[Entertainment] Otome's game

The so-called good teacher and helpful friend are those who can pierce the secret thoughts in the heart of friends, even if it is slightly offensive.Corresponding to good teachers and helpful friends are fox friends and dog friends,? This type will only come up with bad ideas and make things happen, and watching the excitement is not a big deal.What's interesting about Li Xinghe is that he can seamlessly switch between the two.

Just when Song Zishu thought that Li Xinghe was a trustworthy mentor and helpful friend, Li Xinghe, who turned into a good friend in seconds, gave her another bad idea, saying that if she was really confused about whether to fall in love with Gong Yoo, she might as well change someone else.

Li Xing and Hu You can regard Kong Yoo as the ultimate goal of climbing Mount Everest. On the way to the ultimate goal, occasionally build one or two rest stops for themselves,? First find a few people to buffer.If luck is good, the ultimate goal of talking about Gong Yoo no longer exists, then everything will be fine, and she doesn’t have to worry about it. If luck is unlucky, the rest stop will set off the ultimate goal more perfectly, then Song Zishu will not suffer.

Li Xinghe, who put on the scumbag again, put his arms around Song Zishu, with a face that said brothers don't help you, and spread her strange thought that sounds strange but inexplicably reasonable, "Love is like playing games,? The more you play The higher the technology and level, the more powerful the means. I thought you were an advanced player, and you should be an advanced player. But now you have the idea of ​​treating that senior as the ultimate BOSS, so I'm afraid ,? Fear in my heart,? How can I play with others, I default to MISS without using my skills, it is too wrong to lose."

"If you want to challenge that kind of ultimate BOSS, you will have no future if you leapfrog the level to fight monsters, then brush a few higher-level BOSS and use it as a practice hand. The more you practice, the richer your experience, the higher the level, and so on. The fear is not so strong when you meet the ultimate BOSS again. At that time, you will be the one who won the BOSS anyway." Li Xinghe winked at Song Zishu, "Well, this trick sounds very reasonable Let's go~"

Song Zishu wanted to confuse him, where did he get so many scumbag training materials?Is it because I am the king of scum?

Song Zishu, who refused to accept scumbags, didn't want to be the other party's student, so he simply skipped over the disturbing existence of Kong Yoo, and asked Li Xinghe if he wanted to have dinner together. She invited him, and Li Xinghe helped him from yesterday to now. It's a lot of work for her.Li Xinghe said that he would keep the meals first. He has a performance tonight and he will have supper, but she has been busy all day, and she will have to deal with moving things later. Even if there is a moving company, there are some personal items that need to be sorted.He asked Song Zishu to rest today, and make an appointment by phone in two days, anyway, this meal can't be missed.

When the sun was about to set, Li Xinghe left first with a meal appointment that he couldn't escape, to prepare for the evening commercial performance. Song Zishu chose to order takeaway between going out to eat and ordering takeaway, and he was too lazy to bother.The trouble is that her takeaway and the first batch of people who came to move have arrived. She can find a room and close the door to eat alone when the moving company that cleans up outside does not exist, or she can ask the moving company to wait for her to eat Move after dinner.But that's not very polite, Song Zishu, who remained humble and polite in the face of strangers, chose to go downstairs and go out to eat.

takeout?Put it in the refrigerator first and talk about it later.

There are well-known entertainers in this neighborhood, and Song Zishu knew about it before moving, but she made sure that none of the entertainers were her neighbors, not even in the same building.There are rules in the review of owners in high-end residential areas. Whether there are artists in a building or not, the management committee knows where the artists live.If the owner of the house bought a house, he would deliberately avoid it if he minded, and Song Zishu was the one who deliberately avoided it.

But, Song Zishu's luck is not very good, as she told Li Xinghe when she was choosing a house, she has been a little unlucky recently, so this has come true.

In the past two days, I have been with a scumbag, no, it should be said that Song Zishu, who has a close relationship with the prodigal son, met another prodigal son, who was in the community and lived in the same community.

Li Xinghe drove Song Zishu over. Song Zishu's car was still parked at her parents' house and no one came over. Jin Meixiu was busy with a project and couldn't be called. She had to walk out to take a taxi if she wanted to leave the community.Taxis are not allowed to enter the community, and the security of the community is very strict. Passes are required for entry and exit. Even ordinary private cars cannot enter the community, and taxis are even more hopeless.However, no one who can live here needs a taxi, not to mention that even if the owner of the house is just a renter, it is impossible to have no car.

Song Zishu, who didn't have a car due to an emergency, was honked by the owner of the car on the sidewalk. The car stopped, the people stopped, and the windows were lowered. Both parties were a little surprised to see each other.Song Zishu was surprised, shouldn't this person be serving?Is it a little frequent that they meet a lot?Even though she knew that the other party was one of the owners of a well-known artist before she bought the house, she didn't care about the other party's resignation and moved, so they just ran into each other?

Quan Zhilong, who was in service, was surprised, "You are here like this? Are you still walking alone on the side of the road?" When he looked at it from a distance, he almost thought he had misread it, but when the car drove closer, he confirmed that it was really her.

Song Zishu was very curious, "We only met last month, why did you come out again this month? Did you escape?" Jin Caiyu's military service is like going to prison, why is this so easy.

Quan Zhilong told her not to talk nonsense, "I am on sick leave, I have normal procedures, can I just talk about escaping?" It is a public opinion war to find a way to escape before military service, and you can go to a military court and be sentenced for escaping during service. The nature is completely different.

"Sick repair? Are you sick? Is it serious?"

"It's not serious, it's an old injury that has recurred."

Quan Zhilong didn't really want to talk to her about that, so he poked his head around to make sure she was really the only one, so he asked her what she was doing here alone.He didn't want to say that Song Zishu didn't ask too much, he just said that he just moved here and was hungry and went out to look for food.

"Moving? Did you move here?"

"Well, the family is moving, and it's a bit chaotic because there are people coming and going, so they come out."

"Why did you move suddenly?"

"because...."

Quan Zhilong suddenly seemed to think of something, and interrupted her, "By the way, you are with Senior Gong Yoo, did you hide from the reporters and move?"

"You are a person who is full of gossip and still believe what is in the news. We are not together, and the project needs public relations." Song Zishu disliked him, "You have so many gossip girlfriends, are they all true?"

Quan Zhilong, who smiled freely, said that he didn't know about her and Gong Yoo's affairs from reading the news, but he thought they were together when he heard the news that Kong Yoo dragged her into his own territory like an enclosure.Speaking of this, he joked with Song Zishu that he was very worried about Li Zhuhe.

Song Zishu rolled his eyes at him, "I moved because of Brother Zhu He." She raised her eyebrows and warned him, "You can't tell me, if I get entangled again, I'll go to the military department and complain about their preferential treatment for you as an artist!"

"It's so big?" Quan Zhilong laughed at her, "What do you mean being entangled, is he entangled with you? Didn't he just retire yesterday?"

Song Zishu, who couldn't explain anything, didn't want to talk anymore, pointed to the front and said that he was going to eat, and signaled where Quan Zhilong should go.Quan Zhilong told her not to leave in a hurry, the community is big, there is still a little distance from here to the gate, and there is a place to take a taxi after walking a while to the gate.This place is a quiet place amidst the hustle and bustle, and there are usually no taxis running here, she will have to walk for a while just by walking, let Song Zishu get in the car, and he will see her off.

Song Zishu struggled for a while, went around to the co-pilot and got on the supercar, and then felt the effect of the supercar turning into a little sheep, and couldn't help complaining about him, what kind of supercar is he driving at this speed? Is it okay?Quan Zhilong glanced at her with a smile and didn't refute, just saying how special it was.Song Zishu didn't quite understand that kind of specialness, but the car belonged to him, and he could drive it as he wanted, not to mention that he gave her a special ride, so don't ask for so many.

Quan Zhilong, who kindly sent her off, asked her what she wanted to eat. Song Zishu had nothing in particular, and asked him if he had any gourmet restaurants to recommend after living here for so long.Quan Zhilong said that he really has several collections of takeaway gourmet restaurants, and there are takeaway orders at home, but it is not clear where the physical store is.The point is that this is not where he usually lives. He lives with his family and only comes here a few times occasionally. It is really a coincidence that he can meet her.

Coincidentally, Song Zishu thought he was unlucky anyway, so he didn't care, and he cared more about the calls that kept coming in but Quan Zhilong never answered.At the beginning, the phone was vibrating all the time. Quan Zhilong, who didn't intend to answer it, found that her eyes were attracted by the phone, so he simply turned off the vibration, leaving the screen flashing all the time.Song Zishu still remembered the bug that was almost caused by being a spiritual mentor last time. This time, he deliberately avoided related questions and asked him why he didn't answer, just chatting with him about what to eat around.

After chatting and chatting, the car drove to the main road, and Song Zishu thought about finding a shop to eat something, so he pointed to a small roadside shop and asked Quan Zhilong to stop at the shop Just the door.The car stopped, the girl thanked her and was about to get out of the car, but Quan Zhilong stopped her and took off the hat on her head and gave it to her. Seeing her confusion, she smiled and reminded her that she had better choose a small roadside restaurant for dinner. Cover it up, she's still on the hot search right now.

Song Zishu said thank you, took the hat and put it on his head, the movement made the bag on his lap slide to the side, and when he took the bag sideways, he saw a white spot on his ankle from the corner of his eye, that is...gauze?bandage?

Wait... hurt your foot?

"You still drive with your foot injured?" Song Zishu looked at Quan Zhilong in surprise, "It's over if you get caught by the traffic police."

Quan Zhilong shrank his legs unconsciously and laughed, "It's an old injury, it's fine."

Song Zishu's gaze shifted from his face to the flashing mobile phone in the armrest box, Quan Zhilong quickly took the mobile phone away, Song Zishu frowned slightly, did this do it on purpose?The guy who keeps calling him because he's worried?Either way, you can't drive at this time.New injuries and old injuries are not all injuries. It is unlucky to be caught by the traffic police. It is well-searched.

"Are you hungry?"

"what?"

Song Zishu pointed back at the shop outside the window, and asked him, "Do you want to have dinner together?"

Quan Zhilong laughed lowly, "Your way of persuasion is really circuitous."

The very roundabout Song Zishu said, "People close to you can't be persuaded, what can I persuade." He found a high-sounding reason for himself, "I am thinking for myself. If you are caught by the traffic police, I have also been in the car after investigation." Yes, then I will be unlucky too." Suddenly remembered, "Is it because of the pain that you drive so slowly?" His expression changed, "If you're going to make a fuss, you still have to take care of your life."

Quan Zhilong made her laugh, "It's not that serious, I closed it." Seeing that she was puzzled, he gave her popular science "similar to analgesic injections." The key is "It is because I cherish life that I opened it slowly, and I am afraid of sudden accidents. The situation couldn’t respond.”

Song Zishu understood what he heard, but he couldn't understand "Then why are you driving a sports car? Take a taxi, or let the assistant..." took a look at his phone, got stuck, and changed his mouth, "Forget it, you get off first." car."

"get off?"

"Yes, I will send you back first."

No, you eat yours, I'll go back no problem. "

"Stop talking, you said you might not be able to react."

"I'm talking about emergencies."

"And you know there is no emergency?"

"but...."

"Change it or not, it's fine if you don't change it, I'll call you a substitute driver."

It's fine if Song Zishu doesn't know, but if he knows, it's impossible for him to drive back alone, otherwise it's nobody's fault if something happens.The reason why an accident is called an accident is because it was a fluke, and this kind of thing that is related to the life of the family should not be that kind of fluke.Quan Zhilong opened his mouth to say it's not that serious, but look at her, either I'll drive, or I'll call a substitute driver, you can only choose one or the other, sighed, unbuttoned the seat belt silently, reached out and asked her hat.

Generally speaking, the actress who is not afraid of reporters is not used to the cautious attitude of the male idol who is afraid of being chased by reporters. He has to wear a hat in the next car, but he wears it if he wants to.Song Zishu, who gave Quan Zhilong her hat, stepped directly from the co-pilot to the driver's seat, and when Quan Zhilong opened the co-pilot's door, she fastened her seat belt.Quan Zhilong laughed that she was very fast, and Song Zishu said that the advantage of having long legs.

I don't know where this sentence hit Quan Zhilong's smile, Song Zishu saw him laughing all the time, and told him not to laugh and put on his seat belt.Quan Zhilong asked her where she was going while fastening her seat belt, Song Zishu said to send him back, the patient still wants to go out and wander?

The patient said that he didn't want to go out for a while. If he hadn't met her, he would have already entered the house. "I was afraid that you would come out again later, wouldn't it be more troublesome."

"You can just lend me your car for the time being. I'll have a meal and drive you back." Seeing him stunned, Song Zishu was also taken aback. "What's wrong, can't I borrow a car?"

"No, no, it's the car, not mine. A friend went to see me in the hospital, and I borrowed it to drive." Quan Zhilong's words basically revealed that he escaped secretly.

Song Zishu didn't expose it, and said, "Then lend me a loan first, and if there is any damage, I will compensate you at the price."

"This car..." is a bit expensive.

"Otherwise I'll call you a driver?"

"Forget it, let me borrow it from you."

Mr. Kui thought it would be a big deal if something went wrong, so he would pay his car to a friend first, which is better than calling a substitute driver.Song Zishu, who acted as a substitute driver temporarily, sent Quan Zhilong back without eating. When he arrived at the parking lot and watched him get off the car, he hesitated, and asked him if he was sure he could get up by himself?Quan Zhilong told her not to worry, the analgesic effect of the closed needle is very good, no problem.Song Zishu suspected that he was holding on, because he was holding on to drive before, and some didn't believe his words.

Quan Zhilong used his mobile phone to search for the effect of the closed needle first, but his mobile phone kept getting calls, and he couldn't operate it at all, so he asked Song Zishu to search for it by himself.Song Zishu found out that the duration of the closed injection is as short as three to five days, and if it is given continuously for a long time, it can last for one or two months, that is, one injection is effective for at least three days.Song Zishu let him go up, saying that she would lend her the car first, and give him the keys when he came back after dinner.

Quan Zhilong said there was no rush and let her eat slowly, since he didn't go out anyway.Song Zishu didn't mind listening to it, but he thought to himself that he should finish eating and come back quickly. This brother doesn't seem to want to lend her the car, maybe he thinks her driving skills are not very good?whatever.

Before the two sides parted, Quan Zhilong left the hat to Song Zishu and told her to be careful with reporters.The actress didn't care at first, she drove back to the previous street, parked the car, got out of the car, and was surrounded by people after only two steps. She quickly returned to the car and took her hat, and also put on the sunglasses of someone who was in the car.Dressed like this, a small shop is definitely not good. I can't eat and wear a hat and sunglasses, so I found a shop with private rooms.

It was not appropriate to enter the private room to make do with something to eat. Song Zishu ordered something for four people to match the size of the private room, and asked the waiter to pack it after a few bites.It took less than half an hour for her to enter the store, and there were already five waiters who came to sign autographs. If she continued like this, she could sign and take photos with everyone in the store without eating a few bites, and she couldn't eat any more.Song Zishu, who didn't get enough after tossing around, drove back depressed with the packed food, regretting along the way, knowing that he would have found a room at home to eat takeaway, and moved out if someone moved outside.

Regret is something that you regret after things happen, but things have already happened, and regret is useless.The useless regret is to remind the person concerned not to do regretful things again, but human beings are creatures who often regret and cannot learn the lesson.

Song Zishu is like this.

Song Zishu, who returned the key, regretted it again. This time, it was because Quan Zhilong misunderstood that she was carrying the food. She misunderstood whether the food was brought for him, or brought it over to eat together.Song Zishu really wanted to say no, but the brother said that he didn't need to be so polite when he said that he had food at home, but he stretched out his hand to help her get her dinner at all. What... what else can I say.Said that I didn't want to have dinner with you at all?Just now someone kindly borrowed a car!

Out of nowhere, Song Zishu, who was sitting with Quan Zhilong for dinner, was taken by the owner to visit the house during the meal payment. He commented that the decoration was good, but it was gone.Otherwise, what else do you want, she is still hungry!Let's eat first, okay? !

Two people are eating at a polygonal dining table. The table is really polygonal. It is a type of artistic furniture, which can be used as both artwork and furniture.Polygon didn’t sit across from each other, it’s too far away, and the tables are big and the food is scattered, it’s inconvenient to get together, so they just sit together.

Song Zishu bought Korean food. Regular Korean food is a bit spicy, and kimchi soup is a bit spicy. She ordered two or three points of non-spicy and a portion of ginseng chicken soup separately, thinking that if she was hungry for too long, the taste would be too strong Afraid of hurting the stomach.Unexpectedly, Quan Zhilong misunderstood that ginseng chicken soup was ordered for him, is it one of the exclusive maintenance foods for patients?Song Zishu didn't know why the other party had such a big face, but thinking about it, Li Xinghe was also very good at making up his mind, and the prodigal son's self-confidence was always bursting, so he accepted it.

Quan Zhilong, who had exclusive access to a portion of ginseng chicken soup, took the look in her eyes that wanted to drink the soup as concern, and was inexplicably a little moved. He swallowed two-thirds of the ginseng chicken soup abruptly, and the whole person was spread out on the chair. I couldn't eat it anymore, and told Song Zishu that I don't need to order such a big portion next time, and the single portion is almost the same.

Song Zishu endured him for a long time, robbing her of dinner and chicken soup, thinking that the other party was a patient.But this guy ate all the chicken legs and wings, and there was only leftovers in the soup, so he told her this?She really has a good temper!

"elder brother."

"Why~"

"That soup isn't for you."

"...?"

Quan Zhilong was stunned, and Song Zishu was expressionless, "I bought that for myself, my dinner, mine."

At first, Quan Zhilong didn't believe that she thought she was joking, but after waiting for a while, he found that she was serious. He was stunned for a few seconds, and laughed, and Song Zishu who laughed was very speechless.

"Ah~ I'm a patient, is it appropriate for you to treat a patient like this~"

"So I didn't say anything at first."

Song Zishu was very helpless by his twists and turns, "Don't act like a baby to me with a rough face, it's weird."

Being amused again, Quan Zhilong held his stomach and told her not to make him laugh, the chicken soup was about to spit out.Song Zishu gave him a sideways glance, she didn't make him laugh, but Quan Zhilong smiled even more happily, twisting and twisting on the chair, Song Zishu was afraid that he would fall, so let him be careful, don't heal the old injury Add new injuries.

There was a sudden loud bang outside the house, which abruptly interrupted the laughter inside the house. Both of them turned their heads to look in the direction of the sound. The dining room couldn't see the window, so Song Zishu got up and walked to the living room.Quan Zhilong followed her and said that the weather forecast said there was a typhoon and it might be coming. Before the typhoon, there was heavy rain.Song Zishu was a little worried, and didn't know if there would be any problems moving there, so she found a phone number and sent a message to the lawyer to confirm, the lawyer replied that there was no problem, and the cars had been loaded one after another, and they should be able to clean up tonight.

"what happened?"

"Moving, afraid of problems."

"something wrong?"

"No, I just need to find a place to live tonight."

Song Zishu didn't plan to go back to sleep when there was someone at home, no matter whether the other party would disturb her or not, it would make her uncomfortable.Still thinking about whether to go to the hotel or what to do, I heard Quan Zhilong say that there is a guest room here.Song Zishu looked over in surprise, Quan Zhilong raised his hands to show his innocence, he just provided a guest room, a room, nothing else.

"I didn't say you had other intentions." Song Zishu laughed at him, "You are too sensitive."

Quan Zhilong, who is really sensitive to a certain extent, said, "Someone specially reminded me that you are my friend's girlfriend and it was only a matter of last month."

Someone chuckled and pretended she didn't hear it, so Quan Zhilong changed the subject and asked her if she wanted to stay in the guest room.Song Zishu said no, this side is closer to that side, and that side will be cleaned up until midnight at most, so it's fine for her to go back, and she doesn't need to stay overnight.Quan Zhilong said that it's okay, she can stay as long as she wants, and she looks very welcoming.

The hospitable host asked the guest if he wanted something to drink. Although he doesn't come here often, the drinks are all available. Song Zishu glanced at his ankle and told him to take it easy. No matter how the sealing injection can relieve pain, it is still an injury. Don't drink alcohol.Quan Zhilong very coolly said that a little wine is fine. Song Zishu felt that he was more deadly than himself, but he made it clear that he wanted to drink, so he should drink it.

There is wine, but there are no appetizers, and the leftovers from before cannot be served as appetizers.Quan Zhilong rummaged through the box and found a bunch of snacks to pair with wine. Potato chips, shredded squid, beef jerky and other small snacks paired with red wine, the pairing is also very special.Quan Zhilong probably felt that the matching was a bit too special, so he put the red wine back silently, and returned to the living room with a hand of beer.With the night rain outside the window and the snacks on the table, chat and drink.

There is no topic for small talk, just chat, talk about Li Zhuhe's release from prison (Quan Zhilong: Why is he released from prison? Song Zishu: It's similar to being in prison. Quan Zhilong clapped his hands and laughed.) Then he went to Song Zishu's house to tease her, the method was so high-end that She can only avoid it.Liao Quan Zhilong’s feet have been on for many years, and there must be ten years. I was injured in a stage accident before. I have been busy and I can’t take a good rest. The small injury dragged on and became an adult injury. It has been repeated and missed. The period of radicalization.Whenever I am too tired, I will take the initiative to stimulate and find a sense of existence.

"It's a blessing in disguise for me. If I hadn't been injured, I wouldn't be able to get out of prison." Quan Zhilong wanted to laugh when he said that word, and he couldn't help but cover his mouth.

Song Zishu felt that his action was like a little girl, so he laughed too, and after laughing, he remembered, "Although I don't know much about military service, the White Tiger Army you went to was the most strict, right? You are injured. Why don't you apply for the public service soldier (a soldier who works from [-] to [-]) or something more relaxed?"

Quan Zhilong took a sip of his wine, and instead of answering, asked, "Why do you think so?"

"seek death?"

"Yeah~"

"I told you not to be coquettish."

"How can I have~"

"Speak normally."

Song Zishu curled her lips, "acting like a baby is my specialty, please keep it down, otherwise I will feel like I'm chatting with a girl."

Quan Zhilong burst out laughing, the laughter changed from small to loud, and the laughter became more and more exaggerated.

Song Zishu saw that he had been tapped on the laugh point, and didn't bother to talk to him, so he guessed according to his previous words, "there are only a few reasons, not to take care of the team and want to gain a good reputation, or to do the best since we have done it. He raised the beer at him and asked, "Which one are you?"

Quan Zhilong restrained his smile and said in a hoarse voice, "Half and half are just to take care of the team. Some people in our regiment have served as public service soldiers, and my service has been postponed for a long time. If I serve public service, I will be scolded. The other half is anyway. If you want to serve, you can’t serve in the public service anyway. Since you have done it, why not do your best. You say you don’t understand military service and you know that the white tiger is the strictest. Others know it too. It’s easier to return with a good reputation. .”

"Are you worried about coming back?" Song Zishu didn't believe it. "You have dived after serving in the military. Should you be on the trending list? Whoever is worried about coming back, you don't have to worry about it."

The heavy rain poured down, and the rain fell on the floor-to-ceiling windows with crackling noises. The heavy rain blocked out all sounds, and the house was surrounded by the sound of rain, forming a small world of its own.I don't know if it's the atmosphere created by Ye Yu, or Song Zishu's attitude of not taking him seriously, or because people who are injured are inevitably vulnerable, no matter what it is, Quan Zhilong suddenly has the desire to dump garbage.

"Everyone said that, saying that I am Quan Zhilong and I don't have to worry about anything, but Quan Zhilong is not a god. I can't stand on the altar forever. Sooner or later I will fall. I don’t know, it seems that I am the only one waiting, and I will fall when I don’t know when. We have prepared for a long time, and we have specially left one of the youngest members to ensure the exposure of the team. We are ready for the bottom-up person to smash through himself Even when I’m on the stage, they still think I’m a god, thinking that I can handle everything.”

When Quan Zhilong said these words, his expression was very calm, just like his tone of voice, calmly hiding the torrential rain outside the window, the lightning and thunder were all hidden, "If possible, I also want to always be the omnipotent Quan Zhilong, but the longer I have been in the circle, the more great gods I have seen fall from the top, the more I understand that no one can last long, and no one can. Everyone knows that I can’t stand on the top for a long time, but only I care , When I fell from the peak, is there a bottomless abyss or someone has laid a life-saving air cushion for me."

"I have to prepare everything. If I don't prepare, I will face the abyss. The life-saving air cushion must be prepared by myself. I don't count on them anymore. Quan Zhilong is omnipotent, isn't he? Quan Zhilong is omnipotent I have to prepare everything by myself. I accept that I am omnipotent. But I have accepted it. I have taken a step back and accepted that I have to prepare everything by myself. I am even preparing. But they said, why are you worrying about those things? , you are Quan Zhilong."

Quan Zhilong looked at the rain outside the window, the lightning split the sky, and it seemed like daytime for a moment, but it was only a moment, the brightest moment passed, and everything returned to darkness, he turned his head to look at Song Zishu, and smiled faintly, "Quan Zhi The dragon is omnipotent, and the omnipotent Quan Zhilong shouldn't even prepare for himself, it will lower morale. But what does their morale have to do with me, I'm already... imprisoned." With a low smile, with a chill, he said "Prison."

"Is it that bad to be a god?"

"....Um?"

Song Zishu asked again, "Is it such a bad thing to be a god, to be someone else's god?"

Quan Zhilong thought she was comforting himself, he was silent for a while, and said, "At first it was fear, the kind of fear that I didn't know if I could bear it, but I accepted it after a while, and the fear disappeared, followed by Vanity, the vanity of who else, our group supported all the people in the company during the heyday of our group, and that time was when vanity reached its peak. After a long time of vanity, I also accepted it and got used to vanity, and vanity will play out Become empty, what the top of the mountain is like, that's it, nothing special, that's all."

"It's been a long time, and the emptiness has gotten used to it. When I get used to it, the fear will come back to me again. How long can we be popular, one year, two years, five years, ten years? There will always be times when we are not popular, and there will always be new people and old people. When they are gradually forgotten. The most popular idols of the 90s gradually faded away after the millennium, and the seniors who grew up in the millennium also disbanded one after another. Who knows how long they will be popular with us."

"After that, it's a samsara. Every time I come back, a new samsara will come to my door. The number of samsaras is too many, I get used to it again, I adapt again, and the emptiness disappears from this samsara, and I mature. After maturity, it will come naturally. I started to think, instead of worrying about when I won’t be popular, it’s better to think about how to prepare for life after I’m not popular, whether I still want to develop in the circle, or go behind the scenes.”

Quan Zhilong took a sip of the wine, put down the bottle, got up, went to the cabinet in the corner, took out a cigarette, slowly opened it, then looked for the ashtray and lighter, brought those odds and ends back to Song Zishu, lit a cigarette, and put it in his mouth. He smoked to answer Song Zishu's question, "It's not a bad thing to be someone else's god, but what's worse is that other people don't know when there will be a new god. As a god, I can't control my believers, I can only control myself .This is the worst place, I can only control myself."

Song Zishu looked at him quietly without speaking.

Quan Zhilong thought that he had frightened her, so he raised the corners of his mouth and smiled, "Stop talking about that, let's talk about something else, something fun. If Zhu He knew that you moved to avoid him, he would be very angry, and he would be looking for you all over the world. "

"Will you resent it?"

"what?"

"Believers, will you hate believers?"

"how is this possible."

Quan Zhilong laughed, "That's how the market is, and this is how the circle is. On a larger scale, people's hearts are like this. When we are young, we are fans of the gods, and treat us with enthusiasm, how can we be resentful. But youth will always pass , youth has passed, I have matured, and they have grown up. It is my honor to have me in the youth of the children. They will not need me in their future life. It is not a bad thing. Chasing stars is too vain. , Even if I am that star, life will always return to reality, and those who are really by their side are their stars."

Song Zishu stretched out his hand to ask him for a cigarette, Quan Zhilong simply gave her the cigarette he had smoked twice, and lit it again himself, and the ashtray was also placed beside the two of them for her convenience.

"Have you ever been with fans?"

"What level of fan? When we are polite, don't we always say, I am your fan."

"A serious fan, the kind who is an idol."

"Is it just for fun?"

"You think it counts."

"That's not it."

Song Zishu licked the cigarette holder with the cigarette butt in his mouth, took a puff of the cigarette and exhaled the smoke, and said after the fog, "Why don't you stay with the fans?"

"The fans who really regard me as an idol don't like me, or it's just a part of me." Quan Zhilong was very sober, and soberly told the unconscious people, "Idols and fans can't be together. After all, they What I like is a dummy. Even if we are together, it won’t last long. What they see is only one side. On the stage and in front of the TV, it can be somewhat real. When we are together, it is impossible to wear a mask all the time and there is no need for it. They will soon find out that what they like is an idol, not a real person."

Another mouthful of thick fog came out, and Song Zishu's voice was a little cold, "How do you know they won't like the real you? Maybe they will love you more after knowing the real you."

"It's not impossible, but the probability is too small." Quan Zhilong used her as an example, "Your attitude when facing the mass media is definitely different from the state you are talking to me now, and that side is what we show. Yes, although it is not completely fake, but it is more of a performance. The performance is to highlight the advantages and hide the disadvantages. The disadvantages that are not hidden are the disadvantages after being packaged. Why hide it, why pack it, just know they don’t like it. .”

"Together, there is no way to hide the shortcomings. The real me and the real you are not gods, we are just human beings, practitioners of special professions who take idols as their profession. The god halo they put on us will be broken, broken If it is scattered, they will ask, why did you change. We have not changed, we just did not meet their expectations, but what they expected from the beginning was packaged goods for sale, not real.”

Idol has debuted for many years, debuted with infamy and climbed to the top, was once boycotted by the whole country, and Quan Zhilong, who was splashed with all kinds of dirty water, is not sober at all that Song Zishu can understand. For their beautiful vision, what we have to do is to protect the aura, even if it is false. The first thing for real fans to learn before chasing stars is to keep their eyes open and close their eyes, and don’t expect the truth, it doesn’t make any sense. "

"The so-called reality is the relatives and friends around them. No one will regard the real existence as a god. God can exist in everyone's heart and become a god because he does not exist and is unreal. Falseness itself is the premise of all dreams. Dreams Waking up, being real, everything ceases to exist.”

Quan Zhilong looked at Song Zishu with a smile, "Even if the other party wants to fall in love with me, I will not accept it, because the person who will regard me as an idol is not the type I like."

Song Zishu lowered his eyelids and was silent for a long time before he asked, "What type do you like?"

Quan Zhilong was taken aback for a moment, and raised his eyebrows slightly. Is this what he meant by this question?He tentatively said, "Are you sure you want to talk to me about this? You are Zhu He's girlfriend."

The one who responded to him was Song Zishu who was drinking a can of beer with his head up. Quan Zhilong squinted his eyes and stared at her, watching her put down the empty wine can, watching her stand up and walk in front of him, watching her bend down and slowly approach him.

Quan Zhilong didn't move, the hand holding the cigarette didn't move, the hand holding the beer didn't understand, his knees bent, his left leg didn't move, his right leg pressed on his left foot didn't move, he waited motionlessly.

Waiting for her to get closer and closer, waiting for her to be so close that her breath intersects with her, waiting for her reflection in the pupils of those eyes, the woman spoke.

"I broke up with Lee Joo Hyuk, long ago