bad derailment

Many times, I would have a dangerous idea of ​​crossing the line of friendship with Gu Mingsheng.

But after a brief hallucination, he can always bring me back to reality, reminding me of the fact that he is a straight man again.

Maybe for him, this kind of intimacy is just the most normal way of getting along with friends, and if you want to blame it, you can only blame me for being weak-willed and always being dazzled by beauty.

Along the way, I was constructing myself uprightly, and the short-lived flames sparked by the fireworks were finally almost extinguished.Gu Mingsheng drove me downstairs, and before leaving, he suddenly leaned over and gave me a hug.

"Do you think we are having an affair?" He chuckled sullenly in my ear, "The principal is waiting for you at home, but I have to make out with you downstairs as a lover, Mr. Lin, you are such a blessing." Not shallow."

After listening to his nonsense, I stretched out my hand and pushed away expressionlessly, "I'm going up."

"I'm joking," he smiled, but his brows and eyes were slightly furrowed, "You said if I go up now, will Chen Feng drive me away?"

Seeing that he seemed to be thinking about this question seriously, I could only interrupt aloud, "I don't know if he will drive you away, I only know that he will lose his temper with me after you leave."

Let alone Gu Mingsheng, even if a colleague or friend was brought in at random, Chen Feng would show his displeasure with a cold face.Emotionally, he has always been very sensitive, and he always feels that everyone around him may snatch me away.I couldn't laugh or cry about this, I didn't know when I had such a great charm.

It can only be said that beauty is in the eye of a beholder, and I am extremely curious about what kind of excellence he has become in Chen Feng's eyes to make him so obsessed.

Gu Mingsheng did not insist, and said kindly: "Forget it, I will go to the company to find you next time, the weather is cold tonight, you should go home early and rest."

"Then I'm leaving," I paused, then whispered, "Thank you today."

Saying "thank you" among friends seems too polite, but I somehow feel that I should say this seriously to Gu Mingsheng.

For his well-prepared surprise, but also for this heavy heart.I'm not used to accepting unreasonable kindness from others, and only he can catch me off guard so that I can't find a reason to refuse every time.

Gu Mingsheng pursed his lips and smiled softly, under the warm color of the street lamps, there was a gentleness, "You're welcome, as long as you are happy tonight."

My heart skipped a beat, but I didn't say anything else. I turned around and walked into the dark corridor without looking back.

I actually wanted to turn around and have a look, but I wasn't sure if he was still there.No matter what the situation is, I am inexplicably afraid to know, or I choose to gradually bury it in my heart.

The living room was brightly lit, but there was no one there.I called Chen Feng's name, but got no response.

I put down my things and walked into the kitchen, my eyes slowed down when I touched something on the table, the sound of the bedroom door opening suddenly sounded in my ears, and then broke into Chen Feng's cold question: "Where have you been?"

I turned around to meet his gaze, and unconsciously accelerated my heartbeat driven by some emotion called guilty conscience, "I got together with my colleagues after get off work."

He didn't speak.

I could only bite the bullet and say, "Have you prepared a cake, too?"

After the words fell, his figure paused, and then he walked towards me slowly.He should have just taken a shower, and he still has a nice smell of mint on his body, which rushed into my nasal cavity with the air, and I was a little dazed.

He stood in front of me and picked up the cake by himself.I suddenly sensed Chen Feng's plan, and without even thinking about grabbing his arm, I couldn't help but raise the volume, "What are you going to do?"

"Seeing that you are having so much fun, I shouldn't miss this cake," his voice was mixed with sarcasm that he thought he had hidden well, "Of course I threw it away."

There was a sudden pain in the temple, I don't know if it was because of the cold wind blowing by the river just now, or because of being irritated by Chen Feng's words.I tried to lower the volume, "The cake can be stored in the refrigerator, I will make breakfast tomorrow, you should tell me if you prepared these in advance..."

My voice became smaller and smaller, and I said without confidence.I just feel that there are big "hypocrisy" written all over my body, and I am helpless in the face of such a situation.

Yeah, 'say it'.But if even surprises have to be reported in advance and time is allowed, is such a surprise still a surprise?

It seems that it has always been like this, the relationship between me and Chen Feng is just a virtual shell built on the illusion, just a little bit of love can pierce the surface of love, revealing the inside that is riddled with holes, trembling precariously like a mirage.

The muscles on Chen Feng's face twitched with a sneer, and the sharpness in the words was directed at me or himself, "It doesn't make sense to say it or not, anyway, my things are dispensable garbage to you, you say Right? Lin Yao."

"Don't talk about yourself like that," I pursed my dry lips, and said slowly, "I forgot that today is my birthday, but I only remembered it after being reminded by my colleagues. If I had known earlier, I would have known it sooner. Go home and spend time with you, what happened tonight was not on purpose."

"So everything is my fault, I'm sorry, I apologize, I shouldn't have said that to you just now, do you want to hear me say that?"

He gave a short laugh, but felt hot from the cold, "Lin Yao, this is not the first time."

My mind was buzzing, as if saying more would only make the situation worse.The knuckles were loose and tight, and they hung weakly by my side. I uttered two words weakly, "Sorry."

The surroundings seemed to be quiet for a short time, maybe three seconds, maybe ten seconds, and I finally heard Chen Feng's voice resounding in the narrow space again.

"I just want to ask a question."

"what?"

"Where did you go just now?"

His eyes were black and white, and there was an indelible gloom brewing between his brows, as well as a few lingering palpitations that never appeared like phantoms, which were shocking.

I looked away in embarrassment, and said in as calm a voice as possible, "I went to have dinner with my colleagues after work, and after I finished eating, I took a walk by the river to digest my food. After they left, I took a taxi home, that's all."

"Do you want me to believe this statement?"

Never before has his gaze disturbed me as much as it does now.Countless disorganized thoughts pierced my mind, and I nodded in a daze, not knowing what I was doing.

As if my brain had already developed inertia, I lied to Chen Feng again.

The refrigerator was humming, the unscrewed faucet was dripping on the porcelain bowl of the sink, and the neighbor's TV was turned on very loudly, and intermittent background music could be vaguely heard, accompanied by a few vague lines.

All movements are enlarged in silence, as the best tool to cover up my despicableness.

After a long time, I finally heard Chen Feng speak, every word sounded like a difficult foreign language, too heavy to melt on the tip of his tongue, "If I choose to believe, will you be happy?"

"Chen Feng..."

"Today is your birthday."

He didn't match his words, but I could understand what he meant.He didn't want to embarrass me on my birthday and weigh down what should have been fun.

He had already finished self-regulation in just a few minutes, even before he started, and even found the steps by himself, just waiting for my nod of approval, without needing an extra soft word.

My heart tightened suddenly, and a strong sense of astringency gushed out, both because of guilt and guilt.

"Chen Feng, I'm sorry."

I felt like a child who did something wrong. After being silent, I stretched out my hand and hugged him carefully. Seeing that Chen Feng didn't push him away, I raised my head and kissed him on the cheek, with a sense of comfort and sincerity. please.

He lowered his eyes. From this distance, I could clearly see Chen Feng's slightly trembling eyelashes, which suddenly reminded me of Gu Mingsheng.

In just a blink of an eye, the kiss was replaced by a kiss.Lips mixed with a strong mint fragrance pushed me against the high counter in the kitchen, and he bullied his upper body in an anti-customer manner, with every part of it tightly attached to each other.The lips and tongue poured out the master's inner dissatisfaction and anger together, blocking me to only let out a few intermittent whimpers.

"Chen, Chen Feng..."

"I believe you, Xiao Yao," he said hoarsely, to me, as if he was saying to himself, "I believe you once, okay?"

His body trembled involuntarily, perhaps because of the kiss that disturbed his breathing.It seemed that at a certain moment, there was a trace of fragility as thin as gauze in the dark eyes, but it dissipated too fast, and there was no time to catch it.

I didn't resist the kiss and the hand walking on my body, and let the friction intensify.I don't know when I was hugged by Chen Feng to the soft bed, he touched my body that I already felt, and kissed all the way to my chest.

(delete car)

......He leaned down and kissed me desperately, biting his lip and refusing to let go.I refused in a daze, but suddenly he clasped my wrist, and put the cold silver ring on my ring finger. I flinched subconsciously, but was held tightly by him involuntarily, through a layer of misty light , I finally saw clearly what Chen Feng put on me.

a ring.

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Happy Labor day!I want everyone’s starfish (whisper), see Weibo @郑九沙 for deletion, and will put it on it in the future, remember to pay attention~