bad derailment

"I'll go take a call."

I suppressed my pounding heartbeat and stood up with my phone in hand.Chen Feng didn't move, his eyes followed me, and there was a palpitating sense of depression in his dark eyes.

"Xiao Yao, I don't have any other demands. Is it so difficult just to sit here and accompany me?"

I was speechless, silent for two seconds, and said in a low voice, "I'll be right back after answering the call."

"What if he wants you to go back?" Chen Feng stared at me, his voice slightly hoarse, "If I make a noise next to him to let him know that you are with me, what do you think Jiang Qiushi will think?"

"you......"

When I met Chen Feng's eyes that were not at all joking, the anger that was rising was suddenly quenched by a basin of cold water, and a sense of weakness flooded my body and limbs.

Chen Feng could do it.He was no longer afraid of anything, let alone the so-called consequences.

The ringtone of the mobile phone is still urging, no matter where you press it, it is like cutting the fuse tied to the bomb.After a long time, the screen went off along with the sound, I tightened my hand hanging by my side, and silently turned off the phone.

It's just a phone call, and I can find out countless reasons and explain it to Jiang Qiushi.For example, I didn't hear it while walking on the road, for example, my phone was accidentally turned on silent... Anyway, I will not be here with Chen Feng in the end.

As long as I don't tell him, he won't know.

Chen Feng looked at me, twitched the corners of his mouth, and revealed a smile that dispelled the gloom between his brows, almost from the heart, "Lin Yao, I finally know what you used to look like when you made excuses to lie to me, didn't you Have you figured out how to hide it from him when you go back?"

My brain went blank for a moment, and I squeezed out an answer from my dry throat after a while: "If you hadn't said that just now, I wouldn't have done this either."

"You could have rejected me, the door is there. I might stand up and stop you, but you know I will never hurt you," Chen Feng stared at me, and said in a hoarse voice, "If you don't want to miss his call , you won’t hesitate, and you won’t listen to my words and choose to ignore them. You just don’t care about Jiang Qiushi that much, just like you did to me at the beginning, you will treat him that way in the end.”

"Have you said enough?" I almost bit my lip, I couldn't maintain my composure any longer, "Chen Feng, I don't want to argue with you, if you finish talking, I'll leave now."

He got up and grabbed my arm, very hard.The pain made me stop in place for an instant, staring at the approaching Chen Feng, my back stiff and straight, I didn't know how to react.

Very close, so close that he could almost see his eyelashes and himself under his eyes.

"Xiao Yao."

Chen Feng called my name in a low voice, with some hoarseness that he tried to bear, "I know, you don't want to refuse at all. What you want is for me to compromise and be willing to be a third party by your side, that's right. ?"

My heart was beating and I wanted to refute, but my voice trembled uncontrollably: "I..."

"Actually, you almost succeeded."

Chen Feng interrupted me, he pulled his lips up as if laughing at himself, and his eyes turned red little by little, "If you can care about me a little more, even if you pretend to be a little bit, I can really do it. But It's too late now, and you don't want the last chance I gave you. Lin Yao, I said you will suffer retribution, if you never learn how to cherish someone, you will definitely regret it. "

Every word he said was accompanied by thinner and thinner air falling on his ears, hitting his heart that was riddled with holes and unable to breathe.

I saw myself in Chen Feng's eyes, with countless flustered surges like a cold tide.This kind of him seems to gradually overlap with the former Gu Mingsheng, revealing the disappointment and pain I don't want to see, accusing me of my faults and my crimes word by word.

My eye sockets couldn't stop getting hot, I parted my lips, and said in an out of tune voice: "Chen Feng, I'm sorry."

This sentence was very light and slow, and the tingling throat could not lift a bit of strength, like an old accordion making harsh noises, hoarse and broken.

"You're right. I'm a selfish, despicable, liar-filled person who doesn't deserve to be liked. I know you won't believe what I say now, but if I said yes to the question just now, would you still ask me again?" Do you believe me?"

I looked at Chen Feng, blinked my sore eyes, wanted to hold up a smile, but shed a few wet tears, "Chen Feng, if I didn't like you, how could I have been with you for five full years?"

In five years, I should have never said 'like' to Feng Chen.He doesn't like to talk about it, and neither do I.

The guilt is real, the occasional boredom is real, and the unspoken liking is real.

Chen Feng's eyes shone with emotion, and he hesitated to speak countless words.He lowered his head as if he wanted to kiss me, but he chose to stop the moment he approached.He opened his arms and hugged me tightly with the familiar body temperature. After closing his arms, his hoarse voice was close to his ears, as close as a kiss.

"I believe in you," he whispered, "I believe in you, Xiao Yao, stop crying."

I was in his arms, and I could hear Chen Feng's powerful heart beating rapidly across his chest.Even if the words spoken are always cold and hurtful, the heart that beats to me is always hot.

The shoulders seemed to be a little wet, he told me not to cry, but he was the first to break his promise.

Like is a shallow word, suitable for shallow people like me.Love is different, it can make a person lose himself and become obsessed.

Chen Feng understands, he understands my selfishness and all my shortcomings too well.When they were together, he always lied to himself, as if as long as he pretended to be deaf and dumb, and pretended not to see anything, life could go on forever.

Now he finally got out of this dead situation and saw clearly the lost self.This should be a good thing, but I felt that my whole heart was tightly wrapped, and it was so painful that I couldn't breathe.

The bell rang again, and Chen Feng let go of the hug, with tears that did not dry up on his red eyes.This time he didn't look at the phone, nor did he show disappointment, he just stared at me and said in a low voice, "You pick it up, I won't make a sound."

I was a little afraid of such a calm Chen Feng, I didn't have time to think about it after being urged by the phone.The words 'Jiang Qiushi' were still on the screen, subconsciously raised his head to look at him, but Chen Feng didn't speak, his silent eyes seemed to beckon me to pick it up.

It can be said that it was a coincidence to miss it the first time, but it seemed too deliberate the second time.I hesitated for a few seconds, and finally pressed the answer button. The phone was attached to my ear, but the voice that came did not belong to Jiang Qiushi.

"Hello, are you Jiang Qiushi's friend?"

A young woman's inquiry sounded from the opposite side, her voice was unfamiliar, and the background was full of noisy footsteps and conversations.My mind was blank for a few seconds, and I found my voice: "I am, what's wrong?"

"It's like this. He was sent to our hospital by ambulance just now. His condition is not optimistic. He is still in a coma. If it's convenient for you, you'd better come over here. If you have the contact number of his parents, you can also let us know first."

"coma?"

"Yes, it was a passer-by who called an ambulance, and you are his first contact."

From the moment I heard the word 'hospital', I was completely at a loss.When the address of the hospital was reported on the opposite side, I answered 'yes' in a daze, hung up the phone, and the ringing was still ringing in my ears.

Didn't Jiang Qiushi call me just now?How did it become a coma in just a few minutes?

What do you mean the situation is not optimistic?

Chen Feng seemed to have heard something, and frowned, "What happened to him?"

"Yes, I must go."

I have no intention of maintaining a calm face, and my mind is full of the phone call just now.Chen Feng didn't stop him, he stood silently on the spot, and suddenly stopped me a moment before the door was closed: "Lin Yao."

I raised my head to meet his eyes, there was a deep meaning in them, Chen Feng asked in a low voice: "Can you not leave?"

After he finished speaking, he seemed to find it funny himself, but I couldn't laugh at all, "Chen Feng, Jiang Qiushi is in the hospital now, I don't have time to talk to you about it. I'll talk about it later, I'm leaving."

The corners of Chen Feng's mouth were flattened little by little until the temperature could no longer be seen.He stared down at a certain place on the ground, and said slowly: "I see, be careful on the road."

After the words fell, his lips moved slightly, as if he had said something again.When I was eager to see Jiang Qiu, I didn't have time to hear it clearly, so I left a "goodbye" and turned to leave.

This time, Chen Feng didn't stop me, and he didn't close the door either. I could feel a bright gaze following the back until it disappeared into a blind spot.

The hall of the hospital is full of people coming and going, filled with the pungent smell of disinfectant.I followed the signs to find the emergency room, and the other party heard the name I reported, and typed a few words on the computer, "The patient's family members have helped him transfer to the inpatient department. We don't know the details. You have to ask the doctor. .”

I was taken aback, family members?

Hesitantly leaving a thank you, I hesitated for a moment, then turned and walked towards the inpatient department.I asked for the ward number at the window, and before I approached, I heard a loud sound from inside, like the sound of a water glass falling.

My heart tightened suddenly, I stepped forward to open the door, but a woman came out first.The black wavy, hip-wrapped long skirt outlined a tall and graceful body line, with a leather bag in her hand, her delicate eyebrows frowned when she saw me.I noticed that the corners of her eyes were a little red, as if she had just cried.

My gaze collided silently in the air, I thought I had gone to the wrong ward, I took a step back and said 'sorry', and was about to check the room number again, when the woman suddenly stopped me.

"Are you Lin Yao?"

The high-heeled shoes made a cold 'da da' sound when they stepped on the hospital tiles, just like her expression and voice at the moment.

I was taken aback for a moment, and this time I met her eyes seriously, "Who are you?"

She asked again: "Are you Lin Yao?"

The woman's cold and arrogant tone was not polite at all, as if she was interrogating.I felt a little uncomfortable, and with a weird feeling, I nodded and said, "I am, who are you?"

Her red lips hooked upwards, and she smiled as if she was sarcasm, but also like the pleasure of finally enduring her patience.Before I had time to think, I slapped hard on my left cheek. Before I could react, she raised her hand again and slapped her a second time neatly.

Everything happened so fast, my ears were buzzing, and my mouth tasted a bloody, burning pain.

"who am I?"

The woman looked at me, the hatred and anger in her eyes almost turned into reality and pierced.And at this moment, what is sharper than her eyes is the words uttered from her red lips, every single word made my heart stop.

"I am Jiang Qiushi's wife, his legal partner. Are you satisfied with this answer?"

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The three views of fiction are not equal to the three views of reality.In reality, resolutely resist all behaviors that harm women's interests, such as same-wife, cheating marriage, and acting as a yun!Everyone can criticize the characters, but please do not promote the author and reality, thank you