come close to me hold me

Until the sound of hurried footsteps outside the door...

"Doctor An! Another patient with severe hemoptysis was sent to the emergency department!"

When a sudden illness comes, doctors will never consider what situation they are in, so they can only be ready at any time.

"Okay, it's okay." An Xun pushed away the cotton swabs and hands that made her feel numb with relief, got up and ran to the emergency room, Jiang Yien also threw away the cotton swabs, and followed closely behind.

"what's the situation?"

"Severe hemoptysis. I fainted by the side of the road and was brought here. The bleeding couldn't stop." A young doctor replied.

An Xun checked it and knew that there was no need to delay, so he said urgently, "Send it to the operating room immediately."

"Wait!" Li Min stepped forward to stop, clutching the hospital bed tightly and not letting go, explaining: "The identity is still unknown, and the family members have not been contacted."

"We can wait, the patient can't wait!" An Xun fought hard, without wavering at all.

Li Min was worried about this, thinking of the incident many years ago, he still had lingering fears: "An Xun, don't..."

"It's too late! Jiang Yien, push into the operating room." An Xun ordered strictly.

Li Min still firmly grasped the railing of the hospital bed, looked at Jiang Yien, and shook his head pleadingly.

Seeing that Li Min was still refusing to let go, An Xun was so anxious and full of helplessness, the moment she turned her head to meet Jiang Yien, she was inexplicably relieved, she didn't say much, for some reason, she just believed that the girl would help her, If you understand her, you will stand in the united front with her.

Of course Jiang Yien knew the rules, and also knew how much risk An Xun would have to bear once he pushed into the operating room like this.But she believed in her and believed that she would definitely save people, so she met An Xun's eyes and nodded: "Director Li, it's important to save people."

Li Min was stunned for a moment, then let go of his hands in a strange way, looking at their fearless backs, half worried, half in awe.Sighing with a sad face: "After all, it's the person An Xun is looking for, he really has the same temperament as her..."

Su Wen just went looking for the person who brought the patient, but to no avail, so he hurried back.

"What about them?"

"Go in."

"Going in?! Going in again!" Su Wen was dumbfounded, but she didn't ask Li Min why she didn't stop her. She knew that no one could stop An Xun from saving someone.

When they first entered the hospital, a similar thing happened. At that time, An Xun also went forward like this.

"Director Li, what should we do? The family members didn't sign it. If the headmaster finds out about this..." the little nurse on the side was worried.

Li Min failed to prevent them from taking risks, so all he can do at this moment is to prepare backup for them as best he can, and after calmly thinking about it, he said, "Just ask, you should go to Director Qin quickly, and you still need to report this matter to him." Take a moment. Xiaotao, quickly find a way to contact the family members, and after contacting them, no matter what, let them make up the signature."

"it is good."

Su Wen took care of everything according to Li Min's wishes.The rest is waiting anxiously, reliving the worst outcome in my mind over and over again.The wounded died, family members made trouble, and the hospital guarded the car...

"This woman, you are still so stubborn." She whispered to herself, but there was a slight gleam in her eyes.Or admire, or worship.

Fortunately, the operation was a success.

The family members came to sign and thanked An Xun repeatedly, almost knelt down and kowtowed.Director Qin saw that the matter was resolved perfectly, so he didn't report it, so he suppressed it.After all, he also understands An Xun's temper. In such a situation, she will definitely save someone, even if it means risking her career.

Everyone breathed a sigh of relief, and An Xun was also exhausted by the day's events, and was so tired that he was so tired that he sat at the door of the operating room to rest after the operation.

Jiang Yien stayed by her side silently, seeing the gauze on her hand slightly oozing blood, she knew that she would definitely be in pain, but she would not allow herself to tremble when holding the scalpel.

"Why are you willing to help me?" An Xun opened the topic with a rare rashness, and looked sideways at Jiang Yien.She knew how much courage it took for an intern to help her.

"I believe in you, I believe that you will be able to save people." Jiang Yien smiled for granted, as if he didn't even have any fear.

An Xun looked at those simple and clear eyes, and was stunned for a moment: "Then what if you don't save your life? Will you regret trusting me?"

"will not."

"why?"

"As long as he is saved, there is a glimmer of hope. If you don't save him, there will be no hope for him. Besides, Doctor An is omnipotent, so he can save him." Jiang Yien looked back at An Xun's words firmly. Eye.

"Omnipotent?" An Xun was stunned for a second, then smiled wryly: "Since you think I am omnipotent, why did you rush over to protect me this morning?"

She used the word protected, did she feel protected?Jiang Yien's face gradually fainted with joy: "I...have I protected you..."

An Xun didn't respond, but asked instead: "You must have heard some rumors too? I don't know about this situation, can I handle it?"

Jiang Yien frowned, and asked in confusion: "Rumor? Oh... You said that..."

The so-called rumors are what Su Wen said to everyone he met:

"You newcomers, just remember one thing, don't make An Xun unhappy, she can hit three at a time."

This is indeed not Su Wen spreading rumors.

An Xun has been weak and sick since she was a child. In order to keep her healthy, her father sent her to learn kendo.Who knows that this student has a physique, what he learns like, although he is not a strong player, but he has a lot of skill, he won the second dan when he graduated from middle school, and he also won the championship of the National Youth Kendo Competition by the way.

Su Wen said it to everyone, but it was just to prevent the bad-spoken ice doll from being bullied by the new little hooves.After all, everyone knows that today's children are more clever than each other, and there are many ghosts.

Therefore, even though she looks weak and weak, it is not difficult to bring down the three little bastards;

Therefore, this is also one of the reasons why everyone in the department is afraid of her, after all... she can't be beaten.

Thinking of this rumor, Jiang Yien couldn't help but snort, she couldn't believe that the soft-looking ice beauty would really fight with someone!

"Let's not say that rumors are inaccurate. Even if it is true, there is a contingency in everything. What if you fail to escape? As long as there is a one in ten thousand chance of getting hurt, it is 100%. In the future Don't rush forward with everything, but they still say that you are talking about Bing Tuozi, shouldn't Bing Tuozi hang on high as nothing to do with you?"

"Really? It's none of your business..."

The phrase "it's none of your business" made An Xun's eyes look three points lonely.But the first few sentences made An Xun's heart ache. She was so smart since she was a child, so smart that everyone thought she could do her own thing independently, and she was sensible enough to understand and tolerate everything.

So even though she cried heart-rendingly at the airport when she was a child, her mother never stayed for her.After that incident happened, she also begged her father to stay with her eyes full of embarrassment, crying bitterly to persuade her to stay, to stay, to stay again... The man finally set foot on the flight to a foreign country.

No one has ever thought about what if, what if she doesn't want to be so sensible, what if she really can't hold on by herself...

The corners of An Xun's mouth seemed to tremble, and there seemed to be something filling in her eyes, but she lowered her head, and Jiang Yien couldn't see clearly.

After a moment of silence, An Xun changed the topic, and said softly: "When I was an intern, I also encountered the same thing as today. At that time, the patient fell at the door of the hospital and suffocated. I will do it for him right away. But without this luck, it was too late when I discovered it, and I couldn’t save it.”

After Jiang Yien listened, he only asked: "What happened next?"

"My family made trouble, and I was severely punished by the hospital. If Professor Chen hadn't interceded in front of the dean and took all the responsibilities on his own, I probably wouldn't be a doctor anymore."

"After that time, you will still take the risk without hesitation." Now thinking of An Xun's insistence on surgery just now, Jiang Yien's heart was slightly shaken.

"I doubted and hesitated. I did what I thought was right, but everyone was blaming me and implicated many people, especially Professor Chen."

Jiang Yien looked at An Xun's eyes gradually becoming lost, feeling distressed for a while.

"Grandma Chen won't blame you for hurting her. For a person like her, if you really don't want to save her, she will probably be disappointed. If everyone in this world has nothing to do with you, how lonely it would be... ..."

Then he turned around and stared into her eyes, and said firmly again: "When they blame you, they must not think that you did something wrong. They are afraid that a good doctor will ruin his future because of this."

"I hope you have nothing to do with yourself, because I love you and never have nothing to do with you."

"Besides, don't care what other people think! You said that the principle of practicing medicine is to cure diseases and save lives. Even if you let everyone down, don't let yourself down."

When Jiang Yien finished speaking these words, his eyes were full of halos.

An Xun looked at her and felt that she was a different person from the little girl who stuffed a milk candy into her hand at the entrance of the concert hall.The corners of the mouth turned up slightly, and there was a subtle tenderness in the eyes: "Thank you, Yien."

Just for a moment, that smile was also caught by Jiang Yien, for some reason, there was a sense of familiarity, as if he had seen it there before, in a trance, there seemed to be a lightness in his ears.

"Doctor An smiled, it's so beautiful."

An Xun was taken aback for a moment, put away his softness in an instant, got up and left.