fall in love with your soul

We came together under a dead tree. There was a big bird's nest on the tree. I didn't know if there were any birds.

I looked over suspiciously, "You're not going to pick out the bird's eggs, are you?"

"That's right, you still have to step on my feet." He looked serious, without any hint of joking.

"Didn't I tiptoe for you just now?" I told him the truth helplessly, "And the bird's nests are all built on the branches. We were small at that time, and we could only get close when we were light. If you are so big, you will only crush the whole branch. Curved, you are also in danger."

He turned around and looked at the dead tree, "First of all, you just stepped on my feet voluntarily, not because I forced it, so it can't be considered bullying. Secondly, I didn't say that you must dig out the bird's nest. I just enjoyed the pleasure of being bullied by me."

"Okay!" I squatted down helplessly to support the tree, "Then you bully me!"

He stepped on my knees and stood on my shoulders. After 2 minutes, I couldn't hold on anymore, "Why don't you go up?"

"I never said I wanted to climb a tree, I just enjoyed the pleasure of bullying you." He looked serious.

"Okay, okay, then come down quickly, I can't hold on anymore." Although he has lost weight now, he is an adult after all, and his skeleton weighs more than a few kilograms.

"No, if you can't hold on, you have to hold on."

"Don't make trouble, I will throw you later, come down quickly."

He didn't answer me at all, but he still stood straight.

I was really tired, so I simply took two steps outside, distanced myself from the dead tree, "I lost you, don't blame me for falling."

As the distance got farther and farther away, his face finally began to change color, "You..."

I hugged his knees and hugged him down, "It happened so many years ago, you still remember it now, how stingy."

"Are you stingy?" Before I could answer, he continued, "That's because you have never been short of playmates. I am short of you. Except for you, there is only Uncle Qin. My parents are very busy every day. I will pray for blessings when I come back once a month." gone."

I patted him on the shoulder, "You are blessed, your luck has not come yet."

"I've been here, and I'm gone." He went to the river and squatted down, trying the water with his hands. The river was shallow, but very long and continuous, almost longer than the entire resort.

The bottom is full of mud, and there are many loaches in it. When we were young, we often went into the water to touch the loach, and when we touched it, we roasted it and ate it. Every time we took it from Pangdun's house.

His family has money, and they have backups for everything. Even if they don't have any, they can be bought by Uncle Qin. Uncle Qin is the housekeeper of his family and teaches him etiquette.

I took off my shoes, knitted my sleeves, and carefully

Stepping into the mud, the cool water slid past the legs and covered the wrists, and the mud was squeezed out from the toes due to the pressure. It didn't feel like much, but it was very comfortable.

I took two steps and felt good. I was about to ask him to come down to get comfortable, but I didn't expect that when I turned around, my face was covered by an unknown object. Fortunately, I closed my eyes in time so that the thing didn't cover my eyes.

I touched it, and it was mud, so I washed it with fairly clear water. While washing, I dug out a ball of mud, and stuck it on his neck while he was smiling triumphantly.

He lowered his head and glanced at him in distaste, and he simply took off his shoes and went into the water. We just played and smashed the mud in such a childish way, you hit it, I hit it, and finally

Lay down for a while after playing tired.

After lying down, I went to catch loach again, because I bullied him to get fat when I was a child, and asked him to catch loach to lose weight, and now he wants to get revenge.

So I caught the whole process. I only caught it when I was a child. I don’t know how to catch it when I grow up. But I still remember that the mud is very slippery, so when I catch it, I have to catch the mud. Way to get into the soil.

I waited for half an hour to catch one. After the first one, it was easy to catch, and the easier it was to catch, I caught more than a dozen in a short time. There are more mud and more loaches. Be careful. , Pay attention to whether there are holes in the surface layer of the soil. If there are holes, even the whole mud can be lifted up, and it is fine to drop it on the bank.

There are basically loach in it, the premise is that your hands must be fast, and the loach is processed after catching it. Roasted loach is delicious, but the surface must be cleaned.

When we were done, it was already afternoon, and the sun had just set. Suhang came out of the little wooden man to breathe. He kept complaining that it was not as comfortable as the corpse.

The little wooden figure was damp because Su Hang lived in it, and blood would flow out if the cracks in the tree grains were opened, just like a cursed puppet in a horror movie.

Suhang didn't bother us, he drifted away with an expression that I understand very well, I think he misunderstood something, originally wanted to find a jealous expression on his face, but unexpectedly there was nothing, and he created space for us, I I'm a bit uncertain.

I don’t know what he meant. After much deliberation, I finally attributed it to him wanting me to get close to Qi Shiming and ask how he died. In fact, I think it’s impossible to ask such a direct question, but Su Hang insisted. I asked, and he said that even if he couldn't tell whether it was done by himself, he could still get some clues.

I have no objection, just let him go, and I can't see the clues. Fortunately, Su Hang is smarter than me.

"What are you looking at?" Qi Shiming followed my line of sight, of course he couldn't see Suhang, Suhang was always invisible in front of others.

"Nothing." I withdrew my gaze and concentrated on dealing with him.

"Go back." He pulled my white shirt to find a clean place to wipe his mouth, "You don't even resist, it's boring."

Anyway, the shirt was dirty, so I found a clean place to wipe my mouth, "You want to go back? I'll see you off, let's talk while walking."

"En." He walked in front and I followed behind.

We don't know what else to say?After all, we were too young when we met, it was very important to him, the very happy time was just a moment for me, and his sense of existence was still divided by sunspots and beauty.

I don't know much about him, he was so young at that time, he really gave people a bad feeling, after all, he is so fat, he takes two steps to take a breath, and he still wears braces, it's not bad if he doesn't hate him, it makes me like it really can't do it.

Who would have thought that he would be so handsome when he grew up, if I didn't know Su Hang, maybe I would accept him.

Just like what the book says, one who loves you and one you love, whoever you choose, 80.00% will choose the one who loves you, and I am no exception.

Of course, the premise is that I have not fallen in love with others. If I really fall in love with others, I will choose the person I love, such as Suhang.

His house is very close, just a few steps away. When I was a child, I always felt that it was very far away.

Things are different, things that you used to feel painful and cry about, now you can say it as a joke for everyone to laugh.

The door was just ahead, he stopped, "I'm here."

"En." I also stood still, waiting for his answer.

"The car accident in Suhang has nothing to do with me. With his current state, he still can't threaten me." He said this with a deadpan expression, making me unable to see emotion.

"It's not him. He's right. Although I'm developing rapidly, I can't threaten him. There's no need for him to attack." Suhang suddenly appeared beside me, arms crossed, looking at Qi Shiming thoughtfully.

Damn, I think Suhang is everywhere, and it always appears at a critical moment.

I was relieved to know that it wasn't Qi Shiming, after all he was my childhood playmate, if it was really him, I don't know how to face him.

"Let's go!" Suhang turned around lightly, and stepped on the ground without making a sound, which was lighter and more graceful than a cat's footsteps.

I nodded slightly, and shrugged helplessly at Qi Shiming, "Look, it's getting so late, I'm leaving, you go in! I'll watch you go in."

There are many trees in the countryside, and the temperature drops at night, making it a bit cold. He rubbed his arms, "Go first! I'll watch you go."

"I'm fine. I'm just staying in the hotel in front. It's only a few steps away. Go in first. I'll watch you go in and rest assured."

The two of us pushed back and forth, but he was still unwilling to go in first. Finally, I saw Suhang drifting farther and farther away, so I agreed to go first. Halfway through, I suddenly heard him calling me from behind.

I don't know why.

"I want to climb over the wall and go in." He yelled behind me, his voice was hoarse and nice, I looked back, and the door was clearly behind him, but he didn't go in, but walked to the wall and pointed at it.

Although the wall was originally high, it was not much higher than ordinary walls. It was raised later because his mother once found us climbing over the wall to find him.

I remember that day, he was wearing a small foreign suit, sitting in front of the window and playing the piano. He practiced every day, playing the guitar, playing the piano, drawing, and reading all kinds of words and lyrics. He lived like an adult at a young age.

Because of the appointment time, he kept looking out of the window regardless of his mother was still there, probably hoping that we would come to him soon.

Because he is fat, he has low self-esteem, and he is always worried about gains and losses. At that time, I was a kid, and I didn't know how to take into account other people's feelings. After I was discovered, I kept calling him stupid, stupid, and not long-term memory.

In short, the more he scolded, the worse it sounded, and his head hung lower and lower, until it was almost buried in his chest.

It was probably at that time that I hated me, "The door is behind you, it is still open, so don't climb the wall, it's dangerous, and there are ceramics on the wall."

The walls of my home are always erected with shards of glass to prevent thieves. If the thief accidentally steps on it or scratches his hand, he will be injured, so I don’t want him to climb over the wall.

"It's okay, you could flip over when you were a child, I'm no worse than you now." He compared the height of the wall with his hands.

I was afraid that it would be more dangerous for him to climb without me, so I shrugged helplessly, "Okay, just climb! Pay attention to the glass shards on the wall."

"En." He showed a very innocent smile, just like his childhood, although he was white and fat, panting after taking two steps, a drag in the team, a follower, but he was very clean, whether it was clothes or people, they were all clean, spotless.

I was in a hurry, so I ran over quickly, squatted down, and let him step on my shoulders. I used to be a bench a lot today.

He was wearing leather shoes under his feet, and because of his weight, he stepped on a few shards of glass, making a harsh creaking sound, which was particularly unpleasant.

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