bad derailment

Once upon a time, that was indeed 'once upon a time'.

That happened almost ten years ago, but I never thought that Gu Mingsheng would admit it so generously one day—he knew it.

He knew I had liked him, just as I'd guessed.But when he said it himself, I was not as calm as I imagined, and I didn't find my voice until a long time later.

Gu Mingsheng didn't stay any longer. After he left, I didn't have the energy to sort out the messy things.After Chen Feng settled down, I took a shower and lay down on the bed, finally releasing all the pressure.

The quality of my sleep that night was unexpectedly good. It may be that I was too tired, and when I woke up, I felt like a world away.Chen Feng woke up in the afternoon, he didn't look well, his face was pale and he pressed his forehead, he was in a trance for a long time before he realized that he was at home.

He said nothing about the quarrel that night.

Actually, I really wanted to ask Chen Feng where he lived these two days and what he did, but I lacked the courage to ask.I am afraid that any character related to that day will bring back Chen Feng's memories, and rekindle the extinguished fuse, and even burn it even more vigorously.

His interest came suddenly, and after getting rid of the hangover, he pushed me on the bed so that there was no good flesh on my body.I didn't resist, and let him vent on me, but my silence seemed to have misunderstood Chen Feng again, so that in the end, I could hardly feel any pleasure, except pain.

This is a sex that started in silence and ended in silence, depressing and intolerable.More like a one-sided demand and plunder, I let him be unscrupulous as punishment for his infidelity to me.

After it was over, Chen Feng hugged me from behind, his sweaty body pressed against my back.It's completely different from the gentleness and stability when Gu Mingsheng posted it. Chen Feng's embrace is so hot that I feel like I'm being burned.He leaned on my shoulder, his voice muffled: "I won't do that again in the future."

After a few seconds of sluggishness, I realized that he was referring to this sudden disappearance.I pursed my dry lips and said slowly: "I'm also wrong about this matter, I shouldn't have said that to you..."

"I don't want to talk about this." There was a slight stabbing pain in his shoulder, and he bit my shoulder, like a silent warning, "Go to sleep."

"......it is good."

So it stopped abruptly.

Making love is not the best way to solve the problem, but for me and Chen Feng, it is the best way to escape the problem.

The problems between us will never disappear completely because of a close contact. They are just temporarily locked in a box and placed in a corner where no one cares about them.Waiting for days and months, one day suddenly opened, I don't know what will happen then, no one knows.

At least the current life seems to be on the right track for a short time, and the only change may be the intimate contact with Gu Mingsheng that is no longer limited to friendship, such as extra kisses and hugs.

We never got to the next step, so the occasional touch was comforting.Perhaps subconsciously, I still want to keep Gu Mingsheng as a friend, and put a fake production date on this sour friendship.

His work is smoother than before. Gu Mingsheng said that his boss deliberately asked someone to make a fortune. This year is the peak of his career, and he will definitely be lucky.He laughed and joked that when he became a big star, he would make an appointment in advance.I couldn't help laughing at his superstition, but soon Du Yuchen's face flashed in my mind, and my heart beat twice for no reason. Their relationship seemed to be closer than before.

I don't know much about the work process of the entertainment industry, and I seldom read related news. During this period of time, I learned more about the actor industry under the influence of Gu Mingsheng.The only inconvenience is that when he visits his class, he is often mistaken for an assistant by others.Probably I really had a passerby face, but fortunately it was too passerby, so that I could watch Gu Mingsheng's scenes without being disturbed.

He is filming a costume TV series, with a total of fifty episodes, and the shooting period is six months.The villain that Gu Mingsheng participated in has not many roles but not too few, and it can be scattered to the finale.The name of the TV series is very long and confusing, I always remember it, but I heard Gu Mingsheng said that this is a fairy tale idol drama, the end of the world will never forget to fall in love, and it is also my mother's favorite theme.

With the director's "click", Gu Mingsheng, who was wearing a heavy costume, was pulled off the wire, and the real assistant stepped forward to hand him water to wipe his sweat.This fight scene was a pass, and the actor who was playing with him was going to ask him how he felt about hooking Wia for the first time.I noticed that the corners of Gu Mingsheng's mouth were still stained with a few drops of fake blood that had just been spit out, and his face was very pale from the powder, but even so, there was a fragile and pale beauty.

After the crowd around him dispersed and the conversation ended, Gu Mingsheng turned around and walked towards me slowly.He was wearing a blue and white costume, his waist-length hair and the jade pendant around his waist swayed slightly with his footsteps, and he shook his folding fan as if he really was a handsome young man who came out of a painting. After he stood still, he bent his eyes and gave me a gentle smile.

This scene brought me back a long time ago in a trance, and Gu Mingsheng also walked towards me in the huge and noisy studio.That time he was wearing a wine-red shirt, revealing his belly slightly, and the faint scent of roses wafted in the wind.Zhao Quan, who had never seen the world, was dumbfounded. In fact, I was also a little dazed, but I didn't show it.

Such a long span, but he transitioned naturally and quickly, as if everything changed in the blink of an eye.

"Xiao Yao, what are you thinking?"

Gu Mingsheng's smiling voice pulled me out of my memories, and I don't know why I suddenly remembered the past, and hurriedly threw it to the back of my head, saying: "It's nothing, by the way, do you still have many such scenes in the future? Just now The appearance of Hanging Wia is a bit scary, I always feel that you are going to fall down at any time."

"There are a few scenes in the finale, other than that it's all literary drama." Gu Mingsheng sat on a small portable chair, stretched out his hand and pulled me a few steps closer, raised his head and asked with a smile, "Are you worried about me? "

I didn't deny it, and said in a joking tone: "Yes, I'm worried that you will pay the medical expenses yourself before you earn the money."

"Don't worry, even if something happens, it won't be my turn to pay. The crew is the most unlucky one." Gu Mingsheng blinked, and suddenly lowered his voice, "Xiao Yao, come here."

I asked him 'what's the matter' with my mouth, but my body honestly did so.When he was only two fists away, he suddenly reached out and squeezed my face.I looked at Gu Mingsheng for no reason, and he burst out laughing.

"Don't move, let me take a picture."

I realized something. I wanted to raise my hand to wipe my face, but Gu Mingsheng took the lead in pressing the shutter. I could only ask him helplessly and funnyly, "What did you smear on my face?"

"Worked a little magic."

I ignored his nonsensical answer and turned to look at the photos on his phone.One cheek was fairly clean, but the other was smeared with dark red 'blood' as if it had just come out of a murder scene.I wiped it subconsciously, and as a result, my hand was stained with red plasma again.

"Gu Mingsheng, why are you so childish?"

I scrupled him for hours of posing, so I kicked his legs as a counterattack.Gu Mingsheng didn't dodge, but his smile suddenly faded, and he asked after a while, "Has Chen Feng done such a thing?"

I was taken aback for a moment, not understanding why Gu Mingsheng suddenly mentioned him.It wasn't until the little assistant came over to see me and hurriedly took me to the bathroom to clean that I realized what I had just said belatedly.

Also...why would I say that word?

I clearly didn't think of Chen Feng, not even the slightest bit.But all the impressions of him are like instincts engraved in his bones, which can be blurted out almost without any thinking.

I looked down at the red plasma in my palm, feeling a little dazed.Maybe Gu Mingsheng's actions reminded me subconsciously of Chen Feng's actions in the snow, so I said it inadvertently, maybe it was like this.

From time to time, staff members walked by in the backstage. The little assistant took me to the bathroom and left in a hurry. There was still a scene behind Gu Mingsheng, and she wanted to go and watch it.

I slowly rubbed off the plasma on my hands and cheeks, and the inexplicable trance seemed to wash away with the current.After I came out, I sent a message to Gu Mingsheng, telling him that I would wait for him in the background, and then I found the lounge based on my memory, and pushed open the concealed door.

In an instant, my mind went blank for a few seconds. I looked at the person in front of me, and almost instantly had the idea of ​​turning around and leaving.

Du Yuchen was sitting on the sofa, wearing a suit similar to the one he met when he first met, his hair was combed back neatly, and he wore a silver watch on his left wrist. He was as casual and oppressive as all the superiors.

When he heard the movement, he looked up at me, raised his eyebrows in surprise, paused for a while, and then smiled thoughtfully.

"Lin Yao, what a coincidence."