fall in love with your soul

"It would be great if other people thought like you." He smiled self-deprecatingly, "Because of heart disease, no one adopted me until I was four years old. At that time, I was still young and my memory was not clear. I don't remember whether it was four or five years old, but I only remember the pain of the burning red ring pressing on my buttocks, because it hurts too much, so I have been remembering it until now.

I don't know what's the use of that, why my brothers who love me usually do this, and then I was given away by them.

Speaking of which, we are still destined. The house I was sent to is yours. Your father adopted me back. He didn’t know that I had a heart attack at first, and he treated me very well. When I was very angry, I almost killed me, I don't hate him, but I want to kill him, I even hate everyone, why give me away?Why don't you want me?If I knew it earlier, why didn't I just kill me when I was a child?That way I won't suffer so much. He pointed to the wound on the chest, "Look, it's from the whip and the candle." He opened the sleeve on his arm, exposing the wrist with white marks on it. "This was cut when I was seven years old. I was afraid of pain and death. I didn't cut too deep. This was when I was ten years old." Cut, I hesitated for a long time.These two were cut when I was 12 years old. At that time, I had already started to get sick, and the pain was so severe that I wanted to die. "

He put down his sleeves and didn't continue, "Later, I figured it out. I haven't seen the world properly, how can I die! Guess what happened afterwards?"

"How did you raise it?"

"Later, I was taken care of by someone. You should know that being an old man is useless. You still want to watch my live performance, hahahahaha...isn't it funny?"

"Not funny."

"It's not funny? Then change it! That old man's body is failing, and his psychology is abnormal. He often abuses me and cuts off my body... Forget it, you don't understand."

"Didn't you say how you knew I didn't understand?" I asked knowingly.

"You want to hear?" Before I could answer, he continued, "Then let me tell you, I still liked women at that time, so I couldn't help but go to a woman to vent, but he didn't expect him to find out, so he went straight to someone to press her." I cut mine... well, I don’t want to talk about it, I feel sad when I think about it.” In the end, he didn’t have the courage to say it, but I understand it.

"That's why you hate him?"

"Not all, there are many, he is not a good person, he deserves to die." He put on his clothes and leaned casually by the window. "Speaking of which, you still thank me. If I hadn't lied to him, maybe you wouldn't have made it so easy."

"You also dismissed the bodyguards around him?" As No.1 in the entire city B, it is impossible for him to be without bodyguards, provided that someone dismissed them.

"Yes." He replied casually.

"Thank you!"

"If you really want to thank me, just promise me one condition."

"What condition?" I asked.

"I've had enough life, I want to die without leaving any dust, as if I never came to this world, I hope you can help me erase all the traces I left in this world." He walked to the cabinet next to the wall , took out a white plastic bucket from inside, opened the lid and poured it on the wall, and suddenly a pungent smell came.

"Gasoline?" I took a step back.

"kindness."

"Do you really want to die?"

"Well, I hope it will come true for you." He picked up the gasoline bottle and splashed it along the corner of the wall.

"I agreed to your request just now." I don't know why I can still say this calmly until now, obviously I should stop him, but he killed Suhang, I can't forgive him.

"Thank you." After the gasoline in the bottle was poured, he took out the lighter and lit it lightly, "Let's go!"

Snapped!The lighter came out of his hand and was thrown into the corner by him. The gasoline that had just been poured on it coaxed it to ignite, and the flames rushed to the wall. He sat on the old man's chair, shaking slightly, like an old man who was very late.

"My heart is higher than the sky, and my life is thinner than paper..." He said these words slowly, his voice was vicissitudes and helplessness, and these words seemed to express his whole life.

Heart is higher than the sky, life is thinner than paper...

The flames came up slowly, and the temperature in the room rose so rapidly that I couldn't bear it even standing at a distance from the door, and finally went out because I couldn't bear the fire.

I stood at the door all the time, Chen Shuo didn't come out, I thought he couldn't help but come out, I underestimated him, and also underestimated his world-weariness, as he said, he has lived enough.

In Chen Shuo's life, his heart was higher than the sky, and his life was thinner than paper...

There were chaotic footsteps behind him, and Suhang's voice sounded, "I haven't come out for so long, what did you talk about?"

"It's nothing." Chen Shuo's life was a tragedy, and I don't want to tell others, including Suhang.

"Why is it on fire?"

"Go and put out the fire."

"No, let it burn!" I looked at the smaller and bigger fire and said to Su Min, "Let's go! Let's go back."

"Oh."

"The king should miss me."

"I should go back too." After getting out of trouble, everyone started chatting in a hurry. It was very lively.

On the way back, I ran into Han Shao. It was rare for Han Shao to be serious. I found out later that he had an appointment with the kidnapper at 05:30. He also had a box in his hand. I guess it was a share book.

Suddenly, I had the idea of ​​robbing him. I thought about it and forgot it. One group is enough to make me tired, and I really can't stand any more.

I called Qi Shimin later and found out that Qi Shimin made an appointment at six o'clock. I didn't expect Mr. Tang to be so confident that he thought he could take care of a group of people in half an hour.

Of course, if I didn't have the cheating device of Suhang, maybe I would have nothing to do with him.

Once the kidnapping incident was over, we fell into a boring life again. My health was getting worse and worse, and I even had signs of being unable to hold on.

During this period of time, Suhang and I have been getting tired of each other. Maybe we both know that time is running out. Suhang has solved all his obsessions, and he is leaving.

I know!

Finally one day, he pushed my wheelchair and said, "Let's go for a walk!"

I tried to say no, I knew what he was going to say, he was saying goodbye.

I don't want to hear it, but I'm not a child, I'm an adult, long past the age of tantrums.

"Okay." I said.

We didn't go very far, just went to the rooftop, and he even carefully helped me bring my clothes.

"So happy to be with you, I've never been so relaxed, thank you!"

Sure enough, I knew that such an opening remark already doomed us to no results.

"Me too."

"I'm leaving, I'm going back to where I should be."

This sentence finally came. It was what I expected, and it was what I didn't want to expect.

"Can't you stay for me?" I don't know how I said this sentence, and almost mustered all my courage.

"No." Suhang refused without hesitation, "I have spoken a long time ago, and now I am made up of obsession and resentment. For the sake of obsession and resentment, there is no need for me to stay."

"I know." In fact, I knew that he was doing it for me. Humans and ghosts have different paths. The longer we stayed, the worse my health would be, and even my life was threatened.

"You are a good person. If there is a next life, I will marry you."

"roll."

Maybe it was because the atmosphere was too embarrassing, Suhang rarely made a joke, but I couldn't laugh.

"Close your eyes and don't look." His voice seemed to come from a distant place, empty and weak.

I closed my eyes obediently, silent tears streaming down the corners of my eyes.

Chen Shuo is a tragedy, so is Suzhou and Hangzhou, and I am just a tragedy.

The moon is still hanging high, like a proud nobleman, you can only see its chin, even if you are sad, it will not hide from your face.

【Finish】

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A month later, I was sitting by the bed, holding Suhang's body with one hand, and covering my arm with the other, "It's so cold!"

His body was brought back by me through the underground transaction, and I made a freezer in my room, and several air conditioners were fully turned on, and the cold air was blowing.

I want to accompany Suhang for a long time. Every time I dare not stay longer, I will feel sleepy after staying for a long time. I even fell asleep in it once. When I was found, my hair was frozen, which scared me too. Enough.

Fortunately, it was discovered in time.

Suhang is gone, and my only sustenance is the corpse left by Suhang. The strange thing is that Suhang's corpse has been kept in a lifelike state, as if asleep.

Especially the scar on his forehead, healed up on his own, the newly grown skin was even tenderer and better than before, Suhang's face was rosy, and he didn't know that he was dead.

I suspect it's the role of that set of Yuhan, which works well, not only to maintain youth, but also to ensure that the body does not rot.

Sometimes I take Suhang from the freezer to the bed to talk, and as long as it takes a short time, I can recover. After a long time, Suhang's body will gradually lack moisture and become dry.

What I said to him were daily routines, such as "Su Qi is getting more and more capable, now I don't have to worry about it.

That boy Suning actually found a little wife and brought her home. I think it looks good, so I'll bring it here for you to see later.

Su Min is too bad, he didn't take the king with him when he went out to play, and locked him in the house and starved for a day, this guy just complained after my ass.I really doubt that the king has become a spirit, why is he so spiritual. I breathed a sigh of relief in my hand, "No, it's too cold, I can't take it anymore, I'll come see you tomorrow." "

After I finished speaking, I ran out in a hurry. It was too cold for my body to bear, and it would aggravate my condition.

At night, I was lying in bed to warm up. There was freshly poured hot water and green tea on the table. The family doctor was checking me up. He kept muttering to himself, "It doesn't make sense, why is it still not better? I've been taking care of it for a month. Now, it stands to reason that it should improve a little bit?"

I picked up the tea on the table and took a sip. This month has almost driven me crazy. I drank stomach nourishing soup, ate stomach nourishing dishes, and Tai Chi for fitness. From nine to five, until ten o’clock in the evening Just tell me to sleep, and I don't need to do any official or private work, all of which are taken care of by the three brothers.

It should be mentioned that they are also my younger brothers now. Su Hang told them everything after the kidnapping that day, and they also accepted me.

"I really don't understand why the condition has worsened. It doesn't make sense!"

I didn't pay attention to his words, picked up the water glass and took another sip, suddenly I was stunned, I put down the water glass and stood up, the movement was too hasty, my eyes were black for a while, but I didn't care, and when I got over, I immediately pushed it away Helped my doctor to find Su Hang.

"Suhang, is that you?"

"You haven't left, have you?"

"Suhang, come out and meet me."

I looked for him everywhere like crazy, Su Qi stopped me, "Brother, he is gone, please stop torturing yourself."

"No, he must be here." I pushed Su Qi away, "Otherwise my illness wouldn't get worse, think about it, if he wasn't here, I should have recovered a long time ago."

Maybe my words made sense, Su Qi was taken aback.

"Search separately, you go over there." After I finished speaking, I ran to the other side, regardless of whether Su Qi searched or not.

I rummaged through boxes and cabinets, and I even looked in the washing machine, but there was nothing.

I was a little disappointed, and remembered that once I picked up a wine glass and smashed my head, Su Hang suddenly appeared to stop him, he cared about me, and it was impossible for him to die.

I walked to the balcony and struggled to turn over. Standing too high on the window, I was a little nervous and relieved, "Suhang, I'll jump if you're here."

No one responded, and I even thought I was hallucinating.

But I am determined to force him to come out. If I miss this opportunity, I don't know how long I will have to wait.

I let go of my hand, and my body fell uncontrollably. The feeling of weightlessness was uncomfortable. I couldn't control my body, and I couldn't even open my eyes.

But I didn't die, someone grabbed me, pulled me out of the window, and held me in my arms.

"Alas..." Someone sighed softly next to his ear.

I hugged his neck suddenly, "Suhang, it really is you." Although the princess was a little embarrassed, I was more afraid that he would suddenly disappear again. "I knew you hadn't left."

"No, I left and came back again." Suhang said, "Without my obsession, I have no reason to stay, but I found that I have a new obsession, how can I be willing if I don't get you?" Walk?"

It was late at night, and there was no one around. We looked at each other, and we didn't know who started it first. As if we would have no one to teach us, we slowly moved towards each other and put our lips on each other.

We were about to kiss passionately, but the landline phone in the room rang suddenly, interrupting our kissing.

I was annoyed in my heart, and ran over to answer the phone angrily, with a bad tone, "Who is it?"

It was the security guard downstairs who called, "Sir, I'm sorry to bother you so late. That's it. There is a gentleman surnamed Hua who wants to see you. Would you like to see me?"

"Surnamed Hua?" I guessed it was Hua Buluo, "Let him come up!"

Huabuluo brought me a piece of good news. It turns out that the dead can be resurrected, but only the blood of a virgin from July 49 is needed. Don’t get me wrong, people won’t die, just a little blood, plus various precious materials, the most important thing The most important thing is that Hua Buluo said that he lacked a set of tools in his hand.

It was a set of treasures left by his ancestors, but it was a pity that his uncle bought it. He couldn't find who bought it. I hope I can use my financial resources to help him find it. At the same time, he will help me revive Suhang .

It was a surprise, and I hastened to invite him to be the guest of honor.After explaining the ins and outs, he also said it was fate.

The resurrection of Suzhou and Hangzhou is a big event. We have been preparing for three months. I am not a Taoist priest, I have never learned magic, and I can't get in. I just need to wait outside the door.

After a day and a night, all the sea dry rocks and rotten flowers I had been waiting for were all gone, and finally the flowers never came out.

He looked tired, "It's done."

I suddenly left him and rushed inside, Suhang sat on the bed blankly, at a loss.

I was also at a loss. This was my first time facing the living Suhang, so I was inevitably a little nervous.

Before I could speak, Su Hang spoke first, "What's wrong? Is it bad?"

He hadn't spoken with that voice for a long time, and his voice was hoarse and unpleasant.

"No, it's beautiful." I carefully sat down next to him.

The shoulders suddenly sank, and Suhang put his head on it, "I haven't felt the feeling of a living person for a long time, my hands and feet are a bit stiff, I want to pee..." He tilted his head and looked at me.

I was stunned for two seconds before I realized, "I'll hug you."

"kindness."

I bent down and hugged Suhang, and when I tried hard, there was a bone cracking sound, and I screamed, "The paralysis flashed my waist."

"..."

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Suhang got up early in the morning to change his clothes, and he asked me without listening, "How about this one?"

"Is this okay?"

"Is this too serious?"

In exchange for going to Suzhou and Hangzhou, I was a little disappointed, "Why doesn't it feel right?"

I calmly took a bite of the apple in my hand, "Can you not act like you are meeting a client? My mother will be frightened by you."

"Then what are you wearing?"

"Relax, dress casually, as usual at home." I put down the apple, walked to him, took his hand, and pulled him to the bedside, "Let's do something relaxing first, bring it on!"

I pushed him back to the bed, Su Hang was not interested at all, "Don't make trouble, I will be late."

I fumbled over it indifferently, found the cell phone in his pocket and called my mother, "Mom, it's me, my daughter-in-law's cell phone, mom, please remember, well, my wife and I will go there later, nothing happened , huh? We are making sons."

Suhang pinched me violently, and I screamed.

My mother immediately asked with concern, "What's wrong?"

"It's okay, my daughter-in-law is being naughty." I gasped, and Suhang kicked me again, "No, my daughter-in-law is sensible, going up to the hall and down to the kitchen are much more useful than your son. Alright , let's go to work, Mom, don't cook, my wife will show you a hand. Okay, that's it, hang up!"

I threw away the phone and pounced on it like a hungry wolf, "I'll let you kick me, let you pinch me, and I'll stab me back."

"rogue!"

"As long as you are not a hooligan, how long have we not done it? How come you don't want to?" Counting the time for recuperation, we haven't done it for about three or four months.

"I don't want to, you are the only one who is full of this." Suhang didn't give any face, "Take it easy, I just made this dress, and it costs tens of thousands."

"Wool, am I more important or money?" Suhang's love for money has not changed, and he will start to feel sorry for money again.

"Money is important." Suhang chose money without hesitation.

My heart suddenly felt cold, "Money is important? Can money satisfy you?" I grabbed Suhang's nipple, "Can it satisfy you?" I touched Suhang's buttocks again.

Su Hang kicked over, "Be more honest."

I grabbed his ankles and pressed down with my whole body, pressing his thighs to the top of his head. The things between his legs were clearly visible, and his privacy was fully exposed.

I took out the lubricating oil that was always on the bedside table, and I couldn't open it with one hand, and handed it to Su Hang, who looked at me with his chest in his arms.

I was a little annoyed, and pressed his heel hard, almost chopping him into half a single step, "Hurry up, hurry up, the bottom is in a hurry."

Su Hang was in pain, so he opened it for me honestly, I got a little bit of it, and squeezed into his back, I just used two fingers, Su Hang couldn't stand it and urged, "Hurry up, long pain is worse than short pain."

"That won't work, I have to let you enjoy it, so that you will take the initiative to fall into my arms next time." I stretched him seriously, "Speaking of it...your bottom is really tight."

Snapped!I got hit on the ass.

I slapped his ass back in retaliation, crackling every time.

I didn't let go until I got red, Su Hang probably never got hit like this before, the tips of his ears were a little red.

After the expansion was done, I squeezed in logically, some were tight, I moved very hard, and Su Hang slowly sweated, which wet his hair, and a little blush crawled on his face, sexy and sexy. charming.

The word charming is a bit strange to be used on a man, but I can't find the words to describe him, forgive my low culture.

I couldn't help it, I lowered my head and kissed him passionately, Suhang responded positively, we were immersed in the pleasure of being one, unable to extricate ourselves.

Love is a long-term tug-of-war. Suhang and I are on both sides of the competition. Whoever lets go first will fall hard on the other. If you want to last long, you must give in to each other. We are doing very well.

I don't know what will happen in the future?At least for this second, this moment, we are truly together.

I found his hand, intertwined with his fingers, held his hand, and grew old together.

We did one game after another, and in the end Su Hang was almost squeezed out. He was too tired to get up, and finally fell into a deep sleep.

Until the next day, he sharpened his knife and got up to fight again. Under my guidance, he changed clothes, went shopping, bought cooking materials, and finally took a low-key taxi to my mother.

I told my mother a long time ago that my daughter-in-law is a man. At first my mother couldn't understand, and even wanted to sever the relationship, forcing me to return to the right path. Later, she found that this trick was useless, and finally gave up.

It wasn't until later that I realized that someone was sowing dissension, that bastard grandson of Daxiong, who followed the clues to find my home, and treated my mother like a mother. At that time, he didn't know that Su Hang had come back to life, he only knew that I was Su Hang, I suddenly fell in love with another man, of course he didn't want to, and he was so jealous that he told my mother that Suzhou and Hangzhou were not good.

Later, when I found out that Suhang had come back to life, she added fuel to the story and tried to break us up. My mother believed the rumors and watched Suhang with a cold face.After a few months of quarreling, my mother finally chose my son and asked me to take Suhang back to have a look.

Of course, I have already promised her that I will do test-tube babies and let her have grandchildren as soon as possible. The old man's idea is very simple. As long as there are grandchildren, it doesn't matter who the wife is. She is just worried that I will be discriminated against.

I said I don't care, and Suhang also said that I didn't care. I said all kinds of good things about men, and my mother accepted Suhang from the bottom of her heart.

For example, women love beauty and spend a lot of money. Today's women don't even know how to cook and do housework, but they know Suzhou and Hangzhou. In order to make my mother accept Suzhou and Hangzhou, I have compared them one after another.

When I got to the door, Su Hang was even more nervous, and kept asking me, "Are my clothes messed up?"

"Will the hair be too long?"

"What style of boy does your mother like? Sunny? Cheerful? Or mature and stable?"

"My mother likes sweet ones." I calmly rang the doorbell.

"Wait, I'm not ready yet... Hello, Auntie!" Suhang changed his face like a film king, and smiled the moment he saw my mother.

My mother was startled, probably she never thought that I married such an excellent wife, "Come in, come in quickly."

"Mom, this is my... object." Under the threat of Suhang's eyes, I finally didn't say the word wife.

My mother was very enthusiastic, "Come in, it's cold outside, your child came here as soon as he came, why did you bring so many things? Xiaoli's child is not usually at home, and I don't need it. It's a waste of money."

"It's okay, Auntie, you are in good health, you need to take some supplements, and it didn't cost much." The old man was saving money, and Suhang didn't dare to say how much he spent.

Suhang prepared a lot of time to meet my mother this time. Everything was the best of the best, and he spent a lot of money. Surprisingly, he didn't feel distressed. Now he is in charge of the money. You have to write down the money you spend, it's very stingy.

After entering the door, I found movement in the kitchen. I was a little surprised. My mother has always lived alone?

"Mom, who is in the kitchen?" I walked over and was surprised when I opened the door, "It's you."

Inside turned out to be a big bear.

"It's that kid, Big Bear, look at how filial he is, he comes to see me every now and then, and then you, he doesn't come home every day, and he doesn't know how to look at me..."

I can't listen to what I said later, I only have the word "rival in love" in my eyes.

"Surprised to see me?" Da Xiong was not surprised at all, he was wearing homely casual clothes, with a kitchen towel hanging around his neck.

"It's really surprising." I walked in and closed the kitchen door, "You're thick-skinned enough to stay at our house?"

"Auntie is very nice, and she will let me stay for a few days." Big Bear said while chopping vegetables, "Actually, my purpose is to tear you apart."

"Break us up?" I walked over and picked up the egg soup he just made, "Suhang and I are like gold, no one can break us up."

I let go of my hand, and with a bang, the whole bowl of egg soup spilled out and splashed on me, and I yelled angrily, "Big bear, our family treats you so well, how could you treat me like this? Why are you so angry at me?" , don't scold my mother, okay?"

Da Xiong panicked instantly, "Who scolded you, obviously you did it yourself?"

"You still said..." Bang!I punched him right in the abdomen, "Why do you hit me when you talk so well?"

"You...you...you slander me!" Although he knew he was at a disadvantage and I was slandering him, he couldn't hold back his anger and punched me on the cheek.

This time I didn't fight back, let that fist hit, I covered my face in pain, it was a real hit.

Just at this time, my mother came in with Su Hang, and saw our situation instantly clear.

"What's wrong?" Su Hang asked.

"He started the trouble first, Su Hang, don't look at the wounds on his face, but he was ruthless and hit me in the stomach." Da Xiong first defended himself.

I covered my face and looked at Suhang with aggrieved expression.

Without further ado, Su Hang ran to me to see the wound on my face, turned his head and said coldly to Big Bear, "You go, I don't want to see you again."

My mother also looked at him disappointedly, "Big Bear, why did you do this?"

"Auntie, you have to believe me, I really haven't."

"You go back first!" My mother interrupted him.

"Then...then I'll go back first." Big Bear untied the scarf around his neck, turned around in disappointment, and gave me a hard look before leaving.

As soon as he left, my mother started to clean up the mess in the kitchen, and Suhang took me to the living room to apply medicine.

Hearing the sound of my mother closing the door, Su Hang's strike was several times heavier in an instant, "Okay, stop pretending, you think I can't see it?"

I was shocked, "How did you see that?"

"Big Bear never lies to me, and I can tell if there is any injury at a glance. When Big Bear walks, he bends slightly, and your punch is very hard." He rubbed the medicinal wine on me very hard, it hurts I screamed.

"His punch is not light. Look at it, it will definitely be swollen tomorrow. Oh...it hurts like hell, take it easy..."

Extra episode

The author has something to say: I have finished writing the extra episode, and I will fill in the pitfalls next, "Picking a Beautiful Man as a Wife". To be honest, this article has been delayed for a long time. Hun's article has the worst data among all my articles, but I still insisted on finishing it, and there were only a dozen clicks in the end. In this case, I really couldn't hold on without you.

Now I don’t see the data very lightly, so there will never be a situation where I can’t write without data. The pits must be filled in. I plan not to open new pits for the time being. I will fill up the previous pits and open new pits. There are many pit plans, and there are really many brain pits. I can't help but want to open new pits. I hope I can resist the temptation.

Don't be seduced by the wild flowers on the roadside and don't want me, wait until I finish filling the hole and come back.Of course you can stay with me all the time.

The article about picking up beautiful men has entered V, and there are posts on the post bar, but because I was too lazy at the time, I posted it for others, so I can’t just read the poster, you can find pirated articles to read, I won’t blame you, because I am also a pirated article started.

Finally, I hope that all friends who have read this article will leave a message and let me see how many people have read it. It is not in vain that I have worked so hard to write for several months.

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