[comprehensive] empathy

He'll be fine by himself... what! "Ning Yuan was surprised, and couldn't help but think in his heart, [You can say this kind of unscrupulous words! Masturbating another man's body, isn't it no different from being gay.]

Suddenly hearing Ning Yuan's innermost thoughts, Kaneki, who was ridiculed for losing his integrity, felt an arrow shot in his knee.

"If you don't want to masturbate, then forget it."

"No—" Ning Yuan was just thinking about it. In fact, this guy with very poor self-control, his body's need for pleasure, made him change his mind within a minute.

After unbuttoning his pants, Kaneki was also a little nervous, Ning Yuan stretched out his hand, and half an hour later, the two of them had a great time.Then prepare to go to school as if nothing happened.

As a result, we walked to the bus station.

Kaneki: "...forgot to bring a backpack."

Both of them are confused...

Ning Yuan; "..."

The two returned home quickly, put the messy books in their schoolbags, and Ning Yuan, who caught a glimpse of the name of the book, asked casually, "So your name is Jin Muyan!"

"En." With a soft reply, Jin Mu realized that since yesterday, he has not told Ning Yuan's name until now.And Ning Yuan did not tell his name.Thinking of the days in Ning Yuan's body, Jin Mu decided to pretend that he didn't know Ning Yuan, "What about you? What's your name?"

"My name is Ning Yuan." Ning Yuan opened the door and walked out.After thinking for a while, he added, "Ningyuan, who is peaceful and far away. You should know."

Kaneki, who often reads various books, has seen this word.

The two chatted all the way, and the embarrassment that was originally caused by the morning wave incident dissipated a lot. When they arrived at school, the two felt much closer to each other.

Walking into the classroom following Jin Mu's instructions, Ning Yuan suddenly felt a pain in his shoulder, and an energetic complaint sounded in his ears, "Why did you honor my appointment yesterday."

Ning Yuan turned his head and saw a very handsome blond boy looking at him with dissatisfaction.Presumably this person is the one who called him yesterday.What is the name displayed on the phone.

"Yingliang." Kaneki's reminder sounded at the right time.

Ning Yuan was stunned for a moment, then came back to his senses, and said apologetically to the blond boy, "I'm sorry, Yingliang. I have something to do yesterday."

The blond boy named Yingliang smiled heartily, "There is nothing Kaneki can do about it."

Hearing Jin Mu's reminder to smile, Ning Yuan squeezed out an apologetic smile at the right time.Ying Liang moved closer to Ning Yuan suspiciously, leaned very close, and stared at his eyes carefully, "How do I feel, Jin Mu, you are a bit strange today."

"Yes...is there?" Ning Yuan's cold sweat broke down immediately, and he kept smiling, looking back at Ying Liang suspiciously.

Ying Liang retreated back, and smiled triumphantly, "Kanimu who is teasing you, it's not easy to hide from me. A few days ago you were holding the book and blushing all over your face. I know, you must have gone on a date yesterday."

Ning Yuan was surprised, and Ying Liang patted his shoulder vigorously, "There's nothing to be sorry for breaking the appointment, but it's so embarrassing not to tell me!"

"Really?" Ning Yuan turned his head and smiled, the two talked for a while, and then went to class.Thinking of what Yingliang said, Ning Yuan was a bit tangled and asked in his heart, "Do you really have someone you like?"

Kaneki was silent for a long time on this question, and finally answered, "I don't even know what kind of person she is, that kind of liking is too pale."

It turned out to be a crush.Ning Yuan, who understood in an instant, had a feeling of sympathy, and comforted, "It's okay, I know how you feel, I also have people I like, and I have a crush on them too. But..."

Hearing Ning Yuan sighed slightly and stopped talking, Jin Mu, who could feel Ning Yuan's emotions, naturally knew who he liked.Because every time Ning Yuan heard that person's name, the joy and happiness in his heart would become particularly subtle.He still remembered that his mood disgusted the man named Gilgamesh, and made the man who called himself Yinsang complain for a long time.

However, what happened when Ning Yuan fell asleep later made Jin Mu want to advise him not to like Wei Lan, because that kind of love is as pale and ridiculous as he likes Li Shi. When she exists, all love will turn into an empty tide, flooding the heart and suffocating people.It's hard, it's hard.

However, after opening his mouth, Jin Mu thought about the current situation, but he didn't say anything.

The university classes here are similar to those in China, but Ning Yuan didn't realize until he was studying that this place turned out to be Japan.Because the language dialogue is too natural, and the characters are too familiar, Ning Yuan has never noticed it.

The one-day class is very tight, Ning Yuan is only responsible for sitting, and Jin Mu is responsible for listening.At the end of the day, Ning Yuan didn't feel too tired.Packed up the schoolbag, yawned boredly and left the classroom with Yingliang. Yingliang waved him and bid him farewell, "Kaneki, go back first. I'm going to find Senior Nishio."

"En." Ning Yuan nodded subconsciously, and was about to say goodbye to Ying Liang when he was interrupted by Kaneki's harsh voice, "Don't let him get in touch with Nishio!"

The tone was so excited that Ning Yuan was taken aback for a moment, and he asked Ying Liang, "Senior Nishio? What did you find him for?"

Yingliang raised his eyebrows, and said strangely, "Kaneki, do you know Senior Nishio? He is a senior I know, and he is very nice. I wanted to find a chance for you to get to know him."

Ning Yuan lowered his head and thought for a moment, then tentatively said, "Are you going to find him now? I wanted to have dinner with you."

Yingliang scratched his head, "Next time, I have an appointment with Senior Nishio today. Otherwise, you can come with me. It's a good time to introduce you to each other."

[what to do? ] Ning Yuan made a thoughtful expression and asked Jin Mu in his heart.

Kaneki thought for a while, and replied decisively, "Tell Yingliang that he is a ghoul."

[Ghoul? ] Ning Yuan, who just came here, still doesn't know what a ghoul is.

Jin Mu didn't want Ning Yuan to know this kind of thing at first, "You can tell Yingliang as I said."

"En." Ning Yuan responded, and according to Jin Mu's instructions, he pulled Ying Liang to a corner under Ying Liang's puzzled eyes.

The school after school was very quiet. The two stood by the window, and the sunlight that shone on them was slowly covered by dark clouds. Ying Liang listened to Ning Hua's narration without saying a word, followed by His words and eyes changed slightly.

"...That's what happened yesterday, because they were too focused on fighting, so they couldn't find me. Nishio-senpai is a ghoul, and it would be very dangerous to contact him."

Under the dark clouds, Ning Yuan and Jin Mu couldn't see Ying Liang's expression clearly. After a while, under Ning Yuan's uneasy mood, Ying Liang smiled slowly and asked worriedly. "Are you injured? Such a big thing happened, and you didn't tell me until now. Well, I know, and I promise that I will never come into contact with Senior Nishio."

Ning Yuan and Jin Mu breathed a sigh of relief.

Watching Ying Liang reject Senior Nishio, and having dinner with Ying Liang again, at night, Ning Yuan and Ying Liang waved goodbye and walked back home under the setting sun.

While taking a shower, Ning Yuan had huge doubts about what Jin Mu said this afternoon, "Are there really ghouls in this world? This matter is like something in a movie."

Jin Mu tried to divert his attention, "Yes, so, you'd better not go out at night."

Ning Yuan nodded, and sighed, "I really don't know how there are such monsters in the world. Cannibalism sounds really scary."

Jin Mu said lightly, "This is what most people think, but ghouls are also sad creatures."

Ning Yuan heard that there were too many different things in it, and he didn't ask Jin Mu why he thought so?How did you know that Senior Nishio is a ghoul?After taking a shower, he finished wiping his hair under Kaneki's urging, and begged pitifully, "Let's play computer for a while, just for a while!!"

Kaneki: "..."

"Okay, just for a while! You have to go to bed before 9 o'clock." Jin Mu said helplessly. Following his words, Ning Yuan's joyful emotions also slammed into his heart. Jin Mu couldn't help chuckling, choosing this way The choice is right.If he became a ghoul, Ning Yuan's heart would probably be full of despair.

Kaneki's side is warm and natural, but something is wrong with Yingliang who parted with them. The street lights shone on his face, and he lost the smile he used to. The noisy crowd passed by, and suddenly, the beep rang. He reached out and took out his mobile phone. Seeing Senior Xiwei displayed on it, he picked it up and put it to his ear. His words were dissipated in the lively crowd.

"I'm sorry...something happened."

"Yesterday... one day... sorry to bother you..."

☆、B World 02

Kaneki looked forward to the next day's life with joy. In his opinion, not turning into a ghoul was the luckiest thing in the world.The soul of the body has a smile that he doesn't know, and he and Ning Yuan are relaxed in his heart to welcome the upcoming ordinary daily life together.

But will the world be so kind to people?

No, fate is like a ruthless executioner. When Jin Mu and Ning Yuan, who were late because of playing, came to the school, they found that the whole school was filled with grief.

They didn't care about their lateness, all the people gathered around the playground, the faint light of the sun was covered by dark clouds, the wind was blowing bitingly, the whole weather looked gloomy and cold.

Dazed Ning Yuan saw Ying Liang standing outside the crowd. His face was pale and frustrated, and his whole body seemed to have suffered a huge blow. There, looking decadently at the place surrounded by the crowd.

For some reason, Ning Yuan felt a little uneasy.He stepped forward, looking at Yingliang with a hint of worry in his eyes.Before the words in his mouth could be uttered, Yingliang's eyes swept over. As if he was suddenly stimulated, he grabbed Ning Yuan's collar at once, his eyes were full of anger and grief, "Who the hell are you? You It's not Jinmu, Jinmu never speaks in your tone, who are you and why..." Jinmu seemed to cry, "Why do you know..."

Yingliang's words dissipated in his throat, his eyes were already moist, he knelt down weakly, and the suppressed cry gradually sounded.

Ning Yuan was even more at a loss than Jin Mu, Yingliang's words made him feel like a thief who was out of place, taking away Jin Mu's body and causing his friend to be like this.

"Why are you so sad? It's just a ghoul." An old and weird voice sounded from outside the two, and Ning Yuan looked over subconsciously. The man was carrying a silver-gray box, his back was slightly bent, and his face seemed to be lost Like a dehydrated apple, her hair is disheveled and pale.At this time, he smiled maliciously and said to Yingliang, "I really want to thank you. If it weren't for you, this ghoul would probably be ignored by us."

After speaking, he walked away with the tall man behind him.

Ning Yuan's eyes left the old man, and glanced slightly at the man behind him, just in time to see a flash of disapproval in his eyes.

Ning Yuan was taken aback for a moment, didn't agree?What does he disagree with?Do you disagree with Yingliang's crying?Disagree that they feel bad for ghouls.

Slightly cold drops of water fell from the sky, Ning Yuan raised his head, and more drops of water hit his face, pattering, and soon it began to rain lightly.In the distance, the crowd slowly dispersed. Ning Yuan looked over there and saw a woman crying hoarsely in front of a photo. It seemed that the rain in the sky was not as much as her tears. She cried like that Desperate, so hard, so desperate.

Ning Yuan set his eyes on the photo in front of the woman.

"Nishio..." Kaneki murmured in his mind.

Ning Yuan's pupils widened suddenly, he had an impression of the name.

This name is exactly the ghoul that Kaneki Ken said yesterday, the person that Ying Liang should not touch.

The rain wet Yingliang's hair, and the face where the water was dripping. He didn't know whether it was tears or rain. He lowered his head, and Ning Yuan couldn't see his eyes clearly. Already."

Ning Yuan didn't know how to comfort him, he could only act like a fool, standing helplessly between the desperate and grief-stricken woman and his lost friend.

[Is this also an option?I chose Yingliang, and Nishio died...]

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The rain was getting heavier and heavier, Ning Yuan looked at Ying Liang with a towel on his head, and he reached out and handed him the hot drink he bought.Yingliang was silent for a while, and finally reached out to take it.

"What's going on?" Ning Yuan sat next to him, holding another cup of hot drink in his hand, and said, "This is not what I want to ask, but what Jin Mu wants to ask. He said that if you don't believe it, just say that your yellow Hair is dyed, your favorite book is *****"

Yingliang's voice was hoarse, "I was with Senior Nishio the day before yesterday."

Ning Yuan paused, neither he nor Jin Mu made a sound.

Yingliang continued, "After we separated from you yesterday, I went to the library to look up how to identify ghouls... and then I met those two people."

Ning Yuan listened to what happened to Yingliang yesterday. On the surface, Yingliang was an optimistic and generous person, but in fact he was a gentle and careful person. He never said what he found, and he always figured it out silently. , silently understand you, silently care.

According to his explanation, the tone of everyone's speech is different, and the tone of a person has changed, and that person is still his good friend, and he knows it as soon as he meets.Careful and smart, he didn't say it.He was going to investigate silently.But when he found an excuse to follow Ning Yuan, he was told that his excuse was that Senior Xiwei was a ghoul.He felt that the change of his friend might have something to do with Senior Nishio and the ghoul. After parting with Ning Yuan, he went to the library to check some information about ghouls.

However, he didn't expect that he met the investigator who thought he was weird, and he didn't expect that Senior Nishio, whom she doubted was really a ghoul, met by chance at night with Senior Nishio, so this happened.

"Then why did you expose me all of a sudden?" According to Yingliang's personality, he should endure it and find out all the truth by himself.

"Maybe it's because your worried eyes look so much like Kaneki, I took you for him for a moment." Yingliang pulled off the towel on his head and covered his eyes, "So, I don't know what happened at that moment, I was very angry , just said it."

Ning Yuan understood that mood, he didn't speak, he listened silently to the silent voice in his mind, not knowing how Jin Mu felt.

"Don't worry, instead of worrying about me, I worry about you more." Sensing Ning Yuan's mood, Jin Mu said, "You are not alone, you still have me, you can rely on me."

The occurrence of this kind of thing touched Ning Yuan's heart. Jin Mu felt the loneliness of being a ghoul, so he couldn't help but make this promise for Ning Yuan.

Ning Yuan smiled slightly, but he didn't speak. He pulled the towel off Yingliang's face, looked into his eyes, and promised earnestly, "He will come back."

Yingliang put on his usual expression, and the pain was suppressed in his heart. He turned his head away from Ning Yuan's gaze, and smiled at the sunshine who didn't know when he appeared, "You and Jinmu must know each other. I know everything about you." Just ask. As long as Kaneki comes back and gives me an answer."

Ning Yuan nodded.

Yingliang turned around, smiled brightly and sunny, and put his arms around Ning Yuan's neck, "Go, accompany me to ask for leave."

The figures of Ning Yuan and Ying Liang gradually disappeared in the corridor. In the shadow of the corridor, a woman with red eyes leaned quietly against the wall.

The author has something to say: Thank you for the landmines on Friday, thank you for the grenades of memories~

☆、B World 03

Because of the matter of Senior Nishio, Ning Yuan felt a little lost. In contrast, Kaneki's emotions were not so obsessed. He felt Ning Yuan's emotions, and his heart was even cuddly. The distance between heart and heart was so close, as if All the negativity dissipates in it.

Jin Mu comforted Ning Yuan gently with each sentence.The two used one's body to walk back step by step.The sun gradually sinks.The darkness of the night slowly enveloped.Jin Mu didn't like this kind of night, and his keen nerves thought of some kind of fearful creature, so he urged Ning Yuan to go home quickly.

Ning Yuan walked between the alleys of the street, his eyes seemed to be moving in the darkness, the bright street lights gave him a little comfort, and occasionally a few pedestrians passed by, his uneasiness gradually overwhelmed his heart.

Jin Mu didn't dare to relax, but he didn't want to increase Ning Yuan's fear, so he could only pretend to be relaxed, and talked with Ning Yuan.

If it wasn't for delivering homework to Yingliang today, he wouldn't have come back so late. ,

Jin Mu thought so in his heart, suddenly, a woman's indistinct cry for help came from the box on the left.Ning Yuan subconsciously regarded it as a world without ghouls, and took out his mobile phone to call the police.But Jin Mu's stern words suddenly came to mind, "Run."

Ning Yuan suddenly remembered that there were terrifying existences like ghouls in this world, and subconsciously backed away, but before he came and ran, he felt a sound of cold air behind him, and he reflexively dodged to the side, half of his face As soon as it hurt, blood gurgled from the cheeks.

Ning Yuan couldn't help but let out a cry of pain, his cheeks were burning hot, and they were definitely swollen.But he didn't have time to yell out over the pain, there was a piercing sound, and the opponent swung a stick over again.Under Jin Mu's anxious dodging sound, Ning Yuan's great fear made his skills agile, and dodging the stick again, Ning Yuan quickly retreated into the alley behind, widening the distance between the two sides.

The moonlight shone slightly, and at this time, Ning Yuan also saw clearly who was attacking him.

It was the woman who cried bitterly at Xiwei's funeral. At this time, she had disheveled hair, a baseball bat in her hand, and her eyes were fixed on the embarrassed Ning Yuan.

Her expression is crazy and sad, her eyes are fragile and paranoid, and her whole body is telling her accusation, her despair, her nothingness, her loneliness, and her life without love.

Ning Yuan stepped back. He supported the wall, trying to stop his dizzy head, and looked at the woman with blurred eyes, as if she was walking towards him step by step.The baseball screeched as it dragged on the ground.

"Ning Yuan, run!" Jin Mu's sober reminder sounded in his mind, and the blood slowly flowing down his cheeks made him a little more sober.Ning Yuan retreated in embarrassment.Jin Mu anxiously reminded him, "This alley is a dead end with a wall!"

Ning Yuan's ears also started to hurt, intermittently, in the midst of these pains, he tried his best to concentrate on distinguishing Jinmu's voice.

"Hide to the right!" Trying to make his body listen to Jin Mu's emotional command.The baseball bat grazed the bridge of his nose, Ning Yuan almost tripped, and the woman's overstretched figure passed by.Jin Mu's anxious command sounded again, "Run forward!"

Ning Yuan endured the severe pain in his head and Wang Qian ran. As a result, he felt a pain in his chest before taking two steps. His body seemed to lose all strength in an instant. He looked down slightly, but saw a red thing pierced through own heart.

He fell to the ground with a loud bang, Jinmu's call of collapse rang in his ears, Ning Yuan opened his eyelids hard, and from the corner of his eyes, he saw the shoes gradually approaching him in the distance, and the man's specious words, "... ...It's just... I didn't expect..."

The weird voice rang in his ears, and Ning Yuan couldn't hold on, and finally closed his eyes.And when the darkness was completely shrouded, he was still thinking, if Kaneki could control his body, it would be great, then the voice that rang in his ears must have looked like he was about to cry, what a pity.

"It's just a meal, and there are so many delicious foods coming out to bother me. Are you eager for me to eat you?"

The greedy voice of the ghoul rang in his ears, feeling the feeling of his own flesh being bitten off piece by piece, Jin Mu in his body smiled lowly, and only at this second, he was glad that Ning Yuan was dead, and would not die again. Have any feeling anymore.

But why, why did it become like this.

Why do you have to suffer this fate after becoming a human being?

It's so unfair, why are there so many humans, why are they, but him and Ning Yuan?

Warm tears flowed out of the tightly closed eye sockets slowly, the heart has gradually become cold, and the body has been slowly eaten away.Finally, Kaneki also slowly closed his eyes.

After waking up again, Jin Mu found himself standing, with a mirror in front of him, and his familiar face was reflected on it, with his familiar expression on it, he was almost in tears, listening to Ning Yuan talking about that A sentence that I never cared about. "this is not me……"

The sunlight outside the window shone fiercely into the cold room, half of his own face was covered, as if he was gently embraced by the sun.That kind of temperature is like Ning Yuan's feeling in his body.

When he died, it was so cold, his flesh and blood were eaten away, his heart was broken, he lay motionless on the ground, the ground was icy, Ning Yuan closed his eyes, he could control his body, he found that the temperature of Ning Yuan’s existence became It was cold, and he wanted to hug him and warm him back, but he couldn't move.

Why is there such an ending? Why should it end with Ning Yuan's pain and fear?Obviously, he has become a human being.

"This is me!" Kaneki suppressed his emotions, greedily staring at the person in the mirror, and said softly.

Ning Yuan was stunned for a moment, as if he didn't expect that there was another person in his body, and then he heard Jin Mu say, "Can you hug me?"

Ning Yuan was suspicious in the mirror, but he still crossed his hands and made a posture of hugging himself with his body.

Feeling such a weird posture, Kaneki smiled softly, silently thinking in his heart that, going back to the beginning of everything, he would definitely change the fate of the two of them.

The author has something to say: Ghouls, from the second week of death, there won’t be too many, because it’s considered fast

28B World 04

Jin Mu was immersed in this rare and peaceful atmosphere, and just as he remembered, the mobile phone on the bed began to beep, vibrating and buzzing as if urging something, Ning Yuan froze for a moment, paradoxical in his mind A similar image flashed across, he hesitated to walk to the bed, Kaneki reminded him in time and let him answer the phone.

Different from the last time, Jin Mu changed his mind this time. He asked Ning Yuan to agree to Ying Liang's invitation, but changed the place.

Jin Mu really never wanted to see the person who changed all his destiny.Quickly told Ning Yuan about his situation, Jin Mu rushed the ducks to the shelves and asked Ning Yuan to go out quickly.

Ning Yuan was walking on a strange road in another world. There was an unnatural restraint in his pretended calm expression. He didn't know what was going on. Ever since he woke up, there was a lingering pain in his head. From faint to obvious now.As for Ning Yuan's difficulty, Kaneki didn't notice, all his mind was thinking about how to get the best of both worlds, so that Yingliang would not be eaten by Nishio, and Nishio would not die.

Following Ning Yuan to the temporarily decided meeting place, in the distance, Jin Mu saw the familiar face of his friend from a distance, and Jin Mu suddenly remembered that his friend once said that a person's tone of voice and expression will have subtle differences, And it is precisely because of this subtle difference that friends can distinguish him from Ning Yuan.

That is to say, if Ning Yuan and Ying Liang meet, wouldn't it be...

No, stopped Ning Yuan's footsteps, Jin Mu frowned, and couldn't help thinking that it would be great if he could control his body.And just when he had this idea, Jin Mu found that the control of his body had returned.

what happened?

Jin Mu stood blankly on the street, unable to feel Ning Yuan's mood, he couldn't help calling his name anxiously, wanting to confirm his existence.

But at this time, the headache became more and more severe, his eyes felt blurred, and his eyelids were so sleepy that he almost couldn't open them.Hearing Jin Mu's anxious and worried calls, he didn't care about guessing how Jin Mu knew his name, he braced himself and replied, "I'm so sleepy, I need to sleep for a while."

After finishing speaking, it was as if the phone that had been disconnected suddenly was connected again, and Jin Mu felt Ning Yuan's painful emotions at the last second before he fell into a coma.

Because of this second's emotions, Jin Mu became very flustered. Thinking of the moment of Ning Yuan's death in horror, his breath suddenly suffocated. He quickly used Ning Yuan's sleep to comfort himself, so that those growing negative emotions would slow down. Slow down.

Taking a deep breath, he looked at his friend who was bored waiting for him in the distance, and he didn't care so much. Taking advantage of the control of his body now, he hurried forward to join Yingliang.

Regarding Kaneki's late arrival, Yingliang jokingly said something, "I waited for a long time, and then said nothing."

According to Yingliang after Nishio's death, in fact, he and Nishio-senpai were not very familiar with each other, that is, when he didn't attend the appointment, the two of them officially met.And Kaneki got this information, regarding the matter of Nishio, with the previous failure case, Kaneki decided not to take the confession route, he wanted to go to the appointment, and cut off the opportunity for the acquaintance between Nishio and Yingliang.

So, this time when I went to the appointment with Yingliang, Kaneki pretended that nothing happened, and continued to eat and drink with his friends as usual, discussing some useless topics.He casually chatted with Yingliang, maybe it was his illusion, but he always felt that the surprised look on Yingliang's face appeared quite frequently today.

Maybe even Kaneki himself didn't realize it.He is completely different from before. He used to care about other people's eyes, shy, cowardly, and gentle.But now he is calm and calm, not to mention looking at each other, his eyes have a feeling of ignoring people.Others might not notice it, but to Ying Liang who grew up with him, it was simply too obvious.

Because he was worried about Ning Yuan, Jin Mu spent the day with Ying Liang absent-mindedly, and sent Ying Liang home before dark, thinking that there would be no major problems this time, Jin Mu hurried back home.

Pacing around the room non-stop, Jin Mu was so annoyed that he didn't even want to eat, he kept paying attention to the movement in his body until the sun completely set and he had finished taking a bath, but Ning Yuan still didn't move.And when he kept tossing and turning on the bed and couldn't fall asleep, Ning Yuan made a slight sound, which relieved the restless Jin Mu.

Regardless of his sleepy eyes, he quickly asked, "How is it? What happened this morning?"

Speaking of this, Ning Yuan was also a little confused, "I don't know why, I just feel a very special headache."

Ning Yuan spat out these words naturally, but Ning Yuan was stunned when he said them. When did he become so familiar with the original owner of this body?

I don't know that Ning Yuan was puzzled, but Jin Mu's heart jumped, he had a headache, why did he have a headache?Could it be that Ning Yuan, like himself, returned to the beginning after death, but lost his memory.

Otherwise, how to explain it would cause a sudden headache.

Regarding this guess, Jin Mu was not at all happy in his heart. Instead, he felt that this was not good at all, because he didn't want Ning Yuan to experience such a thing as death.He hoped that Ning Yuan's heart could always maintain that kind of warmth, and that was enough.

Ning Yuan, who had slept all day, did not feel sleepy at all, and the emotions he conveyed were full of energy.But he didn't speak because he didn't want to disturb Kaneki.Because of that guess, Kaneki didn't feel sleepy at all.He opened his eyes, even if he didn't speak, just stay with him like this.I don't want Ning Yuan to be the same as when he died. Even if he opened his eyes, he saw nothing but darkness.

This is the case with Jinmu and Ning Yuan. They stayed up most of the night. Ning Yuan could not talk at first, but found that Jinmu didn't intend to sleep at all, so the two chatted one after another. I find it very interesting, because he can guess Ning Yuan's answer.It wasn't until dawn that the two couldn't stand it any longer, so they fell asleep with smiles on their faces.

As the sun rose in the morning, Jin Mu thought that today would be a good start, stayed away from the world, avoided becoming a ghoul, and everything in his life was back on track.Although he only slept for two or three hours, his sleepy body was exhausted, but Kaneki was full of anticipation for today.

He was still in control of his body, smiling and sharing food with Ning Yuan in his body. However, before he arrived at school, he heard the news broadcast on TV, saying that near xx, he found a body that had been half-eaten by a ghoul. corpse.

Jin Mu didn't pay attention, this kind of useless information passed by his ears slightly, without leaving a trace, but he turned his eyes slightly, and the familiar clothes he accidentally caught made him turn his head back instantly.

This is Ying's clothes.

The beautiful face of the announcer almost occupied the entire screen, and Jin Mu stared intently at the photo next to the announcer, which showed a horrific corpse with its arms and chest torn off, exposing the dense bones, thighs One is missing, the blood almost stained the whole red clothes, although the face of the character is mosaic, but just like what Ying Liang said, that is the person who grew up with me, how could I do not know him.

Kaneki almost didn't even have the strength to stand up.

how so?Didn't Nishio and Yingliang have no contact with each other?

how so? ! ! ! ! !Why is this happening! ! ! ! ! !

Jinmu's black pupils were almost black, the smile in his eyes was frozen in darkness, his eyes were bottomless, and his expression was frozen. His whole body was like a pool of unbearable water, full of paranoia and cruelty.His head was full of anger and mourning, he ran from fast to fast, and ran to Xiwei's room almost like crazy.

Maybe it's because Nishio is a ghoul and he never cared when it came to locking doors.So Kaneki easily opened the door of Xiwei's room with a click, and the crisp sound of opening the door awakened Jinmu's sanity, and Ning Yuan's anxious voice was also heard.

His hand on the doorknob trembled slightly, his expression loosened, his eyes seemed to cry, he called to regain his sanity, as human beings, he and Nishio had no strength to fight at all, and he went in, only to die in vain .

But just let the murderer who killed Yingliang go?The unbearable grief and pain surged, almost drowning Jinmu. After his parents passed away one after another, Yingliang was not only his most important friend, but also his most important relative. Knowing this, Yingliang developed that kind of sensitive, careful, considerate character.

However, Yingliang is dead now.

His whole body was trembling slightly, the grief in his chest almost drowned him, the murderous desire kept expanding, but more, he hated himself.

In the original world, Yingliang shouldn't have died.

"Are you okay?" Ning Yuan's worried mood passed through his layer upon layer of negative emotions and passed directly to the bottom of his heart. Jin Mu raised his head, his eyes were full of bloodstains, he thought of the difference between himself and Nishio, and thought of Ning Yuan The agony of death, his eyes closed tightly, his hand hanging limply from the doorknob.

Turning around depressingly, Kaneki was not far away, and silently picked up the phone.

This was his fault from the very beginning. There is no such thing as the best of both worlds in the world. As Li Shi said, the trajectory of life is one choice after another. Compromise and give up like him.He had given up on Yingliang since he wanted him to live Nishio.

Since he chose to become a human from the beginning, why did he still feel lost for the death of Nishio with the feelings of his previous life?