Eat little by little

Of course, neither of them slept well that night.

Lin Xu ran away, and he rolled up the quilt and bed, and felt that it was wet and ice on both sides.Yang Fengrui himself is afraid of the cold, curled up in the quilt, he just felt cold from his fingers to his heart, the pillow was too wet, it was really uncomfortable, Yang Fengrui tossed and turned back and forth all night, and he didn't know how he fell asleep .

Lin Xu didn't feel much better, he went back with half-wet clothes, didn't care about anything, and shrank into the bed, the clothes were cold and hot with his skin, so he could only roll himself up tighter.The broken lips were numb with pain, but they didn't even dare to lick them.

I just feel dizzy all over, with the scene of Yang Fengrui biting his lips on one side in his mind, and the scattered voice of Yang Fengrui calling his name on the other side, he has been half asleep and half awake until dawn.

The next day, both fell ill with a fever.

Sitting in the infirmary, sitting apart, neither making a sound nor speaking.

Yang Fengrui was much more serious than Lin Xu. He hadn't slept warmly for the past few days, and yesterday he was wrapped in cold wind and water vapor all night. He almost fell out of bed when he got up in the morning.At this time, I was sick, with a splitting headache and a sore throat like a knife.

He thought about that all night, and he didn't know how he got here.

Even if you beat him to death, you won’t believe that you will be that kind of person. The word itself is like a taboo. You can joke and make trouble, but if you really put it on you, you will beat someone up.

He is still too young, but he can vaguely feel what this means, and his whole life seems to be reversed.

There are some things that can't be joked about.

Lin Xu was sitting opposite him, with his eyes half closed, he seemed to be sleepy.The hair was drooping limply, the lips were slightly parted, the broken skin was no longer obvious, but the whole lips were abnormally red.

Yang Fengrui looked away, and couldn't help but move back.

Lin Xu seemed to be cold, and leaned back on the chair behind him, his slightly long hair pressed against the chair.His hair is very soft, like a baby's hair. It always sticks to his head and can't stand up, but it feels relatively good.

Yang Fengrui felt that a part of his chest began to swell strangely again, because of the fever, he felt his whole body was hot.He suddenly wanted to touch Lin Xu's hair, very impatiently, scratching his heart like a fine hair, as if he could be sure and feel at ease just by touching it.It was as if Lin Xu felt inexplicably at ease whenever he touched Lin Xu when he was flustered countless times.

But his body was heavy, his head was dizzy, his eyelids could hardly be lifted, and Lin Xu in his eyes became more and more blurred, gradually turning into darkness.

Yang Fengrui had a very long dream.

Every family has scriptures that are difficult to recite, and his family is not special. The parents fell out and sent the child back to the countryside. After the two parties negotiated, the child was fostered in a relative's house.Give money regularly, eat and drink well, go to school and play around.

When he was a child, he always thought that his parents were too busy with work, so they sent him to the countryside, and his grandma took him with him.

Grandma is demented and her legs and feet are inflexible, so it is extremely rare to cook him a meal.He is always very hungry and always very cold. In summer, he can go to the fields and rivers alone with his shirt off to play, but not in winter. It is cold and dark, and he dare not go out for fear of freezing to death and Starved outside.

There are no children around to play with him, laughing at him as a child without a mother.

He started to cry, but no one paid any attention to him, so he beat them when he was very angry, and he went back with bruises all over his body. At night, another person was in severe pain.

He remembered that once after a fight, he ran to the neighbor's house next door and secretly made a phone call, which was answered by his mother. As soon as he heard his mother's voice, he cried, coughed non-stop, and kept calling him want to go home.

and after.

He was spotted by neighbors and kicked out while dragging his clothes.

Until the end, he didn't know whether his mother agreed or not.

He went back to the countryside at the age of five, and was picked up at the age of eight.

Divorced parents, each newly married, but neither wanted him.

The dream was so long and dark that it almost made him feel like he was back in that time again.

A child was victorious after the war and walked proudly on the way home, but his feet hurt so badly that he couldn't walk after taking two steps.He saw the children lying on the ground behind him get up one by one cursing, and ran back home. He sat there alone, and couldn't help crying.

Obviously won, but not happy at all.

……

"Hello." Someone pushed his shoulder.

Yang Fengrui snorted uncomfortably, sweating all over his body, his throat was dry, and his lips seemed to be chapped.A bottle of water was on his lips, and he opened his mouth to gurgle as he touched the other's hand.The water was warm, so he couldn't help but drink more vigorously. He coughed after choking, and the water flowed down his chin.

"Can't you drink well?"

As if hearing complaints, someone covered his mouth with a tissue and wiped it twice, "How can you be so flat?"

Hehe... that's because you are always there.

Yang Fengrui suddenly wanted to laugh, so he really did. A hoarse laugh came out from Lin Xu's covered lips. Lin Xu was so annoyed that he almost punched the patient, and turned his head to the doctor in the infirmary. The teacher said, "Do I have to take him back?"

"Of course, little brother, he guarded you for a whole morning last time, how could you abandon him?"

Mao abandoned it!What happened to him being kissed and abandoned?

When Yang Fengrui heard this sentence in a half-drowsy state, he closed his eyes completely and remained silent, looking like a seriously ill patient.

Lin Xu grabbed his arm and put it on his shoulder, and helped Yang Fengrui up with difficulty, and put his other hand on Yang Fengrui's forehead, "The fever is gone, why is he still half dead?"

Hey, last time you were half dead, I almost took you back, Yang Fengrui was thinking about it.

Yang Fengrui finally opened his eyes, but he had no strength in his whole body, so he pressed Lin Xu's shoulder and walked in small steps.

Lin Xu's body was also weak, panting.

Yang Fengrui stiffened his body slightly, the sound of panting rang in his ears, he turned his head slightly, and saw Lin Xu's face up close, flushed with hard work.

"Hey, don't look at me!" Lin Xu didn't want to talk to Yang Fengrui, Yang Fengrui felt weird when he saw him.

After a while, Lin Xu let go of his hand, "If you can go, go by yourself."

"Ahem..." Yang Fengrui coughed violently, his face turned sickly red.

"Hey, if you cough, just cough and don't shake." Lin Xu was taken aback, but still grabbed Yang Fengrui's hand and pressed his shoulder tightly, "Do you want to go and see again? Why is it so serious?"

Yang Fengrui felt that his hands were really soft, his legs were soft and his heart was soft, how could there be such a stupid guy.He moved his body and stood halfway in front of Lin Xu, leaned forward, lowered his head and almost leaned against the other's shoulder, and said in a muffled voice, "Hey Xiaoxu..."

"Damn!" Lin Xu's body trembled, and he wanted to dodge reflexively, but Yang Fengrui deliberately pressed his whole body on him, and was afraid that the other party would fall, so he had to continue to freeze, "I really don't intend to Take care of you, let me go."

Yang Fengrui felt the heat all over his body, and his head hurt and swollen. He smiled in a daze, and could only squeeze Lin Xu closer, breathing in the breath of the boy's hair, "Xiao Xu, do you want to think about it..." My head began to feel dizzy and dizzy again, as if I was about to start dreaming again.

Well, Lin Xu, I have already said that.

You are a fool.

Anyway, they are so stupid, rather than being cheated by others.

How's that for you bro?

……

Lin Xu tilted his head slightly, and easily touched Yang Fengrui's prickly hair, which made his cheeks itch.Looking at the other party's weak appearance with closed eyes, he was slightly lost in thought.Yang Fengrui has always been alive and kicking, every time he came up to him, he would push away the piercing head in disgust.

This movement has been repeated too many times, and his hands are trembling at this moment, but he can't do it.

I always thought Yang Fengrui was a weird guy, why did he suddenly pester him?It seems that one day, Yang Fengrui loves to come over and make trouble with him. He ignores him, and he starts to take his homework, notebooks, and textbooks, and then grabs his school uniform, pillows, and quilts...

How could there be such a rascal in the world?

Lin Xu has a good temper, but it is well known that he doesn't like to fight with others. Only Yang Fengrui can still be happy when he looks at a face that is so cold that it can freeze.

Lin Xu remembered that he was in a bad mood at that time, and was so angry that he yelled at Yang Fengrui for the first time: "Are you annoying! Don't hang around in front of me, okay?"

This is the first time he lost his temper in class.It was evening self-study at that time, and the whole class withered in the wind.

I was stupid, and Yang Fengrui's smirk froze for a second.

Well, these days, even Lin Xu's piece of ice can be warmed up, and a volcano erupts directly.

If Lin Xu knew what Yang Fengrui did later, he would have held that resentment to his death.

The dead silence was extremely long.

Lin Xu only felt a blur in front of his eyes, and suddenly, Yang Fengrui looked distraught, and suddenly covered his face and let out a sobbing sound, "I hate you, you are a murderer..."

Damn, that effect is too shocking.

Lin Xu was dumbfounded on the spot.

Immediately afterwards, something even more unexpected happened to Lin Xu. Yang Fengrui sobbed so excitedly that he hit his head on Lin Xu's chest, rubbing his head against each other, and muttered, "I hate it, I hate it, I hate it!" Hate……"

Lin Xu's body was crooked, and he was about to fall over. Yang Fengrui put his hands on Lin Xu's shoulders and continued to rub against him, "Bad guy, bad guy, bad guy, bad guy..."

That voice was aggrieved, that innocent, that little Jiaochen.

Lin Xu completely felt that he could vomit blood and die.Without morals, anything is possible.

So far, Yang Fengrui has found Lin Xu's peerless thunder point: he can't stand him pretending to be a jerk.

Lin Xu also fully recognized Yang Fengrui's cheeky and rascal nature.

So far, the class has established the truth that these two guys are good friends.

It seems that from that day on, the relationship between the two of them gradually took shape.As long as I get angry and take measures to freeze Yang Fengrui, that guy will stick to me like brown sugar, slobber everywhere, and babble, nothing more than "I'm wrong." "Don't be angry." "Wow, if you If you abandon me, I will sue you to the teacher!"

roll!

Even if Lin Xu was killed, he would never have thought that he would meet someone like Yang Fengrui one day.

……

When Lin Xu came back to his senses, he realized that he had been standing on the road for too long, his legs were a little numb, and he remembered that both of them were patients.Unconsciously pursing his lips, Lin Xu's face felt a little hot when the broken skin hurt. He took a deep breath and stopped thinking about it.

Quickly pushed the guy on his shoulder who was still lingering, the other party snorted twice, opened his eyes in a daze, saw Lin Xu, grinned, closed his eyes and fell back, putting his head on his back. He dozed off on Lin Xu's shoulder, and because of the cold, he stuck it tighter.

"Hey, Yang Fengrui? Don't make trouble here." Lin Xu's face hurt from the wind, he lowered his head unconsciously, and whispered in Yang Fengrui's ear.

Yang Fengrui felt dizzy and painful, and the side effects of the medicine were serious, so he gradually became a rogue, rubbing his head against Lin Xu's shoulder, and using his prickly hair to make him move again and again before he stopped .

Well, this guy got sick and fucked a kid.

Lin Xu thought it was ridiculous, what happened to the two of them on the road?Last night, I was so angry that I wanted to beat the guy in front of me to death, but after waking up, what happened?He shook the half-dead guy on his body, and snorted lightly, "Little Yangyang, get up, let's go back to the classroom and sleep again, okay?"

Lin Xu didn't intend that Yang Fengrui would really react. When he was about to forcibly drag Yang Fengrui back to the classroom, the guy on his shoulder seemed to realize something suddenly. He took a step forward and pressed it even tighter. Holding Lin Xu's hands on both sides of his thighs, he breathed in Lin Xu's ears, "Not good."

Lin Xu was stunned suddenly, and moved his fingers, but the other party firmly grasped it.

An unclear feeling slowly spread from the palm of my hand to my heart.

Lin Xu suddenly felt extremely tired, opened his mouth, and stopped again.Feeling that the corners of his eyes were dry by the wind, he blinked desperately a few times before he felt better.

Yang Fengrui opened his eyes at some point, and his gaze unconsciously fell on the end of his field of vision, which was the stairs of their teaching building. Outside the stairs was a row of branches with withered leaves, trembling pitifully in the wind.

Everything seems to be gradually blurred.

"Hey Xiaoxu," Yang Fengrui said suddenly, seemingly hesitating for a long time, "Well, do you feel...disgusted?"

Lin Xu froze. He tried hard to forget the scene of last night, but at this moment he was mercilessly revealed.Only Yang Fengrui would do this, and he was sure that he was easy to bully.

Perhaps it was because of the long pause, but Lin Xu felt that Yang Fengrui was holding his hand tighter and tighter until finally it began to hurt, and his whole heart also slowly tightened.Lin Xu closed his eyes and opened them again, his eyes were empty, revealing a trace of confusion, "I don't know."

He's never been in a relationship, never liked a girl, and he doesn't know what a kiss should be like.

Yang Fengrui held Lin Xu's hand tightly, with burning heat.

"Yang Fengrui, let's go back."

"Xiao Xu." Yang Fengrui muttered indistinctly, but inadvertently hugged Lin Xu even tighter.

He had to admit that this topic was too heavy, so heavy that he was afraid.Until just now when Lin Xu didn't push him away, he really felt that he had been redeemed.

Such a silly, such a silly guy.

Lin Xu sighed, and could only freeze his body to let Yang Fengrui sleep in such a daze, and moved their clasped hands uneasily.

It has always been like this, and without knowing it, a lot of concessions have been made for him.

Even to an incredible degree.

When he was depressed about how long the two patients would be tortured in the cold wind, a girl ran down the teaching stairs, "Yang Fengrui!"

Lin Xu narrowed his eyes, and recognized the girl when she ran close.

It's Jiaqian.

Lin Xu suddenly woke up, as if he had just had a dream.

When sick, people are always more vulnerable than usual, and they always think about things that are not clear.

Yang Fengrui is, so is he.