Heavenly King, please grant me my life

Still from Chen Xueyang's perspective (ˇεˇ)

I don't know when, it has become without sorrow and joy.

Some people say that you can't read too much. If you read too much, you will be arrogant and arrogant, and you will lose too much trouble and joy about love, hatred, and hatred in your life.

To put it bluntly, it would be boring.

When I was three years old, my mother sent me to kindergarten. In the first class, the teacher asked everyone to recite a poem.

Parents nowadays are mostly eager for early education, fearing that their children will lose at the starting line, so most children can still recite a few sentences, such as the day is at the end of the mountain, such as goose goose, such as the moonlight in front of the bed .

When I was three years old, I sneered in my heart, and when it was my turn, I recited Bai Juyi's "Song of Everlasting Sorrow".

"The emperor of the Han Dynasty was so passionate about his country, Yuyu couldn't ask for it for many years. The Yang family had a girl who had just grown up and was raised in a deep boudoir before anyone knew her."

There are a total of 840 characters in the poem, and I recited it with ease. While reciting, I watched the teacher's face change from surprise to admiration and finally to panic. He tried to interrupt me several times, but was scared back by my fierce eyes.

By the time I finished reciting, half the children in the class had already fallen asleep.

The teacher said: "Child Chen Xueyang is amazing! Everyone applaud him!"

The remaining half looked at me and applauded timidly. Those fearful, unwilling and helpless eyes made the three-year-old me burst with pride.

The next day, my mother came to pick me up from school. Another kindergarten teacher saw that all the parents had come, and wanted to show off the achievements of education, and suggested that the children recite poems.

When it was my turn, I recited the song "The Peacock Flies Southeast".

I still remember the terrified eyes of the little aunt.

At that time, a child was beaten and cried by his mother.

Those who were not beaten were frightened and cried.

Cry into a big piece.

My mother patted my head and said Xue Yang was so smart.

When I said trivial things, I memorized them when I was bored when I was a child.

The mother who spanked her child's butt heard that she beat her harder, and the child screamed like a pig on her lap.

On the third day, I was isolated by all the children.

I don't care, geniuses are lonely.

When I was in junior high school, I participated in countless Olympic competitions, participated in countless technological invention competitions, and made dozens of small robots. When the TV station wanted to interview me, I flatly refused.

When I was in the third year of high school, I was admitted to MIT for a full scholarship. The school made me a bright red banner and hung it at the school gate to show my achievements. I really hurt my eyes, so I stole the banner a lot when the moon was dark and the wind was high. The second time, the school eventually gave up on this stupid move.

Everyone says I'm a genius.

I also want to be a person useful to human society. In the future, I will become a person like Einstein, Bill Gates or Zuckerberg, and make a big contribution in the annals of history. The equation I created.

When did my civilized and polite life begin to deviate?

Where do we start?

I am sitting in a dark room, looking down in thought.

I look back on my life, because of what.

Because if the thoughts stop, he will think of his expression 10 minutes ago.

Luo Mo Wu.

I don't know when my life started, sorrow and joy intertwined, great compassion, Amitabha, full of unwillingness and powerlessness.

Luo Mowu's elder brother suddenly appeared and took Luo Mowu away.

Luo Mo was unwilling to live or die, and smashed all the luxurious floor lamps, exquisite oil paintings, expensive porcelain decorations, magnificent, fragile and fragile decorations in the room to pieces.

I saw the blood on his hand and my heart skipped a beat.

The last five bodyguards took him away, leaving his brother to talk to me.

His brother said, you are the boy Xiao Wu is crying and shouting to catch up with, Xiao Wu is not sensible, don't take offense, our Luo family still cares about face and won't let him get mixed up with men.

I heard that you are going to America to study?Can the house be settled?Why don't I give you an American villa, the one with all the maid title deeds, so that it won't be inconvenient for you to live in the dormitory.

He handed me a piece of paper that was all in English.

I didn't answer.

He took out a pistol from his pocket and pressed it against my forehead.

He said: "I heard that Mr. Chen is a smart man with a bright future. He probably doesn't understand what I, Luo, mean."

I took that piece of paper, like taking a hand, as carefully as a grenade, my fingertips were even trembling.

"I heard that it was Xiao Wu who pestered you. I made you laugh. Our family didn't educate him enough for him since he was a child, which made him do such unseemly things. But don't worry, he will never pester you again. Mr. Chen Being so smart, you naturally know what to do in the future, don’t you?”

After listening to him, I nodded and said, "Can you move the gun away? It's scary."

He retracted the gun, laughed hahahaha, and said it was an imitation, real, gun.

My black line, I thought that the Luo family's character that drives people crazy is surprisingly consistent.

A bouncer drove me home.

I drew the curtains and covered layers of sheets until the darkness swallowed me up and I fell into a void.

Think about life in it.

Maybe I should buy a plane ticket and go to the United States early tomorrow morning. From then on, all this is just a dream and nothingness.

After knowing that idiot Cai Shen for a week, my mother asked me: "Xue Yang, you seem to have made a good friend."

"Mom, what are you talking about?"

"Because Xue Yang, you used to always have a sullen face, but recently you often look very relaxed."

After knowing Luo Mowu for a week, my mother asked me: "Xue Yang, you often stop writing and giggle when you are doing questions by yourself recently, why is that?"

"I didn't smirk."

A week after breaking up with Luo Mowu, my mother asked me: "Xue Yang, do your friends want you? Why are you so sullen again?"

"Mom, you talk a lot of nonsense."

My mother knocked on the door and asked me: "Xue Yang, what's the matter with you? Why did you come back so early? Why did you lock the door?"

I sat in the room with my knees in my arms, and suddenly cried out loudly, crumpling the paper tightly in my hand and tearing it into pieces.

Fuck you for being paralyzed and be alone. Fuck you for being paralyzed. I’m smart.

I called Xu Changqing: "I know what's going on, because Luo Mowu's father couldn't understand his son kissing men on TV, so he wiped out everything related to it. So did You and Cai Shen. It was Luo Shi who did it, and it was his brother and his father who did it."

I finished speaking in one breath, only to realize that my throat hurts badly, and I seem to have a thousand words choked there, I want to speak up but I don't know where to start, and I don't know how to express it.

Xu Changqing said don't be afraid, it's okay, everything will be fine.

Xu Changqing asked, do you like Luo Mowu?

I froze, faltered, and cursed, is it time to think about this?Shouldn't you use your old profession as a private detective to investigate the scandal of Luo's family and threaten them!You've been getting dumber since you were a broker!

Xu Changqing said: "Why are you talking to your cousin, you are leaving, so presumptuous?"

Impatient, I hung up the phone.

After that, I held my mobile phone and fell to the ground, thinking that I would have this day too, after all, I panicked and made a mess.

The author has something to say: two more chapters! ! ! ! !Ooooh

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