forced coquetry

Lin Yuhuai's sight was slowly occupied by red, and the strong smell of blood penetrated his nostrils, making him want to vomit, but his hands seemed uncontrollable, and he would only repeat the same movement.

Hearing the chi chi chi chi in his ears, Lin Yuhuai exerted more force on his hands, and soon a puddle of blood accumulated on the soles of his feet.

When he realized what he had done, the dagger in his hand fell to the ground with a clang. Lin Yuhuai looked at Feng lying in a pool of blood in disbelief, then at the blood on his hands, and staggered back a few steps.

He killed.

He killed.

Lin Yuhuai looked around in a panic, but there was still no one in the desert, he turned his gaze back to look at Feng, who was already dead, his flesh and blood were so bloody that it was hard to distinguish, but those black and white eyes were bent into a crescent shape , staring at him, the corners of his mouth slightly raised, it didn't look like dying in pain at all, more like... relief.

Seeing that the soles of Lin Yuhuai's feet were cold, he got up from the ground and ran out in a state of embarrassment.

When passing by, a gust of wind brought up the blue iris flowers on both sides, and they wobbled and fell into the pool of blood.

Since that day, Lin Yuhuai hid at home.

Every day, he would turn on the faucet regularly and scrub his hands desperately. Although there was no blood on his hands, he could still smell the strong smell of blood.

Stomach tumbling, Lin Yuhuai finally couldn't hold it anymore, rushed to the toilet and vomited until he couldn't vomit anymore, he slumped to the side while grabbing the toilet, feeling as if his internal organs were about to be vomited Out.

The room was pitch black, with no light coming in, and he stayed at home for several days, not daring to go out.

Every time he heard the sirens of the passing police, his whole body would tense up, and he always felt that the police were here to catch him, a murderer.

However, at this time, the alarm will gradually fade away.

Moreover, there was no report on the murder incident in the news, which didn't make Lin Yuhuai feel relieved, but made him even more uneasy.

Lin Yuhuai took a sip from the cup on the tea table.

The moment the cold water entered his throat, his whole body felt cold.

During this period, Lin Yuhuai also discovered one more thing.

Gu Yinzhou was gone.

It was as if the world had evaporated, to be precise, everything about Gu Yinzhou was gone.

There was no such person in his address book or friend list.

Even the note from the morning of the incident was gone. He obviously put it on the bedside table, but when he came back, there was nothing on the bedside table.

Lin Yuhuai's heart felt like being pinched by an invisible big hand, and it hurt so badly.

Why isn't it there? He searched the whole house, but couldn't find the note written on it.

There are no traces of Gu Yinzhou's life at home, the toothbrush in the bathroom stands there alone, and there is only one pair of slippers in the shoe cabinet... These seem to tell that he is the only one living here.

During the day, the curtains of the house will be drawn tightly, and he will not open them until evening.

Lin Yuhuai sat alone on the sofa, the afterglow of the setting sun sprinkled on him through the window, it was obviously a warm color, but at this moment it seemed to have cut off all the temperature.

Lin Yuhuai wrapped his arms around his knees and curled up into a ball, occupying a corner of the sofa.

Only black and white eyes looked around at everything around him, the place where he had lived for four years was so unfamiliar that it made him shiver.

He couldn't find Gu Yinzhou, and he didn't dare to call the police.

He didn't know what to do with himself.

Everything seemed to wrap around him tightly like a nightmare until he couldn't breathe.

Tears kept pouring out like a broken thread.

Why did everything turn out like this? He and Gu Yinzhou are about to get engaged.

Lin Yuhuai was tired from crying, and slowly curled up on the sofa and fell asleep.

When the phone rang, he opened his eyes suddenly like a conditioned reflex, sat up from the sofa, fished out the phone and saw it was an unfamiliar phone number, he hesitated for a moment and pressed the answer button.

"Hello, is it Yu Huai? Then I'm from the school's teaching office..."

Lin Yuhuai didn't hear what the other party said a lot later, so he hung up the phone after answering a few times.

The name kept echoing in my mind.

Yu Huai.

He is not Yu Huai, but everyone has always regarded him as Yu Huai, even himself...

During the few years here, he even forgot his original purpose, even who he was.

If...he returns to the original world, will Gu Yinzhou wait for him there?

After some time, Lin Yuhuai, who finally calmed down, planned to go back to America to find his current self. As long as he finds his current self, maybe he can wear it back again, and then he will definitely see Gu Yinzhou again.

And this is the only way for now.

Once this idea was formed, Lin Yuhuai immediately packed his luggage simply. After all, for so long, the news has not reported anything about the church murder incident, so he bought a ticket to the United States that day. Memory slowly found its place to live.

Lanying Road——NO.50

Looking at the somewhat old villa in front of him, Lin Yuhuai swallowed subconsciously, he tidied his clothes a little, and went to ring the doorbell when he got up his breath.

Even the outstretched hand was trembling. The doorbell was clearly there, and he pressed it several times before he could press it.

"Ding dong——" Every sound of the doorbell seemed to press on Lin Yuhuai's heart.

After a while, there was no response from the door, Lin Yuhuai became anxious, and he pressed it several times.

At this moment, the door finally responded, Lin Yuhuai's hand to press the doorbell suddenly stopped, his eyeballs moved, and he licked his dry lips.

After the door was opened, a look of disappointment soon surfaced on his face.

The person who opened the door was a gray-haired old lady with age marks on her wrinkled face, a person he had never seen before.

"Son, what's the matter with you?" The old lady was obviously also surprised.

Lin Yuhuai's originally straight shoulders slid slightly, and he tried his best to make his expression look friendly, because grandma spoke the language of Huaguo, Lin Yuhuai communicated with her directly in his mother tongue.

"Grandma, do you know a man named Yu Huai?"

"What?" The old lady said again loudly, her head slightly tilted forward, "Grandma's ears are bad, please speak louder."

Lin Yuhuai approached anxiously, and said loudly, "Grandma, do you know Lin Yuhuai?"

After Lin Yuhuai said it several times in a row, the old lady finally heard the name clearly.

"Lin, Yu, Huai?"

"Yeah." Lin Yuhuai's gray eyes lit up when he heard the name, and he nodded frantically.

But the next sentence extinguished the light in his eyes.

"I don't know." The old lady shook her head, and she was about to step back and close the door.

Lin Yuhuai hurriedly stepped forward to hold the door, his eyes turned red: "But he obviously lived here before."

This time the old lady heard clearly at once.

"I've lived here for four or fifty years, and I haven't heard of it, kid, are you looking for the wrong thing?"

As the old man was getting old, he was slurred and spoke slowly, these words were broken into individual words in Lin Yuhuai's ears, and he seemed to be unable to understand these words.

The hand on the door also slowly loosened, until watching the door slowly close.

It was as if the last hope in my heart had been snuffed out.

Lin Yuhuai's body slid down along the door, he squatted on the ground and looked at everything around him in a daze, this was clearly his former home.

Lin Yuhuai waved away those depressing thoughts, tried hard to pat his face, trying to cheer himself up, he hasn't found the way back, he hasn't seen Gu Yinzhou yet, so he can't just give up like this.

He got up and went to several nearby houses to inquire about the name, but no one had heard of it.

Could it be because he moved, Lin Yuhuai was walking aimlessly on the road.

At this time, the mobile phone in his pocket vibrated twice, Lin Yuhuai took out the mobile phone like a conditioned reflex, and when he saw that it was just an advertisement push, he suddenly stopped.

He reached out and crossed out the page of information push, and suddenly a person came to mind.

He quickly unlocked the phone.

Fean!

Why did he almost forget that he had discussed Lin Yuhuai with Fei An before, and Fei An also revealed that he knew this person at the time.

Then as long as you contact Fei An, everything will be easy.

Lin Yuhuai quickly opened the address book, but he didn't see Fei An's contact information from the top to the bottom. He clearly remembered that he had saved it, so he couldn't remember it wrong.

Lin Yuhuai opened WeChat again, looked through the entire friend list but could not find Fei An.

Just like Gu Yinzhou, as if he had never appeared before.

As soon as he exited the interface, he quickly called Li Shier.

The phone was connected soon, and Lin Yuhuai finally breathed a sigh of relief when he heard the familiar voice on the other side.

"Did Xiaohuai miss me? Finally she was willing to call me." The tone was still very flat.

Lin Yuhuai here had a bitter smile on his lips: "Twelve, can you give me Fei An's contact information again, I lost it."

The opposite party paused for half a second before saying, "What Fei An?"

Upon hearing Li Shi'er's words, Lin Yuhuai's heart suddenly turned cold.

"When did I give you Fei An's contact information, I don't know this person." Li Shi'er muttered a few more words.

Lin Yuhuai also knew that no one would believe what he said now, maybe they thought he was sick.

"Hmm, it's okay, I just remembered wrongly."

"Xiao Huai, when will you come to play with me? We haven't seen each other for a long time."

The two chatted for a while.

After hanging up the phone, Lin Yuhuai opened the chat history with Li Shier, and the record about Fei An's contact information was gone.

He always felt that somewhere in the dark, something was blocking him.

Lin Yuhuai began to organize his thoughts in his mind, thinking about all the people he had met before.

And these people are all there now, but why did Gu Yinzhou and Fei An disappear.

He searched over and over again, and suddenly remembered another person.

So I booked a flight ticket back to China overnight, and went to the city where Fengde Middle School is located.

Arriving in this city where he only stayed for a year, Lin Yuhuai didn't feel strange, on the contrary, he felt more familiar.

It's just that it was three o'clock in the morning, the night was quiet, and it was inconvenient to search for clues, so Lin Yuhuai had to drag his luggage to a nearby hotel, and managed to get a good night's sleep.

Obviously there was no dream all night, but Lin Yuhuai always felt tired all over his body.

He scooped up a handful of water and slapped it on his face, only to wake up a little bit. Looking at himself in the mirror, his eyes were dull, the eye sockets were gray and blue, and even some stubble had appeared around his mouth.

Gu Yinzhou didn't like his current appearance at all, Lin Yuhuai thought about it and shaved his beard, only felt a sharp pain around his mouth, and some red blood appeared.

Lin Yuhuai lowered his hands and paused for half a second looking at himself in the mirror, who was extremely embarrassed, before raising his hand to wipe the blood from his mouth, his dark eyes were full of determination.

He will definitely go back.

He wants to return to the world with Gu Yinzhou.