Eat little by little

Since that day, both of them have tacitly avoided the topic of that night.

I couldn't find anything wrong, but I felt something was wrong all over my body.

After that, Lin Xu obviously felt that Yang Fengrui had changed.Immediately after the illness, there was a big exam. I was busy reviewing and didn't pay much attention. Now it seems that I didn't talk to Yang Fengrui a few days ago.

Lin Xu wanted to ask what happened to Yang Fengrui, but he didn't know why he asked.Ever since the two of them got along, Yang Fengrui has always been like this, he would annoy you vigorously when he got excited, and skip and walk away by himself when he got bored.

"Let's go to the next class, it's really a relationship." Lin Xu muttered to himself, took a sip of hot water, lowered his head and realized that the kettle was Yang Fengrui's, and remembered that he had been helping him since the past few days Hit the hot water.

After getting used to being busy, I feel at a loss when I relax.

"Hey, Yang Fengrui, won't you be in the dormitory at noon today?" Lin Xu asked just as the bell rang for the end of get out of class.

"Well, I won't go back." Yang Fengrui casually flipped through the math book without turning his head.

"Then I'll help you take a leave of absence."

"..."

Lin Xu sighed, looked at the book in Yang Fengrui's hand, "You took the wrong book, the next class is Chinese."

Yang Fengrui acted as if he didn't hear it, and after a while, he slowly pulled out the language.

Lin Xu thought that there was still something wrong with Yang Fengrui. After hesitating for a while, he approached Yang Fengrui and said in a low voice, "Be careful recently, the school is very strict, and the dormitory management has asked you several times. You came back at noon today good."

Yang Fengrui paused for a while, then turned his head, and his gaze slowly passed over Lin Xu.Lin Xu's face looked a little transparent and white under the bright light. If you look carefully, you can still see the bruises left on the right cheek.

Lin Xu unconsciously averted his eyes as if something had brushed his cheeks lightly.

Yang Fengrui suddenly stretched out his hand and rubbed Lin Xu's left cheek. This action had not been done for a long time. Static electricity slapped across his skin, and Lin Xu turned his face away, feeling his skin hurt a little.But he heard Yang Fengrui's sighing voice: "Xiao Xu, you are so kind."

Eh?

In the past few days, some classmates have been laughing that Lin Xu's face was bitten by a dog, and half of his face is covered with bruises, which are shallow, but they can be seen clearly when he gets close.Lin Xu occasionally thinks about that night, but the memory seems to be separated by a film, blurred like a few fragments of a dream, without a sense of reality.At that time, I was so angry that I felt that Yang Fengrui was playing too much, but when I thought about it again, looking at that thing, two big boys masturbated, and I overreacted.

It's just that Yang Fengrui, a beast, has a sore shoulder, can't he be bitten by a dog?

And those in the same dormitory slept like dead pigs, and as soon as the day dawned, they dissipated like fog that night, and there was not even a shadow of them.

The light is good, Lin Xu's face can be clearly captured, and the lines of his cheeks appear softer in the light and shadow.

Yang Fengrui couldn't restrain himself from leaning forward. The fingers resting on Lin Xu's face slowly opened, and they were close to the other's cheek. Finally, the whole palm almost covered Lin Xu's left face. The skin was soft and comfortable, and the bruises seemed to Is transparent looming.

Yang Fengrui has never done this to Lin Xu, it is not like the usual teasing and teasing, because it is too gentle and gentle.

He really wanted to touch it lightly like this, but Yang Fengrui's fingers froze. Realizing something, he moved his fingers a little helplessly.

Lin Xu looked at him with clear eyes, and frowned slightly, as if he wanted to avoid Yang Fengrui's nonsense.

Yang Fengrui was a little at a loss, feeling that weird feeling came again, looking at Lin Xu, he couldn't help but get closer.It's like being addicted for a while, I can't help but touch it when I see it, and I can't bear to leave when I touch it, I want to go deeper, deeper.

"Xiao Xu."

"Huh?" Lin Xu just raised his head, only to feel that his eyes were dark, covered his eyes with his hands, and murmured, "This way I can't see."

What followed immediately was a warm touch on the cheek, as if something was attached to it, and the same warm breath could be felt, passing by.

Yang Fengrui felt that his fingers were stiff, and his brain seemed to be shutting down again. After finally avoiding Lin Xu for a few days, he felt that something bad was going to happen just after touching it.

"Xiao Xu..." This sound was suppressed, as if every word had been suppressed for a long time, Lin Xu's heart was slightly squeezed, Lin Xu felt that his heartbeat was inexplicably abnormal.

The sound of Yang Fengrui's breathing was blowing in his ears so clearly, with the similar heat and similar posture, Lin Xu almost instantly remembered that night, Yang Fengrui kept licking and biting his earlobe with a hoarse voice, panting constantly Air and blowing hot air.

No, there is still a difference.

The two of them seemed to have fallen into silence at the same time, silently, no one making a sound, only the occasional breath collided together, and the hot and humid temperature could be felt more and more clearly in the darkness.The surrounding noises have disappeared, only a slight lingering sound of humming remains, and the only remaining sound of breathing becomes more and more dignified.

Such warmth and quietness are so comforting, it's almost addictive.Lin Xu felt dizzy again, like that night when he had a fever.

"Yang Fengrui, what time did you come back after your date at noon today?" After a long time, Lin Xu heard his own voice quietly.

Yang Fengrui let go of his hand suddenly, and the light irritated his eyes. Lin Xu closed his eyes uncomfortably. When he met Yang Fengrui again, the other party had a bright smile on his face, and he couldn't see the other party's eyes clearly against the light.

"Xiao Xu, there is no daughter-in-law in this world who is more virtuous than you."

Lin Xu narrowed his eyes slightly, "I wish you that this disaster will be put away as soon as possible." Feeling the heat on his cheeks gradually dissipating, Yang Fengrui's smile in front of him gradually became blurred.

Yang Fengrui curled his lips, "Xiao Xu, you are a chaotic guy who always gives up."

Even if it clears up in winter, it is still winter and the chill remains unabated.

Yang Fengrui gradually tightened his fingers and slowly put them behind him.

In the next few days, Yang Fengrui was busy running around the class, and had a heated fight with other boys.The girls in the class who liked to make up with the brains of two people also shifted their positions one after another, making jokes about others.

Lin Xu didn't have a good word with Yang Fengrui either.

It seems to be like this when I was young. Many things happen every day, filling everyone's life.Every day there is a new excitement, a new topic, no one really notices who is sad, and no one really cares whether you are happy or not.

Keep growing, keep forgetting.

Lin Xu would still ask Yang Fengrui if he wanted to fetch hot water for him, and he would also help him tidy up the test papers and homework books that had been handed out, keeping his desktop clean and tidy.When Yang Fengrui and Hu Kan at the back table became interested, they often got together and changed places for evening self-study.Lin Xu occasionally wanted to interject a few words, but it was just for the sake of boring himself.

"Yang Fengrui?"

"..."

"Yang Fengrui?"

Lin Xu found it more and more difficult to call Yang Fengrui recently, he had to call Yang Fengrui more than twice each time. This feeling of calling his name all the time was a bit irritating, but he was still patient.He is used to Yang Fengrui.

"Yang Feng..."

"Hey, you're calling me!" Yang Fengrui turned his head hastily, "What's wrong?"

"It's okay," Lin Xu looked at Yang Fengrui's shining temples that hadn't recovered from the discussion just now, and suddenly didn't want to say a word.He wanted to say that he would go home this afternoon and bring some homemade sauerkraut that he likes most.

But no need.

Still asked politely, "Do you want me to bring something to eat?"

He wasn't stupid, he was familiar with the feeling of being silently excluded.

"Ah? Forget it. Well, isn't Jiaqian her mother coming over today? Jiaqian said she would save some food for me. What do you want to eat? I'll leave it to you?" Yang Fengrui always smiled like this , the corners of the eyebrows are slightly raised, the corners of the mouth are also widened, and the eyes will be shining with excitement, as if they are always in the best condition and have infinite vitality.

"No need, you can eat." Lin Xu laughed suddenly. Yang Fengrui always disliked him for being bored by himself and never smiled. In fact, he was wrong. He often smiled, with the corners of his mouth slightly curved, and his voice was warm. Sounded softly.

Just like how he treats everyone, he has always been so lukewarm, that's how he is, he is very good to everyone.

It's easy to accept unfairness, easy to get used to it.

Yang Fengrui was stunned, and forgot what he was talking about just now, Lin Xu lowered his head to drink water, he belatedly handed over the biscuit he had just grabbed, "Eat it?"

Lin Xu looked up and smiled again, then shook his head, "You can eat."

what does it feel likeLin Xu's crooked eyes made him feel tight in his chest, and Yang Fengrui tightened his fingers holding the biscuit, "Lin Xu?"

"Ok?"

"Eat it, it's delicious."

"No, I don't like sandwiches."

"Lin Xu."

"..."

This time, it was Lin Xu who stopped responding.

He was sitting next to Lin Xu, with his head down, Yang Fengrui could still see his clean side face, the way he raised his head when drinking water, when he drank water, he would close his eyes unconsciously, and his eyelashes would touch his eyelids again. will open slowly.For some reason, Yang Fengrui suddenly felt his heart shrink, like a ball of paper soaked in water and began to slowly wrinkle.

The surrounding air slowly froze with Lin Xu's slight smile, which he had seen too many times.Every time a girl came over to ask questions, he would smile and nod, every time they complained with a headache, he would wait with a smile on his face, every time a girl handed over snacks, he would smile and shake his head to express his gratitude.

What a polite and gentle guy.

This is not the expression of Lin Xu looking at the biscuits in his hand with distaste, nor is it the expression of Lin Xu frowning and being force-fed, and finally he covers his mouth and has to puff up his cheeks to finish eating, and it is not the expression of Lin Xu being annoyed to the extreme. The situation of politely snatching food from him and eating it in one bite.

Why did it become like this?

Yang Fengrui looked at the biscuit in his hand in a daze, and finally took two bites and ate it.The biscuit crumbs were sour in the mouth.

Obviously the biscuits had already been handed out, but he didn't have the courage to throw Lin Xu into his mouth, as if, as long as he couldn't help it, something would break.

The buried feeling he'd been so far away from would break through.

That's not right.

"Xiao Xu." He murmured softly.