Paper Man Husband Comes True

Kailo has a deep desire to go home, and after his hopes are dashed, he will inevitably feel a little impulsive.

When people are emotionally impulsive, they often do certain things without thinking.

Kailo was like this, he was very angry at Estelle for deceiving him, but he cared so much about Estelle, of course he was not willing to explode, so he could only suppress his anger secretly.

However, there was always an impulse in his heart, and he couldn't tell what he was thinking.

The idea of ​​going to the castle to take a look occupied his mind, and he stubbornly wanted to try it.

Maybe he will be completely disappointed, or maybe he can find hope?

It's just that he can't tell Estelle about this idea, he knows that Estelle doesn't want him to leave, and he doesn't want to break Estelle's heart.

But he really misses his family.

He misses his parents.

His growth process was not smooth, so in fact, compared with his peers, he is relatively dependent on his family, so he always wants to go home.

But Estelle is also very kind to him, and he also cares about Estelle very much, and doesn't want to be separated from her.

Before, he thought Estelle was a devil, so he didn't feel any burden in his heart, thinking that he could have both.But Estelle finally confessed to him, telling him that in fact, he just grew a pair of wings, except for this point, he is no different from ordinary people.

He is not a demon, and of course he cannot travel through time and space.

The good wishes were shattered, and Kailo was in a bad mood for the next time. Estelle didn't say much, and thoughtfully asked him to suspend class for a while.

Kailo stayed in the manor and had a lot of time at his disposal, but he had nothing to do and didn't want to do anything. He was looking at photos and videos on his mobile phone.There are many photos of him and his family in his mobile phone, as well as commemorative videos taken when the family went out to play together.

He looked over and over, confused.

The idea of ​​going to the castle to take a look has been circling in his mind, making him restless, as if standing at a crossroads, not knowing where to go.

Finally, he made up his mind to go there to have a look.

As a relatively cautious person, he didn't act rashly. Out of some idea that he didn't understand, Kailo picked a time when Estelle was out for work, hired a carriage and left the manor.

Estelle sent him a large amount of pocket money every month, but Kailo seldom went out shopping, and he didn’t need to pay for daily necessities. Every time he went out, Estelle was by his side. If he wanted to Estelle also pays the bills for everything he buys.

He seldom touches the money and saves it with the idea of ​​returning it to Estelle later.But now, he took out a sum of money and hired a coachman to take him to that desolate old castle.

The place was quite remote, but Kailo gave enough money, so the coachman happily went there.

After arriving at the destination, Kailo got out of the car and said to the driver: "Please wait for me here, I have to go back."

Yes, he didn't intend to leave just like that, even if he wanted to leave, he would make a formal farewell to Estelle, not just leave without saying goodbye.

What's more, he was dubious about this method in his heart.Didn't believe I could get out through that door.

He walked up the stairs and walked slowly to the door.

Kailo has a good memory, and he knows the location of the door very well. When standing at the door, he didn't think about anything, and just reached out and pushed the door open.

Then, he took several steps back abruptly.

This is completely subconscious behavior, this behavior without any thought.

Behind the door is not the display in his memory when he met Estelle.

It has completely changed inside. Not only are there brand new carpets, retro electric lights, but there is also a small box in the center of the room.

This is the furnishings in each room when Kailo went to that old castle to play "adventure games".

The method that Estelle said casually turned out to be true.

Then, there is only one question before Kailo.

Does he want to go back?

He clutched the phone in his pocket tightly, and took another two steps back.

Kailo was completely stunned, he didn't know what he should do.The way home was in front of him, but he was at a loss.He stood there motionless, his face gradually paled.

"Carol?"

A familiar voice woke him up from his trance, Kailo blinked and found it was Estelle.

Estelle obviously came here in a hurry, his hair was disheveled and his breath was a little short of breath.

Kailo blinked and asked calmly, "Estelle, you're here."

"Yes, here I am."

Estelle simply said this sentence.He didn't mention his fright and anger when he heard the news, nor did he mention the panic he had rushed to. He just adjusted his expression and tone, and responded gently as usual, "I'm here."

Kailo held Estelle's cuff tightly and asked him, "Did you see anything in the room?"

Of course Estelle noticed Kailo's ignorance, and he naturally attributed it to the depression of failed attempts. He didn't say anything else, and patiently answered Kailo's question: "I see, the empty stone bricks The room, which contained some dilapidated remains of furniture, a carpet that had been bitten by insects and ants, and a small window."

"Is that all?"

Kailo raised his head, his tone was a little excited and panicked.

Estelle thought it was Kailo’s reluctance to accept the reality. He half-kneeled down, made eye contact with Kailo, and replied affirmatively again: “Yes, that’s all.”

Next, Kailo didn't speak any more, but just stood there, not knowing what he was thinking.

Estelle quietly stayed by his side without urging him.

After a while, Kailo raised his head, as if he had recognized the reality, he grabbed Estelle's hand, "Let's go back."

Estelle said softly, "Okay."

He didn't ask anything, didn't even blame him, he led Kailo out of the castle and got into the carriage.

There was only one carriage parked outside the castle, and it was carrying Kailo. Estelle didn't take the carriage, he came here on horseback.

It was the Black that Kailo was familiar with.

Estelle noticed that Kailo was depressed, so she planned to leave Black alone and go to the carriage to accompany Kailo.But Kailo stopped him, "I want to be quiet by myself."

He wanted to be alone in the car.

His mood is wrong, but is Estelle's mood normal?

Estelle was terrified and angry when she learned that Kailo was going to the castle by car alone.

Kylo wants to go home that much?So that he secretly tried it without telling himself?

He said it casually at the beginning, and didn't think that method would work at all, but when he learned that Kailo was going to try, he would inevitably panic, for fear that the method would come true.

He left everything and came in a hurry because he was afraid that Kailo would disappear in the castle.

Estelle is not calm at the moment, but he still chooses to suppress himself and make room for Kailo.

"Okay, then I'll stay with you outside, and you can see me as soon as you open the curtain."

Saying so, he got on his horse.

Kailo stayed alone in the carriage, crying secretly.

He was crying because of a strong sense of guilt.

He felt very sorry for his parents.

When he stood in front of that door, the scene inside the door clearly told him that as long as he took a few steps forward, he could go back to his time and meet his parents.

But he didn't, and he even took a few steps back.

This knee-jerk reaction revealed his truest thoughts—he didn't want to go back.

Of course, it is not appropriate to say that he does not want to go back. To be precise, he actually does not want to leave Estelle.

He stood still at the same spot, and when Estelle came to him, he still had a small hope and asked him if he could see the scene inside the door.

But Estelle's answer disappointed his expectations.

He somehow knows that only he can go back to his time.

He is a person who fell into another era by accident, so he can go back, but Estelle belongs to this era, so he cannot leave.

Therefore, if Kailo wants to go home, it means that he will be separated from Estelle, and will be separated forever.

On the two sides of the scale are the people he cares about, Estelle on one side and his family on the other.

Kailo chose Estelle.

He made a choice, but a strong sense of guilt lingered in his heart.

He admitted that he wanted to see his family, but he cared more about Estelle, and when the options were listed for him to choose one of them, his choice was not his family, but Estelle.

He had always thought that he could go home without being separated from Estelle.The mood has always been joyful, looking forward to the day when I go home.However, what happened afterwards broke his fantasy and let him know that you can't have both.

After discovering that Estelle couldn't see the modern facilities in the house, Kailo was very clear about his choice.

At that moment, he had a feeling that his soul was out of his body, and he was high above, analyzing his true thoughts in an emotionally stable manner.

Why is he so persistent in wanting to take a look?

Because he wanted a definite answer, a definite answer that he couldn't go back to.

He didn't come here because he wanted to go home. Of course, there is something about that kind of thinking, after all, people are complicated.Kailo has also been exposed to psychology for a period of time. Although he is not very good at studying, it is enough to analyze his true thoughts.

Obviously, the method Estelle gave was an angry word he said casually, and under normal circumstances, no one would take it seriously.

Kailo is not stupid. Deep in his heart, he certainly knows that this cannot be true, but he still wants to give it a try. He is very persistent and must come. Why?

Now he can answer himself:

Because he wants to make a phenomenon that he has already worked hard for.

Is family important to him?Of course it is important, is Estelle important to him?Of course it is also very important, when he can only choose one of them, his subconscious mind chooses Estelle, but not his family.

Guilt has long haunted him, but he hasn't noticed it yet.

He took Estelle's offhand method seriously because he wanted to eliminate his guilt.

After all, his parents worked hard to raise him, cared for him, and took good care of him.Estelle has only been with him for nearly three years. Although he is very good to him, Kailo should not choose him because of emotion and reason.

He should choose to go home.

That's the "right" choice.

When he came to the castle, he certainly didn't want to get an answer of "you can go home".What he expected subconsciously was: Estelle's method didn't work, and despite his efforts, he still couldn't go home, so he had to stay with Estelle, but it wasn't his intention, he It is also forced.

He wants to stay, but he wishes he was "forced" to stay.

In this way he can say: If I had a choice, I would definitely choose to go home, but I have no choice.

The feeling of guilt in my heart will be greatly reduced.

But after he pushed open the door, after he knew he could go home just a few steps further.Everything he had imagined was overthrown.

He had a choice, he could no longer tell himself he was forced.

He clearly chose Estelle.

Everything was spread out, yes, if he had to choose, between his family and Estelle, he would choose Estelle.

But it's not fair to his family.

They carefully raised Kailo to such an age, but Kailo didn't choose them, refused to go home, and just wanted to stay in another strange time and space with someone who had been with him for two or three years?

This is simply ungrateful.

After Kailo became aware of his ungratefulness, his sense of guilt became extremely clear and intense.

He stayed alone in the car, crying and apologizing to his family in his heart.

When he watched soap operas with his mother, he used to despise those characters who abandoned their parents for outsiders, but now, he has become such a person, and he can no longer say that those people are wrong.

Because he himself is not much better.

Kailo left in the afternoon, and it was already evening when he returned to the manor.

He got out of the car, Estelle led him in, wiped his face with a wet handkerchief, coaxed him to eat, and sent him back to his room to sleep.

Estelle must be in a bad mood, too.

Kailo knew that Estelle didn't want him to go home, and his rush to the castle afterwards was an example.

But Estelle didn't say anything, didn't accuse him, didn't express dissatisfaction, but accommodated him like this.

He had never met anyone as nice as Estelle, and he knew in his heart that he would never meet someone as nice as Estelle again.

If he goes home, what he has to face is the life he has experienced. With his family by his side, he can experience a bad life.

His parents and his younger brother have their own lives. Although they love Kailo very much, it is impossible for Estelle to put all their focus on Kailo.

Kailo is very sensitive, and he is fully aware of Estelle's preference for him.

He also can't bear this preference.

Therefore, even if he was asked to choose again, he would not choose to go home.

The author has something to say: Disclaimer in advance: Kailo is an ordinary person with advantages and disadvantages, if you don’t like his ideas, don’t scold him, first substitute yourself, think about what you would do if it were you, what would you do? will do better...

Of course, it is also possible not to substitute directly, scold the scumbag author

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