come close to me hold me

When Jiang Yien was fully asleep, An Xun carefully removed his arm and replaced it with his own pillow. Seeing the girl turned around contentedly holding the pillow, An Xun got out of bed and left in peace.

Went to the bathroom and took a shower.It was snowy skin, and there were scars left by the rescue that day. The warm water was released by the shower nozzle with a little high pressure, and it was sprayed on the small wounds, allowing her to relax and tense, and relieve her fatigue. But it was also painful.It's like a warm heart, gritting your teeth and enduring, and occasionally you can't help but tremble all over.

That girl seems to be able to give her the same feeling.

What is it like to hug a child who is covered in injuries?Probably because if you hold it loose, you are afraid of losing it, and if you hold it tightly, you are afraid of pain.In fact, she also really wanted to ask her children what it feels like to be close to an iceberg, and whether they often feel chills and pain.

Wouldn't it be absurd for two people like this to be together?

little girl...

If our story is destined to be absurd, would you be willing to have a silly dream with me?If the ending is a complete loss, will you blame me for getting too close and grasping too tightly?

The water overflowed the cheeks, mixed with tears and dripped down, steaming hot, blurring the eyes.She knew it was difficult, but she really didn't want to give up, she didn't want to give up the chance to hold on to that girl, she didn't want to give up, the happiness was almost within reach.

In other words, she surrendered, she surrendered to her insistence.It is not a kind of romance for a stubborn person to surrender occasionally.

For the rest of her life, even if it was a thousand waves, sweeping the wind and clouds for thousands of miles, even if she got nothing, even if it was fragmented, she would be willing to break into it.

Under the dim light, An Xun recorded a few lines of text in her electronic diary:

"I think you love me too, right?

At least, you won't turn down your moon, right?

Just let me get close to you, hold on to you.

Can you also, come close to me, hold me tight.

Let us surrender to each other, resist the shadow scars together, and pursue our own happiness together.

If one day, I open my heart to you, can you hold me dearly,

Tell me you love me too.

If the answer is different from what I expected, please don't panic and run away.

You can love what you love, pursue what you want,

As for me, I have never changed my original intention and vowed not to regret it.

If you are hurt, hurt, tired,

remember...

You have a home, a home, and still the moon. "

In the morning, Jiang Yien turned over in a daze, his head was still a little heavy, the corners of his mouth couldn't help but rise a little bit, he rubbed his head against the pillow in his arms, his face seemed to still vaguely feel the light left by the moon. The hickey under the skin, and the wetness after the lapping of the waves did not seem to have completely faded away.

"Hey... Sister An..."

It was clearly the moon in the dream, but in the half-dream and half-awake state, he softly called out these three words. After thinking about it, the moon in the dream seemed to have the same face as that person.

She woke up suddenly, opened her eyes and saw that there was no one around her.

God, what dream did I have? !

Sitting up in shame, he patted his head, and suddenly found the pillow in his arms, and looked back at his own pillow, startled.He hurriedly climbed two steps and glanced at the ground to make sure that An Xun had not been squeezed onto the bed by her, so he breathed a sigh of relief.

Ji Ling turned over and got out of bed, and ran out of the bedroom in a few steps.Hearing the sound of the hair dryer coming from the balcony, he took a closer look, An Xun was standing sideways, the light from the morning sun fell on his shoulders, and reflected the stars on his face, nodding his head and lowering his eyebrows, full of gentleness.

It's so beautiful, it's like a person in a dream...

Thinking of that dream, I couldn't help but blushed again.When he came back to his senses, he saw An Xun holding the hair dryer in one hand, as if he was blowing something in his hand.So he put on a naive look, leaped forward, stuck behind An Xun, rested his chin on her shoulder, and asked softly:

"Sister An, what are you doing?"

But in the next moment, she was struck by thunder, and what Sister An was blowing was nothing else, she was very familiar with the pink triangle fabric.it's her...

"Pants!" She exclaimed in a low voice, and instantly petrified.

Last night, after An Xun washed off the smell of alcohol, he packed up his own clothes and the clothes Jiang Yien had changed. Considering that he didn't plan to change the clothes, he just straightened out the hangers.

As for the underwear, she thought that it should be dry after washing and drying overnight, so she simply rubbed them clean together.I didn't expect to collect it in the morning, but it was still moist.

"Are you awake? You haven't done a good job yet. Let me dry it before you wear it." An Xun was ready when she heard the little girl's brisk footsteps, but the moment she posted it, she was still a bit stalemate , at the moment, seems calm as usual again.

Jiang Yien suddenly realized that he was in the middle of nowhere, and quickly stepped back from An Xun, subconsciously protecting his chest: "Sister An, let me do it myself!"

An Xun chuckled, and said softly, "Your grandma Chen is still preparing breakfast for you. If you have nothing to do, go to the kitchen and help out."

"But..." Jiang Yien was so ashamed that he took two steps with his chest in his mouth.

When she was a child, her parents were busy with work, so she was able to support herself very early. She learned to dress herself before going to kindergarten, and after graduating from kindergarten, she was able to wash her shorts by herself.As long as I can remember, no one has helped her wash clothes.

"Do you mind?" An Xun turned off the hair dryer, turned to look at Jiang Yien, she suddenly realized that it was really rude to wash her underwear without permission.

"No!" Jiang Yien shook his head hastily: "I just feel...so embarrassed..."

An Xun breathed a sigh of relief, and comforted him, "Don't be embarrassed, let's go have breakfast, I'll take it to your room for you when I'm done."

"Well...then thank you, Sister An!" At this point, Jiang Yien was too embarrassed to help, just took two steps away, suddenly remembered something, turned back and asked: "By the way, Sister An, what did you do yesterday?" night……"

"No! Nothing!"

Before Jiang Yien finished speaking, An Xun hurriedly denied it. Thinking of last night's unbearable, her scalp was numb, and when she woke up in the morning, she still had lingering fears, worrying whether the little girl was really asleep or not. He would listen to his muddled confession last night.

"Nothing?" Jiang Yien was confused, tilted his head and frowned, seeing that An Xun was frightened by himself, he explained: "I woke up this morning and found that I was hugging your pillow, and I don't know how long I've been hugging you , the quilt is also wrapped around me, did I snatch your pillow? Did I snatch the quilt? Did you sleep well? "

"Pillow?" An Xun's brows and eyes relaxed a little, and it turned out that he was thinking too much, so he let out a long sigh of relief in his heart.

It was already two o'clock in the morning when she packed everything up last night, and fell asleep drowsily.But that girl didn't know if it was because she felt uncomfortable after drinking, she always sighed softly and softly, which made her toss and turn.

The tingling numbness in her body, and the emptiness she felt without being filled, made her sore and weak several times uncontrollably. She didn't dare to touch Jiang Yien again, didn't dare to look at that sleeping face more, and didn't even dare to touch Jiang Yien again. Let yourself lie under the quilt, just on the edge of the bed with your back to the little girl, covered with your coat for the whole night.

"Really? I don't even know. I slept pretty well. The pillow... you probably took it after I got up, right?"

How could An Xun dare to tell Jiang Yien the truth, even if that little girl simply thought that he had given her the pillow and quilt, she would still nagging endlessly.

"Oh...then I don't worry!" Jiang Yien rolled his eyes and smiled brightly: "I'll go to the kitchen to help first, Sister An has to come here quickly!"

Looking at the back of the little girl Sahuan, An Xun couldn't help but feel a little joy in his eyes. With his fingertips, he inadvertently felt the thin fabric in his hands. When he recovered, it was almost close to the tip of his nose.She was terrified all over, quickly took it away, pretended to be calm and continued to turn on the hair dryer, closed her eyes and kept brainwashing herself that it was just a piece of clothing.

What is pure heart and few desires, pure six senses, no desires, no desires, she feels that these pronouns that were synonymous with her in the rumors seem like irony at the moment.

When the wind blows and the waves surge, everything is irreversible.

Because An Xun had to go to the hospital in the afternoon, the two had breakfast with Chen Nianci and said goodbye in a hurry. Chen Nianci sent the two of them out, and looked at An Xun with a very meaningful smile, and said softly:

"If there's good news, I'll be the first to know!"

An Xun was startled, then nodded with a slight smile.

From An Xun's state this morning, Chen Nianci could also see that she was more relaxed than last night, and her behavior towards Jiang Yien was no longer as awkward as before. Thinking about it, she will probably muster up the courage to try it once.

Jiang Yien was confused when he heard this, and looked left and right, wondering what the two of them were playing with. "What good news? Is Grandma Chen telling Sister An a secret? Why can't I understand?"

The two couldn't help laughing at the same time, and chuckled a few times, one side was kind and the other side was half shy.An Xun saw the cool breeze blowing through the corridor windows, and it was not good to let the old man stand in the wind, so he quickly persuaded her to enter the house.

When Jiang Yien watched Chen Nianci close the door, he couldn't help but look at himself with a smile, and frowned, thinking that things were not simple: "You must be telling secrets! Are you laughing at me for being drunk last night!"

An Xun thought of the intoxicated face holding the slippers, and every note she sang fell to an unexpected position, and couldn't help laughing a few times: "How could it be? Our Xiao En is just a little cute after drinking wine. .”

"Really?" Jiang Yien chuckled and scratched her head in embarrassment.

Cute without knowing it, ridiculous without knowing it.

She didn't drink the broken pieces, and she fully remembered what she had done. Except for the scene where she vomited in a mess, she felt a little embarrassed when she thought about it. She didn't think there was anything wrong with singing. She was a little proud of being praised by An Xun.

"Really. You're so cute, so I'll call you cute from now on, okay? Jiang Keai." An Xun raised his eyebrows, looked at the little girl lovingly and made a joke.

The gentle voice made Jiang Yien's ears hot, and she stood there stupidly, unintentionally a gust of drafts made her whole body feel cool, the feeling of heat and cold made her shiver involuntarily.

"Ah!"

I couldn't help but sneezed and sniffled.

An Xun's brows frowned, he simply pulled his belt, opened his coat, wrapped the little girl in his arms, embraced her from behind with his hands, wrapped her right hand around her chin, and warmed her left ear and her chest that were blown by the wind with the palm of her hand. cheek, lowered his head and blamed himself in her ear:

"I didn't expect the temperature to drop suddenly today. You shouldn't be dressed so lightly. I'm sorry, cute."

Jiang Yien froze immediately, it was the first time she felt An Xun's active affinity.Her back was pressed against that warm embrace, her face was smeared with the warmth of An Xun's palm, spreading all over her body, and a soft whisper of "cute" in her ear made her almost burnt with heat.

"Sister An, you have learned badly..."

Learning is bad!Learn to be seductive!Sister An is an arsonist!Jiang Yien roared in his heart, but only murmured softly.

"Ok?"

Before An Xun could hear it clearly, the elevator door opened, and there was a mirror in front of him. Jiang Yien saw that he was wrapped up so that only his small head was left, like a little boiled egg, and he became more and more ashamed. Pulled away and ran in: "The elevator is here!"

An Xun was stunned for a second, smiled and followed, gently grabbed the girl's cold little hand, held it tightly, and stuffed it into his pocket together: "Be patient, it won't be cold in the car, if you If I catch a cold, I will be more guilty.”

Before Jiang Yien had time to recover from the last two shocks, there was another wave of strong waves interlocking with each other. She carefully turned her face to the side and glanced at An Xun, and it took a long time before she asked:

"Sister An, you drank...do you have a lot of stamina?"

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-07-0823:45:55~2021-07-1004:36:02期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mines: a concise one;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Wide; 3 bottles of Fusheng_Luomo;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!