Have you seen my double buff?

Seeing the caller, Fang Sixu's face softened instantly.He pressed the answer button and said softly, "Hello?"

"Hello? It's me, Chu Heqing, where are you now?"

Only then did Fang Sixu remember that he did tell Chu Heqing yesterday that he went home today.He looked at the white walls of the hotel, and in order not to worry Chu Heqing, he could only say, "Well, I'm home now."

"Ah, that's good." Chu Heqing seemed relieved, "Then you have a good rest, I've been in City A for this time, and I'll hang out with you if I have time."

Hearing Chu Heqing's promise, the haze in Fang Sixu's heart disappeared immediately.He said goodbye to Chu Heqing with a smile, and went to the bathroom to wash his face alone, trying to wake himself up.

Thinking of his state just now, Fang Sixu felt scared for no reason.If Chu Heqing's call was later, then he might really have jumped off.

Looking at it this way, Chu Heqing really gave him another hand when he was desperate.

I have been under too much pressure recently, Fang Sixu wiped her face hard.Go back to bed and plan to have a good night's rest.As for what to do with Dad... Tsk, I'll talk about it when I wake up tomorrow.

Unexpectedly, just as Fang Sixu was lying on the bed, without even warming the bed, the phone rang once.This time it was not Chu Heqing, but his aunt.

Maybe I was worried, so I called to ask about it.

Fang Sixu didn't think too much, and answered the phone directly.

"Hello? Auntie, what's the matter?"

"Xiao Xu, something happened to your father." When the aunt's tired voice came, Fang Sixu was shocked.

"What, what happened?" His mind went blank, and he just responded subconsciously.

"Your father..." Auntie seemed very anxious, and she spoke intermittently, "Your father has a heavy stomach bleeding...he is already in the hospital, and is being rescued now...Xiao Xu, why don't you come over and see?"

Hearing her aunt's voice, Fang Sixu's brain seemed to freeze.He couldn't tell what mood he was in at the moment, his soul seemed to have left his body.

"...Okay, I'll go over now, aunt, wait for me for a while." Fang Sixu's soul seemed to be floating in mid-air, listening to himself saying these words in a mechanical voice.

On the way to the hospital, Fang Sixu was very upset.He checked various cases of gastric bleeding, a sudden disease with a very high mortality rate.

Although he had a big fight with his father in the afternoon, now he suddenly knew that he might leave him forever, Fang Sixu still felt unacceptable.

The hysterical madness of his father, and the cycle of tenderness and affection he had for him when he was a child appeared alternately in Fang Sixu's mind, as if tore him in half.

He didn't know how he got to the hospital, he followed the guide to the outside of the operating room.When passing the corner of the corridor, I heard my aunt's voice.

"I'm really sorry for your trouble, Ah Hui, I called you here so late." Aunt's voice sounded very earnest.

"It's okay, this is also my job. After all, Jianguo is Xu Xu's biological father, and I will also..." A gentle female voice came into Fang Sixu's ears, but he froze in place as if struck by lightning Can't move.

He thought he had forgotten about this woman long ago, but this voice seemed to be engraved in his mind.No matter how many years have passed, as long as it rings again, the sleeping memory can be awakened.

It was his mother's voice.

Fang Sixu had tears in his eyes, as if he wanted to rush out and hug his mother who had been away for many years.

On the other side, the conversation between my aunt and Mother Fang continued.

"Thank you for taking care of Xuxu for so many years. Now that I have a new family and a child, sometimes I just can't do what I want."

At that moment, Fang Sixu's footsteps stopped again.

Mommy... has other kids.

He's not the only one anymore.

The heart hurts, and the blood seems to be drawn away.The family portrait when I was a child was severely torn, and it could never be put back together again.

"Ahui, what are you talking about! Jianguo is a bastard, if it's not because of Xiao Xu, and he is my only brother... Tsk, I don't want to care about his bad things." At this point, the aunt seemed to be sobbing. Get up, "This bastard... If he really just let go...Xiao Xu just..."

"It's okay, if it really gets to that point, I'll take Xiaoxu away...I won't let him have no home."

Hearing this, Fang Sixu couldn't help showing a wry smile.

Home?Where does he have a home?

From the moment his parents divorced, he had no home.

Fang Sixu walked around the corner. After hearing the sound of footsteps, her aunt and Fang's mother turned their heads at the same time and looked at Fang Sixu with surprise on their faces.

Especially his mother, the moment she saw her son, her eyes turned red.

"Xu Xu." Fang's mother trotted forward and hugged her son, "I haven't seen you for so many years, and you are so tall..."

Fang Sixu also saw the wrinkles in the corners of her mother's eyes. The beatings of years of life had made her no longer young.Looking at such a mother, Fang Sixu's heart softened a little.He hugged his mother back and said softly, "Mom, long time no see..."

Listening to her son's voice, Fang's mother finally couldn't hold back and cried out.

"Son, you have worked really hard for so many years..."

Seeing the reunion of their mother and son, my aunt also left silently for a long time, leaving them a little private space.The mother and son sat on the bench in the hospital and talked a lot.

"Son, your Uncle Qian has a house in the urban area, very close to the hospital. It was originally planned to be rented out, but something happened to your father right now, so I want you to live in that house... What do you think? Sample?"

Uncle Qian was the one who later formed a family with Fang's mother.He has always been good to his mother. He has had a daughter for so many years and has already entered elementary school.

Listening to her mother's suggestion, Fang Sixu nodded and accepted her kindness.

He didn't know what kind of mood it was, but this house represented his mother's "love".He just wants to get more "love" from his mother, and has no other intentions.

Seeing that Fang Sixu accepted his proposal, Fang's mother was very excited.She still wanted to say something, but the sign in operation hanging on the operating room in front of her suddenly dimmed.Seeing the doctor walking out, the two got up at the same time and asked about Fang Jianguo's situation.

"The operation was very successful. If there are no accidents, you can transfer to a general ward after two days of recuperation." The doctor took off his mask and confessed: "However, the patient's physical condition is still too poor. It is best to stay in the hospital for a while and observe carefully."

Mother Fang listened to the doctor's words and complied.She and her aunt followed the doctor to pay the money, leaving Fang Sixu here alone.Looking at the empty corridor, Fang Sixu had mixed feelings in his heart.

He turned on his phone, desperately wanting to talk to someone.He rummaged through the address book, and finally his finger landed on Chu Heqing's name.

It's so late, is he asleep?

Fang Sixu's throat moved, but he still pressed the dial button.Unexpectedly, ten seconds later, Chu Heqing answered the phone.

"Hello?" A familiar voice came from the receiver. Hearing this voice, Fang Sixu suddenly wanted to cry.

"...Sixu? What's the matter with you? Are you uncomfortable?"

"...No." Fang Sixu covered his eyes, his voice choked up, "I'm really fine, don't..."

"Where are you, I'll go find you now!" Chu Heqing obviously felt Fang Sixu's emotions, and asked hastily.

Fang Sixu knew that what he should say now is: "I'm fine, it's too late, take a good rest."

But when the words came to his lips, he didn't say them.Trembling, he reported the address of the hospital, then hung up the phone, already crying.

Chu Heqing's last words were: "You stay there, I'll go over right away."

Fang Sixu looked at the snow-white ceiling, as if wanting to let go of everything.

He really wanted to find someone to talk to. After pretending to be strong for so many years, he was really tired.

Half an hour later, Chu Heqing felt the hospital and climbed upstairs panting.Seeing Fang Sixu sitting on the bench with his head down, he asked anxiously, "... Sixu?"

The next second, Fang Sixu rushed forward and hugged Chu Heqing, startling him.

"Sixu...what's wrong with you?" Chu Heqing hesitated for a moment, then hugged Fang Sixu back, his clear voice comforted the painful Fang Sixu, and made him feel a little warmth.

Even in the face of such a desperate reality, there are still people who are willing to rush over because of your phone call in the middle of the night, rain or shine.

Fang Sixu raised his head and met Chu Heqing's eyes.With red eyes, he confessed to Chu Heqing what happened today and all the grievances in these years.

"...It's probably like this. My father drank too much and slipped right on the verge of death." Fang Sixu and Chu Heqing sat side by side on the bench, listening to Fang Sixu's story.

"When I knew my dad might die, I really panicked..." Fang Sixu lowered his head, gritted his teeth and said, "I really think I'm cheap, how much I have suffered with him all these years I know how tired I am! But looking at his fragile appearance lying on the bed, and thinking about how he took me out to play when I was a child, I want to forgive him again..."

"He is my father, the one who brought me into this world. He once gave me boundless warmth and smashed everything to pieces with his own hands." Fang Sixu's eyes were empty, and he spoke in a trance.

"I really don't know how I should face him... I used to desperately want to get out of his control, but in the end I still don't know who can't live without whom."

"Maybe blood relationship is such a wonderful thing?" Fang Sixu laughed at herself, "So should I forgive him..."

Fang Sixu turned her head and showed Chu Heqing a smile that was uglier than crying.Chu Heqing frowned, pulled him directly into his arms, pressed Fang Sixu's head against his neck, and whispered in his ear:

"You don't need to forgive anyone, you just need to forgive yourself."

A simple sentence, like the blazing sun, pierced through layers of clouds and mist, and melted the intractable ice in Fang Sixu's heart.

At that moment, the clouds cleared and the fog dispersed, Fang Sixu seemed to have figured out something, and his soul became clear.

Yeah...he never had to forgive anyone.He suffers only because he has been punishing himself with other people's mistakes all these years.

Fang Sixu hugged Chu Heqing back hard, he smelled the faint fragrance of shower gel on the other person, and suddenly felt very at ease.

He lightly rubbed against Chu Heqing's neck, Chu Heqing trembled slightly as if being scratched by a kitten, and said with a smile, "It's so itchy."

Hearing Chu Heqing's smile, Fang Sixu couldn't help but smirk.

Some unknown emotions seemed to break out quietly at this moment.