what's mine is mine

Mist of - so... so cute - omg how could I make him cry -

"You promised me? That's great (∩_∩)" Feng Xi understood from the sudden darkness that he was being held in the arms of a boy who was much taller than him.

"...(⊙v⊙)!" Under what circumstances, didn't I want to refuse!Why did I hug it!Li Lu gritted his steel teeth silently: "Okay... don't cry."

"Hmm~(≧▽≦)/."

The author has something to say: finally updated again!I have been wasting for several years, in fact, the manuscript has been written long ago, if I don’t update it, I will graduate O(≧口≦)O

☆, Li Lu

Li Lu light rain on September 2008, 9

Regarding Li Lu, this is the first time I have actively pursued a boyfriend.He's straight through and through.

Don't know why.

Although I insist on making one phone call a day, sending him out of school after school in the morning and afternoon, delivering lunch to him at noon, and sending text messages from time to time——

But we have been dating for nearly three weeks, he has never even held my hand, let alone expect him to kiss me——

Well, I admit that the reason why I asked him to confess was not because I liked him so much, it was just that he fell into my eyes at that time.A different place and a different time, and it wouldn't be him.That's okay too.

But now all the dramas do this, if he doesn't get him done, it's an insult to my reputation and affects my reputation.Moreover, I heard from Xiaomaweier that Li Lu seemed to be flirting with a girl in the graduating class a few days ago, and the behavior was intimate... == No, the school is so small, it is impossible for him to cheat in front of me. One grade, a few classrooms away, I don’t know anything?

National Day will be in a few days, do you want to plan to cultivate relationship?But the wicked school only has two and a half days off!On the night of the [-]rd, I have to study by myself! QQ

However, if he still doesn't get the hang of it, then I can only - smash the signboard...

If the return is less than the payment, I will not do it.

Sharpen the knife and rush to Li Lu, Feng Xi, don't go carelessly!

Side story!

"Hey, Lu, um, I have something to discuss with you—let's go on a date~ Yes, right now—ah (third tone turns to second tone) You're scared, you don't even dare to skip class— Well, even if you don't come, I won't say that you don't—you can do it~" Feng Xi hung up the phone with a smile, and looked eagerly at somewhere in the opposite building.The night was getting dark, but Fengxi happened to see a ray of light when the back door of the classroom was opened, and a figure slipped out.

After saying hello to Ponytail, Feng Xi also slipped out of the classroom.Although he came out late, due to geographical factors, he came down from the fourth floor earlier than Li Lu whose classroom was on the third floor.

"Here!" Feng Xi called him softly, and waved his hand.

"What are you doing, skipping class so late, and climbing the wall to get out?" Li Lu's handsome face was frowned, and he plucked his hair and complained unhappily to Feng Xi.

"Okay, now that you're down, do you still want to go up? Come with me!" The smile on Feng Xi's face never stopped, and he pulled Li Lu's hand in a good mood and walked out.He was so proud that he finally held hands, he didn't notice the blush on the face of the boy beside him.

"Hey, this is the school gate! There are guards!" After walking for a while, Li Lu gave Feng Xi a strong hand when he saw the school gate faintly.

"Look at me!" Feng Xi pretended to be mysterious and smiled, pulled the person and walked straight forward, half on purpose and half because he was afraid that he would not be able to pull the person, Feng Xi switched the mode of holding hands and changed it to interlocking fingers.

Really straight ahead, because the campus police are not there.

"..." Li Lu kept rolling his eyes since he left the school gate, but he didn't let go of the other person's hand, "I said, I'm making me nervous." He paused and asked, "Where are you going?"

"Ye-shi!" Feng Xi covered his mouth, he was almost too excited to say that he had gone to a nightclub, but he had always wanted to go to a nightclub.

"Night market? That's fine, I'll treat you to something to eat." No longer staying at school, Li Lu became cheerful as if he had untied a burden—or a seal—and took the initiative to lead the way and drag Fengxi away.

When they wandered around in front of various barbecue stalls, Feng Xi was a little taken aback by Li Lu's hesitant look of making up his mind.

The author has something to say: I'm going...I typed Braille for half an hour, and I still want to sign up for the exam. Forget it, I'll practice again. No one clicked on yesterday's update. Don't give up on me! QQ

☆, side story!two

Side story!

two

Parks, lakesides, under street lights.

"Okay, eat slowly... ==." Feng Xi looked at Li Lu who was eating like a locust crossing the border, and thought to himself that if you like it, I will definitely not snatch it from you, "I'll give you mine." He shrugged Shrugging his shoulders, he left his skewers to the big boy who turned on the berserk mode.Feng Xi bit the last piece of meat in his hand, and involuntarily stared at Li Lu who was eating happily.

It's okay for him to stare at Li Lu like this, but Li Lu will be embarrassed, especially when he has finished eating the skewers and finds that the lunch box in Fengxi's hand is only a few bamboo sticks - no wonder it feels like grilling today Uncle Tan was very kind and gave him a lot of food and happiness—it was given to him by Fengxi. "You...why don't you eat it for me?"

"Are you still hungry?" Feng Xi packed up the lunch boxes in their hands and threw them into the trash can.

Li Lu rubbed his stomach, hesitated, and said no.

"Wait for me a moment." Putting the tissue into Li Lu's hand, Feng Xi ran over to the park convenience store next to him.

Li Lu watched his figure disappear at the door of the convenience store, lowered his head, his eyes fell on the tissue in his hand, and his expression was blank.

Are you serious?Like a man? …me.

In the convenience store, the boy looked around and chose the steaming oden: "It's you."

Seeing the boy walking towards him cautiously, Li Lu stood up, hesitated a little, and finally didn't take that step to pick him up.

"Here." Putting the oden in Li Lu's hands, Feng Xi smiled, raised his hot and red fingers and pinched his earlobe, "Be careful of burning."

In fact, the reflection of the tall boy had completely covered up Fengxi, who could only be called a little boy, and Li Lu felt inexplicably uneasy about letting him accept the care of such a little boy.He held the oden paper cup for a while, and his palm was already hot.He tightened his throat, and could only pretend to be vicious to teach the little boy a lesson: "Why do you take it when you know it's hot? Is it so difficult for me to go there!"

"Isn't it the same when I bring it over! I'll take care of you!"

"You don't eat such a small one, who expects you to take care of it! You come and eat."

"You eat, I'm not hungry."

Li Lu stopped talking and stared at him with puffy eyes.

The boy blinked, making sure that Li Lu was staring at him.

"But I'm really not hungry—well, let me have a bite?"

A paper cup filled with oden was handed to him.

Feng Xi took it, hesitantly pressed his lips to the rim of the cup, and took a small sip of the hot soup.

"Hey."

The bowl was handed back to Li Lu again, and this time he ate it happily.

Feng Xi watched Li Lu drink the soup directly at the place where he had just sipped, his face quietly burned.

When going back, Li Lu took the initiative to hold his hand, and declared that Feng Xi was too stupid, if he accidentally fell down, he wouldn't carry the little kid back to school.

Seeing the school gate opening from a distance, sporadic students rushed out on bicycles, and Feng Xi pulled Li Lu into the woods beside him.

The woods were extremely dark, the street lights on the road next to it couldn't shine in, the road was bright orange lights, but the coolness on the lips was more like the woods.

The two competed silently, and when Feng Xi saw that he was about to put the tip of his tongue into each other's mouth, Li Lu turned his back on him in an instant.

It wasn't until the human voice quieted down that Li Lu reluctantly let go of the boy in his arms.

"Satisfied?" He asked in a hoarse voice, leaning himself and the boy against the root of the tree.

"So-so." Feng Xi lowered his head and rubbed his nose on Li Lu's shirt, and then stopped moving as soon as he buried his face.At this time, if Li Lu's kissing skills are too poor——

Following his example, Li Lu also lowered his head, smelling the fragrance of his hair with the tip of his nose, and silently kissed the tip of his hair.

It seemed that because of the kiss, Li Lu finally admitted that Feng Xi was his date, and his attitude towards him finally became intimate, and he was no longer rigidly restrained.

The author has something to say: I persisted until the third day, hey, I hope someone will read the article (≧▽≦)/

☆、2009/1/11 sunny

2009/1/11 sunny

I've heard that a 21-day cycle can become a habit, and by the No. 90 day, the habit is ingrained.

I have just been dating Li Lu for four months.Is he used to my presence?Get used to my daily phone calls and text messages?Used to the lunch I brought him at noon?Are you used to waiting for me to send him off after school?Get used to my kisses and hugs...

I am used to it.

But there are too many habits that I have been forced to give up.You, will there be a day when I give up my habit of treating you?

I was a little hesitant, if I overestimated myself, I would be the embarrassment, but if I didn't embarrass myself, wouldn't it also confirm my gains from the side?Although the north and south teaching buildings where the first and second grades are located are only separated by a green belt of tens of meters, but I run so diligently to the north building every day, but he never takes the initiative to find me. Thinking about it, I am very discouraged. .

If I no longer take the initiative to find you, will you come to me?

Side story!

一

At noon, Feng Xi became more and more restless, even eating the lunch that Ponytail brought for him, he couldn't taste it. After a few quick mouthfuls, he still hid in the hidden corner of the classroom and peeked at the situation in the North Building.

Calculating the time, get out of class ends at 55:[-], and at around [-], Fengxi will buy a good meal and go to the North Building to find Li Lu to eat together, and then the two of them will go to Fengxi's dormitory for lunch break.If school was over in the afternoon, Feng Xi would wait for Li Lu in the garage under the north building, and the two of them walked to a slope outside the school gate, then Feng Xi went to eat, and Li Lu went home to eat.The same is true for next night's self-study.

Feng Xi stared at the situation of the building over there, his mind was in a mess.In fact, I would be bored without him.The dishes he doesn’t like when eating are often the dishes he likes to eat; during the lunch break, leaning on his chest will feel at ease; when holding hands for a walk, I also hope that time will go slower...

I couldn't be self-confessed, Fengxi hid behind the wall, holding his diary, and saw Li Lu in the north building go downstairs and go to the dormitory.But I used to have so many habits, they said a word, or didn't say a word, I had to give up all of them.I won't live without anyone, that's a lie.

two

Today's weather is fine, and Li Lu's mood is also very elegant.It's just that this kind of elegance lasted only one morning.

After class at noon, Li Lu was still in his seat, but his buddies who were supposed to leave came over to amuse him with malicious intentions.

"Hey, look, this uncle is waiting for someone to deliver the meal, so chic!" The buddy's sour tone made everyone laugh.

"If you can't eat grapes and say grapes are sour, why are you so naive?" Li Lu retorted unceremoniously.

"Who told us we don't have a 'boyfriend', envy!" The buddy winked at him, "How is it, how does a boyfriend taste?"

"It's none of your business, go home and find a wife!" Li Lu waved his fist at him, feeling secretly refreshed. He didn't forget that when he first dated Feng Xi, these people were screaming all day long. Now seeing Feng Xi If you treat him so well, you'll just scream.

"His wife is female, and your wife is male, can it be the same! Isn't it awkward for you to be with your wife? Two gentlemen." The second buddy pouted.

"That's different! Lu Zi's daughter-in-law looks better than a girl, and my wife can be half as good-looking as his daughter-in-law. I would rather live a few years short!" The best friend San yelled before Li Lu opened his mouth.

Li Lu frowned, and closed his mouth after wanting to say something, his heart began to turmoil.Whether my daughter-in-law looks good or not, male or female, it's my own business, it's none of your business?

Seeing that Li Lu didn't speak, the best friend changed another question. "do you like him?"

The others quieted down, waiting for Li Lu's answer.

I saw the man smiled deeply, and said in a beating voice: "Whether I like it or not, it's none of your business! A few old men are even more babbling than women."

Everyone was furious, and when they were pulling up their sleeves to beat the shameless man, Li Lu finally said sensiblely: "Hey, what are you doing? Besides, it's not like you don't know who I like. If that person is willing to be nice to me, Isn’t this just for fun now, just change it if you say it.”

His elation lasted for less than a second, and he was completely smashed by the words of his best friend three.

"Lu Zi, you said this! Just give me your wife! Brother will love him very much!"

The smile on Li Lu's face froze, and when he realized that this person was actually Feng Xi's favorite type, his sense of crisis suddenly surged, "You think it's beautiful! Uncle's broken shoe wheel got you?!"

This time, he felt really uncomfortable in his heart. Just thinking of Fengxi getting better with someone else and holding hands with someone else, he felt a sense of evil in his heart.Why should it be your turn if I don't want him?

"Hey, Lu Zi, it's your fault. Could it be that you still want to be in two boats?" The second best friend scolded him contemptuously.

"How is it possible, I am sincere to that person, and I really can't be more true!" Li Lu said stubbornly, but felt that he was a little duplicity, and hurriedly covered it up, "It's already ordered and you don't leave, be careful that the cafeteria is out of food!" You think you are me!"

By the time everyone left, it was already twelve o'clock.

"Why don't you come today?" Li Lu rubbed his belly, feeling a little puzzled, and decided to wait a little longer.

At 12:30, Li Lu couldn't sit still anymore, thinking why Feng Xi didn't come, and feeling disgusted with himself for not going to buy food by himself!He stood up and was about to go to the cafeteria by himself. After a few seconds, he sat down again, found out his mobile phone and called Fengxi.

Shut down.

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☆, side story!

Side story!

three

Li Lu faintly felt that things were a bit big.Just now when he picked up the phone, he realized that he hadn't called Feng Xi once, and the first time he called, the other party turned off the phone.Today, he has not received any text messages from the other party.It was so unusually peaceful.Has something happened to Fengxi?

After finding 503, Feng Xi's roommate said he was not there.Li Lu suddenly felt at a loss.When he came out, he looked into Fengxi's classroom in Nanlou, but there was no one there.The classroom is not in, the dormitory is not in, and the mobile phone is turned off.Where is Fengxihui?Li Lu had no choice but to look for it in all possible places.

Until the evening, Li Lu was exhausted and had just returned to the classroom to prepare for evening self-study. He subconsciously glanced at the south building, and found a thin figure, especially like Fengxi.

"Hey! Lu Zi, why are you going to class soon!"

"Give me a leave of absence! Say something happened to my family!" Li Lu said without looking back, and ran all the way.

It's not a big deal, my wife is against the sky!

With a sound of "Boom!", Li Lu kicked open the door of Class [-] and [-] of Senior High School, glanced at the surprised teacher, panted slightly, and said, "I'm Brother Fengxi. Something happened to his family and he asked me to come back to him." Home."

Seeing that he was in such a hurry, the teacher nodded in agreement.Feng Xi remained motionless.Li Lu finally got angry, walked to his seat, pulled him up and walked out.

The teacher watched the students in the class fry into a pot of porridge, and asked the students in the first row, "Is that student's brother just now?"

"They are often together."

four

The playground was quiet, and the streetlights near the gymnasium happened to be broken, and the entire track and field field was completely dark.Even so, Li Lu could still see the corners of Fengxi's mouth pursed, with a rare expressionless face.He was a little flustered, not knowing what happened to the boy, and he was not as close and dependent as before.Could it be that they talked at noon and he heard them?

Feng Xi didn't speak, and Li Lu didn't dare to ask him.The two have been deadlocked.

The class bell rang and rang, and finally, even the lights in the dormitory were turned off.

The cold air of the winter night invaded them for several hours, and Feng Xi's body began to tremble involuntarily.Li Lu couldn't see it, so he pulled him over and wanted to hug him tightly, but Feng Xi was unwilling and shook off Li Lu's grasping hand.He scratches and shakes, and he scratches and shakes again.Li Lu was enraged by him, and was about to get angry when the phone rang.The mobile phone in outdoor mode, which had been turned on all afternoon, hadn't been tuned yet, and the ringtone was the piano music Feng Xi had chosen for him.The sound of the piano instantly flowed in the silent air, dispelling Li Lu's anger. He didn't notice the softened eyes of the person he was holding when he heard the ringtone.

"Hey, mom, ah, I'm staying at a classmate's house tonight, um, bye."

After finishing the call, Li Lu stared straight at Fengxi, then suddenly lowered his head and kissed her.Forcibly opened the other's tightly closed lips, and only slowly let him go until he felt that the body of the person in his arms was no longer cold and stiff.

Although he still refused to speak, Feng Xi finally softened his attitude and leaned against his chest.

There was no way to go back to the dormitory, so Li Lu led someone over the wall and left the school, and found a nearby hotel.

Leading the little boy who played Silence to the extreme along the way, Li Lu directly stuffed him and himself into the bathroom after entering the room.Turning on the hot water valve, Li Lu took off his clothes first, then pulled Feng Xi who couldn't resist, and took off his clothes again. When the water became hot, he stuck him under the nozzle.Although it was the first time for someone else to take a bath, Li Lu did it very smoothly, and he finished the little boy in minutes. After wrapping it in a bath towel and letting him stay, he also quickly washed it twice.

Feng Xi didn't say a word, with his eyes half closed, he didn't know what he was thinking, and let Li Lu rub his head with a dry towel. When the dripping hair was about to go to sleep, he took the towel and wiped Li Lu's hair.

Li Lu lowered his head so that the child would not feel too sore when he raised his hand.There is no air-conditioning, and the quilt is half-surrounded. Although it is not cold, there is a sense of coolness.He put his arms around the child, slender waist, usually he can't use one hand, but this time he hugged him tightly with both hands.

why?

Li Lu never asked.

Then lights out, curtain down.

The author has something to say: la la la ~ I beat myself!Stick to the update hehe!Even if only one person is watching, I am very happy!I just discovered that the quotation marks typed out by WORD are actually " " on the same side, my God, I have to check the previous ones!Hey, I have a little format obsessive-compulsive disorder!

☆、July 2009, 1 sunny

May 2009, 1 sunny

When I woke up in the morning, I found out that I was in a hotel.and Li Lu.naked.

To be honest, I didn't expect to be so disappointed. It turned out that it was just one idiot playing a game with another idiot for so long.Why do I think that Li Lu will find me soon?Does he understand me?Does he understand what I'm thinking?He doesn't know anything.

He deserves it for not being able to find me.I deserve to be angry.

Just because he occasionally cares about me, occasionally thinks of me, occasionally takes the initiative, occasionally... Am I being dazzled by these occasions!I don't care about his occasional contributions, so should my contributions be taken for granted?

Well, now that I understand this, it’s actually nothing.

Side story!

一

Speaking of which, men are actually impulsive creatures! ==Feng Xi doesn't know who said this, but before he just laughed it off and didn't take it seriously, but——today, he has a deeper understanding.

Because it was Saturday, Feng Xi stayed in bed for a while after waking up before getting ready.Li Lu still slept like a pig.But Fengxi couldn't get up, Li Luxiong hugged him like a pig, wait--what is that hot thing on the edge of the knee socket!Is it the legendary == man's morning exercise?

This is good, Fengxi is caught in a dilemma.To get up or not to get up, that is the question.His hand felt a little sore from being pressed, he turned around carefully - it seemed a little bad - he met Li Lu's black eyes.In the end, before he could see Li Lu's expression clearly, the damned man had already pressed him down and kissed him wantonly like a beast that had only entered the spring restlessness period.

"Well…!"

Listen, does it look like a so-called meaningless monosyllable?Fuck that monosyllable, if it wasn't for the damn Li Lu biting his tongue, this sentence should be——

Damn you didn't brush your teeth!

Li Lu seemed blind and couldn't see Feng Xi's ferocious expression, so he kissed himself with great joy.Feng Xi narrowed his eyes, happy to kiss, right?He exerted all his strength on his right leg, but was suppressed before he could touch Li Lu, and as a result, his knee barely brushed against a certain part—Feng Xi suddenly realized that his crisis had just begun.

two

"Huh? Quite proactive." If there was any substance in his eyes, Feng Xi was now surrounded by raging flames.

[The voice is hoarse, please use emergency syrup. 】

Fengxi children's shoes were trembling, and a long-known but inexplicable advertisement of Beauty and the Beast suddenly flashed in his mind.He squeezed out a smiling face, "Don't mind me, in the early morning, you will always be a little impulsive, right o(>﹏<)o."

"That's right, I'm really impulsive today—" Li Lu bit his ear, and rubbed him viciously.Feng Xi's originally flushed cheeks turned even redder, as if they were ripe.He opened his mouth, wanted to say something but couldn't, so he closed his mouth angrily.

"Agree with me? Then you have to take care of it—" Li Lu thought he was so cute, so he intentionally frightened him with a lewd tone.But seeing the water in his eyes, Li Lu found that he really couldn't hold on anymore. "Hey, turn around and lie on your stomach."

Feng Xi buried her face and was still struggling with her thoughts, but she couldn't hold back Li Lu and kept rubbing against his ear, and even licked his ear pinna viciously with her tongue.The warm breath made Fengxi's tender and thin ears tremble, as if a group of ants were crawling up from his waist, numb and itchy.Closing her eyes, Feng Xi gritted her teeth and rolled over to lie down.

But the bastard Li Lu was still not satisfied. While teasing, he stretched out his hand to support his waist, adjusted his posture, and teased Xiao Fengxi who was hanging down naturally with evil intentions.

"==Hey, that's enough, hurry up!" Feng Xi buried his face in the pillow, speaking in a low voice, and couldn't tell whether he was shy or angry.

"How can you doubt my persistence?" Li Lu's tone was flippant, but he finally got down to business. "Keep your legs together, tighter, and—um..."

Feng Xi's face was scalded as if she had been illuminated by a fire, the heat was overwhelming, because she buried her head in the pillow and could not see, so she could only passively feel the movements of the person on her body.Especially, especially, that hot object moving quickly between the legs - did this bastard do it on purpose?Moreover, he felt that his little thing began to heat up tremblingly, and then—that bastard actually reached out to hold it! ——

Li Lu embraced the absent-minded Fengxi, and kissed his ear lightly, "First time?"

Feng Xi felt the warm breath lingering in her ears, but she was lazy and didn't want to pay attention to him.He just glanced at Li Lu.But Li Lu was not calm.

This, this child, who looks so dignified, why does his eyes look so seductive?

three

Because it was Saturday, the two of them went shopping in the city after getting up, and sent them back to school in the afternoon.

"I'll go home tomorrow." Feng Xi sat down on the edge of the embankment, put his hands in his pockets, and lightly kicked his calves.

"Isn't your home in the urban area? Why didn't you just go home?" Li Lu followed him and sat next to him, hooking the child with one hand, and the child fell into his arms.

"If I just go back, I will definitely live at home." Feng Xi twisted, adjusted his sitting posture, and leaned his back against the chest of the person behind him. "Is it your birthday next month? What gift do you want?"

"It's going to be winter vacation, let's talk about it then, or say," Li Lu put his arms around his waist, and pressed his chin into the hollow of his neck. "Pack you up for me."

"Be gentle, it hurts." Feng Xi narrowed his eyes, coquettishly not very serious. "Okay, here you are."

The evening wind was a bit chilly, Li Lu hugged Feng Xi tightly.

"West."

"Ah."

"Don't be angry next time."

Feng Xi didn't answer, he wanted to turn his head, but Li Lu pressed against his neck and didn't let him move.

"--Um."

"We'll move out next semester."

"If you move, I will move too."

Finally, Feng Xi said so.

postscript:

Mid-January, winter vacation.

January 25, New Years.

In early February, the new semester.

On February [-]th, Feng Xi and Li Lu moved to an apartment near the school.

February 26, Li Lu's birthday.

The author has something to say: Hey, keep updating~ I searched my own articles today and found that there is a BG's "Pure Love Diary"!Then I am not authentic!Although I started the pit before in 2011, but now the revised chapters are gone!I still want to change the name again QAQ

☆, September 2009, 2

2009. 2, 4

When I went to the supermarket today, I ran into Cen Sha.

He seemed to have grown taller, and was still handsome and strong.

He seemed very excited when he saw me, and ran all the way to greet me.If he hadn't come over, I wouldn't have noticed that he was here.He seems to be like me, coming out to do coolies for the mother at home.It's just that he still has a father at home, but I don't.

He invited me to go for a walk first. I haven't seen each other for a long time to catch up, and then I will complete the task of mothers when I come back. I agreed.He walked in front of me and even took me to a small park that I used to go to with him.

I can communicate normally with him now, not because of some "can't be a lover but still be a friend".I just feel that the breakup was too hasty at the beginning, and everyone still owes someone an explanation.I avoided seeing him too thoroughly, and he changed schools too quickly.Actually, I don't need any explanation.It's been so long.

I can live well without anyone.

Side story!

一

"You, how are you doing now?" Cen Sha looked at the young boy beside him. He had grown a lot in the past few years, but he was still thin and not fat, and his eyebrows and eyes became more and more handsome.

"Not bad." Feng Xi looked back at him calmly, "How about you?"

The man smiled wryly, not knowing how to speak. "I...maybe, it's okay, so-so." He looked at the young man in front of him, dazed for a moment, and his thoughts drifted back to three years ago uncontrollably. little boy. "I - back then -"

"Go ahead." Feng Xi no longer straightened her back, and leaned against the back of the chair behind her.Sitting here at this moment, is it not that things are different?It's all over already. "Although I think that no matter how much you say, it will only touch the scene and hurt your feelings, and it will only increase your troubles."

"I know. It's just rare that you are willing to listen to me." The man looked at his side face, and his eyes were full of tenderness. "Back then, I was the one who was sorry for you.

I don't like that girl.At that time, when I was just in the first grade of high school, the students in the class began to ask each other if they had a girlfriend when they were chatting. I replied, why don't I ask if I have a boyfriend.At that time, they all said contemptuously, what is there to ask about homosexuality, it is too disgusting.I was frightened for a moment, asked me, I said no.That girl ran up to me very suddenly and confessed to me.The class was boiling all of a sudden, and the whole class was booing. My mind was very confused, so I agreed in a daze.When you came to me that day, I was actually trying to make it clear to that girl that I have someone I like.Then she told me that it was okay to break up, and she wanted me to kiss her.And then there you are. "

Cen Sha closed his eyes slightly to cover the mist in his eyes. "I didn't expect that you would never want to see me again, and you would still be with someone else... After that, my father was transferred to other places, and I changed schools."

"Yeah." Feng Xi smiled, "I'm also wrong. I should be more calm."

"If you can calm down, you won't be you." Cen Sha also smiled, more like a wry smile, "Actually, I have been——"

Fengxi stood up. "I think you don't really understand what you want to say, you'd better think about it."

The man looked at him as if he was going to leave if he didn't agree with each other, and swallowed back the words that came to his lips.He opened his mouth, his mouth was dry and bitter, "Sit down, I won't talk about that."

Cen Sha bent down, buried his face in his hands, and felt Feng Xi sit back beside him.After a while, he was able to calm down and looked at the boy he loved so much again. "You know what I want to say. Since you don't want to hear it, I just don't want to say it."

"Even if I listen now, so what?" Feng Xi didn't refuse the man's arms around him, and leaned his head on his shoulder, "Nothing will change."

"You're four years older than me." I'm still in high school and you're already in college.When I go to college, you are already working.Just because you can persist in the so-called longing for the past three years does not mean that you will be able to survive the next seven years.And, I'm not you, I can't do it.It's not that I can't be alone.It's that you are not by my side, I can't believe you, I can't believe you anymore.When the words came to his lips, Feng Xi didn't want to say any more, it was meaningless after all.With his eyes closed, there was only so much he could do for the person beside him.

So what if we used to spend time together, intimately?

However, the yellow flowers have all fallen, Wushan yesterday, it was hard for the rain.

The author has something to say: So what if we used to be intimate with each other?

However, the yellow flowers have all fallen, Wushan yesterday, it was hard for the rain.

Hey, I was careless about literature and art.

Judges!Didn't go wrong!The original "Fake Pure Love Diary" is now renamed "Impure Love, Scum Haunts"!

Actually, I think the original name is pretty bad...

The current name is still so bad QAQ...

☆, side story!two

Side story!

two

"How about the apartment next to the school? ╭() is not too far away, and it's not too close, and there are many shops next to it." Li Lu put one hand in his pocket, and put the other on Feng Xi's shoulder, holding him slightly.

In the eyes of others, the two teenagers just have a good relationship.Even if one is holding the other, it can only be seen as the coquettish younger brother and the slightly escaping elder brother—although the younger brother has his hands in his pockets and looks drowsy.

"You decide, I have no objection." Feng Xi raised her head, opened her mouth wide and yawned again, um, I'm really sleepy.

"Why have you been so indifferent to me recently! Σ(°△°|||)︴" Li Lu got another perfunctory answer from him, stopped and complained to Feng Xi.

"╭(╯^╰)╮I'm sleepy—it's been a few days since school started, and the guys in the dormitory are still full of love (wait, something messed up)—the state of happy reunion, just chirp at night , The next day, the spirit was better than the other == what kind of crime did I do." Feng Xi couldn't help chanting, it was so resentful.

"Calm down, so you should focus more on choosing a house. Move out early so you can rest soon~(づ￣3￣)づ╭~." Li Lu curled his lips and put his arms around Fengxi's right hand. Turning him around hard, he smacked on the forehead.

"Recently ===, what have you been stimulated by, why do you keep talking with symbols==?" Feng Xi had no choice but to calmly push away the big head in front of his face, pretending that the two of them were just having fun, "Come on Check out this apartment."

"(￣_,￣)Because it's almost a good day, move out early so you can make some sauces~" Up the stairs, Li Luxie laughed and carried Fengxi on his back.

"..."

"..." Li Lu squeezed the piece of flesh under his hand, and said nonchalantly, "You are not excited at all."

"I know, Valentine's Day ==." Feeling countless cold sweats on his forehead, Feng Xi could only wipe it silently, "But dear, let me remind you, you are only a sophomore in high school, and you are not yet full. The age where you have to worry about being checked for your ID card!"

"Wushan has no boundaries ()."

"..." What's with this suspicious rippling tone!I don't know what happened to this man in the past winter vacation!

He didn't go to see the cards secretly, did he?

Wait, can he keep watching?

caught in a cycle of thinking