" The bloody knife shone coldly under the light, he bent down to pick it up, and glanced at it from the corner of his eye. To the desperate woman by the door, "Let me see you off!"

The sharp knife cut deep marks on the palm, and the bloody hand moved over the corpse, turning the palm over.

One drop, two drops, three drops, countless drops of blood fell on the corpse, in the hair, in the pool of blood.

Liu Xuan covered his mouth in disbelief, thinking that his numb heart was suddenly torn apart by a wild beast, and the pain pierced his heart.

"Shen...Xu..."

The trembling hands couldn't block the fragmented voice, and the person in front of him gradually became blurred.

She finally closed her eyes.

In the ear, Shen Xu's sonorous and powerful voice rang.

"Liu Xuan, do you see that no matter what, I can't escape. If you really think that this kind of scum is worth our lives, go ahead! Take the road you chose, Remember, on the road, I will always accompany you."

When he opened his eyes again, the corner of Shen Xu's mouth was smiling, the blood in his palm stained the European-style sofa, the white walls, and the complicated curtains...

The glass tightly held in his hand fell, and Liu Xuan fell to his knees powerlessly, lowered his head, and stuck to the floor.

Weep loudly.

For this doomed miserable life, for this heavy and helpless continuation, for Shen Xu who did everything possible to pull her back from the death line.

Shen Xu... Shen Xu...

Standing not far away, Shen Xu gazed at her weak figure tenderly.

"Liu Xuan, I like you. Whether it was ten years ago or now, to me, you will always be my most important friend. For me and only for me, please live on."

After sending Liu Xuan away, cleaning up all the fingerprints and marks left by her, Shen Xu leaned against the sofa, coughing lightly from time to time.

Fortunately, he was not seriously injured in the car accident, so he could have the strength to finish all this.

The fat headed and big-eared Fuquan was lying beside him, and his death was relatively peaceful, and the bold and careful Liu Xuan had risked his life, so he dared to sneak into his house while he was drunk, and stabbed him deeply twice in the abdomen , Fuquan struggled to escape from the bedroom and fell down the stairs, climbed to the sofa in the living room and fell silent.

Will it be sentenced to death?

Shen Xu didn't dare to think about it, and didn't want to think about it again.

Liu Xuan's life and his life were put on the balance at the same time, which one is more important?

He sighed and took out his mobile phone from his pocket, and after thinking about it, he called He Lei.

When the phone was connected, He Lei's voice was very surprised, "It's early morning over there right now! Why, can't you sleep?"

Shen Xu looked out the window at the still dark sky, "Well, kinda, I miss you."

He Lei smiled, "I'm really touched, someone can't sleep thinking about me. Okay, Chinese New Year is coming soon, I will make time to go back, have you thought about any presents?"

Shen Xu: "No, I don't need anything... Also, don't come back for now, one...something happened to a distant relative's house, I might have to go there, and I won't be able to come back for a while. I can't accompany you Chinese New Year."

There was obvious disappointment in He Lei's voice, "I'll be with you, just say I'm your friend, can't I?"

Shen Xu: "It's not suitable. The relative's house is very far away, and it's still in a very remote and backward place, and the conditions are also very poor. You'd better not come here and suffer."

He Lei: "..."

Shen Xu's nose was a little sore, he rubbed his nose and continued, "There may be no way to go abroad. I was too naive to think, and I only found out when I applied for a visa that there is no way for people like me to stay in the United States. , He Lei..."

Unable to hold back, warm liquid slipped from the eye sockets, "I'm sorry."

I tried my best, but I still couldn't keep the promise, sorry.

Even meeting each other has become an impossible luxury, sorry.

I'm sorry to make you fall in love with me who is so unbearable.In the future, gradually forget it!

He Lei: "It's okay, I know it's not easy. As long as you don't change your mind, it doesn't matter whether you are together or not. From now on, I have to work harder and finish my studies here as soon as possible. Shen Xu, I will do my best Come back to you early."

Shen Xu couldn't say anything, He Lei's words were obviously gentle and sweet, but they pierced through his body like sharp thorns.

They have no chance.

Even if he escapes the death penalty, it can only be a long indefinite period.

He Lei couldn't wait, and neither could he.

With gray hair coming out, it was difficult for them to even recognize each other.

Such an ending is meaningless.

Still, break it!

He has already thought about the next lie, and his feelings for Wan Chen lasted for 12 years, and he will never forget it.

Just let them end in peace.

He Lei is a warm and kind person, even if he is unwilling, in the end, he will be set free.

"I... sleepy, next time... let's talk next time, hang up."

"Well, go to sleep, good night."

After hanging up the phone, Shen Xu threw away the phone, covered his eyes with his hands, and let the fragility and turbulence hit him.

He just wants to find an ordinary person to live an ordinary life.

Life, without waves and waves, passes by insipidly.

But God took away even such a wish.

He Lei, whom he met with great difficulty, fell in love with with great difficulty, he had no choice but to leave it like this.

Tears flowed into the mouth, bitter taste.

There are joys and sorrows in the world.

With parents who love him dearly, friends who are more important than life, and a lover who treats him sincerely, he should be content.

Picking up the cell phone that was thrown aside, he dialed a heavy number with trembling fingers.

Maybe at the end of his life, he couldn't even regret it.

Goodbye, my love.

"Hello, 110, do you need any help?"

"I... I killed someone."

Close your eyes, the world is dark.