My online relationship with the president overturned

Lu Yang really wanted to hold back and told himself not to be sad.The cooperation project had just started, and President Ruan was also injured. As the department manager personally selected by President Ruan, she had to shoulder this responsibility.

But the more she thought about it, the more she hated herself: hated her weakness, hated herself for hurting Mr. Ruan.Isn't Mr. Ruan's current situation caused by himself?

If it weren't for me, if I hadn't been born at all or had died silently a long time ago, there wouldn't be such a messy scene today, and many things would be different.

Lu Yang felt more and more that he was not worthy of existence.

She was suddenly very tired, and the nerves that had been tense before were suddenly broken, like a boat with its mast broken, unable to find its direction, and could only drift alone in the boundless sea of ​​​​suffering to death.

What can I do if I save money?What if I get promoted?She certainly never got what she wanted.

When I got home, the empty house had no lights on, and it was pitch black everywhere.She turned on a small light and wrapped herself in a blanket on the sofa, but it was still cold.

With trembling fingers, he clicked on WeChat, wanting to send a message to Mr. Ruan to ask how her wound was doing, but a sentence sounded in his head inexplicably: "Are you still willing to ask me?"

Lu Yang was so frightened that he suddenly threw away the phone, hid in the blanket panting heavily, his face pale.It took a long time to realize that it was just my own imagination, not the voice from Mr. Ruan.

She held her head, adjusted her breathing deeply, and suddenly heard the notification sound of her mobile phone.

Mr. Ruan's WeChat avatar flashed on the screen, and the message he sent was: [ctm Ruan Yuyan] Send me a message when you get home.A girl takes a taxi by herself, I am very worried about you.

At the same time, in Ruan Yuyan's villa, the bedroom lights were brightly lit, and Ruan Yuyan's personal doctor was observing the wound on her right arm.

"The medicine in your body has not been completely cleaned up, and you are still waiting for an opportunity." The doctor lady pushed her glasses and frowned. "This wound is an opportunity, and the medicine will take advantage of the opportunity."

"What will happen?"

Ruan Yuyan put down her phone without getting a reply from her own Xiaolu, her tone was so indifferent as if she didn't care about it.

Doctors pack instruments: "Causes slower healing, more sensitivity, easy infection or pain, itching."

I packed my things into the medical box, and added another sentence of explanation: "I don't know the specific ingredients of this drug. The conclusion that can be drawn at present is that it will expand people's feelings, especially people's negative emotions. And negative feelings. But I'm not sure yet what the purpose of that is."

"Probably destroying one's independence."

Ruan Yuyan held a cigarette on her fingertips, and slowly exhaled a wisp of smoke with slightly narrowed eyes.

During the time when she just woke up after the car accident, Ruan Yuyan had a deep understanding of this.She is in pain, disappointed, and lonely, and she hopes that someone can accompany her and comfort herself.That is, since then, she has been deeply dependent on Xiaolu's company.

The doctor sighed softly: "Maybe. But without scientific evidence, any conclusion is speculation."

Before leaving, the doctor gave several instructions for the care of the injured before leaving the villa.

Ruan Yuyan admitted that the doctor was right, but she felt that her guess was not unreasonable.

At least for now, when the wound was aching, she suddenly missed Xiaolu's voice.

Lin Xi and several vice presidents comforted her, saying that she was very tired during this time anyway, and now that the contract has been signed, she will implement her own division of labor in the future, so why not take this opportunity to rest at home for a few days.

Ruan Yuyan was noncommittal.It's good to let the girls in the department exercise, but if she doesn't work, it's hard for her to think of any channels through which she can communicate with Lu Yang.

She misses the deer.

Feeling a little lazy, she leaned against the head of the bed and sat down when she suddenly saw the screen of her mobile phone light up.

It was a message from Lu Yang: [Art Department - Lu Yang] I'm home, Mr. Ruan.

[Art Department - Lu Yang] Mr. Ruan, I want to ask for leave tomorrow.

Ruan Yuyan frowned: [ctm Ruan Yuyan] What, you don't feel well?I feel uncomfortable, should I go to the hospital?I'll send a driver to take you there.

The news this time was like a stone being thrown into a cliff, and it took a long time for an echo to come.Lu Yang's nickname changed to typing several times, and he seemed to struggle for a long time before replying: [Art Department - Lu Yang] No need to go to the hospital, it's just dysmenorrhea, just rest for a day and it will be fine.

The little guy still suffers from dysmenorrhea... Ruan Yuyan hurriedly replied: [ctm Ruan Yuyan] Do you have brown sugar ginger tea at home?Have you bought a baby warmer yet?Put a quilt on top of the sheets so you don't have to wash them.

Girls who are menstruating tend to be in a bad mood. Xiao Lu's sadness today may also be due to menstrual syndrome.Ruan Yuyan pondered secretly, and began to search online: how to make girls happy?

I searched for several answers, but none of them seem to be very reliable.Ruan Yuyan frowned, and changed the key word: how to make my girlfriend happy?

This time it's right.

While reading one by one, there was another message on WeChat, it was from Lin Qi: "Sister Ruan, we both have a bloody disaster today!"

Ruan Yuyan was shocked: "What's wrong with you?"

Could it be that those people who are not good for me are going to deal with Lin Xi again?An accident?Being deliberately retaliated against?

Cold sweat broke out in Ruan Yuyan's hands, and Lin Qi sent a message again: "I'm here as my aunt!"

……

Ruan Yuyan was speechless for a long time, and finally typed a few words silently: "Pay attention to your wording."

"I didn't exaggerate, okay?" Lin Xi felt aggrieved, "I'm so annoying, I'm so annoying, my stomach hurts so much!"

Ruan Yuyan was expressionless: "Drink more hot water."

I can't hurt for you.Ruan Yuyan thought.

***

Lu Yang forgot how he fell asleep last night, anyway, he tossed and turned for most of the night, and finally took a nap in the nightmare.

Similar to those previous nightmares, she dreamed that everything around her thought she was being hurt, and she prayed for forgiveness with blood on her hands, but others were unwilling to even hug her, and stared at her hostilely from a distance.

When I woke up, I was sweating profusely.

Didn't want to cook, didn't even bother to eat.Lu Yang turned off all communication devices, lay down on the bed for a whole day, and finally felt a little hungry.

You can't skip meals all the time, you will get stomach problems from starvation.Lu Yang understood this truth, and thought that since he had to eat anyway, he might as well eat like crazy.

Self-abandoned overeating.

When ordering takeaway, she didn't realize how much she could eat at all, she just numbly ordered a lot, as if she could vent something in this way.

However, after ordering takeout, she still felt empty.

Lu Yang ordered a lot of things, as if eating his last meal before beheading.She didn't come to her aunt. Yesterday, she told Mr. Ruan that her dysmenorrhea was just an excuse.

So she didn't have any scruples when ordering, iced milk tea, fried chicken, spicy soup... anything exciting.

But thinking about those food, she has no appetite at all.

Lu Yang suddenly discovered that the happiest meals he ate were all eaten with Mr. Ruan.

Mr. Ruan is cold to others, but he is very gentle to her, even sometimes surprisingly hot.Every time she eats, Mr. Ruan considerately arranges all aspects, so she doesn't have to worry about anything.

President Ruan is so kind, Ruan is always the best person in the world to her.Lu Yang recognized this fact.

She really wanted to hear Mr. Ruan's voice and see Mr. Ruan's eyes.But whenever she was about to send a message to Mr. Ruan, she was always blocked by a complicated mood. In the end, she closed WeChat and turned a corner to enter the Huajuan app.

[Little Deer Under Banana] Ma'am, I think I may have fallen in love with our president, sorry.

The wife replied quickly: [Cang Hai Yue Ming] Don't be sorry, it's normal for you to like anyone. [Touch.jpg] But Lu Yang felt very guilty: [Little Deer Under Banana] But I always feel like I betrayed my wife.

This time, it took a while for Cang Hai Yueming to reply: [Cang Hai Yueming] Xiaolu, maybe you should think about your feelings for me and your president.Dependence, liking and love are three different concepts.

Lu Yang pursed his lips, but did not answer.This question was too complicated, and she couldn't answer it for a while.

She just knows how she feels now: [Fawn under Banana] I miss our president, and I really want to see her, even if it's just to hear her voice.But I dare not.

Cang Haiyueming did not reply.

Maybe my wife is busy with her own affairs.Lu Yang felt a little empty, and buried his head with the pillow, hoping that he could isolate himself from the world and not have to think about anything.

But something always brings her back to reality.

The doorbell rang, it should be the takeaway.

She didn't want to talk to people, so she left a note, so that the delivery guy didn't have to call, and just sent a message after leaving the item at the door.

But the takeaway boy seemed to have misunderstood it, thinking that she was asking him to deliver the goods to her door, so he had to hand them over to her.

So the little brother rang the doorbell over and over again.

Lu Yang was a little annoyed: "Just leave it at the door, thank you!"

The doorbell paused for two seconds, then rang again.

What's going on with this little brother... Lu Yang had no choice but to drag his slippers to the door, and opened the door: "I'm here... Ruan, Ruan..."

She looked at the person in front of her, speechless.

It's not a delivery guy at all.

It was Ruan Yuyan who was carrying the takeaway in large and small packages.

Lu Yang subconsciously took half a step back, and was so timid that he almost ran into the room, but Mr. Ruan asked himself: "Can I eat these for dysmenorrhea?"

Lu Yang couldn't answer.Only then did she see that the takeaway brother had already sent a message saying that the community would not allow entry, so he left the takeaway at the guard.

Mr. Ruan probably got the takeaway there and got caught.

"Don't want to see me?"

Mr. Ruan had a vague smile on his brows and eyes, and he was not annoyed.

Lu Yang endured it for a long time, and finally threw himself on her with a whimper, sobbing, "Mr. Ruan, I want to see you going crazy...I can't take it anymore, I want to see you every day..."

Unexpectedly, Mr. Ruan said, "Your wish will come true soon."

Lu Yang was startled, he relaxed his arms holding her, leaned on her heart and raised a pair of big watery eyes, looking at her puzzled.

Ruan Yuyan was so cute, she pursed her lips lightly before adjusting her mentality: "I, uh..."

This is a bit hard to say.

Lu Yang was sincerely waiting for the next sentence: "What's wrong with you?"

Ruan Yuyan remained silent for a while with a straight face, hesitant to speak several times, and finally lowered his head through gritted teeth: "I heard that eating sweets will make people feel good, I remembered that you like to eat cherries, so I learned to bake a portion for you .”

Lu Yang was stunned, and when he came back to his senses, he hurriedly asked: "Did you burn yourself? Or cut your finger? Hey, did the wound touch water? It's all my fault, why do you like to eat cakes..."

Her heart was beating wildly, and she was relieved after hearing Ruan Yuyan's reply.

"I am fine."

Ruan Yuyan lowered her eyes and said.

Lu Yang let out a long breath: "That's good, that's good."

Then I heard Mr. Ruan say: "But when I was using the oven, I accidentally blew up the kitchen. Now my house is full of water, and the staff is repairing it."

Lu Yang: ...

I know that your self-care ability is poor, but I didn't expect it to be so bad that you demolish your house.

Lu Yang hurriedly asked again: "Are you not injured?"

"No," Ruan Yuyan shook her head, "but my house is temporarily unoccupied, and I have no place to go, can I..."

Ruan Yuyan took a deep breath: "...Can I stay at your place for a few days?"

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