come close to me hold me

Accompanied by a loud bang, flames surged, billowing smoke swept across, and a violent heat wave hit, the windows of the ambulance shattered and splashed, and the driver's face was dripping with blood.

Two nearby night market stalls were also affected. Tables and stools were overturned, barbecue bamboo sticks, hot soup and hot oil were spread all over the sky, and the people sitting around were screamed and fled in panic.

Jiang Yien was on the right side of the ambulance, squatting down to bandage the wound on the patient's ankle, covered by the stretcher bed, and not affected by the broken window glass.

And An Xun, who was at the rear of the ambulance at the time, didn't have time to get into the car.Because she was facing the gate of the hot pot restaurant, there was no warning explosion, so she had no time to react, and she had no time to throw herself down for protection.

The impact made her lose her center of gravity.

She fell down the slope of the green belt along the river, rolled down several steps, and the sharp stone corners brought violent impacts. In just a few seconds, she could hardly bear the torment, as if One more second of such a jolt, and she would suffocate.

Finally, she fell into the river, as if she had temporarily relieved the burning heat on her body, but before she could catch her breath, the icy cold water flooded into her nasal cavity, and severe pain spread all over her body.

There were cries for help and cries from the shore, and there was only a piece of fire in front of her eyes. Everyone was too busy to take care of themselves, chaotic and noisy, and she was also forgotten in the dark and cold river.

She seemed to be slowly realizing what had happened, and tried her best to keep herself afloat, enduring the severe pain and trying her best to lean back to the shore, but was pushed further and further away by the waves.

His strength was almost exhausted, and only one thought remained in his blank brain.

Xiao En, where are you?

Was she injured...

A petite figure galloped along the stairs.It looks like it was flying in a dream.It's her girl, it's only possible, it's her girl.

"An Xun! An Xun!"

She heard the girl call out her name in a hurry, she knew what the girl wanted to do, and she wanted to stop it, but the figure still jumped into the water.

"Don't..." She pleaded in her heart, struggling to resist, but it was too late again.

Jiang Yien doesn't know how to swim, so she just jumped off without thinking about anything. The water at the edge was not too deep, but it didn't go past her chest. Looking, the closer she got, the higher the water level, until she could not lift her mouth out of the water even with her head up.

Finally, the toes could not touch the bottom of the water, and the body lost control.

"Sister An!"

Even so, she was still trying to get closer to An Xun, splashing and splashing, holding her last breath and staring at An Xun's direction.

She just wanted to save her.

No, she can't just let the river take her lover away, she can't just watch the person who is carefully protecting her heart, just silent in the dark like this.

She worked hard, already worked very hard, she stretched out her hand as hard as she could, but she couldn't reach it no matter what.

Slowly, she began to feel powerless.

Consciousness began to become a little slack, and the fishy smell was swallowed in one mouthful, nausea, vomiting, swallowing again... the cycle repeated.The violent cough caused her head to burst into pain, and the water seemed to be pulling her deeper.

The eyes went from darkness to bright white, in a trance, as if I heard my mother calling her.

"Xiao En, Xiao En..."

I'm sorry, sister Ann.

It seems... It was my mother who came to pick me up... You are so omnipotent, you will definitely survive, why do you need my rescue...

It's me, overwhelmed.

The sinking body seemed to be supported suddenly. She could feel her head rising above the water, but she couldn't breathe anyway. Is she already dead?When people die, they will float up.

In the ear, there is a gentle and sad complaint.

"You... idiot..."

If he hadn't seen Jiang Yien jumping down, An Xun probably wouldn't have the willpower to save himself with the last bit of strength.When the girl approached her bit by bit, she also swam desperately towards the girl.

With great difficulty, she carried the little girl to the shore, and saw that her pale face was completely devoid of blood, her chest was no longer heaving, and her whole body was covered in embarrassment and dew.

It's so similar to back then.

The appearance with my sister before leaving is too similar.

"No... can't..."

She forced herself to cheer up, called the girl's name, pressed the girl's chest one by one, enduring the severe pain and fighting to the death with the god of death on the edge.

No, you can't take Jiang Yien away again.

She is a doctor, and she is no longer the girl who couldn't do anything, but even so, fear still chases her, despair still haunts her, and self-blame and regret almost tear her apart.

It hurts so much, it hurts so much that I almost suffocate with the girl, and it hurts so much that my heartbeat stops.

Ridiculous, put on this white coat, is it just for this day?

"Why did you do this to me, why..."

"Jiang Yien! Jiang Yien! Wake up, wake up!"

In her heart, she blamed the river, good fortune and mischief, and herself.

You have taken away everything I once had, ruined my family, and caused me to close myself for more than ten years!Why, why do you want to take away even the last bit of my treasure...

Why……

Sure enough, am I too greedy?

Then I don't want it, okay?I don't want anything anymore... I don't want a lover, I don't want a friend, I don't want a relative... I deserve to be alone for the rest of my life, and I deserve no happiness...

I only want her to live, I only want her to live well!Even if I can no longer have her...Even if, even if I trade my life for her...

Xiao En...

They cannot hear my plea, can you not?I want you to live!I beg you... wake up...

"I really only have you..."

Jiang Yien was trapped in the chaos, feeling bitingly cold, she could hear An Xun calling her, and she could hear the cry of blood.The weak heartbeat was impacted by external forces one after another, and he wanted to open his eyes, but he couldn't open them no matter what.

Gentle lips wrapped her lips, and warm wind blew over her body. Slowly, she seemed to be able to breathe.

There was a violent choking cough, and the water was spit out.

At this moment, An Xun finally vented the grief and fear she had endured. Holding her lost and recovered baby, her shoulders trembled uncontrollably, and she was so wronged that she cried bitterly.

Thank you, thank you for being alive.

Thank you for not leaving me...

"Sister An..."

Jiang Yien opened her eyes slightly, the person in front of her was so miserable beautiful, she was hugged tightly in her arms, next to her ears was the lament of the survivors after the catastrophe, it was the first time she saw An Xun crying so embarrassingly.

The firefighters and another line of ambulances came in the opposite direction, and they were finally able to exit the disaster.

An Xun stubbornly guarded the door of the intensive care unit. He didn't even have time to change his clothes. He stared at the door sadly, without moving away for a moment.

Su Wen tried to persuade her many times, but she didn't listen. Seeing the obvious bruises on her neck, she felt distressed and anxious.

Jiang Xueer heard the sound early and rushed over, and finally couldn't help but shout at An Xun hoarsely: "An Xun...how did I beg you...how did I beg you! This is what I promised, and I will protect it well she?"

She pointed at An Xun, all the words were choked in her throat, and she tried her best to get out. While stabbing the other person's heart with a knife, she also stabbed herself: "You! You... New Year's Eve! You guys ...Are you going to force me to send a white-haired person to a black-haired person?!"

The old man's words seemed to be deafening and ethereal, and An Xun couldn't hear anything clearly.She knew she was wrong, she knew she should never have taken the girl into the ambulance, and she should have never stopped the girl from jumping into the water.

She even shouldn't let girls fall in love with her.

She remembered what Jiang Xueer said: "I would rather die alone than have a dangerous person around her who can make her desperate at any time", and she finally understood a little bit.

She never thought that the girl's love for her had become her original sin.

"Old man, calm down, this is not to blame for An Xun, she is also hurt all over, isn't she?" Su Wen naturally wanted An Xun and wanted to speak for her, but he didn't dare to face the old man. Talk too hard.

"Mom, be careful." Sun Meifeng supported the old man, and calmed her down: "The doctor has already said that if the rescue is timely, nothing will happen. Don't say such unlucky words."

After two hours of observation, Jiang Yien was officially declared out of danger and transferred to the general ward.

An Xun watched helplessly as the girl was taken away and disappeared at the end of the corridor, but he no longer had the courage to chase after her.

She knew that she couldn't get it back.

She is not qualified either, so go grab it again.

At least the little girl was out of danger, she should be thankful, her tense nerves relaxed, her legs went limp, and she collapsed to the ground.She finally couldn't hold it anymore.

Su Wen quickly caught her, saw that she was still conscious, helped her up, persuaded her to change her clothes, and then briefly treated the visible trauma on her hands, feet, neck.

But before further examination, An Xun stubbornly left the ward again, holding the dumplings made by herself and the girl, and walked to the door of the girl's ward.She knew that Jiang Xueer hated her to the bone now, and she only hoped that the dumpling in her hand could arouse even a little bit of pity in the old man's heart, and allow her to meet the girl, even just once.

Seeing Sun Meifeng guarding the door, she let go of all her pride and dignity, and begged in a low voice: "Can I... meet her..."

Sun Meifeng was taken aback by An Xun's paper-colored face, wondering: "The old lady said that you two will not be allowed to meet for the time being."

"I'll leave after I see her. These are the dumplings she made with her own hands..." An Xun continued to beg, tears streaming down her face.

"Oh, I've already said I won't let it go!" Sun Meifeng interrupted impatiently, pushing and shoving.

The heat preservation box was knocked over, and the dumplings were scattered all over the floor, as if An Xun's warm heart, which was held carefully, was broken into pieces.

"I...I didn't mean to..."

Sun Meifeng didn't expect to knock over the insulation box, let alone An Xun was so weak that it would collapse if pushed.She took a few steps back timidly, saw An Xun's frail and creepy face, she was stunned for two seconds, her heart ached, she wanted to help her, but she didn't dare to move her.In the end, I could only sigh helplessly.

"You go back, Jiang Yien is our child, we will take good care of her, the old man has a bad heart, so don't bother her anymore."

After speaking, he fled into the ward.

An Xun knelt and sat on the ground, unable to cry anymore, tears slid down her cheeks to her neck, dripping silently, heartbroken silently.

She carefully picked up the dumplings one by one, this is the girl's full heart...

How could it be wasted like this.