Eat little by little

There were only a few days left before leaving school, Yang Fengrui hadn't hugged his daughter-in-law who came back all the way from home enough, and the other party had already viciously forced him to make up for winter vacation homework.

Yang Fengrui sobbed: "Xiao Xu, you don't love me anymore."

Lin Xu was flipping through the blank exercise book in his hand, hating iron for being weak, "Why didn't you do anything! Do you want to be criticized again?"

Yang Fengrui looked away guiltily, "I've been thinking about you." As soon as he said that, he was hit on the head by the exercise book, and he immediately held his head and looked at the vicious wife in aggrieved manner.

Lin Xu was so angry and helpless, he found the completed homework from his backpack, and sat down beside him, "Start catching up with the homework today, you do math and comprehensive science by yourself, and I will help you copy English, Chinese and comprehensive literature."

Yang Fengrui scratched his little finger on the table and said hesitantly, "But, there are still ten essays."

"Half for each person!" Lin Xu was so angry that he pinched Yang Fengrui's cheek, "Why didn't you write an article!"

Yang Fengrui twisted his face and smirked, "Hey."

The sun shines through the window and the silhouette of the curtain falls on the writing desk. Two teenagers are writing hard at the desk. One is trying to change his original handwriting with his mouth pursed. His eyes stayed there until he was discovered, and then he smiled shamelessly and approached him to beg for a kiss.

"This question is so difficult! I can't understand it at all! If you don't kiss me, I won't!"

"Yang Fengrui, get the hell out of here! Uh...you've done it several times this morning!"

During the fight, Yang Fengrui skillfully clasped the boy's wrists and pulled them towards him, hugged him happily, sniffed the breath around the other's neck contentedly, and said softly: "Xiao Xu, let me be happy for a while. "

"Idiot." As soon as the other party acted like a baby, Lin Xu couldn't help it.

"Heh." Yang Fengrui kissed Lin Xu's hair.

Xiao Xu, you can only be so good to me.

At noon, Lin Xu went to the kitchen to make lunch, and threatened Yang Fengrui that he would not eat until he finished the third section of the workbook. The boy said with a bitter face, "Woo, Xiao Xu, you are too bad."

After Lin Xu finally figured out the layout of Yang Fengrui's kitchen, a phone call came from the living room.Lin Xu ran to pick it up habitually, "Hello?"

"Xiaofeng, how are you doing at home?" It was a gentle female voice.

Lin Xu was taken aback for a moment, then remembered that this was not his home at all, "Auntie, wait a minute, I'm not Yang Fengrui, I'm his classmate."

"Ah?" The other side seemed surprised, "Are you here to find Xiaofeng to play?"

"Hmm." Lin Xu smiled awkwardly, "Auntie, do you need me to find Yang Fengrui?"

"Ah... no need. I just wanted to ask about his situation. He didn't answer the phone during the Chinese New Year. I'm a little worried..." Mother Yang stopped suddenly, realizing that she had said too much.

Lin Xu really didn't know how to answer the conversation, so he kept silent.

"I have always been worried that he has no friends. Knowing that you are here, I feel more at ease. He has a bad personality. If he makes you angry, don't worry about it. He is not bad-hearted, but he is not very good at talking." One said Speaking of her son, Yang's mother couldn't stop.

Lin Xu listened quietly, and occasionally replied, picking up something about Yang Fengrui at school, guessing that Aunt Yang should want to know.

Sure enough, the voice over there gradually became joyful, "Really? He often gets No.1 in mathematics? Sure enough, he is the same as his father. He liked playing computers since he was a child. He even broke one at that time, but he I definitely don't remember, I'm only two years old..." At the end, he choked up, "I'm sorry."

Lin Xu lowered his eyelids and said nothing, he was unable to bear a mother's apology.

"By the way, Xiaofeng, is he in a relationship?" Aunt Yang suddenly made an attack, Lin Xu was dumbfounded, and didn't think of how to reply for a long time.

"Student Lin, are you still there? I don't mean anything else, Xiaofeng is only because of this in junior high school...so I..."

"No, he's not in a relationship." Lin Xu finally found his own voice, blushing.

"Oh, really." Maybe it was the hesitation on the other side, which made the voice on the other side somewhat suspicious, "Thank you very much, is your name Lin Xu?"

"Huh? Hmm."

"Well, I remember. Can I still ask you about Xiaofeng in the future?"

For some reason, Lin Xu felt cold in his hands and feet, and wanted to hang up the phone in his hand, but he could only reply stiffly: "Okay." He was also powerless to accept the trust of a mother.

When Yang Fengrui came out of the room, he saw Lin Xu sitting on the sofa with a pale face. He was so frightened that he immediately went to him, "What's wrong? I heard voices outside."

Lin Xu held Yang Fengrui's hand subconsciously, raised his head, his face was a bit confused, "Your mother just called."

Yang Fengrui showed disgust in his eyes, "Sure enough, it's here again, don't pick it up next time... Wait, why are your hands so cold? What did she say?"

"Your mother cares about you very much," Lin Xu opened his mouth, but he didn't know how to say the following words, "I have no way to refuse."

Yang Fengrui's eyes flickered, he pulled up the corners of his coat and sweater, put Xiao Xu's hand in, and pressed it on his lower abdomen to keep warm, "I know she wants to make it up to me, I'm just... bored to death, I Isn't there you?" He used to think that he was an abandoned child, but Lin Xu felt the feeling of being protected and cherished.

Lin Xu felt his hands warm up, and wanted to laugh, but couldn't.

Some parents will never come into contact with the word "homosexuality" in their whole life.

From the beginning to the end, neither Lin Xu nor Yang Fengrui asked any further questions.They always avoid and avoid these topics subconsciously.

For example, do they count as gay?How far can they pay for each other?Can they tell their parents?Can they really accept other people's strange eyesight?Like and being together are two different things, do they really believe they will always be together...

Perhaps, if you don't mention it, you can pretend that these things don't exist.Can live a day, is a day.

Like is a happy thing, but talking about the future is heavy.Occasionally, they will be so lucky to think: they are still so young anyway, let's talk about those things later.

In the evening, Lin Xu and Yang Fengrui went to a nearby supermarket to buy quick-frozen dumplings. When they came back, it was already dark.

There were more and more people coming and going on the street. Yang Fengrui approached Lin Xu, pretending to hold Lin Xu's hand casually, feeling the stiffness of the other's body, and silently tightened it.

The bag containing quick-frozen dumplings dangled in the other hand, occasionally rubbing against his trousers to make a rubbing sound.

Both of them slowed down, their palms pressed together, hot and hot.

There was a lot of noise around, but Yang Fengrui could only feel Lin Xu's presence. His mind, breathing, and gaze were all tightly held by the boy next to him.

He never dared to think, if one day, Lin Xu turned his back on him, where would his sight be placed?

It was a short journey home, and Yang Fengrui will always remember the warmth of holding hands for the rest of his life.

When they got home, Yang Fengrui opened the door with the key, Lin Xu went in and turned on the light, and the two of them changed shoes in the entrance.When Lin Xu took the dumplings, he was secretly kissed by Yang Fengrui, feeling a little annoyed.Yang Fengrui laughed shyly at the kitchen door.

Boil hot water in a large pot, pour in the dumplings, and cover the pot.The heat was steaming, Lin Xu turned on the blower, and washed the vegetables waiting to be cooked in the sink by the way.

Yang Fengrui leaned against the door, watching.He likes to describe the arc of Lin Xu's bangs leaning forward when he lowers his head, the corners of Lin Xu's mouth that he would purse when he was doing things seriously, and the way Lin Xu habitually raised his head to look for himself after doing things for a while.

The eyes of the two met, Yang Fengrui smiled, Lin Xu blinked, and lowered his head again.

Both of them had something in their hearts, and they didn't fight like before.But no matter what you do, you still want to be next to each other, not saying anything, even watching, is good.

The dumplings sold in supermarkets have thick skin and little meat, but they are well cooked without any broken skin. When you bite into it, the juice is full of flavor.

The most popular recent entertainment program was on the TV, and the two of them watched it seriously, and laughed along with it.

Yang Fengrui didn't like to eat the dumplings in his own bowl. He always snatched the dumplings from Lin Xu's chopsticks. Several times he was in a hurry and opened his mouth to bite the other party's mouth. Lin Xu was so frightened that he quickly grabbed another dumpling and stuffed it into the other party's mouth. Looking at the other party like a little squirrel, he puffed up his cheeks and chewed dissatisfiedly: "Hmph."

"You just don't want to do it yourself, do you?" Lin Xu had a dark face, resigned himself to the role of chopsticks, ate one for himself, and picked another for the kid who was addicted to watching TV, "Open your mouth."

Yang Fengrui opened his mouth obediently, took two bites, not happy, "It's green vegetables again."

"How many dumplings have you eaten?" Lin Xu convinced this guy.

Yang Fengrui turned his head, saw Lin Xu's oily lips, and licked his own, as if he was still hungry.

"Hello, Xiao Xu?"

"what happened?"

"turn around."

"Why... um..." Lin Xu looked at the other party's suddenly enlarged face, and was suddenly fed a dumpling mouth-to-mouth. Before he could react, he listened to the other party's order, "Bite quickly." He took two bites in a hurry, and it was hot. The gravy oozes out, the tip of the tongue is glowing with heat, and the whole body is flushed by the heat.

Yang Fengrui didn't leave, and suddenly pressed Lin Xu's lips. The familiar smell of dumplings was on his lips. He smiled and stuck out his tongue to lick each other's lips, tasting the slight soup, "It smells so good."

Lin Xu wanted to avoid it, but was licked even harder by the other party, wanting to cry without tears.He fully believed that as long as he opened his mouth, the bastard would stick in.Sure enough, it was intentional again!

He had no choice but to close his lips tightly while trying to bite the meat in his mouth. The heat made him want to breathe, but he could only hold back, his eye circles were red, and he was licked by Yang Fengrui from head to toe in aggrieved clean up.

Yang Fengrui was fascinated, and at some point, he had already pressed Lin Xu on the sofa and kissed him fiercely.

He is very obsessed with the feeling of being close to Lin Xu, intertwined with body fluid, at that time, he will feel that he has everything about this person.Therefore, no matter how he asks for it, he will not be satisfied.

Xiao Xu, you don't know how much I like you.

He knew that Xiao Xu came back to accompany him specially, and bought dumplings for Chinese New Year on purpose.

That night, Yang Fengrui pressed Lin Xu on the bed and bit him hard from the beginning to the end.He moved very slowly, biting and sucking at the same time, making a watery sound on purpose when he licked, watching the trembling eyelashes of the boy with his eyes tightly closed.He would intentionally force Lin Xu to open his eyes, force the other party to stay still, and let the other party watch how he left his smell all over his body.

When he bit his lower abdomen, Lin Xu cried, and the normal saline couldn't help gushing out, his body trembling, "Enough."

He circled the boy's belly button with his tongue, licking it over and over again, until the boy's lower body stood upright and was exposed to the air.Yang Fengrui repeatedly lingered on the opponent's crotch maliciously, while reaching out to hold the opponent's fiery head and rubbing it repeatedly.

"Xiao Xu, do you like it?"

Lin Xu cried so much that his eyes were blurry and he could hardly see clearly. This was the first time he was tortured like this.

On the one hand, Yang Fengrui felt sorry for the boy's red eyes, but on the other hand, he felt malicious satisfaction, and even couldn't help it, making him cry even harder.

If you like someone so much, your desire to control will be overwhelming, and you will even want to control every emotion of the other person.

Early the next morning, Lin Xu was woken up by the phone ringing.He crawled out of Yang Fengrui's quilt naked, put on a coat in a hurry, and went to the living room to answer the phone.

"Hey?"

"Is it Lin Xu? I'm Yang Fengrui's mother. I'm outside the door. Can you open the door for me?"

……

Lin Xu rushed into the room like crazy, and pushed the big boy lying on the bed twice, "Yang Fengrui, get up quickly! Your mother is here, right at the door!"

Yang Fengrui, who was about to mutter a few words, suddenly regained consciousness, "Fuck, what did you just say?"

After a period of chaos, Lin Xu packed his clothes, ran to the door and opened it, "Auntie, I'm sorry, I just woke up."

The woman was dragging the suitcase in her hands, the fatigue between her brows couldn't go away, and she showed a gentle smile: "It's okay. You should go to bed later when you are on vacation." She carefully looked at the boy in front of her. He looked fair and clean, and his face was not open She looks like a child, but her eyes are clear, warm and comfortable.She unconsciously felt more intimate, "Where's Xiaofeng?"

"I'm here." Yang Fengrui walked out of the room, not minding expressing his impatience at all.

Even if a woman is mentally prepared every time, she can't help but feel uncomfortable, "Just get up, let me make you something to eat."

"What are you doing here?" Yang Fengrui said bluntly.

"It's nothing, I just want to see you."

"Cut." Yang Fengrui lowered his head.

Lin Xu also observed Aunt just now.Yang Fengrui's mother is very beautiful, there is no doubt about it, there are traces of time in the corners of the eyes, with small wrinkles, but when she smiles, she will look doubly gentle.Time has not dissipated the beauty of this woman, but added more flavor.

Lin Xu couldn't even imagine how such a gentle mother sent her five-year-old child to the countryside, so that Yang Fengrui lost his entire childhood.

"Auntie, rest first, I can get something to eat." Lin Xu stopped Auntie.

"Lin Xu, come here." Yang Fengrui suddenly became angry, "Leave her alone."

Lin Xu was embarrassed and didn't know what to do.

In front of her classmates, she lowered her eyelids to save face, "Lin Xu, you and Xiaofeng should go play first."

Lin Xu glanced at Yang Fengrui with an ugly face, and sighed, he couldn't interfere with these things.He stepped forward, "Ah Rui?"

Yang Fengrui looked at Lin Xu, with thick ink in his eyes that couldn't be melted away. The young man's worried eyes made him feel a little better, and he replied softly, "It's okay." He subconsciously took Lin Xu's hand, and Lin Xu was so frightened. He grabbed the opponent's sleeve first, and walked into the room directly.

Mother Yang in the distance frowned slightly when she saw the interaction between the two.

Yang Fengrui's mother's full name is Fang Xue, which is as beautiful as her appearance.

When Fang Xue married Yang Fengrui's father, she was still young, and she was still a naive and beautiful girl who yearned for freedom.Life after marriage ruined all her yearning for love, so much so that when she remarried later, she firmly believed that she was pursuing her own happiness.

Time is fair, and after taking away her youthful and beautiful appearance, it finally made her realize who was hurt by her willfulness.When her own children regarded her as a stranger, she finally tasted the evil results of her own planting.

Some feelings, only as a mother can understand.

She would look at the old photos of the child and shed tears, she would pack up the child's clothes and keep gesturing about the child's possible height, she would reject all the sales but couldn't help but believe the salesman's cliché that "boys like this one now"... …

She will pay attention to every expression of the child to judge the child's likes and dislikes.She carefully picked up those lost years bit by bit.Xiaofeng likes to eat salty and spicy food, loves meat, dislikes vegetables, hates bananas among fruits, loves oranges, likes dark clothes, likes to wear sports shoes, likes to watch NBA basketball programs...

She always comforted herself: It doesn't matter, there is still time.The child is still growing up, and she still has time.

"Come out for dinner." Fang Xue cleared the dining table.

When Yang Fengrui took his seat, he sneaked a glance at his mother, met her gaze, and quickly lowered his head again.

Lin Xu pulled his sleeve secretly, and Yang Fengrui said unwillingly: "You can eat too."

"Yeah." Fang Xue smiled.

At the dinner table, Fang Xue tentatively asked some questions, Lin Xu helped to answer some questions, and Yang Fengrui answered some questions reluctantly, but no matter what, the atmosphere eased a lot.

"Xiaofeng, what kind of clothes are you wearing?"

Yang Fengrui bowed his head, "I'm going, I'm wearing the wrong clothes."

Lin Xu quickly lowered his head, and sure enough the sweater was wrong, he said angrily, "Auntie, I got up too fast this morning."

Yang Fengrui looked at Lin Xu carefully, "Well, it's pretty good."

"roll."

Yang Fengrui tugged at the collar of the sweater with his hands casually, a slight smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, he reached out to pick up the vegetables, and started to eat seriously.

Lin Xu lowered his head uneasily, looked more at the loose clothes on his body, took a breath, and began to eat.

"Xiaoxu, here, the corner of your mouth."

"What's wrong?" Lin Xu turned his head.

Yang Fengrui's eyes flickered, and he turned his head away, "There is food at the corner of his mouth."

Lin Xu hurriedly touched it with his hand, and it turned out to be rice grains. He secretly scolded himself for making a childhood mistake, and smiled shyly at Aunt Fang.

Aunt Fang thought it was because the two children had such a good relationship, but she smiled reluctantly when she responded again.

I felt something was wrong when I came back before, and now this feeling is becoming more and more obvious.

No one pays more attention to every move and every look of her child than she does.

That's not the look you should have for your good friends and brothers.

She felt the weight of her fingers holding the chopsticks, and took a deep breath before continuing to pick up vegetables.In my mind, I kept repeating the appearance of the child just now.

Even when he was eating with his head down, his body still leaned against Lin Xu's, and the two children would secretly bump and play with their knees underneath.

No matter what Lin Xu was doing, the child's eyes would move slightly.When Lin Xu got up to eat, he raised his head. As soon as Lin Xu came out from the kitchen door, he raised his head again. He didn't continue to eat until Lin Xu sat down.

When he pulled his sweater with his hands, there was a slight light in his eyes, and even when he was eating, there was an indelible smile on the corner of his mouth.

It is estimated that even he himself did not realize these small movements.

In the past few days, with the two of them getting along, this kind of strangeness has spread to every detail.

No matter how the two children deliberately distanced themselves, they couldn't hide it. Their eyes often collided with each other, their smiles often lowered their heads, and their closeness was often too close...

"Auntie, I have taken back the clothes." Lin Xu took off the clothes while removing the hangers.

"Well," Fang Xue stepped forward to help, "Lin Xu, are you also so capable at home?"

"It's okay, just know how to do it."

"You have a good relationship with Xiaofeng?"

"Well, after all, they live in a dormitory. They often study together and play together during holidays."

"Really?" Fang Xue's eyes darkened, "By the way, if Xiaofeng is not in a relationship, is there a girl he likes?"

"Ah...ah?" Lin Xu confiscated the clothes in his hands and hurriedly picked them up, "I don't know."

"Do you have Lin Xu?"

Lin Xu's face flushed red, "Not at all."

Lin Xu couldn't describe the feeling of getting along with Aunt Yang, there was a strange sense of stickiness, as if he was being targeted by something, and the tenderness at the beginning was missing.

He began to be a little afraid to face her face to face, and he was often trembling even when speaking.

During that time, because of Yang's mother's return, neither Yang Fengrui nor Lin Xu dared to go too far, and usually exercised extreme restraint.

Only at night when he was sleeping, Yang Fengrui would deliberately pull Lin Xu from the other quilt, and hug him tightly in the dark.

The two did not dare to make a sound, and under the cover of the night, they kissed lightly under the quilt.

They didn't know, and never even imagined, that every night in those days, there would be a person standing outside the door.

She never dared to try to turn the deadbolt, because she knew it must be locked.She would often stand until the early hours of the morning, until the cold air spread from the soles of her feet along the blood vessels all over her body.

She almost cried a few times, but she held back and didn't make a sound.Trembling, she entered the word "gay" into the search on her mobile phone, paused again, and added the word "16-year-old child".The tears finally couldn't be controlled and fell down.

She thought, she must have done something wrong and was punished by God.