Brother, I'm pregnant!

Every night and the morning after his cloud and rain, I always lean on the pillow and look at his sleeping face. I don’t know whether what I really insist on is right or wrong. This worry-free sleeping face is priceless. But it shouldn't be something I can have.

"I'm really sorry for doing this again."

I gently stroked his brown hair with my hand, but I didn't realize that he opened his eyes slightly and stared at me with soft eyes. I froze for a moment, and found that he didn't seem to hear what I just said With those words, he immediately breathed a sigh of relief.

He sat up, touched the back of his head with some blank eyes, then leaned his head on my shoulder, and whispered in my ear: "I... still want to sleep." I put my hands on his back Come on, with a helpless smile, "No, I have to go to class today."

He lay lightly on my shoulder, and suddenly increased the strength of his body, causing me to fall backwards and fall heavily on the bed, but I could also feel Tong Zheqing leaning tightly on my chest, his body trembling a little.

"I had a dream."

I watched his disturbed eyelashes twitch twice, showing a hesitant look. I couldn't help being curious, what kind of dream could make him show such a disturbed expression?

I patted his head and asked, "What dream did you have?"

Immediately, I felt that the hands that hugged me were even stronger, almost trying to squeeze out my internal organs.

"I dreamed that a man took you away." He said heavily, and I couldn't help but burst out laughing.

"I'm not a child, and I was abducted by a strange uncle!" I pursed my lips in dissatisfaction and complained in a funny tone, but Tong Zheqing's face did not improve because of this, and I felt a little annoyed by this, so I lowered my voice She kissed Tong Zhuqing lightly on one cheek.

"What's more...is there any other place I can go besides you?"

Tong Zheqing's shoulders slowly relaxed, and he said softly, "I'm sorry for saying such things suddenly."

Tong Zheqing looks very weird today, but I can only look at him in a daze like this, and I can't even say a good word or a comforting word, and I feel a little guilty in my heart.

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During the lunch break, Li Peiyu and I went to enjoy lunch on the roof, and unknowingly chatted about what happened on the day of the school celebration, and I unexpectedly found that when I mentioned Mr. Xia's name, Li Peiyu's face froze instantly.

That behavior was very weird, and I rarely see Li Peiyu with such a vacillating attitude, I finally couldn't hold back my temper when I saw his fugue, and asked firmly, "Could it be that you had a fight with Mr. Zilu?"

I can only say that Li Peiyu is also a person who has everything written on his face. When I asked this question, he was really dumbfounded for a while, but he still pretended to be calm, and kept shaking his head and said: "There is no quarrel, haha!"

I stared at his face for a long time, until his face became hot.

"Hey! I'll just say no, even if you look at me like this, I won't tell you that Mr. Zilu is..." As he spoke, he suddenly covered his mouth and blushed.

"Mr. Zilu, he...?" I tried my best to draw clues from him, but I think that even if I don't use too much brain power for Li Peiyu, he will probably tell the matter unknowingly. come out.

But to see him covering his mouth seriously this time, it was really an incredible thing, and it made him so cautious.

"Okay, if you don't tell me, then I'll guess based on your face." I said slyly, and Li Peiyu's face was very green at this time, as if he knew that this trick would definitely work, and I touched my chin thoughtfully , Straight: "Did you fight with him?"

Li Peiyu remained calm, just looked at me straight, I immediately knew that the answer was wrong, oh yes, that's right, if he really had a fight with Mr. Xia, he should be in the hospital now.

"Then... Could it be that you... fell in love with him?" I thought that everything related to violence could not be related to Li Peiyu. The only thought left in my mind was this. Although I knew it was impossible, I still tried. try it.

Li Peiyu took a deep breath, and a trace of trauma suddenly appeared on his face. The expression changed so quickly that even I was taken aback.

"...I won't like him." Li Peiyu said with a sad face. Normally, he would have hit me hard on the back and said, "I like that guy? I can't do it! The class next door is Shining Liang My sister is my food!"

Too bad Li Peiyu is no longer "Li Peiyu".

I racked my brains to quickly put the topic aside, but I didn't know what to say.

"Oh...haha, yes, you, your heart is in Xia, Xia Zijie, I know, haha..." People always say that people who can talk are more popular, now I finally know the pain of not being able to speak, even comforting It is as difficult as climbing the sky for a best friend.

Li Peiyu lowered his head, and I stared at him for a long time, but I never thought that his tears would fall like this. As the saying goes, men don’t cry lightly, and today I saw such a resolute and dull person like Li Peiyu. When I cried, I realized that there must be another Xi Qiao in this matter, and this Xi Qiao is really terrible.

"Li Houzi, I also told you my affairs back then, why don't you tell me what's on your mind this time?"

Li Peiyu looked at me with pitiful eyes, hugged me, and cried loudly at me. I couldn't bear to see him crying so virtuously. I took his picture to comfort the child. This kind of gentle movement even I am not used to.

Seeing that Li Peiyu was tired from crying, he gasped and sobbed, and said, "...it's all because of my selfishness."

I put my ear close to his mouth and listened to him muttering to himself. After listening for a long time, I still didn't know what he was talking about.

"...Zi Lu brother should hate me."

I was stunned for a while, then quickly said: "Why would Mr. Zilu hate you? He definitely didn't say that to you."

He just shook his head violently, bit his lips tightly, and looked very painful, "You will hate me after hearing this." He said, and I clenched my fists, and with a snap of my fingers, I chopped Li Peiyu's head. I was a little stunned, and looked at me with puzzled eyes while holding my head in my hands. I squeezed his cheeks and yelled at him: "This is called a blow!"

I sighed lightly and said, "Why do you think I would hate someone?"

He shook his head innocently, looking like a cowering dog, not daring to say anything.

"Let me tell you, what I, Tong Ling, hate the most are people who obviously have something in their heart, but keep pretending to be okay on the surface, and cry in the corner secretly! You, I just beat you to death now, do you know how worried I am?" ?”

Li Peiyu leaned his chin lightly on his knees, feeling a little shaken in his heart, glanced at me, then shifted his gaze to the floor, and said, "The reason why I...have a relationship with Xia Zijie is because of Brother Zilu. .”

Although I was surprised, I could see that he liked Mr. Zilu just now, so I didn't show much surprise on the surface, but just listened quietly to Li Peiyu talking about his thoughts.

"Yesterday at Brother Zilu's house, I saw Brother Zilu sleeping on the sofa... I kissed him on the cheek before I knew it."

Hearing this, I can probably guess the direction of the next plot, and immediately asked: "No way! Is he actually awake?"

This kind of scene often happens in serial dramas. After the heroine secretly kisses the heroine’s sleeping face, she finds that the hero’s face is bigger than a dead fish. Afterwards, even though it’s embarrassing, the hero almost always kisses the heroine back. But look at Li Peiyu’s reaction , the following plot may be unbearable to look back on.

Li Peiyu buried his face in his knees and whispered: "Yes..."

I didn't dare to ask the result, but just stared at him without blinking.

"In the end, he slapped me." As the words fell, Li Peiyu's eyes were full of tears, and more tears flowed from his eyes again, but his face was just staring blankly at the floor, crying silently.But after a closer look, I found that Li Peiyu's eyes were not only red and swollen, but his cheeks were also a little swollen, which was really sad.

I gently embraced him and said, "Maybe he loves his sister too much. Li Peiyu, I'll be honest, you will hurt Zijie if you date Genzijie because of Mr. Zilu, but you like Mr. Zilu." It's not your fault either."

In the first grade, I also comforted Li Peiyu who was broken in love. In the second grade, I comforted Li Peiyu who was broken in love again. The two times Li Peiyu always looked like a broken doll after crying, staring at a place in a daze, but tears flowed down his cheeks uninterruptedly.

I patted Li Peiyu on the back to comfort him.

In the following noon, he hardly spoke, and he never spoke. I always said that Li Peiyu was a monkey with no brains, but this time the monkey looked so sad that he forgot his nature of being playful. How many times he sang against him or made jokes with him, he smiled coldly, no different from a walking dead.

Although I'm really not a articulate guy, I wish I could still pat him on the back silently, sit beside him silently and accompany him.

Hou'er is lovelorn, although the lovelorn monkey is like a docile kitten, but lacks the original vigor, I am most touched by always watching him laughing and smiling by his side.

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That day after school, I rushed home because of a phone call from my biological mother. At that time, my mother’s tone was very low and she was not angry at all. His tone reminded me that my mother's condition is really bad recently.

I called Tong Zheqing and told him that I might have to go home today, and he also said it’s okay, but today his club has to stay to finish the semester homework, so he can’t go back with me. I feel a little lost, but I don't think I'm a child anymore, and it's okay to go home alone.

When I came to the door of the house, I suddenly felt weird. It seemed that there was an extra pair of black leather shoes in the entrance. It probably didn’t belong to my uncle. My uncle usually didn’t get off work until after eight o’clock, so he wouldn’t be at home now.Uneasy in my heart, I took off my shoes, walked slowly into the house, and found that the house was very quiet, there was no sound at all, and just as I was thinking so, I heard footsteps from the corridor, I looked up, Then I found my mother standing at the kitchen door frowning.

She sighed, then beckoned to me, beckoning me to go over, I walked over without thinking much, went into the kitchen and saw a man in a suit sitting on the dining table, with a bright appearance, looking A very rich man, I was stunned for a long time, looking back at my mother, wondering if what happened when I was a child was repeated again?This time I just brought a different man home.

The mother closed her eyes tightly, covered her mouth, her face was very distorted.

"Is it Tong Ling?" The man at the dining table said softly, and then smiled warmly at me.

I paused for a long time, "Yes, I'm Tong Ling." I thought this man was looking for my mother, but I didn't expect that he was looking for me.

The man stood up, walked to my side, gently stroked my cheek, and said softly, "You've grown up, do you remember who I am?"

I stared at the man's face for a long time, and the more I looked at it, the more I realized that the man seemed to be similar... I wanted to break my head, and then I remembered the terrible nightmare in my dream. The mad man cut his arm with a knife , The blood flowed all over the bathtub and spread out in the clear water, like red ink dripping in the water, slowly spreading out.There is also the man who was reprimanded by the woman, and the man who was blamed for ruining the woman's life. The man's face was very similar to the man in front of him, except that there were a few more traces of vicissitudes on his face, and a few gray hairs.

I widened my pupils, grabbed the man's hand regardless of etiquette, and pulled down his sleeve, only to realize that the hand did indeed have the scars left several years ago at night.

I remembered...

That day, he passed out and was sent to the hospital. I was the first to find him passed out in the bathtub. When he went to the hospital, I stayed at home and kept crying because I was scared and felt as if he would never come back.When I was young, I wanted to go to the hospital together, but my mother strangled my neck and pinned me to the ground. Her face was really ferocious, and she rolled her eyes and yelled at me: "Enough! Are you still going to hurt me?" How bad is it!" The neighbor saw my mother choking me and quickly pulled her away, and then I watched my father get into the ambulance with wide eyes, and my mother followed, and the neighbor took me back home. Tell me never to go out.

I stood at the door, looking at the door.

I sat at the door and looked at the door.

I lay in the doorway and looked at the door.

The cold floor made people shiver, but in the end it became warm when I lay down.

But that door was never opened, until the next morning, a woman came home staggering, smelling of alcohol, and laughed wildly as soon as she got home. I didn't dare to speak, but I knew in my heart that my father hadn't come back .

After that, he never came back.

But I always have that bloody bathtub in my mind, and him lying in the bathtub with a bloodless face looking up at the ceiling, and then I can't remember it anymore.

I can't remember my father's face, I can't remember that he existed, I only remember my mother lying on the bed with many people.

Everything was stuffed back into my mind at this moment, like a door that had been dusty all along was suddenly pushed open, and a room that I couldn't walk into was suddenly opened.

I looked at the arm full of bruises, trembling hands, and said, "What did I do wrong?" Before, I was pinched quietly, watching every move of my father quietly, knowing that he I feel sad, but I don't know what to say because I was young, but I have never done anything wrong, why did my mother pinch me, and why did he leave suddenly?

Father closed his eyes and remained silent for a long time.

"sorry."

Although I resent him for saying I'm sorry for settling everything I endured alone when I returned home in the past few years, but now maybe because the environment has changed, I won't be so angry, I just feel helpless.

I sighed and let go of his hand.

He suddenly touched my head and said, "Tong Ling, let's go with Dad."

I looked up at him, his expression didn't look like he was joking at all, he looked at me very seriously.

I was sure I heard it right, but I still asked again out of surprise, "...you said to go with you?" I looked back at my mother's face, and saw her lowered her head and glanced to the side.

"I've discussed it with your adoptive parents, and they agreed," he said.

I don't want that.

You who once abandoned me, now come back when I abandoned you and say that you want me to reconcile with you in turn, but I also have my happiness, not what you say will always be your decision.

I immediately shook off my father's hand, showing a sad expression, looking at my father who was thrown away by me, his face was full of astonishment.

"I don't want it, I absolutely don't want it!"

His face was contorted together, and he grabbed my hand and shouted: "Why? Do you think I will abandon you? I'm sorry, I'm sorry! Dad was wrong before, please go with Dad, okay?"

He grabbed my hand very hard, as if he was afraid of losing something, so he stalked me.

"I want to stay here, why do I have to go with you?" I retorted with all my strength, only to find that his face was getting more and more painful.

"Dad has been watching you for the past few years. I have been waiting for you to come back to me. Your mother has always told me that he will not give you to me! Now she has agreed, and her adoptive mother has also agreed. Tong Ling, don't tell me Don't you love daddy? Why don't you stay with daddy?"

This man might really be my father, but I don't recognize him anymore.

This person in front of me is very extreme, selfish, and even crazy, and I don't want to bear it anymore.

I took my hand away, turned around and ran out the door, while my father behind me yelled hysterically: "Why don't you want me──!"

You, too, never wanted me.

I'm just...protecting myself, I didn't do anything wrong, I just hope that I can continue to stay by Tong Zheqing's side.

What am I doing wrong?

I'm not selfish at all, I just fight for what I want and get taken away again and again.

When I ran out, the darkness had fallen, and I was running wildly, in the street illuminated by moonlight and the orange lights of the roadside street lamps, in the blind alleys without light.

But the nightmare chasing after me never gave up, whether it was a few years ago or now.

It chased me, devoured me, even though I was bruised all over, and the only hope in my mind was to return to the warm side of that person.