bad derailment

Unconsciously, I abruptly broke the peace that had been maintained all night, and it was almost a long time before I realized that I just said a nonsense that shouldn't be asked.

"Xiao Yao," Gu Mingsheng stared at me, his amber pupils turned a darker brown with emotion, "Do you know what you're talking about?"

My throat tightened subconsciously, and I explained thinly: "I have no other meaning."

But that statement doesn't seem to have any real effect.

Gu Mingsheng curled his lips into a smile, his raised eyebrows were no longer as gentle and harmless as before, and he said slowly: "Actually, I didn't want to be so fast, I also wanted to give you a little more time to slowly recognize the relationship between us. But I've changed my mind now, it seems that I shouldn't use this...too gentle way for you. "

I can understand every word in his mouth, but it sounds like broken beads scattered on the ground, and they can't be connected into the original appearance no matter what.

It seems that this should be a matter that everyone knows, but I am the only one who is kept in the dark.

I froze in place, and the strength to speak was also taken away. My eyes followed Gu Mingsheng's movement of getting up and walking. The instinctive retreat made me take a step back subconsciously, and my back touched the cold wall.

He stopped at a distance of one step away from me, with a sense of oppression that he had never felt before, and his eyes fell on me with a deep understanding.I didn't dare to look directly at him, so I could only turn my head away and say in a low voice: "You said that we are friends."

"Yes, we are friends."

Gu Mingsheng did not refute. After he finished speaking, he gently closed the back of my head, and with the movement of lowering his head, the faint scent of agarwood on his body also sat on the tip of my nose.

I couldn't help shaking my head, and during the gap of trance, a short kiss fell on my forehead, and it was instant.

"There are indeed such kisses between friends."

He said softly to himself, and slowly moved his hand behind his head to my cheek.

The pads of the fingers rubbed against the skin, and the warm breath brushed over the lips, and the place where they touched felt hot after a while.My breathing gradually tightened, watching Gu Mingsheng bowed his head and approached, until finally, only his face with no distance left remained.

No matter how many times, Gu Mingsheng's kiss will make me feel an unbearable shudder.It's not like pure heartbeat, but it's infinitely close to heartbeat.I held down his arm and didn't push it away.

After a long time, there was finally a brief gap between his lips and teeth, and the hot breath he exhaled sprinkled on my face, his voice was low and hoarse.

"Will there be such a kiss between friends?"

"..."

I panted slightly, silently unable to answer.

The word "friend" is the most high-sounding excuse between me and Gu Mingsheng, but it is a fig leaf that is better than nothing.

We already knew it.

He didn't seem to need my answer, or maybe he already understood the meaning of my silence, he lowered his head and pressed my lips again, more undeniable and tough than before.

I responded to his kisses intermittently, and my brain gradually became chaotic due to lack of oxygen.I don't know when I was brought to the sofa, my back sank into the soft cushion under my body, and the temperature from Gu Mingsheng stuck to my body perfectly.

"Gu, Gu Mingsheng..."

Taking advantage of the last ounce of reason, I pressed his shoulders and asked in a low voice, "What are we doing like this?"

Gu Mingsheng lowered his eyes and kissed me, and climbed from his lips to the earlobe. With his moist and hot breathing, his voice vibrated into the eardrum.

"I want to be able to kiss you like this all the time, and do other things besides kissing."

Gu Mingsheng met my eyes, with a kind of indistinct swaying mood, not calm, nor as careless as before.He finally opened up to me a corner of the true emotions hidden in the depths, and just a little bit made my breathing suddenly stagnate.

He said slowly: "Xiao Yao, let's not be friends anymore, okay?"

I opened my lips, but no sound came out.It was not until a long time later that the answer from the bottom of my heart finally came to my lips.

"it is good."

......

A ray of light shone through the curtains into the dimly lit room, and I opened my eyes dimly. Just as I was about to move my body, the arms pressing on my body suddenly tightened.

In the next second, Gu Mingsheng's hoarse voice rang in his ears.

"...Good morning, Xiao Yao."

After a few beats, I replied, "Good morning."

These two words are like the key to open the gate of memory, and the flood of thoughts filled my sleepy brain.I raised my hand to rub my swollen forehead, but a slight movement caused pain in my lower back.

I paused there for a while, and then slowly put it back after a few seconds.

After saying that "yes," I knew exactly what was going to happen.

Perhaps long ago, when I deliberately proposed to go to Gu Mingsheng's house, I had thought of this obscure possibility.

I am not willing to take the initiative, but I will always choose to acquiesce in all actions of Gu Mingsheng.It's just that it's still a little difficult to accept the change of facts, even slightly unspeakable.

Gu Mingsheng seemed to have noticed something, he put his chin around my waist, and rubbed my hair lightly, "Is your body still uncomfortable?"

"...It's okay." My face was a little hot, and I took the mobile phone on the table aside, "It's almost nine o'clock, get up."

"No, it's still early."

Gu Mingsheng covered the back of my hand and gently turned off the phone.His fingers rubbed lightly on the ring of my ring finger for a moment, and he opened his amber pupils and looked at me quietly.

"You still wear that ring."

"..."

I didn't know what to answer, I was a little embarrassed and a little funny.He wanted to withdraw his hand but found that Gu Mingsheng was still holding it firmly, so he could only say: "Then I will take it off next time?"

"Not next time, it's okay now."

Gu Mingsheng took my hand, took off the silver ring, put it on the bedside table, and then turned around and continued to hug me.The sudden light on my hand made me a little unaccustomed to it, but before I had time to think about it, I was interrupted by Gu Mingsheng's voice.

"Xiao Yao, don't you like the necklace I gave you?"

Gu Mingsheng spoke suddenly, his tone was as casual as before, but there was a slight difference from usual, so I couldn't tell what the difference was for a while.

"No, it's just that I don't have the habit of wearing necklaces."

"But you didn't have the habit of wearing a ring before, so you still put it on for him."

Gu Mingsheng lowered his eyes halfway, as if he was a little lonely, holding back a certain emotion.He whispered, "Xiao Yao, is he more important than me?"

I sighed softly in my heart, a little helpless, but also a little indulgent.

He is too aware of all his advantages and how to make this face make me feel moved.And even though I know that Gu Mingsheng's words are always three parts true and seven parts false, I will still unconsciously walk into the trap he wants me to fall into, pretending not to understand anything and following his wishes.

Due to the long time and companionship, or perhaps because of the relationship that ended without a disease, the meanings of the three words Gu Mingsheng are always different from those of others.Although I still don't know what he is to me now, I will slowly understand in the future.

"I will remember to wear it next time," I thought of something after I finished speaking, and paused, "You are the most important, is this okay?"

After hearing this, he smiled happily, his eyebrows and eyes were also bent, he propped up his upper body and lowered his head to put a soft kiss on my face, and said with a smile.

"it's OK now."