72、Painful

In April, Xingzhou has just entered a short spring, with willows blooming new buds, peach blossoms, crabapples, and winter jasmines blooming lively.

The 19th is the little friend's birthday. Yang Lin made long noodles for the child at home early in the morning. After eating, he changed into a new set of clothes bought by Fan Min, and then went to the provincial zoo in another district.

Children running under the flower trees, holding palms with little monkeys through the glass in the Monkey House, giggling while chasing the lions in the Lion and Tiger Mountain, and throwing a fart in the Giraffe House to see the panoramic view Tun, who was frightened by the brown bear standing up suddenly, took a step back and ran to him, and covered his nose with his hand after being smelled by the fox. . . . . .

His phone keeps tapping.

All the cute shots must be captured, and no bastard should have any regrets.

In a private clinic [-] kilometers away from Xingzhou City, Nie Chuan was suffering from a high fever due to a wound infection.He was short of breath, his whole body was aching, and he felt dizzy that he would die at any time.

My little nephew turned two years old today. I don't know how Zhang Yuan and his wife will live for him. There should be arrangements, and the couple can be trusted.It's just that the man wouldn't wait where he was, he stabbed him in the back and pushed him away with his own hands.

Miss to heartache.

Those early mornings awakened by his little nephew on the Chase bunk, the obsessive late nights, the silhouette sitting by the bed studying, his electronic diary, the coquettish behavior he occasionally got into his arms to recharge, and the sleeping little Frogs, even every photo and every meal at home. . . . . .

If you can go back, if you can go back!No, he must go back!

At noon, I went to KFC at the request of my child, and there happened to be a special chicken roll Jiuzhen set meal, plus a small portion of French fries, which only cost [-] yuan.

The children were taught very well, and they had to insist on feeding Yang Yang the first bite. Yang Lin ate it with a smile and continued to pat and pat.

Holding the french fries handed over by the little friend again, Yang Lin felt very owed.

I'm sorry, baby, I won't induce you to order special food when Yang Yang recovers, you can buy whatever you want.

I will not give up the amusement park and choose the zoo because of the price. Although you are very happy today, Yang Yang will definitely take you to the amusement park and play with you one by one.

At night, after the child fell asleep, Yang Lin started to brush the class. When he felt his hair was in a daze, he stroked the top of his head with both hands, and then he touched his bald scalp in horror.

Jumped up and rushed into the bathroom, flicking in front of the mirror.

four dollars.The piece behind the ear and even the hair couldn't cover it a bit, but he didn't realize it because he hadn't taken care of himself during this period of time.

Originally, he stayed up all night and lacked sleep all year round, so he didn't take the insomnia these days seriously, but now he looks like he wants to cry.

What about your magical skill of mourning and adapting?Even if it's a little thinner, it's okay, I can't say anything anymore, what's the matter with this ghost shaving his head?

In fact, she was thinner, a lot thinner.

The face in the mirror was gray and tired, with prominent cheekbones and large eyes.

Nie Chuan had been away for nineteen days. Apart from being thin and blisters that hadn't healed for a long time, he had four bald spots on his head. Yang Lin smiled wryly.

Yang Lin didn't count on Boss Zhou's rewards. For him, these are all financial tasks. If he wins the bid, he will apply what he has learned, which will give him a sense of accomplishment.So at the end of the month, boss Zhou transferred a total of 5000 yuan to him, which surprised him a lot.

"The tender you made is in, and the contract has been signed."

"...Uncle Zhou, thank you."

"I told the subordinates about your debit card, you just swipe it, and ask them to give you the cash later."

"Okay, thank you Uncle Zhou, I will pay the handling fee directly to the front desk."

"No, I've arranged everything, so don't worry about it."

"Well, Uncle Zhou, I might not sign up all of a sudden, it's not just once or twice."

"That's okay, I don't have much money."

"Then, thank you." Baby, you are so lucky, you can always meet good people.

Counting Boss Liu's salary of [-], he could have [-] in his hand, and there was a place where he could dump cash to repay the credit card. Yang Lin suddenly felt that he could catch his breath.

At first, he had the idea of ​​asking Zhang Yuan for a loan to help him when he was dying. Anyway, everything was for Nie Chong, and he was very open-minded.But when Nie Chuan came, it was absolutely impossible to make a phone call—he couldn't let Zhang Yuan and his wife think that he was incapable of taking care of children.

But it wasn't enough. With a monthly salary of 4000, he could save up to [-].But the property fee of more than [-] for two years, of course, this must be paid in installments, the exam books and courseware that will come down immediately, and boss Zhou's credit card here, the more he does not charge his handling fee, the more he should pay it back as soon as possible.

So, you still have to hurry up and earn a small amount of money.

Yang Lin was waiting for the bus with the child in his arms, and thought of kissing his little face, "What should I do? I want my baby to grow up quickly, so Yang Yang can go out and earn a little money, but I don't want you to grow up. Our Fei Bao is so cute and grows up." I am about to go to kindergarten when I am older, and I can only see Fei Baobao at night every day."

The little friend also smeared his face, "Fei and Yang Yang Qi."

"Okay, Fei Bao and Yang Yang are together, we are always together."

A few days after picking up the child, Yang Lin adjusted his schedule:

No more waking up in the morning to brush up on class—that's often the short time in the day when he can actually fall asleep.

Around seven o'clock, the children wake up and cook, do shopping in the morning market, and exercise in the park.

Go home at 09:30, steam two eggs with meal at [-]:[-]—eggs are the most cost-effective nutrition, and now the child’s small appetite has grown, and he can basically finish it.Then the two read and draw together, and do housework. When the child is writing and drawing, he reads and brushes up questions, and takes a nap if he is sleepy.

Lunch is made at [-]:[-], which is light and nutritious according to the taste of children.

For myself, I usually cook some noodles or rice in a stew pot and mix it with cucumber and cabbage. Sometimes I just use pickled mustard to deal with it, and clean up the leftovers after the children are full.

His oral ulcers have been healed intermittently, and this diet is at least light.

An alarm clock is set for drinking water and eating fruit, which is modeled after the kindergarten. Now that he is too weak, he is afraid that he will forget in a trance.

At 12:30, the little friend took a nap and continued to do classwork. After getting up at 02:30 in the afternoon, the child started to build blocks, do handicrafts, and play games together. He could read while the child was playing, and he could sleep if he was sleepy.

Nie Xiaofei is a very well-behaved baby, as long as he says "Let Yang Yang sleep for a while and we will do something together", he will play quietly on the side without making trouble.

When the weather is good, Yang Lin will take the children to take the bus to a few big shopping malls farther away, where there is air conditioning, and the indoor children's playground is much cheaper than the amusement park, anyway, it is big enough for children.

Referring to the activities of Fan Min with children, Yang Lin also consciously organized some seafood buffets, trampoline parks, roller skating halls, etc. for the children to experience.

Every few days he would take his little friends to KFC or Dexters, where there is a small children's activity area, where you can play for a long time for free if you order some snacks.

The child is very good, he can still read while sitting on the side, even if the efficiency is very low.

Dinner at six, then take the kids out to play in the sand.

Lingxiu Garden has been built for five phases. It is a large area with good greenery. There are small bridges, flowing water, fountains and wooden planks. There are three very good leisure areas, and there is also a large sandpit of [-] square meters for children to play with sand.

Nie Xiaofei likes to play here very much. In addition to small buckets and small basins, Yang Lin also specially bought him an excavator forklift.

Go home at [-]:[-], take a shower, look at photos, and read a bedtime story.At eight o'clock, after the children go to bed, he washes, does laundry, and then does class.Go to bed at twelve o'clock, and lie down if you can't fall asleep.

He cannot collapse.

The study plan has been revised repeatedly, and the first task Yang Lin gave himself now is to recover quickly.

He has been to the hospital last week - the nearby community hospital and the city hospital, but apart from the advice to let him have a healthy routine and the introduction of the dangers of drug addiction, the two hospitals only prescribed three tablets of estazolam, without any real help .

He didn't know any other way to improve the situation, and he didn't have anyone to turn to for help—the only one he could trust, Zhang Yuan and his wife, not only couldn't ask for help, but they had to hide it well—he couldn't let them think that he was incapable of raising children.

But he can no longer carry the child to the hospital like this.Don't want his insomnia to be cured and let the little friend get some disease.

Nothing can be done.

What is forgetting without thinking?I didn't understand it before, and I only felt the beauty of the words, but now I feel bitter.

On April 4, Yang Lin received a call from Fan Min that her school organized activities for teachers.For three days, I will go to a neighboring province to see mountain flowers and soak in hot springs, and I can take my family with me. She wants to take her little friends with her.

"Sister-in-law, if it is one day, it will be fine, but for three days, I am afraid that Xiaofei will lose his temper again, and it will disappoint you." Yang Lin hesitated.

"It's okay. Why don't you, Brother Zhang, go too? I really don't dare to take it alone. Besides, there are signals everywhere now. If he wants to lose his temper and call you, you can just coax him."

"Huh?" How uncomfortable the child is like this.

"Xiao Yang, I'm not robbing you of the child. Don't you think Xiaofei is too quiet? You can play alone for half a day by giving me a toy. You are careful, but children are born to play with children. We went to several similar children this time, and I inquired about them all."

"Well, that's fine, I'll discuss it with Xiaofei first."

Yang Lin took all kinds of pictures of the hot spring villa and told the little friend. He could see that the child was very curious. He also said that he would spend three days with A Min's mother and the child didn't object, so Yang Lin replied to Fan Min.

30. Zhang Yuan and his wife came to pick up their children just after dinner.

Yang Lin packed a big bag: feeding bottle, milk powder, cup for drinking water, special cutlery bag, small wash bag for children, thin clothes, scarf and hat, books, toys, a few diapers, small swimming rings and swimming trunks, children’s Special wet wipes, small pillows, and small slippers.

Fan Min was speechless, "I said Xiao Yang, are you moving for Xiao Fei?"

"I've already trimmed it down. I wanted to bring another pair of shoes, just in case I get wet from playing." Seeing that Fan Min was speechless, he explained, "Slippers don't follow your feet, and it's easy to slip when walking on wet ground."

Fan Min. . . . . .

"There are also roller skates, which take up too much space."

Fan Min. . . . . .

Because I have kept in touch with Fan Min during this time, the child was happy when he got into the car, and Yang Lin also made arrangements for him again and again, "Play well with A Min's mother, if you want Yang Yang, you can find it when you open the phone."

But when I really watched the car drive away, I felt all sorts of reluctance to let go, and I had a strong desire to jump in the car to make up some money and go together.

It was still early and the weather was cool, so Yang Lin turned on the computer to brush up the questions, and then, he got one wrong one after another.

This is the norm these days.

When his learning was inefficient at the beginning, he persisted with his strong self-control and good habits, and he did not lose his progress.But the impact of insomnia is becoming more and more prominent: dizziness, exhaustion, and difficulty in concentrating. Today, I finally can't continue studying.

After Nie Chuan left for a month, he couldn't continue studying.

Yang Lin sat there for a while, almost wanting to cry.

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