After the scum was scum, he wore it back again
Chapter 74 I used the paranoid senior as a stand-in
Fu Zhou's face was cut with a bloodstain by the sharp corners of the photo, and Shen Liangchuan's eyes were full of emotions and drunkenness scattered one by one.
The violent uneasiness suddenly exploded. Fu Zhou didn't know whether Shen Liangchuan remembered the whole thing or only that part. He didn't dare to ask, but he clearly felt that something was being torn apart in his heart, and then it was getting bigger and bigger, forcing him to look soberly. Seeing the person he loves the most turns against him completely.
How could he not know where those three photos went!
How could he not know!
He trapped his lover in the car and humiliated him.
He couldn't control himself.
He thought he would be done once and for all with electroshock therapy.
He is mentally ill,? He should be locked up in a mental hospital like Fu Ziqing!
He... shouldn't have come out to harm him.
Now his lover remembered.
All his sins and confessions he wouldn't want to hear!
He stole time from him,? He asked him to give it back.
Fu Zhou's nails dug hard into the severely injured palm, and the blood and pain released a fleeting and sporadic sense of reality, which was then submerged by the huge emptiness.
Shen Liangchuan didn't hear the sound, and immediately smiled coldly: "Let me answer for you."
Those eyes that regained their sanity stabbed straight at Fu Zhou.
Everyone in the hospital, including Lin Yan, was stunned. It wasn't Fu Zhou who shocked them for the first time, but Shen Liangchuan, a sick and weak body on the verge of death. He just looked at Fu Zhou like that, as if he wanted to stab his figure one by one. Engraved in the bottom of my heart, I am willing to draw blood.
"You humiliated me, you stuffed it where I was forced by you, and you felt sorry for me afterwards,? Destroy them."
Shen Liangchuan seemed to find it a little funny. He saw that everyone was staring at him blankly, only Fu Zhou's pupils suddenly constricted, and he wiped his lips belatedly, and then his eyes were full of red.
This redness became the last straw that crushed him, and even the last strength that was hooked up in his heart because of anger was exhausted, his legs went limp, and he knelt straight down.
The ground was covered with the residue of broken glass, but the expected pain did not come sharply. Instead, it was replaced by a cold embrace.
Shen Liangchuan blinked in a daze.
He didn't know how long he had been looking forward to this embrace.
How much he wished that this person could hug him, since he lost his temper with him and didn't want to live in the villa, he just wanted him to hug him and coax him, making him feel that he was not his only one. Playmates, that's all.
But from that day on, the last fig leaf was torn off between them, and he could no longer see the warmth of the sun.
His father died.
The cold words were forgotten by him.
Even the person he likes wholeheartedly regards him as a tool that can be manipulated anytime and anywhere. What on earth is he still doing in this world?
Why, is he still alive?
Shen Liangchuan hated his gains and lost his wits, and couldn't see the almost painful sadness in Fu Zhou's eyes at all, so he continued to speak softly
"Fu Zhou, you've always been like this. You never knew that it's never the fault of others that we've gotten to this point. It's because of you, Fu Zhou, because of you."
With just one sentence, Fu Zhou's heart was engraved with blood, and even his breathing was covered with extreme pain. He saw the young man vomit blood and closed his eyes contentedly.
Something shattered in his chest with a "bang", he heard his heart-piercing sound, and the lights in the emergency room were turned on all night again.
For the first time, Fu Zhou didn't vent his anger on Lin Yan who came to provoke the young man, and he didn't yell and scold He Xiao loudly. He stood at the door of the emergency room as if his soul had been taken out, and looked at the door almost in horror.
It seems that the one inside the door is not a lover, but some vicious scourge.He tried his best not to lose his mind, his forehead was covered with cold sweat, and he kept saying "I love him" for a moment.
Lin Yan watched helplessly as the fate of his childhood playmate was uncertain, and the culprit could say that he loved him without shame, his eyes turned red in a moment of anger, and he slammed Fu Zhou violently at the disheveled one.
Lin Yan admitted that he was venting his anger on Lu Zhou. He hated himself for not discovering Shen Liangchuan's strangeness earlier, and why he didn't have the skills to fight so much with the Fu family!But he hated Lu Zhou even more.
None of this would have happened without him!
Shen Liangchuan would not break a leg just because he saved him!
Father Shen will not be killed because of his ridiculous possessiveness!
Even if Liang Yu was ill, Shen Liangchuan would not be forced to go to sensual venues to make money because of his deliberate obstruction!
What qualifications does he have to say that he loves him.
What the hell is he qualified for!
Lin Yan didn't expect that Fu Zhou would hide and never hide. The game between the two became his one-sided beating. The 1.8-meter-five man just curled up on the floor like that.
This is what Fu Yushu saw when he came up. His expression changed from shock, and he rushed up to hold Lin Yan, but Lin Yan couldn't hold back his strength for a while, and the child was thrown to the ground with a flick of his hand, and the pain was immediate. He called out.
Lin Yan originally thought that he had hurt an innocent person, so he turned to Fu Yushu with red eyes. After seeing that he was the little lover who was entangled with Lu Zhou downstairs, he suddenly became angry, and he was so angry that he couldn't even speak. Unable to explain clearly, he stretched out his finger and pointed at Fu Zhou, his eyes filled with sarcasm:
"you love him?"
"Fu Zhou, what do you love about him?"
"He's protecting you even in that situation!"
Lin Yan's eyes became more and more red, and his heart throbbed with pain.
He's not worth it for Shen Liangchuan, and he's not worth it for the Shen family!
Lu Zhou didn't deserve him to treat him like this.
"At that time, he was trembling while walking. It was you. You humiliated him, but he was still thinking of you! I don't want you to be sad!"
"He wants to die alone, you know! He wants to die alone!"
Lin Yan recalled how Shen Liangchuan coughed up night after night, and the end of his speech was filled with tears. He didn't know whether he was torturing Fu Zhou or himself.
He thought it was just a simple lung disease. He also said that after closing the store for a day, he took him to the hospital to have his throat checked, but he never came back from the bar.
If he knew that Shen Liangchuan would suffer that kind of humiliation in the bar, he would tie him up in the room and force him to take his money and not let him go to the bar to make money!
But what's the use now!
What's the use of saying this now!
The documents in Lin Yan's hand were scattered heavily on the ground, and the wind in the corridor blew away one after another.
Fu Zhou's face was completely pale, and his heart was desolate, as if he didn't see the misery like a mourning hall, his lips were black and blue, and he couldn't help trembling.
He never knew that Shen Liangchuan could still have affection for him under such circumstances.
He never thought that Shen Liangchuan didn't tell him that he was sick because he was afraid that he would be sad.
Could it be that even those words were planned by him in advance to stimulate him.
He wants him to hate him.
He wanted to die alone.
He doesn't want to drag anyone down.
Fu Zhou's heart ached so badly that his whole body was twitching, and his eyes seemed to be blind. He suddenly remembered the bitterness in his eyes when the youth in his previous life said they were breaking up.
last life!
In the previous life——
An extremely impossible conjecture suddenly disintegrated in Fu Zhou's mind like a mountain, and his temples felt like they were about to explode.
Why did you suddenly say goodbye!
How could you change your mind in such a short time!
At that time, he also knew that he would die, he was afraid that Lu Zhou would be sad, he was afraid that he would be sad!
Such a simple truth, why has he never thought about it!
Why never thought of it!
Fu Zhou's mouth suddenly became bloody, but the almost dead smile at the corners of his eyes grew bigger and bigger.
That man... was innocent from beginning to end, he was innocent——
Because he was chosen for the kidnapping, he would visit Fu Ziqing every month to make amends, so he would give Uncle Shen's accident insurance to Fu Ziqing to compensate him.
Huge joy mixed with fierce pain smashed towards Fu Zhou.
He was almost certain that the person he loved had always only loved him, he had always loved him!
But what did he do!
What the fuck did he do!
Not only did he know nothing about Fu Zheng's murder of Uncle Shen, he couldn't even protect the people around him!He even threatened him with sarcastic words!
He pushed a person who loved him the most into the mud with his own hands, watched him get dusty, and killed his lover with his own hands!
Fu Zhou pressed his forehead against the stone brick, thinking about the days and nights he forced him over and over again like masochistic.
What was his youth thinking at that time.
Did he also wish to kill him for a moment, and he couldn't relieve his hatred when he watched his blood flow out.
Fu Yushu was a little scared, and tremblingly picked up the things on the ground. When he walked past Fuzhou, he was surprised to find that his second brother was crying.
Without any cover, she lay on the ground and cried bitterly.
The movements in his hands suddenly stopped.
"Everyone is tortured to death by you, what are you doing here now!"
Lin Yan was resentful, but his words were sour and tight, and the tears came down in a "swipe", leaving no room for himself:
"You are so rich, you have stayed with Liangchuan much longer than me! Why didn't you find out that you have the disease! You still have to humiliate and torture him so much."
"Lu Zhou, how much hatred do you have with him! What can he do to you!"
"I have no grudge against him...I love him—"
Fu Zhou's heart was roughly pulled out and crushed with a heavy hammer. Tears flowed down his fingers, and his whole body couldn't help shaking.
He obviously loves Achuan the most.
He has been in love with him since he was a child living in his house.
He thought he knew, he thought they all knew.
But on the day Shen Liangchuan was diagnosed with advanced gastric cancer, He Xiao and Lin Yan said the same thing, they all thought he was humiliating Shen Liangchuan, they all thought he didn't love him anymore.
What about Shen Liangchuan?
What about him?
Does he also feel that he doesn't love him anymore?
Does he also think that he is such a cruel person?
Fu Zhou suddenly became frightened.
Standing up and stumbling, I was about to run to the emergency room.
He can't let him be misunderstood like this!
He loves him!
If... If he feels that he doesn't even love him anymore, what should he do!How could he survive alone!
Fu Zhou broke down in tears, kicked Lin Yan hard on his abdomen, and immediately protested with colic, but he seemed completely unconscious, and crawled towards the door of the emergency room by rubbing the floor.
His Ah Chuan!
How painful it must be!How lonely it must be!
He couldn't feel his love, so he insisted on forcing him to give up on him.
He has always been so kind.
He should have thought of it earlier, he should have treated him well!
He should pamper him and make him as proud as the little peacock back then.
Fu Zhou curled up on the ground in pain, his clothes were almost soaked in cold sweat.
But the pain in his body was not worth half of his heart, he didn't know how long Shen Liangchuan had endured that feeling of lovelessness alone!
How long has he been sad!
He can't even think about it!
"At this point today, do you think it's interesting to say these words?"
Seeing Fu Zhou's distressed appearance, Lin Yan didn't say anything sarcastic, but suddenly felt amused in his heart. He didn't know what Lu Zhou was doing now.
It seemed that he really loved Shen Liangchuan.
But has he forgotten that Shen Liangchuan became what he is today because of him, Lu Zhou!
Did he think that Shen Liangchuan would miss his words of love?
He doesn't even want his life!Will be rare his love!
Lin Yan's eyes were extremely astringent, and he turned his head away if he didn't want to argue anymore.
Is it interesting...
Fu Zhou's body lying on the ground trembled violently, his teeth bit the tender meat, and the smell of rust filled his mouth.
Yes.
Not interesting anymore.
His Achuan...has long since given up on him.
The crying that had been choked in Fu Zhou's throat finally broke out, the voice was suppressed to the extreme, tearing from the chest cavity, as if he was coughing up blood but mixed with deep sadness.
Everyone was shocked by the crying and couldn't recover for a long time.
Shen Liangchuan was rescued in the end, but no one lost the slightest bit of solemnity on his face, they all knew that being rescued was nothing.
That young man was exhausted, and he might die at any time.
Everyone was worried about Fu Zhou's mental state. Liang Ping followed Fu Zhou every step of the way. Even Fu Yushu pushed his graduation project in fear and stayed at the hospital.While taking care of Shen Liangyu, he kept running towards Fu Zhou.
But Fu Zhou was unexpectedly calm and terrifying. He hugged the young man's thin body and smiled lightly. He didn't even have a hint of ferocity on his face and told He Xiao not to do chemotherapy.
When he said this, he tapped the corner of the young man's lips lightly with his forehead to ask for his opinion, and when he raised his eyes again, the water in his eyes disappeared, as if the young man had really woken up and had a conversation with him.
He heard it.
He said it hurts.
His Achuan is so afraid of pain, if he wants to do chemotherapy soberly, he will suffer so much and vomit blood.
He was reluctant.
His child is tired, and he can no longer keep him as selfishly as before.
In this way, will he feel less disgusted with him.
This child has been soft and sticky since he was a child. After carrying it for so long, I'm afraid that if he hates him to death.
Fu Zhou thought about it and tears fell, but he was smiling. That smile was like the tenacity after tearing the soul. He knew that no one would be able to separate them.no more.
【Ding!Blackening value -3, love value +100, current strategy target blackening value 2, love value 300]
He Xiao sat in the office all night, and when he came out the next day, he looked into Fu Zhou's eyes and gently took off his glasses:
"Let him do whatever he wants. He will fall into a coma frequently in the past two weeks. Don't...he will have unfulfilled wishes until he dies."
Fu Zhou froze severely when he heard the back, and then meticulously helped the young man spread the bed sheet, talking to himself.After speaking, she sat on the bed again and stared straight at Shen Liangchuan.
He no longer stubbornly wanted to wake him up, nor did he shed a single tear, but he lost all contact with the outside world, as if no one could fall into his eyes except Shen Liangchuan.
Fu Yushu was startled, and wanted to go up to pat his second brother to wake him up, but He Xiao grabbed him. For the first time in his life, Fu Yushu saw such a calm doctor with red eyes, sad but helpless.
Everything is going on in an orderly manner, and everything seems to be out of rhythm.
Until the young man opened his eyes again.
With great effort, he pulled off the respirator with his hands, and looked at Fu Zhou deeply.
Fu Zhou never seemed to be worried that the young man would wake up, and he was not overjoyed when he saw him wake up. He even helped him take off the respirator to make him talk more easily.
Shen Liangchuan didn't expect Fu Zhou to be so eloquent, he was stunned for a few seconds, and only managed to react when he couldn't breathe. He saw Fu Zhou's hand shaking while holding the respirator, and his eyes were so red that blood could drip.
The person who has always been reckless knelt down in front of the bed and begged with restraint: "You are still weak now, let's talk about it later."
Shen Liangchuan felt very uncomfortable, but he was one of the few who heard Fu Zhou's humble words when he was sober, and couldn't help turning his head to see Fu Zhou's expression.
He thought Fu Zhou was crying.
But he forcefully forced a smile to him.
Shen Liangchuan's heart suddenly ached, and he quickly turned his head away, tears just gathered in his eyelids, and he would not go away.
Fu Zhou didn't forcefully move his body, just waited quietly at the side, until the young man recovered from the suffocating heart palpitations, and said the word "cold language".Only then did he react, and he helped the young man prepare clothes for going out without saying a word.
Shen Liangchuan's tumor affected his lungs, and he was hoarse and took a lot of effort every time he took a breath. Fu Zhou didn't seem to hear it, he just carefully finished dressing the young man, and carried him to the wheelchair covered with thick bedding .
Shen Liangchuan was prepared to suffer for a long time, but he didn't know if it was because he had lost his feeling or what, but unexpectedly, it didn't hurt very much.
So he didn't say anything more, let Fu Zhou put on a mask for himself, and pushed him to find Liangyu.
Shen Liangyu recovered well after the operation, but the little girl kept arguing to see her brother, Shen Liangchuan lost his mind during that time, Fu Zhou asked He Xiao to make up a bunch of lies, saying that her brother went out of town for something, and it was all good to see her when he came back Only then will she be with her.
Later, Fu Yushu was asked to stare at the little girl, which made the little girl recover from the illness obediently.
When Shen Liangchuan went, Liangyu happened to be pushed downstairs by Fu Yushu to bask in the sun, Fu Zhou's heart moved, and he was about to shout Liangyu, but the young man hurriedly pressed the back of his hand.
Shen Liangchuan's face turned red with anxiety, and he could only use the little strength he had left to pat the handle of the wheelchair crisply.
Fu Zhou was so distressed that he was at a loss, knelt on the grass and hugged his lover's shoulders tremblingly. Shen Liangchuan was afraid that Fu Yushu and Liang Yu would see him, so he kept moving away vigorously.
He himself is dying, he just wants to take a look at Liang Yu from a distance, as long as she lives well, he will be satisfied.
He couldn't let Liang Yu see him like this.
He couldn't let Liang Yu lose even hope when she was so young.
How could Fu Zhou not know what he was thinking, he was so sad that his whole heart was bleeding, he could only caress his lover's back, clumsily making people feel distressed, "Don't worry, you don't want to go over, I won't push You went."
"She won't blame you. She has always liked you very much. Fu Yushu is also willing to let Fu Yushu take care of her because she is somewhat similar to you. I lied to her that her brother found her."
"She is great. She has already started self-studying the third-grade courses. She said that when she goes to school, she will be the first in the exam every time like you."
Fu Zhou's voice paused, as if he was suppressing his choked-up crying, "A Chuan, I'll accompany you to see her, okay?"
His Ah Chuan is so good.
He shouldn't have ended like this.
He shouldn't be able to see his sister until he dies.
"no no"
Shen Liangchuan's tears kept falling, he could only cover his mouth with his fists, so as not to cry out in embarrassment.
"Don't... see her, I'm going to... die... I can't... cough, cough, cough, cough."
Shen Liangchuan coughed violently. He was far away from where Shen Liangyu was, but he was still suppressing himself so that his voice would not come out.
Blood foam splashed onto the blanket, and his eyes were dizzy with darkness. Hearing Fu Zhou's anxious voice, Shen Liangchuan was in a trance, trying to restore his vision, but when he raised his eyes, he saw a black gun.
next second.
Fu Zhou felt himself being pushed away vigorously.
Warm blood splashed straight across his face.
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The violent uneasiness suddenly exploded. Fu Zhou didn't know whether Shen Liangchuan remembered the whole thing or only that part. He didn't dare to ask, but he clearly felt that something was being torn apart in his heart, and then it was getting bigger and bigger, forcing him to look soberly. Seeing the person he loves the most turns against him completely.
How could he not know where those three photos went!
How could he not know!
He trapped his lover in the car and humiliated him.
He couldn't control himself.
He thought he would be done once and for all with electroshock therapy.
He is mentally ill,? He should be locked up in a mental hospital like Fu Ziqing!
He... shouldn't have come out to harm him.
Now his lover remembered.
All his sins and confessions he wouldn't want to hear!
He stole time from him,? He asked him to give it back.
Fu Zhou's nails dug hard into the severely injured palm, and the blood and pain released a fleeting and sporadic sense of reality, which was then submerged by the huge emptiness.
Shen Liangchuan didn't hear the sound, and immediately smiled coldly: "Let me answer for you."
Those eyes that regained their sanity stabbed straight at Fu Zhou.
Everyone in the hospital, including Lin Yan, was stunned. It wasn't Fu Zhou who shocked them for the first time, but Shen Liangchuan, a sick and weak body on the verge of death. He just looked at Fu Zhou like that, as if he wanted to stab his figure one by one. Engraved in the bottom of my heart, I am willing to draw blood.
"You humiliated me, you stuffed it where I was forced by you, and you felt sorry for me afterwards,? Destroy them."
Shen Liangchuan seemed to find it a little funny. He saw that everyone was staring at him blankly, only Fu Zhou's pupils suddenly constricted, and he wiped his lips belatedly, and then his eyes were full of red.
This redness became the last straw that crushed him, and even the last strength that was hooked up in his heart because of anger was exhausted, his legs went limp, and he knelt straight down.
The ground was covered with the residue of broken glass, but the expected pain did not come sharply. Instead, it was replaced by a cold embrace.
Shen Liangchuan blinked in a daze.
He didn't know how long he had been looking forward to this embrace.
How much he wished that this person could hug him, since he lost his temper with him and didn't want to live in the villa, he just wanted him to hug him and coax him, making him feel that he was not his only one. Playmates, that's all.
But from that day on, the last fig leaf was torn off between them, and he could no longer see the warmth of the sun.
His father died.
The cold words were forgotten by him.
Even the person he likes wholeheartedly regards him as a tool that can be manipulated anytime and anywhere. What on earth is he still doing in this world?
Why, is he still alive?
Shen Liangchuan hated his gains and lost his wits, and couldn't see the almost painful sadness in Fu Zhou's eyes at all, so he continued to speak softly
"Fu Zhou, you've always been like this. You never knew that it's never the fault of others that we've gotten to this point. It's because of you, Fu Zhou, because of you."
With just one sentence, Fu Zhou's heart was engraved with blood, and even his breathing was covered with extreme pain. He saw the young man vomit blood and closed his eyes contentedly.
Something shattered in his chest with a "bang", he heard his heart-piercing sound, and the lights in the emergency room were turned on all night again.
For the first time, Fu Zhou didn't vent his anger on Lin Yan who came to provoke the young man, and he didn't yell and scold He Xiao loudly. He stood at the door of the emergency room as if his soul had been taken out, and looked at the door almost in horror.
It seems that the one inside the door is not a lover, but some vicious scourge.He tried his best not to lose his mind, his forehead was covered with cold sweat, and he kept saying "I love him" for a moment.
Lin Yan watched helplessly as the fate of his childhood playmate was uncertain, and the culprit could say that he loved him without shame, his eyes turned red in a moment of anger, and he slammed Fu Zhou violently at the disheveled one.
Lin Yan admitted that he was venting his anger on Lu Zhou. He hated himself for not discovering Shen Liangchuan's strangeness earlier, and why he didn't have the skills to fight so much with the Fu family!But he hated Lu Zhou even more.
None of this would have happened without him!
Shen Liangchuan would not break a leg just because he saved him!
Father Shen will not be killed because of his ridiculous possessiveness!
Even if Liang Yu was ill, Shen Liangchuan would not be forced to go to sensual venues to make money because of his deliberate obstruction!
What qualifications does he have to say that he loves him.
What the hell is he qualified for!
Lin Yan didn't expect that Fu Zhou would hide and never hide. The game between the two became his one-sided beating. The 1.8-meter-five man just curled up on the floor like that.
This is what Fu Yushu saw when he came up. His expression changed from shock, and he rushed up to hold Lin Yan, but Lin Yan couldn't hold back his strength for a while, and the child was thrown to the ground with a flick of his hand, and the pain was immediate. He called out.
Lin Yan originally thought that he had hurt an innocent person, so he turned to Fu Yushu with red eyes. After seeing that he was the little lover who was entangled with Lu Zhou downstairs, he suddenly became angry, and he was so angry that he couldn't even speak. Unable to explain clearly, he stretched out his finger and pointed at Fu Zhou, his eyes filled with sarcasm:
"you love him?"
"Fu Zhou, what do you love about him?"
"He's protecting you even in that situation!"
Lin Yan's eyes became more and more red, and his heart throbbed with pain.
He's not worth it for Shen Liangchuan, and he's not worth it for the Shen family!
Lu Zhou didn't deserve him to treat him like this.
"At that time, he was trembling while walking. It was you. You humiliated him, but he was still thinking of you! I don't want you to be sad!"
"He wants to die alone, you know! He wants to die alone!"
Lin Yan recalled how Shen Liangchuan coughed up night after night, and the end of his speech was filled with tears. He didn't know whether he was torturing Fu Zhou or himself.
He thought it was just a simple lung disease. He also said that after closing the store for a day, he took him to the hospital to have his throat checked, but he never came back from the bar.
If he knew that Shen Liangchuan would suffer that kind of humiliation in the bar, he would tie him up in the room and force him to take his money and not let him go to the bar to make money!
But what's the use now!
What's the use of saying this now!
The documents in Lin Yan's hand were scattered heavily on the ground, and the wind in the corridor blew away one after another.
Fu Zhou's face was completely pale, and his heart was desolate, as if he didn't see the misery like a mourning hall, his lips were black and blue, and he couldn't help trembling.
He never knew that Shen Liangchuan could still have affection for him under such circumstances.
He never thought that Shen Liangchuan didn't tell him that he was sick because he was afraid that he would be sad.
Could it be that even those words were planned by him in advance to stimulate him.
He wants him to hate him.
He wanted to die alone.
He doesn't want to drag anyone down.
Fu Zhou's heart ached so badly that his whole body was twitching, and his eyes seemed to be blind. He suddenly remembered the bitterness in his eyes when the youth in his previous life said they were breaking up.
last life!
In the previous life——
An extremely impossible conjecture suddenly disintegrated in Fu Zhou's mind like a mountain, and his temples felt like they were about to explode.
Why did you suddenly say goodbye!
How could you change your mind in such a short time!
At that time, he also knew that he would die, he was afraid that Lu Zhou would be sad, he was afraid that he would be sad!
Such a simple truth, why has he never thought about it!
Why never thought of it!
Fu Zhou's mouth suddenly became bloody, but the almost dead smile at the corners of his eyes grew bigger and bigger.
That man... was innocent from beginning to end, he was innocent——
Because he was chosen for the kidnapping, he would visit Fu Ziqing every month to make amends, so he would give Uncle Shen's accident insurance to Fu Ziqing to compensate him.
Huge joy mixed with fierce pain smashed towards Fu Zhou.
He was almost certain that the person he loved had always only loved him, he had always loved him!
But what did he do!
What the fuck did he do!
Not only did he know nothing about Fu Zheng's murder of Uncle Shen, he couldn't even protect the people around him!He even threatened him with sarcastic words!
He pushed a person who loved him the most into the mud with his own hands, watched him get dusty, and killed his lover with his own hands!
Fu Zhou pressed his forehead against the stone brick, thinking about the days and nights he forced him over and over again like masochistic.
What was his youth thinking at that time.
Did he also wish to kill him for a moment, and he couldn't relieve his hatred when he watched his blood flow out.
Fu Yushu was a little scared, and tremblingly picked up the things on the ground. When he walked past Fuzhou, he was surprised to find that his second brother was crying.
Without any cover, she lay on the ground and cried bitterly.
The movements in his hands suddenly stopped.
"Everyone is tortured to death by you, what are you doing here now!"
Lin Yan was resentful, but his words were sour and tight, and the tears came down in a "swipe", leaving no room for himself:
"You are so rich, you have stayed with Liangchuan much longer than me! Why didn't you find out that you have the disease! You still have to humiliate and torture him so much."
"Lu Zhou, how much hatred do you have with him! What can he do to you!"
"I have no grudge against him...I love him—"
Fu Zhou's heart was roughly pulled out and crushed with a heavy hammer. Tears flowed down his fingers, and his whole body couldn't help shaking.
He obviously loves Achuan the most.
He has been in love with him since he was a child living in his house.
He thought he knew, he thought they all knew.
But on the day Shen Liangchuan was diagnosed with advanced gastric cancer, He Xiao and Lin Yan said the same thing, they all thought he was humiliating Shen Liangchuan, they all thought he didn't love him anymore.
What about Shen Liangchuan?
What about him?
Does he also feel that he doesn't love him anymore?
Does he also think that he is such a cruel person?
Fu Zhou suddenly became frightened.
Standing up and stumbling, I was about to run to the emergency room.
He can't let him be misunderstood like this!
He loves him!
If... If he feels that he doesn't even love him anymore, what should he do!How could he survive alone!
Fu Zhou broke down in tears, kicked Lin Yan hard on his abdomen, and immediately protested with colic, but he seemed completely unconscious, and crawled towards the door of the emergency room by rubbing the floor.
His Ah Chuan!
How painful it must be!How lonely it must be!
He couldn't feel his love, so he insisted on forcing him to give up on him.
He has always been so kind.
He should have thought of it earlier, he should have treated him well!
He should pamper him and make him as proud as the little peacock back then.
Fu Zhou curled up on the ground in pain, his clothes were almost soaked in cold sweat.
But the pain in his body was not worth half of his heart, he didn't know how long Shen Liangchuan had endured that feeling of lovelessness alone!
How long has he been sad!
He can't even think about it!
"At this point today, do you think it's interesting to say these words?"
Seeing Fu Zhou's distressed appearance, Lin Yan didn't say anything sarcastic, but suddenly felt amused in his heart. He didn't know what Lu Zhou was doing now.
It seemed that he really loved Shen Liangchuan.
But has he forgotten that Shen Liangchuan became what he is today because of him, Lu Zhou!
Did he think that Shen Liangchuan would miss his words of love?
He doesn't even want his life!Will be rare his love!
Lin Yan's eyes were extremely astringent, and he turned his head away if he didn't want to argue anymore.
Is it interesting...
Fu Zhou's body lying on the ground trembled violently, his teeth bit the tender meat, and the smell of rust filled his mouth.
Yes.
Not interesting anymore.
His Achuan...has long since given up on him.
The crying that had been choked in Fu Zhou's throat finally broke out, the voice was suppressed to the extreme, tearing from the chest cavity, as if he was coughing up blood but mixed with deep sadness.
Everyone was shocked by the crying and couldn't recover for a long time.
Shen Liangchuan was rescued in the end, but no one lost the slightest bit of solemnity on his face, they all knew that being rescued was nothing.
That young man was exhausted, and he might die at any time.
Everyone was worried about Fu Zhou's mental state. Liang Ping followed Fu Zhou every step of the way. Even Fu Yushu pushed his graduation project in fear and stayed at the hospital.While taking care of Shen Liangyu, he kept running towards Fu Zhou.
But Fu Zhou was unexpectedly calm and terrifying. He hugged the young man's thin body and smiled lightly. He didn't even have a hint of ferocity on his face and told He Xiao not to do chemotherapy.
When he said this, he tapped the corner of the young man's lips lightly with his forehead to ask for his opinion, and when he raised his eyes again, the water in his eyes disappeared, as if the young man had really woken up and had a conversation with him.
He heard it.
He said it hurts.
His Achuan is so afraid of pain, if he wants to do chemotherapy soberly, he will suffer so much and vomit blood.
He was reluctant.
His child is tired, and he can no longer keep him as selfishly as before.
In this way, will he feel less disgusted with him.
This child has been soft and sticky since he was a child. After carrying it for so long, I'm afraid that if he hates him to death.
Fu Zhou thought about it and tears fell, but he was smiling. That smile was like the tenacity after tearing the soul. He knew that no one would be able to separate them.no more.
【Ding!Blackening value -3, love value +100, current strategy target blackening value 2, love value 300]
He Xiao sat in the office all night, and when he came out the next day, he looked into Fu Zhou's eyes and gently took off his glasses:
"Let him do whatever he wants. He will fall into a coma frequently in the past two weeks. Don't...he will have unfulfilled wishes until he dies."
Fu Zhou froze severely when he heard the back, and then meticulously helped the young man spread the bed sheet, talking to himself.After speaking, she sat on the bed again and stared straight at Shen Liangchuan.
He no longer stubbornly wanted to wake him up, nor did he shed a single tear, but he lost all contact with the outside world, as if no one could fall into his eyes except Shen Liangchuan.
Fu Yushu was startled, and wanted to go up to pat his second brother to wake him up, but He Xiao grabbed him. For the first time in his life, Fu Yushu saw such a calm doctor with red eyes, sad but helpless.
Everything is going on in an orderly manner, and everything seems to be out of rhythm.
Until the young man opened his eyes again.
With great effort, he pulled off the respirator with his hands, and looked at Fu Zhou deeply.
Fu Zhou never seemed to be worried that the young man would wake up, and he was not overjoyed when he saw him wake up. He even helped him take off the respirator to make him talk more easily.
Shen Liangchuan didn't expect Fu Zhou to be so eloquent, he was stunned for a few seconds, and only managed to react when he couldn't breathe. He saw Fu Zhou's hand shaking while holding the respirator, and his eyes were so red that blood could drip.
The person who has always been reckless knelt down in front of the bed and begged with restraint: "You are still weak now, let's talk about it later."
Shen Liangchuan felt very uncomfortable, but he was one of the few who heard Fu Zhou's humble words when he was sober, and couldn't help turning his head to see Fu Zhou's expression.
He thought Fu Zhou was crying.
But he forcefully forced a smile to him.
Shen Liangchuan's heart suddenly ached, and he quickly turned his head away, tears just gathered in his eyelids, and he would not go away.
Fu Zhou didn't forcefully move his body, just waited quietly at the side, until the young man recovered from the suffocating heart palpitations, and said the word "cold language".Only then did he react, and he helped the young man prepare clothes for going out without saying a word.
Shen Liangchuan's tumor affected his lungs, and he was hoarse and took a lot of effort every time he took a breath. Fu Zhou didn't seem to hear it, he just carefully finished dressing the young man, and carried him to the wheelchair covered with thick bedding .
Shen Liangchuan was prepared to suffer for a long time, but he didn't know if it was because he had lost his feeling or what, but unexpectedly, it didn't hurt very much.
So he didn't say anything more, let Fu Zhou put on a mask for himself, and pushed him to find Liangyu.
Shen Liangyu recovered well after the operation, but the little girl kept arguing to see her brother, Shen Liangchuan lost his mind during that time, Fu Zhou asked He Xiao to make up a bunch of lies, saying that her brother went out of town for something, and it was all good to see her when he came back Only then will she be with her.
Later, Fu Yushu was asked to stare at the little girl, which made the little girl recover from the illness obediently.
When Shen Liangchuan went, Liangyu happened to be pushed downstairs by Fu Yushu to bask in the sun, Fu Zhou's heart moved, and he was about to shout Liangyu, but the young man hurriedly pressed the back of his hand.
Shen Liangchuan's face turned red with anxiety, and he could only use the little strength he had left to pat the handle of the wheelchair crisply.
Fu Zhou was so distressed that he was at a loss, knelt on the grass and hugged his lover's shoulders tremblingly. Shen Liangchuan was afraid that Fu Yushu and Liang Yu would see him, so he kept moving away vigorously.
He himself is dying, he just wants to take a look at Liang Yu from a distance, as long as she lives well, he will be satisfied.
He couldn't let Liang Yu see him like this.
He couldn't let Liang Yu lose even hope when she was so young.
How could Fu Zhou not know what he was thinking, he was so sad that his whole heart was bleeding, he could only caress his lover's back, clumsily making people feel distressed, "Don't worry, you don't want to go over, I won't push You went."
"She won't blame you. She has always liked you very much. Fu Yushu is also willing to let Fu Yushu take care of her because she is somewhat similar to you. I lied to her that her brother found her."
"She is great. She has already started self-studying the third-grade courses. She said that when she goes to school, she will be the first in the exam every time like you."
Fu Zhou's voice paused, as if he was suppressing his choked-up crying, "A Chuan, I'll accompany you to see her, okay?"
His Ah Chuan is so good.
He shouldn't have ended like this.
He shouldn't be able to see his sister until he dies.
"no no"
Shen Liangchuan's tears kept falling, he could only cover his mouth with his fists, so as not to cry out in embarrassment.
"Don't... see her, I'm going to... die... I can't... cough, cough, cough, cough."
Shen Liangchuan coughed violently. He was far away from where Shen Liangyu was, but he was still suppressing himself so that his voice would not come out.
Blood foam splashed onto the blanket, and his eyes were dizzy with darkness. Hearing Fu Zhou's anxious voice, Shen Liangchuan was in a trance, trying to restore his vision, but when he raised his eyes, he saw a black gun.
next second.
Fu Zhou felt himself being pushed away vigorously.
Warm blood splashed straight across his face.
The author has something to say: I lost woo woo woo (┯_┯)
It's half the day.
Little Red Envelope ~ The last chapter tomorrow.
感谢在2021-05-13?20:35:54~2021-05-17?23:46:02期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who cast the deep water torpedo: Ola Ola? 13;
Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: Ola Ola, Qi Jiu? 1;
Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: Qi Jiu, 39962177? 1;
Thank you to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: Drunk in the mountains? 5 bottles; Shanshan? 1 bottle;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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