[Tokyo Ghoul] Shuko's Daily Handbook

It's cold, it's cold, he wants to curl up, he wants to cover himself with the quilt, he wonders in a daze if he's kicking the quilt again.He was restless, it was too cold.He rubbed his sleepy eyes, but the white light hurt his eyes deeply.where is he?The first generation Jiuzi squinted his eyes childishly and wanted to sit up, but felt that his neck, wrist, waist, and ankles were all imprisoned. He couldn't help frowning, half-squinting his eyes in an attempt to slowly adapt to the light.

The light was so bright that he was a little scared, a little frightened.He opened his eyes little by little, looking at the surrounding alloy walls.He found himself lying naked on the operating table, the cold temperature made him arch his back slightly, and there were small granular protrusions on every part of the skin on his body.He couldn't make too much movement, because his neck, wrist, waist, and ankle were all firmly fixed on the operating table by metal rings.

He opened his mouth and licked his chapped and bleeding lips.

He didn't know where it was, but this place made him feel strangely familiar.

He was very scared, he wanted to be scared, screamed in fear, or cried, he wanted to escape, but he couldn't escape.

The first generation of Jiuzi was only a ten-year-old child, and living like a prince every day did not turn him into an arrogant and domineering little devil, on the contrary, he became cowardly.But little Jiuzi knew that he was not at his home now.At home, he can hide in the closet, under the desk, or under the bed and cry secretly, and his father, mother, and sister will find him and comfort him slowly.But a month ago, after knowing the news of Dad's death, everyone was different.He must be brave now!He is the only man in the family now, he must be strong, don't let his mother and sister down, he is a man who wants to protect his family!

Xiao Jiuzi tried hard to calm himself down, he bit his lips, stared at the white ceiling with wide eyes, pretending to be calm, but what he couldn't hide was that his hands and even his body were trembling.

He watched silently as the white metal door was opened, and several people in white coats walked out. Most of their faces were covered by masks, and the expressions on their faces could not be seen clearly.The leader seemed to be a woman, she raised her eyes and stared at the first generation Jiuzi, her eyes of the same color as his were filled with a crazier smile.The indifferent eyes of those who followed behind made people bored for no reason.

"Mom...Mom..." He blurted out these two words through his parched throat.

The woman looked at him, slowly took off the mask, with a gentle smile, and her almost transparent white fingers gently stroked the boy's soft hair, "Hey... Yiche... Yiche..." Her eyes were gentle, like She was missing someone. Gradually, her gaze faded, and she leaned over and kissed the boy's face lightly, "Be good, mom's best little Jiuzi, soon, soon... There is no pain at all." , won't be sad, for Yiche...for your father."

The first Ichitotsuro is already dead, and everyone knows it.Being torn apart alive by the ghouls, watching myself being eaten bit by bit in pain, that kind of pain.

Natas, a woman determined to avenge her husband.

"This is my newly researched potion," the woman's twinkling eyes flashed a bit of excitement and fanaticism, "I specially asked CCG to help take the DNA of ghouls, my dear, do you know? You are my first An experimental product. Are you very happy? What a great experiment, your body will be full of strength soon, that feeling will definitely be great..." Natas whispered in the boy's ear As he spoke, the warm breath passed through the broken hair, but Xiao Jiuzi felt extremely cold, as if he had fallen into the ice cave of ten thousand years. "If it succeeds, it will definitely become the greatest experiment in human history, baby, you will become a hero, and Yiche will be proud of you...you will be our most powerful weapon, and the nightmare of all ghouls !” She was extremely excited, the blood in her whole body was flooding her brain, she put on the mask, “Hurry up and start, I can’t wait.” She glanced at the child excitedly, and gestured to the people behind , the black-haired man handed over the syringe silently.

She was crazy, she went completely crazy the moment she learned about the death of Ichitotsuro the first generation.

No one can stop her.

The first generation of Jiuzi felt that hope was getting slimmer. He looked at the woman who was still smiling gently yesterday, and now he was sent to the operating table. His pupils were fixed on the crazy eyes of the woman. He twitched the corners of his mouth, showing a cute smile. She smiled, and even showed dimples on the corners of her curved lips, "Okay, Mom." He said, but his long eyelashes trembled uncomfortably, and finally he closed his eyes.

Under the glare of the light, the blue liquid in the syringe was crystal clear and gleamed eeriely.

He was a little scared. After all, he was only 10 years old.Apart from those fame and status, he was just an ordinary child, a child abandoned by his parents, he didn't cry, didn't feel sad, only chilled.Go to sleep, go to sleep, everything will be fine.There seemed to be a warm voice speaking in the consciousness.

These are just dreams.

Woke up and everything was fine.

But on the contrary, his back was covered in cold sweat, and he felt that he had never been so awake.Xiao Jiuzi was lying on the operating table. On the cold operating table, the hard metal walls around him were soaked in indifference, and severe stinging pain without warning ran through his mind. The pain was excruciating, and his consciousness disintegrated bit by bit, as if the god of death had surrounded his body. Around him, his teeth were chattering, his headache was about to split, and the blood in his body was burning like boiling.The child's dark blue eyes slowly became hollow, like indifferent and dead whirlpools, he pursed his lips, looking extremely calm; no one saw the bloody scars on his immature palms.

It hurts, like pulling out the bones one by one and crushing them bit by bit. When the bones grow out, the pain and itching are very difficult to scratch.His body twitched uncontrollably, and gradually, the vague sobbing sound spread bit by bit.It was this sane and depressing atmosphere that made this half hour feel like a century.A bright red muscle-attached bone pulled out from his back, and several ribs in the chest cavity pulled out, growing rapidly, and even the sound of the beating heart slowed down—the pain intensified, as if there was something in the body When they got out, they frantically sucked his life force, he felt tired, and the potion had paralyzed his nerves.

Now he only knows to cry non-stop, begging for help from that woman, he keeps crying, his voice gradually becomes hoarse.He watched the woman staring at him indifferently and excitedly, without the slightest hint of giving him a hand.The child's heart began to freeze, and no one could save him.

The child is scared.

The child is crying.

The child made a fuss.

Those people in white coats watched indifferently, pointing and recording data, no one can save him, it can only be wishful thinking.

The author has something to say: I have opened a new article, what should I do if it is swollen?This is not enough to satisfy you little fairies at all. My writing skills are limited~ I can only get to [-] words before I can have a cover la la la work hard