come close to me hold me

Unexpectedly, Li Min turned around and left. Su Wen realized it later and chased him out in a hurry.

Jiang Yien looked at An Xun, his eyes became warm for a moment, and his breathing became a little heavy.After a long while, she still raised her pear dimple and smiled slightly, her eyes were full of stars, she bent continuously, and ran forward lightly with a few steps.

"Report to Dr. An! Dr. Xiao Jiang is about to complete the internship task, waiting for your signature to confirm!"

An Xunben was still worried about the misunderstanding just now, but at this moment the little girl rushed over, with a word, she felt that the air around her was frozen for a moment.

Time, however, is like a high-speed train passing by, with a gust of wind passing by without stopping.

Three months, it turned out that it really passed by in a flash.

Although I am glad that I brought the little girl home, so that I can not suffer from the pain of lovesickness, but it is inevitable that I will be lonely. In the future, there will be one less person waiting for her at the desk or outside the operating room.

"Okay, come to my office." His words were calm, but his heart was filled with mixed feelings.

For the first time, An Xun carefully read the intern's diary from the first page.Every time the paper is flipped, it is a day that they have experienced together since they met.

From the first closed drainage, every subsequent operation observation, every ward round experience, and the lessons learned in the emergency department, all are clearly recorded.

She knows that there are too many things that have not been recorded or cannot be recorded. The stories that will never be sealed in the school archives, or those that are not in compliance with the rules, or impulsive and frivolous, make up the vivid and lively story of a 22-year-old girl. appearance.And these will be sealed in An Xun's memory forever, it seems that they will be unforgettable forever.

Finally, it's the last page.

The signing hands couldn't help slowing down, their eyes were filled with longing.

"Congratulations, you have successfully completed the task."

What was handed over was like an expectation, an inheritance.

Jiang Yien took the document with both hands, inexplicably feeling that the grandeur of this moment surpassed that of her undergraduate graduation ceremony.After the professor turns the ear, he usually gives a blessing hug, so now, can he also hug the doctor who signed for her?

Just a hug, no advance payment.

"Thank you, Dr. Ann."

A light, gentle hug greets him.

In the past, An Xun hoped that time would pass as quickly as possible, even if he ended his life carelessly.

The most difficult thing is that every festive season looks at the lights of thousands of houses, but she is left alone.He is lingering on in this lackluster years, but he is not even qualified to die.Time drives her forward non-stop, she has never been afraid, even longed for aging, longing for the end.

But at this moment, she really wanted to stop the train of time, at least, drive a little slower, and then a little slower.Let her hug that girl for a little longer, and a little longer.

She began to look forward to a long life, and even, to an afterlife.

Stimulated by Su Wen's actions, Jiang Yien began to feel uneasy, eager to get things done, eager to get his name right.

Even though she knew that An Xun would definitely not agree, she still jokingly asked what was in her heart:

"I'm no longer an intern, and we don't have the affiliation you mentioned. Then, my intern girlfriend, can you become a regular now?"

An Xun was stunned for a moment, the warmth passed by his ears, causing a shiver, and he had to admit that his heart was also shaken for a moment.

If you are not an intern, is the relationship really equal?But this silly girl hasn't even learned the basic arrogance in a relationship.

In the end, as expected, she refused firmly: "No."

"Why?" Jiang Yien frowned, pulled away from her embrace, and pouted.

The lingering warmth of the hug was still lingering around her body, An Xun subconsciously squeezed her chest to pursue the nostalgia, how helpless and sad, probably only she knew.

Why doesn't she want to have her completely at this moment.

But is this really responsible for her?I made an appointment, and broke my promise so quickly, is it really not hasty?

An Xun helplessly smiled and sighed: "My little friend still dare not get angry with me or lose his temper with me, which means that I am not qualified as an intern girlfriend."

"Can I?"

Jiang Yien was taken aback, losing his temper with An Xun?Except for the momentary urgency after the mudslide disaster, this is something she can't even think about.Besides, the two of them are fine, why would they want to lose their temper when they are fine.

"Why not?" An Xun Matsushita sighed and touched the little girl's head: "Xiao En, life is different from work, not everything requires my consent, and not all emotions are positive. , and occasionally lose your temper. In an intimate relationship, the last thing you need is to be sensible."

"Well... I listen to you."

She agreed, but she was still afraid, afraid of wasting this gift of love; afraid that the play of playing hard to get would make her lose everything she hadn't had time to grasp; man.

"Xiao En, do you have anything else to ask me?"

An Xun actually waited for a long time, Su Wen's sudden nervous behavior, the little girl saw it, is it really not uncomfortable at all?If it's a little uncomfortable, why didn't you act like a baby and get jealous.

"What?"

Jiang Yien smiled a little stiffly, hiding the sourness in his heart with a muffled voice.

In this month, that advance kiss on the cheek was the closest she had ever been to An Xun.It was the reward she got in exchange for a desperate gamble, and it was the sweetness that she got when she mustered up her courage after struggling with anxiety.

Su Wen easily covered up the traces of her kisses and occupied the place she had occupied. It is a lie to say that there is no sadness in his heart.

But An Xun is like an ice doll that could break anytime, she can get close to her and hold her tight, but she dare not touch her.

Jiang Yien knew that An Xun allowed himself to enter the sealed comfort zone, and had already given up too much of his original persistence.Although those insistences are not good things, they are also the protective shell that that person has relied on for many years.

She also knows how difficult it is for a person to convince herself to take off the hard protective shell. In exchange for warmth, she will also walk on thin ice.

Therefore, for Jiang Yien, An Xun's love is a candy within the comfort zone, as long as she stays firmly in that person's circle, she can enjoy the sweetest love, but once she leaves this circle, Just don't think that that person will chase the candy out again.

Of course she envied that Li Min could turn around and leave, but she didn't know if An Xun would catch up after she did that. arrogant.

After all, An Xun was too calm and rational, she didn't know if she was needed that much.

Although I am her best choice, she is omnipotent, and she can indeed be alone, can't she?

"I...actually..."

"No matter what, I want to apologize to you. Since I made an appointment with you, I should lead by example. I will definitely control the distance with other people in the future, sorry."

An Xun was the first to open the chatter box, smiling gently, but in his heart, he was somewhat disappointed.

Jiang Yien always seems to be so obedient that she has no choice but to be so obedient that she is even powerless in their relationship.If she really stops moving like this, she doesn't know whether she will be able to be a good lover in the future.

"Sister An, you don't need to apologize...I'm not your girlfriend yet, and..." Jiang Yien's words became more and more solemn, and in the end, he couldn't say anything against his will at all, and finally pursed his lips and remained silent.

An Xun looked at the stubborn girl, feeling distressed and helpless, she wanted so much to pull out the girl who was hidden in the black hole of obedience, why didn't she try hard.

But habit is really a terrible thing.It is the accumulation of long years, it is the subconscious self-defense, and it is a tasteless rib that is difficult to let go even if you rationally admit that it is useless.

"Xiaoen, when I didn't ask anything and chose to believe you, you still felt sad that I didn't care about you. Why can't you see clearly when it comes to yourself?"

The prerequisite for mutual disclosure is self-disclosure.

Seeing that the girl was still hesitant, An Xun had no choice but to expose her own powerlessness and fragility, nodding her head and whispering:

"Actually, I'd be upset too. I don't know if you care about me."

In a word, it is like a clear spring slowly flowing into the bottom of my heart.Jiang Yien woke up suddenly, and she suddenly realized that the circle she had drawn in her heart seemed to imprison An Xun as well.

Just as An Xun blindly tried to be brave and thought it would make her feel at ease, she also blindly acted obediently thinking that it would make An Xun feel relieved.Obviously there is loss, why not confess it, obviously there is vulnerability, why not rely on it?

The two of them both made concessions for each other, you fulfilled me, I fulfilled you, and in the end, who was fulfilled.

Is it because I am so cautious that I am a disappointment to this love?That being the case, isn't it okay to expose your little thoughts?

"I'm not angry at all because Dr. Su kissed you, not at all, eh!".

She nodded, deliberately speaking ironically, and showing a little bit of arrogance in her behavior, she sat down on An Xun's desk with her hands propped up.

Then, be proud once.

"Sister An, I'm so magnanimous, how will you compensate me?"

An Xun was amused by a chuckle, and the little bit of displeasure disappeared completely.

She knows that a person's habits will not be completely changed because of one thing, but take your time, walk slowly step by step, there will always be a day when you get out of the black hole.

The little girl is like this, and so is I.

And now, it's time to make it up to her.

Standing up, I couldn't help but raised my hand to flick the little girl's eyebrows: "What you said before is correct, you are no longer an intern outside the chest, and I have no leadership responsibilities and obligations to you."

"So?" Jiang Yien raised her eyebrows slightly, her eyes shining brightly with joy and anticipation.

An Xun narrowed his eyes slightly, put one hand on the corner of the table, and leaned slightly towards the little girl.

"It's dangerous for you to sell cuteness like this."

There was a whisper, and the warm wind blew past his face, Jiang Yien's heart trembled, and Sister An suddenly got so close that every eyelash could be seen clearly.

"Danger?"

She seemed to feel it, but she didn't want to run away at all.

"A month ago, what did you advance, do you remember? To be fair, should I also advance?"

An Xun twitched his eyebrows lightly, lowered his eyes and raised them slightly, as if looking up and down, but also seemed to deliberately flirt.

Jiang Yien has never seen such a side of An Xun, unexpectedly, a little coquettish.In an instant, my heart skipped a beat, and my mind went blank.

"Advance...?" After a while, he finally came to his senses, his eyes were startled with a smile, and he said excitedly, "Kiss!" Then, he put his face closer in a foolish manner.

"Fool, not here..."

Jiang Yien's eyes were still full of doubts, until he saw those watery eyes full of nostalgia, he gently pinched his chin with two slender fingers and pulled it forward, and saw that the man also raised his head slightly, and approached with warm lips. hindsight.

Close your eyes, wait for her to fall, the moment of light touch, is the feeling of electric shock, short separation, four eyes look at each other for a second, and it seems to be frozen for a century.

Taking the initiative to get together again, and finally lingering, Jiang Yien felt the elegant fragrance between the lips and teeth, and couldn't tell whether the touch was soft or cold. In short, her sweetheart was licking her lips softly. Thin strength, repeated cycles...brought satisfaction never before.

In fact, she secretly checked out how to kiss a girlfriend, and even how to have an unforgettable first time with a girlfriend.She wanted to give Ann the best first experience, and she wanted to make everything perfect.

But at this moment, she seemed to be self-taught, she instinctively catered to this sudden satisfaction, stretched out her hand to embrace An Xun's frivolous body, and became more intimate, savoring carefully, from the corners of her lips to the peak of her lips.

Outside, Su Wen, who had been anxious for a long time, finally plucked up the courage to break in after knocking on the door two or three times without answering: "An Xun, let me explain for you!"

Before the words fell, he was dumbfounded for an instant, and stood at the door blankly, not knowing how to advance or retreat.

Not at all.

Jiang Yien finally got the sweetness, how could he be willing to be interrupted like this, lightly clasping the back of An Xun's head with one hand, comforting the person who was startled and wanted to separate for a moment, groping for a piece of gauze on the table with the other hand, towards the door The person who didn't know the fun threw it over.

The gauze hit his forehead, hitting Su Wen soberly.Step back and close the door.

There was a hint of saltiness in the corner of his mouth, and Jiang Yien realized that An Xun was kissed and shed tears. He quietly opened his eyes for a moment, and saw her lightly condensed eyebrows, the tears fell decisively, still so sad.

What is she thinking at this moment?

Is the heart happy or dissatisfied.

Compassion evokes even stronger love, Jiang Yien finally couldn't help it, and with the increasingly blurred consciousness, he stuck out the tip of his tongue, and gently hooked that moist and jade-like lips, causing the man to let out an uncontrollable groan Sigh.

An Xun was taken aback by his gaffe, took a breath, stepped back three feet suddenly, took two steps in a daze, and slumped back on the chair.

She was careless, she forgot that this well-behaved little girl is also the easiest to push forward, always giving some sunshine to shine.

This kiss was much more than she expected, what she wanted was just the first light touch.We haven't been together yet, so what's the point.

However, tears are still flowing inadvertently. Why are you crying?Satisfaction cannot be deceived, and she was so happy that she almost passed out when she was greedy.

Perhaps, it was tears of joy.

Jiang Yien was young and shameless, he sucked foolishly, swallowed the water that hadn't had time to send it out, and smacked his mouth twice contentedly, the corners of his mouth curled up into a crescent moon.Humph laughed a few times and jumped off the table.

She didn't stop, if she wanted to respond, she would respond thoroughly.Continuing to push forward, while An Xun was still in a trance, he sat on her lap by surprise, put his hands on her shoulders, approached her again, and kissed her tears away.

"Enough, Yeen."

There was a hoarse sound, almost pleading in his tone.

An Xun sat stiffly, unable to move at all. She didn't dare to perceive everything in her body, but what she endured was the soreness and numbness like a stormy sea. The loss of consciousness made her unable to control herself.

Once again, she was teased by this girl and was defeated.

She's really, really dying...

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