kind of bend me

After closing the car door, Wan Chen locked himself in the closed space, leaned his head on the seat, and closed his eyes.

However, Shen Xu's pleading kept echoing in his ears, and the bloody scene stimulated his nerves over and over again.

For Liu Xuan, Shen Xu could even give up his life.

Obviously he treats Liu Xuan...

The brows were pressed even tighter, this kind of thing was completely beyond the scope of his comprehension.

He knew that the relationship between Shen Xu and Liu Xuan was very good, but it was unbelievable that they were so good that they would risk their lives to resist.

Shen Xu who is already in his thirties but still irrational, Shen Xu who is played around like an idiot----

Damn it! ! !

He punched the steering wheel heavily, but still couldn't relieve the boredom in his heart.

Yan Gang came out of the detention center with a livid face.

After getting into the car, he was angry and said nothing.

Wan Chen couldn't hold back, and asked, "What did he say?"

Yan Gang: "I won't take this case anymore. You can go to whoever you like! You two are crazy, one wants to die and the other stops you from dying. Wan Chen, you can be as crazy as you like. From now on, Stop pulling me!"

After three years of acquaintance, Wan Chen thinks he understands his temper.After being silent for a while, when his anger subsided, Wan Chen spoke again, "He still refuses to let go?"

After getting angry, Yan Gang's tone softened, "He still said that, he must never let the police find out about his car accident, no matter how much I persuade him, he is not willing to take any risk, although there is no evidence to show It's related to Liu Xuan, but there's no guarantee that those police officers won't find anything. Wan Chen, I've never seen someone like him in my life. Guess what he said?"

Wan Chen: "..."

Yan Gang: "He said that there are many things in this world that cannot be calculated by gains and losses. Some people value interests very much, while others value feelings. Reaching out your hand when you are abandoned or in pain, this love is more precious than all the wealth in the world. Life without parole and the death penalty are indeed terrible, but some people just make you willing to go for her from the bottom of your heart. As long as she can live , as long as we can see her again, that's enough."

After returning from the detention center, Wan Chen did not go out again.

The mobile phone in the living room rang several times, and the unwilling secretary rang his doorbell twice a day.

For a whole day, he didn't eat a single grain of rice.

Lying in bed, I slept for more than ten hours.

All his life, he had never had a good rest.

After more than ten years of hard work, he finally had a relaxing time.

Get out of bed, open the refrigerator, there are only a few bottles of beer and some dry bread.

He was so hungry that he didn't want to eat at all. He went to the kitchen and poured a glass of warm water.

The study is the place where he spends the longest time every day, sitting in a chair, but not turning on the computer as usual.

Turning around, he looked at the bustling city night scene outside the floor-to-ceiling windows.

Shen Xu, in this world, there is only one thing that can attract me, to become a master!I will not be satisfied with an ordinary and boring life. One day in the future, 20 or 30 years later, I will let you only see me on TV and in newspapers. This is my goal.

This is his ideal, the only one he has persisted in for 30 years.

In order to look at the scenery on the highest place alone, and for the pride of this moment, he lost the most important person.

Warm water enters the abdomen, but the cold heart is not warm no matter what.

From the day Shen Xu left, he has been alone.

And this loneliness will never end.

"I beg you, please, don't be so cruel, I'll tell you everything you want to know, and I won't hide it anymore. I just beg you, don't drag her into it. Wan Chen, I beg you, give her a way out , let me see her again. Wan Chen, I beg you..."

Shen Xu's begging vibrated his eardrums with tearing force, and hurt his heart.

Once, he was so stupid.

Shen Xu, this is the last time I will help you, if you still want to mess around like this, get the hell out of here.Don't let me see you again!

For that person, I was desperately stupid once.

But, only that one time.

Love, for someone like him who is dedicated to making progress, is nothing but dispensable.He will not sacrifice again and again for a man who will ruin his career.

Shen Xu, I like you, and I want to be with you for a long time. In the future, you won't be able to get there with just a word.How much sweat and hard work I have to pay to get that kind of future, if you don't want the future of the two of us to be fleeting, cherish it.

His liking, his long-term, but only based on putting that person in the dark.

From the very beginning, he hadn't intended to have that person who was of no help to him by his side.

Their love is just a useless luxury.

It's not a pity to have the best, if not.

Is he wrong?

Looking up at the furnishings at home, every piece is expensive.Twice a week, there are regular hourly workers who bother to clean it. He has lived in this way for several years.

Gradually, it became a habit.

The worst thing I did in my fucking life was to provoke you!Shen Xu, you don't deserve to mention love at all, don't mention this disgusting word to me again, in this life, in the next life, in the next life, I don't want to see you again.

After all, fragile feelings cannot withstand any stimulation, and the mind dominated by desire is distorted a little bit.

During that time, how much he hated that person.

He hated himself for falling in love with him, hated himself for provoking him, if everything could start over, he would rather never see him in his life.

They are doomed to destruction.

The water in the glass was completely cool, so he got up and walked to the French window.

This city is full of radiance everywhere, and the gorgeous neon lights never go out.

For 30 years, what exactly is he pursuing?

For this loneliness, just for this loneliness, he chose to lose the person he loves the most. Is it worth it?

does it worth

In this world, there are many things that cannot be calculated by gains and losses.Some people take interests very seriously.Some people, however, value feelings.A person who can reach out when you are abandoned by the whole world and you are in pain, this feeling is more precious than all the wealth in the world.The life sentence and the death penalty are indeed terrible, but some people just make you willing to stand for her from the bottom of your heart.As long as she lived, as long as she could see her again, that was enough.

Shen Xu is not the monster in your eyes, he is a passionate, aggressive person who will not hesitate to do anything for his friends.Based on just a few photos, you treat him as a gay, as disgusting, obscene, and dirty, and you can't avoid it.I am here to solemnly tell you that Shen Xu is not gay, and you are not qualified to humiliate and hurt him.From now on, I will not allow anyone to speak ill of each other.Shen Xu, is the person I love with all my heart, and is a person worthy of my love.

Liu Xuan back then, Shen Xu now...

Those past events are vivid in my mind.

When Shen Xu needed him the most, when Liu Xuan stepped forward, when those passionate words resounded across the campus, what was he doing?

Liu Xuan threw the microphone heavily to the ground, and walked towards Shen Xu with a confident smile.

In the boiling campus, he stood in the line expressionlessly, never looking back, unmoved.

He personally let go of Shen Xu's hand.

Closing his eyes, he lowered his head and squeezed the space between his brows.

Those memories were equally painful for him.

After sorting it out bit by bit, he gradually understood the importance of Liu Xuan to Shen Xu.

What he didn't do, Liu Xuan did for him.

This love can't be exhausted even if Shen Xu's life is exhausted.

And he is not qualified to destroy it.

Not qualified.

If he gave up this clue, what else would he do to save Shen Xu?

The rich family won't let him out of prison alive.

Wanchen, give up!For Shen Xu, there is only one dead end.

Leaning back in the chair, he stared at the ceiling unconsciously.

This lawsuit seems to have become a redundant farce, win or lose, the outcome will not change.

The real way to save Shen Xu ----

Wan Chen, don't be stupid, if you have something to do with Shen Xu, can you still sit in the position of vice president?

so----

bet his life

is it worth it

Walking to the bookcase, I placed my finger in a familiar place, and found the photo in the book.

He and Shen Xu, the only photo.

Impulsive and crazy, they were deprived of their smiles at the same time.

The pain that was frozen in the photo reminded him of what he had ruined every time he opened it.

His fingers touched the young face and stroked it lightly, as if the man's voice sounded in his ears.

Wan Chen,

In the future, Shen Xu once promised a future, an ordinary life, family understanding, and simple happiness.

But now, nothing can be achieved.

They have been unable to turn back.

Shen Xu, Shen Xu, if I promise you a future now, are you still willing to accept it?

Shen Xu...

A day later, Wan Chen met Kang Lin in a coffee shop, and asked him for help straight to the point without any nonsense.

After hearing his plan, Kang Lin's eyes widened in disbelief, "What the hell are you trying to do?!!!"

Wan Chen said calmly: "This is a last resort, I won't use it unless it is absolutely necessary."

Kang Lin shook his head, "You must be crazy, Wan Chen, it won't do you any good, even if you have any ideas, it's too hasty now."

Wan Chen understands this point better than him, but --- what happened to Shen Xu happened too suddenly, he had to take this dangerous step.

Although it can't be said that it is thoughtful, one day is enough for him to think about many things.

The next day, Ke Qiwei took the initiative to come to his office.

"If you want to go crazy, I can accompany you to go crazy for a while, which is beneficial and harmless to the Ke family. But if you want to bring down the entire Rongjing with the power of you and the Ke family alone, aren't you too far-fetched? Or, What kind of backing do you have?" Ke Qiwei has never been stupid, he is so similar to Wan Chen that he can see through his thoughts many times, "I can only think of this one from BIC, but I don't think His old man will be so kind to help you. Even if it is profitable, the risk is too great, and he will hurt himself if he hurts the enemy, will he do this?"

Wan Chen: "He will, and I will find a way to get him to agree. What you need to do is to be his strong backing. I don't want to see the picture of defecting at the last moment, Ke Qiwei," his eyes were firm with With a majesty that cannot be ignored, put it on the man opposite, "I will trust you for the last time."

That night, he waited outside Wen's house for Wen Xuan who had returned late.

He didn't care what kind of ridicule he received, he didn't care about kneeling and pleading without dignity, he didn't care about waiting all night in the cold winter night.

The next day, Wen Xuan with delicate makeup stood in front of him.

A slap in the face for a promise.

He owed her all the time, and in the end, he was still using her.

Years later, someone asked him, is it worth it?

He answered his question with a smile.

He already doesn't care if it's worth it or not.

Some things became instinctive and he had to do them.

As long as he can live, as long as he can see him again, that's enough.

Three days later, Yan Gang came to the detention center alone.

Shen Xu with a haggard face sat across from him and listened to his words silently.

"He wants me to tell you that he won't bring up Liu Xuan again, and everything will be according to your wishes. But, Shen Xu, he wants you to trust him no matter what, and trust him again. No matter how long the sentence will be, please persevere , hold on, he will save you, he will definitely save you. Shen Xu, no matter how long it takes, he will wait for you."