what's mine is mine

"Be good, baby, just for a while, this doctor is also very famous in S City." Ying Xili gently patted the shoulder of the young man sitting next to him, and comforted him gently.

Feng Xi looked out the window expressionlessly, the pure white hospital made him feel uncomfortable all over. "I don't want to see a doctor."

"Here, honey, we're just here for an examination, not for a doctor." The man panicked when he heard this, and explained to him in a helpless manner.

"You all think I'm sick." The boy said indifferently. "If you're not sick, you'll take me to see a psychiatrist."

"No, baby, you're not sick!" Ying Xili didn't expect the boy's resistance to be so serious, "You just lost some memories, some—"

"Is it important?" Feng Xi interrupted the man directly.

Ying Xili was speechless.How could it be unimportant?But how would he speak?How would he tell the teenager that the lost memory was a memory of his love?I'm afraid the boy will turn around and leave on the spot.

The boy turned his head to look at him, a little surprised that the man showed such a sad expression.His original negative emotions were gradually replaced by curiosity, and he asked hesitantly. "What kind of memory?"

The man smiled weakly. "You have lost a memory, a memory of someone who was once important to you..."

Feng Xi was startled, and subconsciously asked: "Is it you?"

"Next, Mr. Ying."

The man avoided answering, and led the boy up, "Go, it will be fine in a while. Dad is waiting for you here."

With his mind full of questions about important people, the boy followed the nurse into the doctor's office.

The man took him to see a psychiatrist many times before, but never once told him why he wanted to see a psychiatrist.This is the first time that a man revealed that the reason for seeing a psychiatrist was that he had lost the memory of an important person.Important person?Seeing how he hesitated to speak, could it be Ying Xili?But he is his own father, right?In his memory——in his existing memory, it was just the biological father he just met... Could it be that they actually knew each other before?

Well, using the word "know" to your own father is also quite wrong.

"Please sit down." The nurse took him into the office and left.He looked around blankly and found that there were no doctors here.

Sitting staring at the wall clock on the wall for a while, still no one came in, the boy got up impatiently and prepared to leave.

He just pushed open the door he just came in, and the corridor behind the door was not the corridor he was in before.

The boy subconsciously wanted to take back the right foot he just stepped out, but suddenly found that the door behind him was gone.

It can't be... the psychiatrist hypnotized him, right?The young man thought helplessly.But the doctor never showed up, so how was he hypnotized?Also, didn't it mean that you would wake up after realizing that you were hypnotized?Why is he still here?

And, why is this place so familiar?It's... City X.Could this be his own memory?

Forget it, let's take one step at a time.You should be able to wake up when you are tired from walking.

The further I walked westward, the more I felt that I had lost my sense of direction. "It shouldn't be. If I'm not familiar with other places, how can I feel like I can't find my way in City X, where I have stayed for more than ten years?"

Could it be that the memory is too confusing?I really have amnesia?Or did I really lose some important memory?

The young man watched helplessly as he walked through an alley, and what appeared in front of him was a large sea.

["You are still lying to me! I obviously saw another woman hanging on you that day!"

"Baby, I'm wronged! I really really don't know that woman! She came from somewhere and kept me still! I wanted to push her away, but that drunk was so strong! I swear to God! baby!"]

Feng Xi turned around abruptly, but behind him, or this beach, was empty except himself.

Who is speaking?

Could this be his memory too?But why no one?

He ran forward a few steps in a daze, and suddenly stepped from day into night, and landed in a room full of people.

[The coat is still on the sofa, tsk, how horny is this man? ]

This time, the voice echoed, and it didn't seem to be spoken by someone.

Could it be...heart sound?

Scene transition.

Hospital again?

The boy walked along the road numbly, and there was a door at the end of the road.

Are you going out?He reached out and grabbed the doorknob, hesitantly.At this time, he heard a human voice again, which seemed to come from the ward.

["You...don't hide from me, you have to tell me clearly about something."

"Since you want to know what happened, I'll tell you, don't regret it after you hear it. This man, Ying Xili, is your biological father."

"So, you're telling me the ridiculous fact that I've been a stand-in for my own mother?"

"In fact, your father just proposed to me, and I have already agreed."]

He couldn't help but want to open the door to see the scene inside the ward, but in the blink of an eye, he returned to the psychiatrist's office where he was just now.This time, he saw a young male doctor in a white coat sitting behind the desk. He seemed to be busy writing something.

"It seems that you have come back from your memory." The doctor was busy writing something, but took a moment to glance at him.

"Actually, I have never left. My people have always been here." Feng Xi glanced at the nameplate on the doctor's desk, and saw that it said Yu Hedu. "Can you see my memory too?"

"Of course not. I just hypnotized you, but I didn't guide you in your memory." Yu He still kept his head buried in his pen, "So, did you find anything in your memory?"

"I found too many." The boy put his hands in his pockets and leaned back on the sofa. "I didn't have those memories before today."

Yu He was startled, and for the first time seriously looked up at the young man who had been in his office for more than ten minutes. "Generally speaking, the memories you can see in hypnosis are those you have personally experienced. Those memories are very--unacceptable?"

"That's not true." The boy replied indifferently. "The scenes in my memory are all normal."

"First of all, I would like to declare that as a psychiatrist, I will keep everything that patients tell me confidential. Please rest assured. Then, what are the memories in your dreams related to?" Yu He simply put down his pen , he found the boy's story to be of great interest to him.

"I didn't see myself. I just heard some voices." The boy calmly looked back at the doctor's inquiring gaze, "Maybe I was in a relationship with a man before."

"That man seems to be my father."

The author has something to say: Although it was past 12:[-] when it was posted, I really did a double update today! QQ

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