come close to me hold me

The heartbeat slowed down the surrounding air. After staring at it for a while with doubtful eyes, he asked softly:

"How...you know..."

In my memory, the name "Xiao Ai" has been blurred. I heard it twice today, and each time it seems to be able to bring the surrounding air back to my childhood, surrounded by the smell of love. The picture that emerges in my mind , it was her father who supported her balance on the back seat of the bicycle, and it was her mother who woke her up with a gentle kiss in the morning.

At that time, there was no younger sister, and she was not yet an older sister.

The tip of the nose was sore for a while, and the eye sockets were slightly red.From now on, when I think of this name again, the throbbing heartbeat at this moment may be more in my mind, and the remaining warmth seems to be fully complemented by her girl.

Jiang Yien rolled his eyes and explained: "I've been thinking about why your WeChat ID is xiaoai0926. I knew it after hearing your uncle call you Xiaoai. Xiaoai, is that Sister An's nickname?"

The girl's delicacy flowed into her heart like a trickling stream, An Xun suddenly realized, nodded and smiled slightly: "You even paid attention to my WeChat ID?"

"Hey... of course!" Jiang Yien jumped up and down happily.

An Xun's expression of emotions, no matter love or sorrow, has always been reserved. If it weren't for the occasional deep affection, she would prefer to hide everything in her heart.I thought that my question would make her feel overwhelmed, but the little girl never seems to be ashamed to express her love.

"It was only my parents who called me that when I was a child, and I almost forgot." He casually straightened his coat, for fear of showing timidity.

"From then on, besides uncle, I can only call you that, okay?" Jiang Yien shook An Xun's arm and said coquettishly.

"Not good," An Xun frowned in embarrassment: "Good soil, don't bark."

"It's not earthy at all, I like it! And..." Jiang Yien blinked those clever water eyes, and pursed the corners of his mouth.

"What's wrong with you?" An Xun knew her expression at a glance, and asked with narrowed eyes.

"Don't you know? Both you and Dr. Su, Director Qin have cp names! Xunqian, Qunxun...huh, you even match your names..." Jiang Yien pursed her lips and rubbed the soles of her feet on the ground twice to express her dissatisfaction.

"so what?"

An Xun didn't take it seriously. In the past, she didn't even know what CP was. It was the time when she accidentally heard the rumors about herself and the little girl in the bathroom, so she paid attention to it and checked it. It's just a joke of the little girls after dinner.

"So! My little friend from An Xun's family, future girlfriend and fiancee, doesn't even have a cp name! I want it too!"

Jiang Yien has long been dissatisfied in his heart, "Jiang An", "Xun En", "Yi Xun", "Yi'an"... I don't know how many times I have scribbled on the draft book, but there is still no winner.

An Xun couldn't help laughing, wondering when this little girl gave herself so many titles: "Is it important? Then what do you want us to name?"

"Yeah! It's very important!" Jiang Yien nodded his head twice quickly, then lowered his eyebrows and said shyly: "We can be... Enai."

The girl raised her eyes again, her bright eyes looked around, revealing a prickly smile, An Xun's eyes seemed to be scorching on the girl's face, and then seemed to drift away for a moment, it was a deer bumping wildly, a little jelly bean ticking The crooked canal that enters the heart is the ultimate sweet surprise.

After a long time, he snorted and said, "Let's be happy with my little friend."

"Then we are in love! Good job!" Satisfied, Jiang Yien left the restaurant with big bags and small bags, cheering.

Staring at Jiang Yien's back, An Xun smiled slightly.She seemed to be able to feel the simple happiness and easy satisfaction that belonged to little girls.

Jiang Yien quickly shared the name "Enai" with her elder brother, with a hint of showing off.

Although Su Wen didn't understand where the word "love" came from, he didn't have time to think about it. He was awakened by the ringing of the mobile phone, glanced at it, and replied perfunctorily with an emoji of "You are awesome", and fell down hugging the still awake The man twisted twice, and fell asleep like a dead pig in the next second.

Last night, Li Minchi said to her with a calm and thoughtful face:

"Su Wen, I figured it out. If you have any compromises or grievances in this relationship, you can tell me, and I will let you go."

Su Wen's heart skipped a beat at the time, he thought Li Min would not take things that even Jiang Yien, a little girl, would have thought of, obviously, he was dull.The heartache of belated awareness spread, but also angry at Li Min's ignorance of his own feelings, he went out without saying a word, and smoked one cigarette after another downstairs, finishing the whole pack of cigarettes.

Li Min curled up in a corner of the sofa, saddened, saying that he didn't care about that unintentional act, it was a lie, but if it was just because of that unintentional act, it wouldn't be so.

Li Min is not confident about the love he has been waiting for for ten years.The tricks have been exhausted, and what I want to change is a sense of security.Intellectually, of course she believed that what An Xun said was true, and that Su Wen would only catch up with the car that night because he really loved her, but every night, looking at the sleeping women beside her, she still couldn't help worrying about them s future.

After we got together, I asked Su Wen the details of her debts several times, but Su Wen just evaded it and handed over her salary card in desperation, but she also insisted on refusing.

Li Min couldn't see more and more clearly what kind of reality was under that cynical mask.

Is it because I am not qualified enough to let her reveal the truth?Can a relationship that can only share joys and sorrows, but not sorrows, really last long?Countless questions lingered in my mind, like thorns entangled, cut constantly, and the reason was still chaotic.

Didi sent a few text messages on the phone, all of which were parents' doubts about her hard-won relationship. She turned off the phone, closed her head and closed her eyes, and fell on the back of the sofa.

In my heart, there is only bitterness.

I don't know how long it took, Li Min was already drowsy, and a woman's hoarse voice suddenly came from next to my ear: "Li Min, can you give me a little time? We will get married when the messy things about me are cleared up, okay?" ?"

It's not that you can't share the suffering, it's that you don't want to let the other party bear your own suffering.

There was a "hum" in Li Min's head, and when he opened his eyes, the person in front of him had a charming face, without any seriousness.

Before she had time to think or blame, Su Wen had already sat down close, her arms swam into the gap between her elbows and her waist like two fishes, wrapped around her, snuggled into her shoulders, her red lips pressed against her neck exhaling a slow-heating breath , with a strong tobacco smell.

"Everyone is given to you, where else can I go?"

Su Wen came prepared, held Cigarette between his fingers, and now held a small package with the word les printed on it, and lightly pressed it against Li Min's left chest.

"Min, I want to..."

Li Min was stunned, like a drumstick falling on his heart.

She was completely defeated. What she was obsessed with at the beginning was just her cynical, arrogant and domineering appearance. Loving her is a scum, and loving her is bad.All these appearances are the boundary of charm that a well-behaved girl has never possessed, and the chivalrous heart in that person's bones is also the attitude that she has always been wise and protects herself, which is elusive and unattainable.

The packaging was torn off, it was wanton revenge and malicious delay, which tortured Su Wen several times on the verge of falling, but he couldn't get satisfaction for a long time.Helpless, his fingertips couldn't help poking somewhere, and a jerk twitched bluntly. Li Min was so painful that he almost screamed out, dragging the villain and rolling to the carpet.

The location is also turned upside down.

Being captured is a matter of course, and the sweetness is tasted, and the pain is so painful.But Su Wen didn't know how to restrain himself, and his fingertips were so fast that he was as fast as a correspondent in a spy movie.

"Ask, don't worry..."

Two incomplete fingertip bags fell on the ground, and the violent waves swept over, and the surrounding air gradually heated up. Li Min leaned his head up on the leather sofa, a layer of water mist appeared all over his body, and the air began to be filled with sticky humidity.

The wasteland was reclaimed for the first time, the river flooded into a vast ocean, and the mountains in her heart seemed to have waterfalls flying up, and the pain caused by the jerky also made her happy, full and reciprocating, still searching tirelessly.

"Ask... I want to..."

Singing duet, late into the night without a break.

Jiang Yien was concerned about An Xun's mood, even though he really wanted to go shopping with An Xun, he couldn't bear her to hold on with a smile on his face, so he asked if he wanted to go home and rest.

But An Xunyun calmly refused, meaning that the weekend is rare, so don't let yourself be disappointed by those things.So, the two put the packed vegetables back in the car and turned back to the mall.

"Then if you're tired, you must tell me! Otherwise, points will be deducted for your intern girlfriend." Jiang Yien took An Xun's arm, swaying gently.

An Xun didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and nodded fondly on the tip of the little girl Fenfen's nose: "Understood, kid."

The home furnishing store is naturally filled with the taste of home, and most of the customers are lovers in pairs, newlyweds, or families full of happiness.

Jiang Yien walked beside An Xun, picking out aromatherapy and bath balls with her, and happened to see couples' pajamas on a shelf, and there were actually two sets of women's clothing specially customized for Lily, and there were also two sets of men's clothing in pairs. .

A pair of gray-haired old women stood in that corner, looking at the set of pajamas, fingers clasped tightly, tears flooding their eyes.Jiang Yien looked at them, the tip of his nose couldn't help but feel sour, and he couldn't calm down for a long time.

What made them burst into tears?

Whether, the trauma of the times has fallen in my heart, or whether, when I was young, I also experienced the indignant heartbreak of my parents.

Seeing An Xun, Jiang Yien's eyes couldn't help but fall on them, with watery brows and eyes, there was gentle joy.

She is also sighing.

The world is really slowly changing for the better.

It’s not easy to come by, it’s how many old people like them, tirelessly resisting the secular world, carrying the rainbow flag countless times to fight back against prejudice, in exchange for today’s widespread recognition.They probably have also survived all the way through the wind and rain, and they have been together until now, and finally ushered in the dawn.

Anyway, the dawn of life is also ushered in.

"Sister An, can we wear lovers' pajamas?" Jiang Yien tugged on An Xun's cuff and asked cautiously.

An Xun looked back, with tears in his eyes, and unexpectedly nodded lightly: "Okay, let's pick and choose."

So, Jiang Yien started to have fun, and after a round of searching, the shopping cart was full of couples' models.

From small toothbrushes, cups, pen holders, pajamas, bathrobes to large reservations for bedding and dressing tables.An Xun was probably also stuck in it and couldn't extricate herself from it. She customized a desk chair that was exactly the same as at home. From now on, there would be a fixed place in the corner of the desk, no need to move the chair in the dining room, and it would be her exclusive girl.

Jiang Yien was satisfied.

After leaving the home furnishing store, the little girl saw the novelty on the opposite side: "Sister An, it seems to be a handicraft store over there, shall we go and have a look?"

An Xun nodded again: "Okay."

Jiang Yien saw a vlog made by a couple from the same city in this shop on the Internet, and saw that the two girls came to this shop to order a handmade ring on their first day together.

She has always been yearning for it.

"Sister An, can we also make a pair of rings?"

This time, An Xun hesitated.

She always thinks that the ring is the most beautiful promise, and it should be carefully worn by the most important person at the most important moment and place, and never changed in her life.That being the case, how can you be so rash.

So, he patiently explained: "Xiao En, the ring is very important, I don't want to put it on for you so lightly. If you like handmade, you see that they also have handmade wallets, let's make a pair of wallets first, shall we?" ?”

Jiang Yien was still delighted, his eyes were full of joy, and he nodded vigorously.

In fact, both of them are not very good at handicrafts, but An Xun can learn it quickly, and Jiang Yien followed the clerk's guidance for more than half an hour, but he was still clumsy.Either the glue was squeezed in the wrong place, or the pattern was cut unevenly.

"Ah... my drawing is so ugly..." She wanted to make a cartoon, so that when An Xun took it out, everyone would know that it was Jiang Yien's masterpiece. Who knew that the pattern was so difficult to draw, let alone cut it out. .

An Xun glanced at it, couldn't help laughing, and encouraged him: "No, the little duck is very cute, with a blue head...and very creative."

Jiang Yien suddenly raised his eyebrows and eyes, hummed a few times, and said coquettishly and annoyed, "What a blue-headed duckling! Sister An! This is Doraemon!"

"A lot...hahahahahahahahaha..."

An Xun laughed dumbfoundedly.

At this moment, the eyes are as bright as spring, and even the tears from the corners of the eyes are like spring water splashing.

Jiang Yien's heart skipped a beat, and all movements stopped for her.It is the first time to see her bright eyes, but it seems like seeing her for the first time; it is the first time to see her smile unreservedly, but it is familiar to the bones.

Her girl is so charming.

Even the setting sun occasionally stays for her, seeping through the glass window and falling softly on her shoulders.In a daze, he let go of his hand, following his instinct to hug her, with blurred love in his eyes.

What is the direction of the heart?She is what the heart wants.

"what happened?"

An Xun was stunned, unaware.

"The sunset is so beautiful."

The girl's murmur was shocking. It was clearly not a love talk, but it was a love talk. It made people's hearts rippling, and it also made their eyes soften. It seemed that there was an unnoticed, deeper and deeper melting of ice and snow, and a deep nostalgia flowed out.Looking back and looking out of the window, he was fascinated.

"Well, it's so beautiful."

Looking at the scenery, also looking at her.

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-07-2708:09:48~2021-07-2901:27:11期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Wide; 3 bottles of Fusheng_Luomo, Muyi Chicken Root, and Tangtang; 1 bottle of delicious eggshell;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!