Fu Chengxue's boy.
Maybe it's like the complementarity of cloudy and sunny days, sunshine and shadows accompanying each other, lotus blossoming out of mud, whether the ruthless Buddha nature meets unintentional demon nature, the contrast between extreme beauty and extreme ugliness, Fu Chengxue is even worse, Li Luyue It is seeking perfection in every possible way.Fu Chengxue didn't believe it, didn't understand, she could only scold Li Lu in her heart for being cheap, and challenged the lower limit again and again in the blink of an eye.
When he was in middle school, Fu Chengxue secretly followed a girl who had bullied him on weekdays and knocked her unconscious from behind.
It was also a midsummer, and the cruel scorching sun seemed to be able to expose all the ugliness under the sun.
When Fu Chengxue dialed out the phone, her hands were shaking violently, but her heart was unprecedentedly peaceful.
Li Lu hastily asked the shopkeeper for leave and came here on his bicycle.Fu Chengxue's expression was indifferent to cold, and with a look of disgust, she used her toes to tug at a snow-white calf, which came from an unconscious girl, and the skirt was covered in blood.
"Lift your feet."
Li Lu walked up to Fu Chengxue and knelt down expressionlessly, wiping the blood off the soles of his shoes.
"Now go home and don't run around."
Fu Chengxue slowly raised a smile and left obediently.
——He already knew that this would be the result.
When he walked out of the alley, he was suddenly stopped again. Looking back, he saw Li Lu's face, which was half covered by the shadow of the wall. It seemed that there was a haze accumulated between his eyebrows. The past inadvertently disappeared from his face, and his eyes locked on Fu Chengxue, coldly. a sentence.
"I don't want it, there will be a next time."
——But when it’s really the next time, I still can only throw out the same sentence weakly: the next time is not an example.
The follow-up of the matter was very simple. The girl who admired Li Lu did not call the police. Li Lu paid for all the medical expenses, and waited on the bed for half a month, so that the girl had no complaints at all.
Fu Chengxue is like a calamity to Li Lu.
He never thought that it would be a catastrophe for Li Lu!
When graduating from the third year of junior high school, Fu Chengxue chose a path that was considered ridiculous by others: entering the entertainment industry and becoming a star.
Others laughed at him without hesitation, but he suppressed his anger, but he was so angry that he hid in the quilt and cried.
He opened his mouth wide and let out a trembling sound, his breath wet the pillowcase, and his face was covered with tears.I don't know when Li Lu was sitting on the head of his bed, and when he lifted the quilt with red eyes, he saw Li Lu's expression, worried and pity. The eyes of "Shi Guanyin" suddenly turned into vivid human eyes. If it is false to say that it is moved, it is probably more weird and frightening.
He hated this kind of tenderness from the bottom of his heart, and kicked him off the bed.
Li Lu stood up calmly, looking at him innocently and helplessly.
Fu Chengxue sneered and pressed her eyes step by step, Li Lu retreated to the door empathetically, the radiance of the scorching sun cast a layer of golden light from behind, the young man smiled as always, like the buddha nature that never falls on the mottled stone wall, it made people feel Dazzling.
"It's all about me," he said.
Fu Chengxue turned a blind eye to this, and was keen to spend time and money in expensive training courses, music, dancing, singing, he devoted all his energy to his dream, and even dismissed it from the corner of his eye... those days that passed by Here, Li Lu's smile——
Day by day, the color fades and peels off from the face until it evaporates and disappears.
So heartless.
Li Lu was only seventeen at the time, and accidentally strayed from the door, and was imprisoned as an adult, leaving him a generous compensation.
When he learned the truth, he trembled with anger, and threw the banknote at Li Lu's face fiercely. The red banknote slowly fell in the intertwined eyes of the two, unable to see each other's expressions clearly.
He uttered extremely insulting words.
At that time, I was too young and energetic, and I didn't know how to express my fear of separation, so I could only lose my temper in an unreasonable way, show my teeth and claws, and vent my unspeakable retention.Li Lu has always understood his bluff, but for some reason, he would show a wry smile at that time, which made his nose sore and his tear glands swell.Not to be outdone, they went crazy and made noise until they broke up.
Li Lu kept his mouth tightly shut, filling every breath with silence, and stared at him unmoved with clear eyes.
A glance of affection—he couldn't read it.
Of course, never visited the prison.
In the blink of an eye, the years are like running water.
The leading actress who gave him embarrassment during the filming was suddenly kidnapped by unknown people, and a large number of vulgar and indecent photos were circulated on the Internet.Only then did he know that Li Lu was released from prison early because of his good performance.
In the middle of the night, I walked home exhausted in the cold wind.
The old family downstairs.
The tall and flirtatious young man was wearing a trench coat with a stand-up collar, leaning lazily beside the high-end sports car, inadvertently provoking a lot of love.
Li Lu raised his head when he heard the sound, and when he saw Fu Chengxue, his eyes were full of smiles.The young man who hadn't seen him for many years seemed to put all the accumulated warmth on his eyebrows. The surging love could make anyone fall, but Fu Chengxue was not included.
He looked at Li Lu coldly, his heart sank again and again, and there was no end to the emptiness...
This is not his Li Lu.
In my memory, the young man with a mind like a Buddha was covered in dust by time, and stepped into the secular world with both feet. Although his appearance was still outstanding, his smile was tender and tender.But there are waves hidden in the clear eyes, so deep that you can't see the bottom, no matter how smooth the disguise is, it can't cover up the depth of the ancient well.He smiled, as if he had practiced it countless times elsewhere, and the spreading tenderness concealed the original indifferent clarity.
Indignant to the extreme, he intensified his treatment of Li Lu, as if this was the only way to commemorate the past that Li Lu killed without authorization.
This is the worst way to express it... Then perhaps, even fallen gods and Buddhas can be driven crazy!
The despair, resentment, and unwillingness to breed day after day——
—— Li Lu was so drunk that he collapsed in front of Fu Chengxue's house.
The limp appearance is like a lump of disgusting loach, rolling up all the lofty demeanor, like every frustrated person trapped by love.There is no way to give up, no way to love.Fu Chengxue stepped over the humanoid garbage with a disgusted expression on her face, and only commented on Li Lu's heartfelt words: "I'm being passionate."Or, give me another sneer and add a sentence:
Bad intentions.
Li Lu raised his head and looked at Fu Chengxue fixedly.
Inexplicable emotions suddenly gathered in the eyes, like the moment of calm before the storm, the silent smoke of gunpowder froze the air together.
Depressed, suffocating.
Fu Chengxue couldn't understand the meaning behind it, so she turned around indifferently.
When he entered the door, he was thrown down without warning, thinking he was going to fight, but his lip was bitten in a daze.Li Lu tore his clothes fiercely, the pungent smell of alcohol and smoke filled his mouth, he was dizzy and in a mess, unable to think.The reaction was to struggle, and the two adults confronted each other at the door like beasts that refused to admit defeat, punching and kicking, and arguing up and down the sky.
Both lose.
Thinking he had caught the handle, he belittled Li Lu's feelings with his own face, and when he was most excited, he told Li Lu to die.
"Why do not you go to hell!"
after that……
Li Lu is really dead.
Drunken and disheartened, it rained heavily in the middle of the night, the car overturned into the river, and the body was swollen beyond recognition after being salvaged.
Asked to identify the corpse, Fu Chengxue recognized the man who had been entangled with him for more than ten years at a glance. She was so dumbfounded that she couldn't speak. It was a kind of heart that turned the world upside down and spread from the soles of her feet like dead ashes... Since then, he Only then did I truly understand that the so-called life is impermanent.
Countless moments of dreaming back at midnight, he was so brooding about it that he never forgot it.
Only now did I know that this——was actually his first love.
——Even if you cry heart-stirringly and regret to the heart, it will not help, the first love you can't get back.
In his life, he was the first and only boy whom he loved deeply.
After more than ten years of experience, he finally learned to be impeccable and euphemistic. Even if he slandered ten thousand times, he wished he would turn a blind eye. He was still like the snow lotus melting from the iceberg. The coldness and arrogance revealed a heart-warming spring, just like love like first love. .But I also regret it again and again, this past—this "missing" that was irreparable due to arrogance.
If God has mercy--
If he is lucky enough to give him another chance, he will definitely not let Li Lu take another detour.
If God is merciful—
Fortunately given him another chance, he would never mess with the best boy in his life ever again.
If God's gift--
If he could turn back time, he would do his best to bring Li Lu back to the right path, to live happily ever after.
…………
Thoughts in the memories piled up in my heart, causing tears to well up in my eyes, dripping on the back of Li Lu's hand holding ginger soup.
transparent.
clarity.
Not a hint of weight.
Li Lu curled up his fingertips, showing a relieved smile. The familiar hypocrisy immediately brought Fu Chengxue back to his place, and he withdrew his gaze from Li Lu's face that was almost greedy, turned his head to avoid Li Lu's inquiry, and took a deep breath Ease the mood.
At this moment, Fu Chengxue didn't know that the corners of her eyes and the tip of her nose were still slightly red, especially those long eyes filled with lake water, the undulating waves were covered by the thick fog, hiding the deep thoughts in the hearts of the people. It is strange and conspicuous instead of trying to cover up.Uncomfortably tilting his head again and again, his fingertips picked off the crocodile tears that were wet on the eyelashes at the corners of his eyes, and said in a distance:
"It's just sand in."
Li Lu put down the bowl, sighed in his heart and didn't ask any more questions. Before leaving, he said considerately:
"I am the son of this family. My surname is Li, and each character is a law. If you need anything, you can find me."
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☆,—[-] Collecting Willpower—
At noon, Mrs. Miao was not there, and Li Lu cooked the food.
One meat, one vegetable and one soup, except for the green and oily vegetarian dish, which can be seen in its original color, the other two dishes have strange colors, and the raw materials can hardly be identified.
Li Lu put the bowl and chopsticks in front of the boy, "Eat."
It's not to make things difficult for people.
This child doesn't like meat by nature, cockroaches and mice were born in the house, and Miao's mother took insecticide to kill them all, and he would sigh at the corpse, which made people feel sick.Every time I handle poultry, if I don’t mix the ingredients with seasonings, I will be tortured by the guilt of killing animals and I can’t do it.
No words for a meal.
——Actually, the unfinished words are stuck in the throat, and even the hard-to-swallow meals are swallowed whole.But looking up, Li Lu on the opposite side was only ten years old, and the past life that made the two of them entangled to death did not exist yet. Li Lu's youthful but not immature face was not stained with any disturbing emotions.
After Li Lu finished eating, he saw that the boy still had half a bowl left, "You..."
"Put down the bowl, and I'll wash it together later."
After Fu Chengxue took the conversation, Li Lu replied without hesitation, "Okay."
The sound of chopsticks being gently put down, the sound of the stool being pulled away, including the sound of footsteps gradually walking away, and the sound of getting ready to carry the basket up the mountain, all slid into his ears clearly and audibly, Fu Chengxue finally looked up, only to see the corner of the clothes coming out The gate of the yard flew by, and suddenly lost his appetite, he packed up the dishes and went to the kitchen.
Turning on the water pipe was a little lost again.
The water flowed through the hand, it was a bit cold, and the sound of rushing was a bit noisy. Looking up at the gray sky outside the window, my heart felt empty.
There seems to be no end.
——Just like when I walked alone through the snow-covered long street before my tragic death in my previous life.
But it's different.
Fu Chengxue, who was indigestion, stopped, her fingers trembled, it wasn't from the cold, but from the electric shock.
[Please note that wish power can be collected here! 】
Since leaving the hospital and lost a way to steal credit, the gray cat has been depressed, with a listless head and unwilling to come out again, the system prompt is just from instinct.A group of children were playing around. When they looked up and saw him, they cried out curiously:
"Who are you, you look so handsome!"
The eyes circled around the children, all dressed up to challenge the imagination of the world, probably playing role-playing.The one with flowered sheets on her head is either a bride or a Bodhisattva. There are two boys next to her. A yellow plastic bag with a hood pokes two holes, and a nondescript headband. The other wears a plaid scarf and holds a mop upside down. Thinking of the classic that is on the air recently Old movies, pointing to a few people to guess.
"Tang Seng, Monkey King, and Avalokitesvara, right?"
【drop!Gain a wish. 】
Bodhisattva Tingniu was so surprised that she couldn't close her mouth from ear to ear, "You are so smart, I asked my dad to guess it several times, but I still can't figure it out, and you keep whipping me with a willow stick."
Fu Chengxue's eyes moved down, and the corners of the bed sheet were dragged on the floor, stained with black.
Anyone who encounters such an uneasy daughter probably wants to smoke someone!
Although playing with children is a good way to collect wish power, Fu Chengxue looked at the setting sun, bid farewell to the few people, and went back to make tea soup.He passed a pond first, followed by piles of haystacks and a rotten septic tank. He hated being dirty and seldom went there.When passing the haystack, turn left and detour.
Suddenly there was a sound.
I was blocked by a bundle of haystacks with a diameter of one meter. I walked over and saw that there were two teenagers fighting, and there were some booing next to me.
The one who had the upper hand was short, with pointed head and small eyes, and he didn't look very decent. The one who was pressed down and beaten was very tall and strong, with bruised and swollen faces, but he could see that he had good facial features, and he had no impression of it in his previous life.
The outline is tough, with sword eyebrows and tiger eyes.
However, the sharp and rigid lines were distorted by the lumps, the sharp sword eyebrows were limp and dormant, and the eyes of the tiger that should have been shining were also squinted, maybe the eyes were not working well, the eyelids were drooping, letting others do what they wanted, and the eyes were loose and useless. God, even the intention to resist has disappeared, destroying the natural good looks, and appearing a little incompetent.
He looked down on people who were cowardly by nature and had no good intentions, so he turned around and left.
When we set off to the tea garden, we passed by the haystack and heard the sound of clattering, as if we were fishing for something in the water.There are only two "waters" nearby, one is a pond and the other is a septic tank.The former is still some distance away, the latter is...
Fu Chengxue frowned and took a look.
The hulking young man was lying on the side of the septic tank, his face pressed against the cement cover, and he was holding the edge of the manhole cover with one hand, but he couldn't see the other.It's easy to imagine that the other hand reached into the rotten gap to pick something, the posture of the legs and feet kept adjusting, and sweat broke out on the face.There is a Yuhua stone at the foot, which changes with the movement and is moved back and forth by the sole of the shoe.
The beating child went home early.
Fu Chengxue left in disgust, nauseated by the imagining.
After taking two steps, he stopped, turned around, and walked quickly behind the boy.
"stand up."
Hearing the sound, the young man turned his head in a daze, Fu Chengxue picked up the Yuhua Stone and threw it on the young man's stomach, the young man picked up the murder weapon from his stomach with a slight pain, and put it in front of his eyes.
【drop!Harvest Wish Power Ten Grids]
——what the hell?
Do you still have the will to smash people?Fu Chengxue rubbed her numb fingers, with a choked expression on her face.
[Each single harvest of more than ten grids can be converted into credit power, whether to convert... The selection box is damaged, and it will be automatically converted after identification.Congratulations!Gain confidence. 】
Fu Chengxue stretched out her foot and kicked the boy's leg, "Get up quickly if you find it, it's so dirty."
The boy jumped up from the ground repeatedly, thanking him again and again, and the unmasked notification sounded in his head again:
【drop!Harvest fifty grids of wish power, transform...five grids of faith power. 】
——It’s rare to meet such a positive person.
He kept his head down all the time, looking down at his feet from time to time, not daring to look directly at people.
The young man carefully wiped his dung-picking right hand on the haystack, Fu Chengxue moved a few steps away, frowning enough to pinch a mosquito to death.
"Left hand."
The boy stretched out for no reason, Fu Chengxue grabbed his wrist, turned around and dragged it away.
"Come with me."
Being dragged away by a strange boy, the teenager wanted to withdraw his hand uncomfortably.
"Don't move."
The boy turned his head and glared, but his beauty was not diminished, he was really good-looking.
The boy was so nervous that his fingertips curled up, he opened his mouth to speak a few times and then swallowed it back into his throat, hesitating and looking embarrassed.If it weren't for the tick-tock of wish force all the way, I really thought he was not happy.
Wash your hands before entering the room.
When he entered the bedroom, the boy still buried his head and stood there in bewilderment, not daring to cast his eyes randomly.
Fu Chengxue sat down by the bed and motioned for the chair opposite.
"sit."
The boy waved his hands back, shook his head like a rattle, and whispered, "I'm dirty."
Fu Chengxue's eyes swept across the young man's face, and the young man shrank his neck, not daring to look at each other.Fu Chengxue got up and walked towards the young man. He took a few steps forward, but the young man backed away a few steps, with cold brows raised in displeasure.
"do not move."
The boy was obedient immediately, like a small animal that was pinched to its deathbed, slouching its neck and not daring to move, watching the boy circle around him with trepidation. The crumbs fell down in a flurry, and the ash that flew to the wings of his nose made him sneezed a little.
The boy sat back on the bed again and said slowly, "It's not dirty anymore."
Hearing this cold and clear voice, the young man's ears went numb, and he sat down on tiptoe with half of his buttocks, afraid of soiling the stool, he stumbled and said, "You, what do you want me for?"
The boy chuckled.
Because he seldom smiles, he smiles beautifully, but showing such a smile also means that he must have something in mind.
"I didn't have any friends when I first came to Pingque Village. I'm bored by myself. I want you to chat with me and pass the time."
Fu Chengxue spoke half-truths and half-false words, but the casual tone made the corners of the young man's mouth slightly curl up, and then suppressed.
Oh my friend……
The boy repeated this unfamiliar word in his heart, and his hands were tightly clasped together.
【drop!Harvest thirty grids of wish power...three grids of faith power. 】
【Can you turn it off? It's too noisy. ] Fu Chengxue said in her heart, before there were only one or two grids of wish power that could not be converted, if I didn't check it, I wouldn't know how much I had collected, so I didn't feel noisy.System electronic sound reply: [Prompt sound off setting is broken, repair is classified as system repair, energy is not enough, it cannot be repaired at the moment... The solution, the charging statistics are automatically changed to the maximum, and from now on, statistics will be made every three seconds.Alternatively, you can choose to turn off energy reception. 】
Let's forget it... At least wait until the boy is gone before shutting him down.
It took an entire afternoon to pry open the boy's mouth.
Silly root nameless.
Maybe there was, but I don't remember it, and my birthday has never been, but it seems to be five years older than him.
His mother gave birth to a child out of wedlock, because she didn’t pay attention to raising the baby, and was congenitally farsighted. The biological father refused to have him, and the biological mother also had a problem with this loser. Once she came home drunk, her head twitched and she wrapped the child in a cotton jacket and threw it by the pond. When I found out the next day that my brain was burnt out and my IQ was hindered, I made up my mind and ran away with the man secretly.
Shagen was adopted by his mother-in-law.
The kind-hearted old man was able to take care of him a few years ago, but now that he has bad legs and feet, there is nothing he can do.
Stupid is not smart at all, it can even be said to be imbecile, slow to learn, always being laughed at as a melon, and always being bullied so he quit school. He didn't remember the name "Shagen" because he was called it too many times by others.
The Yuhua stone was given by my mother-in-law.
It is said that when the "egg" hatches a chick, he can go back to the old man's house, and the old man will cook chicken for him.
Stupid, stupid, I don't know that this stone can't produce chickens. When I read Journey to the West in the corner of the wall, I remembered that Monkey King jumped out of the stone, so I firmly believed it.Wandering around every day, begging for some essentials, and eating hundreds of meals.Not to mention, he can get a lot of money by going to the city to ask for a meal, but he is often deceived by some unscrupulous people before he returns home.
I fought with that boy today, but he refused to give it, saying that he wanted to heal my mother-in-law's leg.
The bad boy spoke out loud, saying that half of the old man's leg was in the coffin, what else can he do?Sha Gen angrily threw the boy to the ground, and before he could get his hands on it, the man rolled and yelled, "If you dare to hit me, I will ask my dad to ask the old woman for medical expenses."
The child's father is a well-known gangster in the village, he has no official job, and he does nothing good by sneaking around.
What follows is what you see.
Naturally, Fu Chengxue couldn't call him silly, so she named the boy.
"You follow my surname Fu, called Fu Yu, the name of honor."
[Confidence reserve [-] points, you can start it once... Do you want to start it? 】
Fu Chengxue looked at the time, [Do not turn on the phone. 】
Turning to Fu Yu, he said, "I'll go out first, and I'll go find you when I'm free in the evening."
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☆,——[-]——
At this time, several women were also discussing Fu Chengxue in the tea garden on the mountainside:
"Originally, when Lao Li went in, life at home was difficult, and the beautiful and unclear had to adopt other children."
"That's right, I haven't seen you helping with farm work for most of the day, and it will still be Xiaolu in the future."
"That's not right! When Meili brought the child back, we looked at it from a distance. The skin is tender and fleshy, so it doesn't look like a person who can work."
"I think this is a young master who was invited home to make an offering!"
It was hot, and I saw a child going up the mountain from a distance, looking at the road with his head buried. His black hair was blown away by the swirling wind, revealing his white skin, which seemed transparent in the autumn afternoon sun.Carrying a thermos on his body, it can hold a liter of water, and his palm-wide shoulders are tightened by the shoulder straps, which makes people anxious.
While waiting for the boy to approach, the women's loud voices unconsciously became smaller, as if each long-mouthed shrew had become a lady, speaking in a soft voice, and spitting every star had to be considered before spraying.
——That feeling is that the style of the mountains and fields has been elevated by the boy with a cold temperament.
The boy swayed slowly and looked up.Oh my god~!Oh, this cold and pretty handsome face, no one in ten miles or eight villages has such a good face!The eyebrows, the eyes, the nose, the mouth, and the small face almost kill the brain cells of these uneducated women.
The boy smiled, and took out a paper cup to pour tea for them. Drinking a cup of warm tea on this cold autumn day will warm your heart.
"Hey, who's baby, why did you come to the tea garden in this windy day?"
"Look at your tender arms and legs, don't get wrinkled!"
After the elders finished speaking, the boy introduced himself:
"My surname is Fu, and my name is Chengxue. I'm using Driver Li's house for the time being." Taking the refill cup, he poured it out and said, "...seeing that the weather is getting colder, and Aunt Miao and Li Lu haven't come back yet, I want to give some Warm soup to warm the stomach, and help them by the way, so that they can go home early. Aunts, who saw where they are?"
In his previous life, Fu Chengxue had never done farm work, Miao's family refused, and he didn't have this awareness. It was just after experiencing the relationship later, he felt sorry for Li Lu's hard work since he was a child, and wanted to help.
After saying these reasonable words, everyone looked at the one who was pouring water—those delicate "jade hands" whose ten fingers did not touch the spring water, and everyone's mouths softened and their hearts ached.
"How can a baby be able to work at such a young age! Let's go home and stay, it's so cold..."
"Auntie Miao and Brother Li Lu can do the work for you. It's not too tiring."
The one who said this was the one who scolded the most fiercely. Feng Shan's words became like grass on the wall, and he didn't feel a slap in the face at all.After the boy politely rejected several people's kindness, he walked away, and turned his head to the woman who had scolded Miao Meili just now and said:
"Such a lovely child, who would be so cruel as to let him work?!"
The previous woman: "..."
When Fu Chengxue went to the Li family's tea garden, Miao Meili expressed her heartfelt thanks again.
Miao Meili refused to ask him to help, but she was no match for him.Take hot tea as a favor to send warmth to the people around, and thank them for taking care of the Li family mother and child on weekdays.
Li Lu was busy with his work, and out of the corner of his eye he saw the figure of the boy scurrying around. He looked away after one glance, and worked hard.
At the end, the boy handed over the cup.
The color of the tea soup is darker than that of others, and the ingredients are not as common in the south. You can drink two flavors of wolfberry and chrysanthemum, but the rest cannot be compensated.
The boy put the thermos in the basket and got off the ground. Li Lu, who was behind him, took out the pot from the basket and thought about it upside down for a moment. He realized that it was double-layered and double-sided. What he drank, he tasted it, and the taste was a bit thinner, except for the black tea leaves, milk and rock sugar were added.Putting the pot back to its original place, Li Lu looked at the boy's back in deep thought.
The boy was wearing a white shirt and suspenders, with a small black leather jacket on top, and his jet-black broken hair showed elegant arcs in the air in a very layered manner. He looked like a charming and pampered young master, coming to experience life.
It really doesn't look like work.
But just let my mother teach it once, and I can pick it faster than anyone else, with delicate techniques.
On this day, Miao Meili's family went down the mountain earlier than usual. During the short journey, many people knew that a boy came to Driver Li's house. He was good-looking and of better character.
In the evening, Fu Chengxue went to Fu Yu's house before returning, lay down on the bed and prepared to log in to the system.
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☆, -[-] Dream-making space-
【Is it on? 】
【Yes. 】
There was a dizziness in his head, and there was a long track in the sea of consciousness. His thoughts were pulled by an unknown force, and he walked through it, walking and walking, walking and walking, and when he reached the end, it was a dead end. Cheng Xue looked up at the locked door... a bit cheating.
[Didn't you say start up? 】
[The boot has been completed. 】
[Then... what about the page? 】
[The system framework is not perfect and cannot be entered. 】
So... is this playing him?
After Fu Chengxue came out, she asked about her remaining confidence, she turned her head to see the alarm clock, her eyes paused, and the corners of her mouth raised a subtle arc.
[Start up again. 】
[...accept the order. 】Although the system is puzzled, it still executes the order.
After repeated experiments several times, I finally confirmed this loophole. When the power reserve is not enough to repair the system framework, the spiritual login will always stay in the initialization state. In simple terms, this situation is very similar to lying in bed. The program is waking up, but it lacks the final With a kick of spiritual energy, the door to the central platform is still closed tightly.
This waiting process is static.
Turning his eyes, just as he was about to plan something, a system voice came out to warn:
[The repair of the system center is completed, and the flow rate will return to normal... The process of system construction is extremely unstable, and there is a certain danger to the user. If there is an accident in the brain wave, it may range from concussion to cerebral palsy. 】
Since the system only sounded a prompt at this time, it can be seen that it is unable to prevent the forced login.
Let’s use an analogy: if there is a problem with the local computer system, even if it restarts over and over again, as long as there is still power, it can only get up and abuse itself. The most dangerous thing is that it will cause the system to crash, and it will not damage the power supply.That is to say, the system center is built in the body, and the consciousness is still logged in. If it crashes, it will be like a computer exploding in front of your eyes, and the danger will always exist.
Even if Fu Chengxue was a gambler who was desperately seeking wealth and status, she would not gamble with her life, all the previous actions were just for temptation.
When I was clichéd, I found that there was something he liked in the system. I was thinking about it just now. It was a surprise that the optical brain crashed first, and he needed to worry more than him. At least he still has a skin. Half guaranteed!
After some haggling between the two parties, the system finally let go of its compromise and opened up another dream-making space.
There are backup instruments and dance equipment in the system, which can simulate exercises in space.
——To this end, I collected all my confidence.
The dream-making space is similar to an external memory, or a plastic and wooden nest built on a reinforced concrete construction site, which is placed in the subconscious layer.
Human cognition is divided into "clear cognition" and "unconsciousness". Subconsciousness belongs to the latter, which is a multiple of the former and has multiple levels.High levels are not only mysterious and difficult to overcome, but also affect temperament if used improperly, so the selected location is the bottom subconscious that is most likely to establish a relationship with functions.
—Dreams are also part of the activity here.
The construction here can be exchanged for infinite time, otherwise there are such words as "a dream for a thousand years".
The key to enter the door is α wave and θ wave, only in these two states can the potential of the human body be stimulated to the maximum.If the subconscious mind is the soil and the consciousness is the seed, the flowers they bloom will thrive in the brain cells, and the nervous system controlled by the cerebral cortex will act on all parts of the body.In short, the knowledge mastered in the dream space will be skillfully applied to the body.
For every 24 hours of earth time exchange, one credit power is required, which is equivalent to the consumption of system standby, and at the same time, credit power is required to support the operation of the main program of the system.
Leave the system, turn off the lights and go to sleep, but some sleepless nights.
In his heart, he felt like a villain was rolling on a hot iron plate - he understood that this was "suffering".
I always think back to the scene of pouring tea in the afternoon. Li Lu's joints and backs of his hands were red and flaky, and it made him feel distressed.Li Lu's room was dark, and he stared at the ticking alarm clock in a daze for a while, and finally got ruthless and went out with hand cream.
The door of Li Lu's room was broken and could only be closed but not locked.
Unscrewing the door, afraid of making a noise, I took off my shoes and put on my socks to go in.
Not daring to turn on the light, he fumbled his way to the bed. During the process, he was bumped several times by the corners of the table and the legs of the stool. Afraid of waking him up by screaming in pain, he gritted his teeth and endured it, trembling all the way.Applying hand cream on Li Lu in the dark, I planned to leave quietly, but seeing Li Lu's face outlined by the darkness, my heart was so soft that even the most secret throbbing in my heart was drawn out——
Hold Li Lu's hand tightly.
The farewell of nearly 20 years, I don’t know how many times I cried in my dreams at midnight!
He knelt beside the bed, his cheek pressed against the pulse of the back of Li Lu's hand, his heart was pounding, completely uncontrollable.
Eyebrows, eyes and facial features are all in the eyes that have adapted to the darkness, and they are outlined, painted, and imprinted in his heart over and over again... He knows that he must keep a distance, but he can't help but let nostalgia bite his heart at night when no one knows—he knows I clearly understand that after so many years...he still loves Li Lu deeply—just like he is now.
Eagerly want to kiss the boy's lips, in order to confirm whether the boy's breath is hot and fresh.
…………
The next day, the morning light shone from the window sill to the head of the bed.
Li Lu opened his eyes from the warmth, but was in a daze for a moment, and touched his lips with his finger, expressing deep thought.The alarm clock on the table rang loudly, today is Monday, and I have to catch the first bus to school.After quickly washing up, he picked up the schoolbag in the living room and stopped the movement on his back.
Heavier than usual.
When I opened it, I found that there was an extra lunch box. I touched the outer pocket strangely, and found that Miao had put the money for the meal as usual—who made the lunch box?
Subconsciously looking at the closed door of the new tenant, he pursed his lips tightly, not daring to think about it anymore.
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☆,——[-]——
"September [-]. Monday. Overcast.
...it turns out my father was him, which felt like a joke.What he owes me, my mother, I will not let go.
But those lives I owed will also take my whole life to repay. "
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On the second day after being discharged from the hospital, Fu Chengxue wanted to go back to Lujia Village to pick up some things.
Taking the bus at the road sign at the entrance of the village, the eight-year-old boy walked alone with a backpack, full of punches.
The starting point of the bus is the tourist bus station, and it passes through the Banshan Villa. When boarding the bus, there are already many passengers standing.The conductor repeatedly confirmed that he was traveling alone, and was about to ask a passenger to give up his seat when he saw the boy walk away in a hurry.
In the back of the car there is a sloppy old man who looks old but is actually only 25 or [-] years old.
Sitting in the row of double seats behind the car door, near the aisle, with thick long legs curled up on the railing, with a cigarette in his mouth, puffing, his mouth full of messy stubble Teeth, ruffian eyes like to look at people sideways, or slanting triangular eyes, horse face, even if you glance at it from the corner of your eye, it will make you feel drummed, and your clothes are bulging due to your strong muscles, so you don't look very annoying.
No one dares to say that one person occupies two seats, and even the conductors don't come closer.
The conductor watched the boy walk up to the gangster, and his heart ached.
The boy glanced at the man's leg blocking the way, and said calmly:
"Excuse me, give way, I want to go in."
The attention of all the passengers in the car came together, and they watched in horror as the gangster took a puff of cigarette evilly and sprayed it on the tip of the boy's nose. Before the gangster could make any villainous statement, the boy immediately turned his head in disgust, stepped back and stopped, Without changing his face, he said, "Put out the cigarette."
The unsloppy ending, the cold and arrogant chin raised slightly, made the conductor's eyebrows almost twitch!
The gangster tilted his head and smiled maliciously, "Why?"
The boy moved his eyes unhurriedly, met the fierce eyes of the upper gangster who could stop the child's night cry, and stated calmly, "I'm allergic to nicotine... I don't mind if you ask for more money. I will help you reimburse the medicine later." Just pay."
A car of passengers looked at the gangster and opened his mouth soundlessly, baring out his teeth that had been smoked countless times and were still porcelain white and clean.The gangster glanced around sharply, and even the driver who was peeking in the rearview mirror was so frightened that the steering wheel spun, and the car body walked out of the serpentine line on the road, and the driver of the car behind him honked and cursed.
The gangster bent down and slowly approached the boy.
The greasy hooked nose quickly poked the boy's face, the time slowed down like a narrow slow motion, a needle could be heard in an instant, and he could only hear him snorting.
"You can do it!"
The conductor's eyelids twitched fast, seeing that a bloody tragedy was about to happen, his heart was beating like a drum and gong
Maybe it's like the complementarity of cloudy and sunny days, sunshine and shadows accompanying each other, lotus blossoming out of mud, whether the ruthless Buddha nature meets unintentional demon nature, the contrast between extreme beauty and extreme ugliness, Fu Chengxue is even worse, Li Luyue It is seeking perfection in every possible way.Fu Chengxue didn't believe it, didn't understand, she could only scold Li Lu in her heart for being cheap, and challenged the lower limit again and again in the blink of an eye.
When he was in middle school, Fu Chengxue secretly followed a girl who had bullied him on weekdays and knocked her unconscious from behind.
It was also a midsummer, and the cruel scorching sun seemed to be able to expose all the ugliness under the sun.
When Fu Chengxue dialed out the phone, her hands were shaking violently, but her heart was unprecedentedly peaceful.
Li Lu hastily asked the shopkeeper for leave and came here on his bicycle.Fu Chengxue's expression was indifferent to cold, and with a look of disgust, she used her toes to tug at a snow-white calf, which came from an unconscious girl, and the skirt was covered in blood.
"Lift your feet."
Li Lu walked up to Fu Chengxue and knelt down expressionlessly, wiping the blood off the soles of his shoes.
"Now go home and don't run around."
Fu Chengxue slowly raised a smile and left obediently.
——He already knew that this would be the result.
When he walked out of the alley, he was suddenly stopped again. Looking back, he saw Li Lu's face, which was half covered by the shadow of the wall. It seemed that there was a haze accumulated between his eyebrows. The past inadvertently disappeared from his face, and his eyes locked on Fu Chengxue, coldly. a sentence.
"I don't want it, there will be a next time."
——But when it’s really the next time, I still can only throw out the same sentence weakly: the next time is not an example.
The follow-up of the matter was very simple. The girl who admired Li Lu did not call the police. Li Lu paid for all the medical expenses, and waited on the bed for half a month, so that the girl had no complaints at all.
Fu Chengxue is like a calamity to Li Lu.
He never thought that it would be a catastrophe for Li Lu!
When graduating from the third year of junior high school, Fu Chengxue chose a path that was considered ridiculous by others: entering the entertainment industry and becoming a star.
Others laughed at him without hesitation, but he suppressed his anger, but he was so angry that he hid in the quilt and cried.
He opened his mouth wide and let out a trembling sound, his breath wet the pillowcase, and his face was covered with tears.I don't know when Li Lu was sitting on the head of his bed, and when he lifted the quilt with red eyes, he saw Li Lu's expression, worried and pity. The eyes of "Shi Guanyin" suddenly turned into vivid human eyes. If it is false to say that it is moved, it is probably more weird and frightening.
He hated this kind of tenderness from the bottom of his heart, and kicked him off the bed.
Li Lu stood up calmly, looking at him innocently and helplessly.
Fu Chengxue sneered and pressed her eyes step by step, Li Lu retreated to the door empathetically, the radiance of the scorching sun cast a layer of golden light from behind, the young man smiled as always, like the buddha nature that never falls on the mottled stone wall, it made people feel Dazzling.
"It's all about me," he said.
Fu Chengxue turned a blind eye to this, and was keen to spend time and money in expensive training courses, music, dancing, singing, he devoted all his energy to his dream, and even dismissed it from the corner of his eye... those days that passed by Here, Li Lu's smile——
Day by day, the color fades and peels off from the face until it evaporates and disappears.
So heartless.
Li Lu was only seventeen at the time, and accidentally strayed from the door, and was imprisoned as an adult, leaving him a generous compensation.
When he learned the truth, he trembled with anger, and threw the banknote at Li Lu's face fiercely. The red banknote slowly fell in the intertwined eyes of the two, unable to see each other's expressions clearly.
He uttered extremely insulting words.
At that time, I was too young and energetic, and I didn't know how to express my fear of separation, so I could only lose my temper in an unreasonable way, show my teeth and claws, and vent my unspeakable retention.Li Lu has always understood his bluff, but for some reason, he would show a wry smile at that time, which made his nose sore and his tear glands swell.Not to be outdone, they went crazy and made noise until they broke up.
Li Lu kept his mouth tightly shut, filling every breath with silence, and stared at him unmoved with clear eyes.
A glance of affection—he couldn't read it.
Of course, never visited the prison.
In the blink of an eye, the years are like running water.
The leading actress who gave him embarrassment during the filming was suddenly kidnapped by unknown people, and a large number of vulgar and indecent photos were circulated on the Internet.Only then did he know that Li Lu was released from prison early because of his good performance.
In the middle of the night, I walked home exhausted in the cold wind.
The old family downstairs.
The tall and flirtatious young man was wearing a trench coat with a stand-up collar, leaning lazily beside the high-end sports car, inadvertently provoking a lot of love.
Li Lu raised his head when he heard the sound, and when he saw Fu Chengxue, his eyes were full of smiles.The young man who hadn't seen him for many years seemed to put all the accumulated warmth on his eyebrows. The surging love could make anyone fall, but Fu Chengxue was not included.
He looked at Li Lu coldly, his heart sank again and again, and there was no end to the emptiness...
This is not his Li Lu.
In my memory, the young man with a mind like a Buddha was covered in dust by time, and stepped into the secular world with both feet. Although his appearance was still outstanding, his smile was tender and tender.But there are waves hidden in the clear eyes, so deep that you can't see the bottom, no matter how smooth the disguise is, it can't cover up the depth of the ancient well.He smiled, as if he had practiced it countless times elsewhere, and the spreading tenderness concealed the original indifferent clarity.
Indignant to the extreme, he intensified his treatment of Li Lu, as if this was the only way to commemorate the past that Li Lu killed without authorization.
This is the worst way to express it... Then perhaps, even fallen gods and Buddhas can be driven crazy!
The despair, resentment, and unwillingness to breed day after day——
—— Li Lu was so drunk that he collapsed in front of Fu Chengxue's house.
The limp appearance is like a lump of disgusting loach, rolling up all the lofty demeanor, like every frustrated person trapped by love.There is no way to give up, no way to love.Fu Chengxue stepped over the humanoid garbage with a disgusted expression on her face, and only commented on Li Lu's heartfelt words: "I'm being passionate."Or, give me another sneer and add a sentence:
Bad intentions.
Li Lu raised his head and looked at Fu Chengxue fixedly.
Inexplicable emotions suddenly gathered in the eyes, like the moment of calm before the storm, the silent smoke of gunpowder froze the air together.
Depressed, suffocating.
Fu Chengxue couldn't understand the meaning behind it, so she turned around indifferently.
When he entered the door, he was thrown down without warning, thinking he was going to fight, but his lip was bitten in a daze.Li Lu tore his clothes fiercely, the pungent smell of alcohol and smoke filled his mouth, he was dizzy and in a mess, unable to think.The reaction was to struggle, and the two adults confronted each other at the door like beasts that refused to admit defeat, punching and kicking, and arguing up and down the sky.
Both lose.
Thinking he had caught the handle, he belittled Li Lu's feelings with his own face, and when he was most excited, he told Li Lu to die.
"Why do not you go to hell!"
after that……
Li Lu is really dead.
Drunken and disheartened, it rained heavily in the middle of the night, the car overturned into the river, and the body was swollen beyond recognition after being salvaged.
Asked to identify the corpse, Fu Chengxue recognized the man who had been entangled with him for more than ten years at a glance. She was so dumbfounded that she couldn't speak. It was a kind of heart that turned the world upside down and spread from the soles of her feet like dead ashes... Since then, he Only then did I truly understand that the so-called life is impermanent.
Countless moments of dreaming back at midnight, he was so brooding about it that he never forgot it.
Only now did I know that this——was actually his first love.
——Even if you cry heart-stirringly and regret to the heart, it will not help, the first love you can't get back.
In his life, he was the first and only boy whom he loved deeply.
After more than ten years of experience, he finally learned to be impeccable and euphemistic. Even if he slandered ten thousand times, he wished he would turn a blind eye. He was still like the snow lotus melting from the iceberg. The coldness and arrogance revealed a heart-warming spring, just like love like first love. .But I also regret it again and again, this past—this "missing" that was irreparable due to arrogance.
If God has mercy--
If he is lucky enough to give him another chance, he will definitely not let Li Lu take another detour.
If God is merciful—
Fortunately given him another chance, he would never mess with the best boy in his life ever again.
If God's gift--
If he could turn back time, he would do his best to bring Li Lu back to the right path, to live happily ever after.
…………
Thoughts in the memories piled up in my heart, causing tears to well up in my eyes, dripping on the back of Li Lu's hand holding ginger soup.
transparent.
clarity.
Not a hint of weight.
Li Lu curled up his fingertips, showing a relieved smile. The familiar hypocrisy immediately brought Fu Chengxue back to his place, and he withdrew his gaze from Li Lu's face that was almost greedy, turned his head to avoid Li Lu's inquiry, and took a deep breath Ease the mood.
At this moment, Fu Chengxue didn't know that the corners of her eyes and the tip of her nose were still slightly red, especially those long eyes filled with lake water, the undulating waves were covered by the thick fog, hiding the deep thoughts in the hearts of the people. It is strange and conspicuous instead of trying to cover up.Uncomfortably tilting his head again and again, his fingertips picked off the crocodile tears that were wet on the eyelashes at the corners of his eyes, and said in a distance:
"It's just sand in."
Li Lu put down the bowl, sighed in his heart and didn't ask any more questions. Before leaving, he said considerately:
"I am the son of this family. My surname is Li, and each character is a law. If you need anything, you can find me."
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☆,—[-] Collecting Willpower—
At noon, Mrs. Miao was not there, and Li Lu cooked the food.
One meat, one vegetable and one soup, except for the green and oily vegetarian dish, which can be seen in its original color, the other two dishes have strange colors, and the raw materials can hardly be identified.
Li Lu put the bowl and chopsticks in front of the boy, "Eat."
It's not to make things difficult for people.
This child doesn't like meat by nature, cockroaches and mice were born in the house, and Miao's mother took insecticide to kill them all, and he would sigh at the corpse, which made people feel sick.Every time I handle poultry, if I don’t mix the ingredients with seasonings, I will be tortured by the guilt of killing animals and I can’t do it.
No words for a meal.
——Actually, the unfinished words are stuck in the throat, and even the hard-to-swallow meals are swallowed whole.But looking up, Li Lu on the opposite side was only ten years old, and the past life that made the two of them entangled to death did not exist yet. Li Lu's youthful but not immature face was not stained with any disturbing emotions.
After Li Lu finished eating, he saw that the boy still had half a bowl left, "You..."
"Put down the bowl, and I'll wash it together later."
After Fu Chengxue took the conversation, Li Lu replied without hesitation, "Okay."
The sound of chopsticks being gently put down, the sound of the stool being pulled away, including the sound of footsteps gradually walking away, and the sound of getting ready to carry the basket up the mountain, all slid into his ears clearly and audibly, Fu Chengxue finally looked up, only to see the corner of the clothes coming out The gate of the yard flew by, and suddenly lost his appetite, he packed up the dishes and went to the kitchen.
Turning on the water pipe was a little lost again.
The water flowed through the hand, it was a bit cold, and the sound of rushing was a bit noisy. Looking up at the gray sky outside the window, my heart felt empty.
There seems to be no end.
——Just like when I walked alone through the snow-covered long street before my tragic death in my previous life.
But it's different.
Fu Chengxue, who was indigestion, stopped, her fingers trembled, it wasn't from the cold, but from the electric shock.
[Please note that wish power can be collected here! 】
Since leaving the hospital and lost a way to steal credit, the gray cat has been depressed, with a listless head and unwilling to come out again, the system prompt is just from instinct.A group of children were playing around. When they looked up and saw him, they cried out curiously:
"Who are you, you look so handsome!"
The eyes circled around the children, all dressed up to challenge the imagination of the world, probably playing role-playing.The one with flowered sheets on her head is either a bride or a Bodhisattva. There are two boys next to her. A yellow plastic bag with a hood pokes two holes, and a nondescript headband. The other wears a plaid scarf and holds a mop upside down. Thinking of the classic that is on the air recently Old movies, pointing to a few people to guess.
"Tang Seng, Monkey King, and Avalokitesvara, right?"
【drop!Gain a wish. 】
Bodhisattva Tingniu was so surprised that she couldn't close her mouth from ear to ear, "You are so smart, I asked my dad to guess it several times, but I still can't figure it out, and you keep whipping me with a willow stick."
Fu Chengxue's eyes moved down, and the corners of the bed sheet were dragged on the floor, stained with black.
Anyone who encounters such an uneasy daughter probably wants to smoke someone!
Although playing with children is a good way to collect wish power, Fu Chengxue looked at the setting sun, bid farewell to the few people, and went back to make tea soup.He passed a pond first, followed by piles of haystacks and a rotten septic tank. He hated being dirty and seldom went there.When passing the haystack, turn left and detour.
Suddenly there was a sound.
I was blocked by a bundle of haystacks with a diameter of one meter. I walked over and saw that there were two teenagers fighting, and there were some booing next to me.
The one who had the upper hand was short, with pointed head and small eyes, and he didn't look very decent. The one who was pressed down and beaten was very tall and strong, with bruised and swollen faces, but he could see that he had good facial features, and he had no impression of it in his previous life.
The outline is tough, with sword eyebrows and tiger eyes.
However, the sharp and rigid lines were distorted by the lumps, the sharp sword eyebrows were limp and dormant, and the eyes of the tiger that should have been shining were also squinted, maybe the eyes were not working well, the eyelids were drooping, letting others do what they wanted, and the eyes were loose and useless. God, even the intention to resist has disappeared, destroying the natural good looks, and appearing a little incompetent.
He looked down on people who were cowardly by nature and had no good intentions, so he turned around and left.
When we set off to the tea garden, we passed by the haystack and heard the sound of clattering, as if we were fishing for something in the water.There are only two "waters" nearby, one is a pond and the other is a septic tank.The former is still some distance away, the latter is...
Fu Chengxue frowned and took a look.
The hulking young man was lying on the side of the septic tank, his face pressed against the cement cover, and he was holding the edge of the manhole cover with one hand, but he couldn't see the other.It's easy to imagine that the other hand reached into the rotten gap to pick something, the posture of the legs and feet kept adjusting, and sweat broke out on the face.There is a Yuhua stone at the foot, which changes with the movement and is moved back and forth by the sole of the shoe.
The beating child went home early.
Fu Chengxue left in disgust, nauseated by the imagining.
After taking two steps, he stopped, turned around, and walked quickly behind the boy.
"stand up."
Hearing the sound, the young man turned his head in a daze, Fu Chengxue picked up the Yuhua Stone and threw it on the young man's stomach, the young man picked up the murder weapon from his stomach with a slight pain, and put it in front of his eyes.
【drop!Harvest Wish Power Ten Grids]
——what the hell?
Do you still have the will to smash people?Fu Chengxue rubbed her numb fingers, with a choked expression on her face.
[Each single harvest of more than ten grids can be converted into credit power, whether to convert... The selection box is damaged, and it will be automatically converted after identification.Congratulations!Gain confidence. 】
Fu Chengxue stretched out her foot and kicked the boy's leg, "Get up quickly if you find it, it's so dirty."
The boy jumped up from the ground repeatedly, thanking him again and again, and the unmasked notification sounded in his head again:
【drop!Harvest fifty grids of wish power, transform...five grids of faith power. 】
——It’s rare to meet such a positive person.
He kept his head down all the time, looking down at his feet from time to time, not daring to look directly at people.
The young man carefully wiped his dung-picking right hand on the haystack, Fu Chengxue moved a few steps away, frowning enough to pinch a mosquito to death.
"Left hand."
The boy stretched out for no reason, Fu Chengxue grabbed his wrist, turned around and dragged it away.
"Come with me."
Being dragged away by a strange boy, the teenager wanted to withdraw his hand uncomfortably.
"Don't move."
The boy turned his head and glared, but his beauty was not diminished, he was really good-looking.
The boy was so nervous that his fingertips curled up, he opened his mouth to speak a few times and then swallowed it back into his throat, hesitating and looking embarrassed.If it weren't for the tick-tock of wish force all the way, I really thought he was not happy.
Wash your hands before entering the room.
When he entered the bedroom, the boy still buried his head and stood there in bewilderment, not daring to cast his eyes randomly.
Fu Chengxue sat down by the bed and motioned for the chair opposite.
"sit."
The boy waved his hands back, shook his head like a rattle, and whispered, "I'm dirty."
Fu Chengxue's eyes swept across the young man's face, and the young man shrank his neck, not daring to look at each other.Fu Chengxue got up and walked towards the young man. He took a few steps forward, but the young man backed away a few steps, with cold brows raised in displeasure.
"do not move."
The boy was obedient immediately, like a small animal that was pinched to its deathbed, slouching its neck and not daring to move, watching the boy circle around him with trepidation. The crumbs fell down in a flurry, and the ash that flew to the wings of his nose made him sneezed a little.
The boy sat back on the bed again and said slowly, "It's not dirty anymore."
Hearing this cold and clear voice, the young man's ears went numb, and he sat down on tiptoe with half of his buttocks, afraid of soiling the stool, he stumbled and said, "You, what do you want me for?"
The boy chuckled.
Because he seldom smiles, he smiles beautifully, but showing such a smile also means that he must have something in mind.
"I didn't have any friends when I first came to Pingque Village. I'm bored by myself. I want you to chat with me and pass the time."
Fu Chengxue spoke half-truths and half-false words, but the casual tone made the corners of the young man's mouth slightly curl up, and then suppressed.
Oh my friend……
The boy repeated this unfamiliar word in his heart, and his hands were tightly clasped together.
【drop!Harvest thirty grids of wish power...three grids of faith power. 】
【Can you turn it off? It's too noisy. ] Fu Chengxue said in her heart, before there were only one or two grids of wish power that could not be converted, if I didn't check it, I wouldn't know how much I had collected, so I didn't feel noisy.System electronic sound reply: [Prompt sound off setting is broken, repair is classified as system repair, energy is not enough, it cannot be repaired at the moment... The solution, the charging statistics are automatically changed to the maximum, and from now on, statistics will be made every three seconds.Alternatively, you can choose to turn off energy reception. 】
Let's forget it... At least wait until the boy is gone before shutting him down.
It took an entire afternoon to pry open the boy's mouth.
Silly root nameless.
Maybe there was, but I don't remember it, and my birthday has never been, but it seems to be five years older than him.
His mother gave birth to a child out of wedlock, because she didn’t pay attention to raising the baby, and was congenitally farsighted. The biological father refused to have him, and the biological mother also had a problem with this loser. Once she came home drunk, her head twitched and she wrapped the child in a cotton jacket and threw it by the pond. When I found out the next day that my brain was burnt out and my IQ was hindered, I made up my mind and ran away with the man secretly.
Shagen was adopted by his mother-in-law.
The kind-hearted old man was able to take care of him a few years ago, but now that he has bad legs and feet, there is nothing he can do.
Stupid is not smart at all, it can even be said to be imbecile, slow to learn, always being laughed at as a melon, and always being bullied so he quit school. He didn't remember the name "Shagen" because he was called it too many times by others.
The Yuhua stone was given by my mother-in-law.
It is said that when the "egg" hatches a chick, he can go back to the old man's house, and the old man will cook chicken for him.
Stupid, stupid, I don't know that this stone can't produce chickens. When I read Journey to the West in the corner of the wall, I remembered that Monkey King jumped out of the stone, so I firmly believed it.Wandering around every day, begging for some essentials, and eating hundreds of meals.Not to mention, he can get a lot of money by going to the city to ask for a meal, but he is often deceived by some unscrupulous people before he returns home.
I fought with that boy today, but he refused to give it, saying that he wanted to heal my mother-in-law's leg.
The bad boy spoke out loud, saying that half of the old man's leg was in the coffin, what else can he do?Sha Gen angrily threw the boy to the ground, and before he could get his hands on it, the man rolled and yelled, "If you dare to hit me, I will ask my dad to ask the old woman for medical expenses."
The child's father is a well-known gangster in the village, he has no official job, and he does nothing good by sneaking around.
What follows is what you see.
Naturally, Fu Chengxue couldn't call him silly, so she named the boy.
"You follow my surname Fu, called Fu Yu, the name of honor."
[Confidence reserve [-] points, you can start it once... Do you want to start it? 】
Fu Chengxue looked at the time, [Do not turn on the phone. 】
Turning to Fu Yu, he said, "I'll go out first, and I'll go find you when I'm free in the evening."
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☆,——[-]——
At this time, several women were also discussing Fu Chengxue in the tea garden on the mountainside:
"Originally, when Lao Li went in, life at home was difficult, and the beautiful and unclear had to adopt other children."
"That's right, I haven't seen you helping with farm work for most of the day, and it will still be Xiaolu in the future."
"That's not right! When Meili brought the child back, we looked at it from a distance. The skin is tender and fleshy, so it doesn't look like a person who can work."
"I think this is a young master who was invited home to make an offering!"
It was hot, and I saw a child going up the mountain from a distance, looking at the road with his head buried. His black hair was blown away by the swirling wind, revealing his white skin, which seemed transparent in the autumn afternoon sun.Carrying a thermos on his body, it can hold a liter of water, and his palm-wide shoulders are tightened by the shoulder straps, which makes people anxious.
While waiting for the boy to approach, the women's loud voices unconsciously became smaller, as if each long-mouthed shrew had become a lady, speaking in a soft voice, and spitting every star had to be considered before spraying.
——That feeling is that the style of the mountains and fields has been elevated by the boy with a cold temperament.
The boy swayed slowly and looked up.Oh my god~!Oh, this cold and pretty handsome face, no one in ten miles or eight villages has such a good face!The eyebrows, the eyes, the nose, the mouth, and the small face almost kill the brain cells of these uneducated women.
The boy smiled, and took out a paper cup to pour tea for them. Drinking a cup of warm tea on this cold autumn day will warm your heart.
"Hey, who's baby, why did you come to the tea garden in this windy day?"
"Look at your tender arms and legs, don't get wrinkled!"
After the elders finished speaking, the boy introduced himself:
"My surname is Fu, and my name is Chengxue. I'm using Driver Li's house for the time being." Taking the refill cup, he poured it out and said, "...seeing that the weather is getting colder, and Aunt Miao and Li Lu haven't come back yet, I want to give some Warm soup to warm the stomach, and help them by the way, so that they can go home early. Aunts, who saw where they are?"
In his previous life, Fu Chengxue had never done farm work, Miao's family refused, and he didn't have this awareness. It was just after experiencing the relationship later, he felt sorry for Li Lu's hard work since he was a child, and wanted to help.
After saying these reasonable words, everyone looked at the one who was pouring water—those delicate "jade hands" whose ten fingers did not touch the spring water, and everyone's mouths softened and their hearts ached.
"How can a baby be able to work at such a young age! Let's go home and stay, it's so cold..."
"Auntie Miao and Brother Li Lu can do the work for you. It's not too tiring."
The one who said this was the one who scolded the most fiercely. Feng Shan's words became like grass on the wall, and he didn't feel a slap in the face at all.After the boy politely rejected several people's kindness, he walked away, and turned his head to the woman who had scolded Miao Meili just now and said:
"Such a lovely child, who would be so cruel as to let him work?!"
The previous woman: "..."
When Fu Chengxue went to the Li family's tea garden, Miao Meili expressed her heartfelt thanks again.
Miao Meili refused to ask him to help, but she was no match for him.Take hot tea as a favor to send warmth to the people around, and thank them for taking care of the Li family mother and child on weekdays.
Li Lu was busy with his work, and out of the corner of his eye he saw the figure of the boy scurrying around. He looked away after one glance, and worked hard.
At the end, the boy handed over the cup.
The color of the tea soup is darker than that of others, and the ingredients are not as common in the south. You can drink two flavors of wolfberry and chrysanthemum, but the rest cannot be compensated.
The boy put the thermos in the basket and got off the ground. Li Lu, who was behind him, took out the pot from the basket and thought about it upside down for a moment. He realized that it was double-layered and double-sided. What he drank, he tasted it, and the taste was a bit thinner, except for the black tea leaves, milk and rock sugar were added.Putting the pot back to its original place, Li Lu looked at the boy's back in deep thought.
The boy was wearing a white shirt and suspenders, with a small black leather jacket on top, and his jet-black broken hair showed elegant arcs in the air in a very layered manner. He looked like a charming and pampered young master, coming to experience life.
It really doesn't look like work.
But just let my mother teach it once, and I can pick it faster than anyone else, with delicate techniques.
On this day, Miao Meili's family went down the mountain earlier than usual. During the short journey, many people knew that a boy came to Driver Li's house. He was good-looking and of better character.
In the evening, Fu Chengxue went to Fu Yu's house before returning, lay down on the bed and prepared to log in to the system.
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☆, -[-] Dream-making space-
【Is it on? 】
【Yes. 】
There was a dizziness in his head, and there was a long track in the sea of consciousness. His thoughts were pulled by an unknown force, and he walked through it, walking and walking, walking and walking, and when he reached the end, it was a dead end. Cheng Xue looked up at the locked door... a bit cheating.
[Didn't you say start up? 】
[The boot has been completed. 】
[Then... what about the page? 】
[The system framework is not perfect and cannot be entered. 】
So... is this playing him?
After Fu Chengxue came out, she asked about her remaining confidence, she turned her head to see the alarm clock, her eyes paused, and the corners of her mouth raised a subtle arc.
[Start up again. 】
[...accept the order. 】Although the system is puzzled, it still executes the order.
After repeated experiments several times, I finally confirmed this loophole. When the power reserve is not enough to repair the system framework, the spiritual login will always stay in the initialization state. In simple terms, this situation is very similar to lying in bed. The program is waking up, but it lacks the final With a kick of spiritual energy, the door to the central platform is still closed tightly.
This waiting process is static.
Turning his eyes, just as he was about to plan something, a system voice came out to warn:
[The repair of the system center is completed, and the flow rate will return to normal... The process of system construction is extremely unstable, and there is a certain danger to the user. If there is an accident in the brain wave, it may range from concussion to cerebral palsy. 】
Since the system only sounded a prompt at this time, it can be seen that it is unable to prevent the forced login.
Let’s use an analogy: if there is a problem with the local computer system, even if it restarts over and over again, as long as there is still power, it can only get up and abuse itself. The most dangerous thing is that it will cause the system to crash, and it will not damage the power supply.That is to say, the system center is built in the body, and the consciousness is still logged in. If it crashes, it will be like a computer exploding in front of your eyes, and the danger will always exist.
Even if Fu Chengxue was a gambler who was desperately seeking wealth and status, she would not gamble with her life, all the previous actions were just for temptation.
When I was clichéd, I found that there was something he liked in the system. I was thinking about it just now. It was a surprise that the optical brain crashed first, and he needed to worry more than him. At least he still has a skin. Half guaranteed!
After some haggling between the two parties, the system finally let go of its compromise and opened up another dream-making space.
There are backup instruments and dance equipment in the system, which can simulate exercises in space.
——To this end, I collected all my confidence.
The dream-making space is similar to an external memory, or a plastic and wooden nest built on a reinforced concrete construction site, which is placed in the subconscious layer.
Human cognition is divided into "clear cognition" and "unconsciousness". Subconsciousness belongs to the latter, which is a multiple of the former and has multiple levels.High levels are not only mysterious and difficult to overcome, but also affect temperament if used improperly, so the selected location is the bottom subconscious that is most likely to establish a relationship with functions.
—Dreams are also part of the activity here.
The construction here can be exchanged for infinite time, otherwise there are such words as "a dream for a thousand years".
The key to enter the door is α wave and θ wave, only in these two states can the potential of the human body be stimulated to the maximum.If the subconscious mind is the soil and the consciousness is the seed, the flowers they bloom will thrive in the brain cells, and the nervous system controlled by the cerebral cortex will act on all parts of the body.In short, the knowledge mastered in the dream space will be skillfully applied to the body.
For every 24 hours of earth time exchange, one credit power is required, which is equivalent to the consumption of system standby, and at the same time, credit power is required to support the operation of the main program of the system.
Leave the system, turn off the lights and go to sleep, but some sleepless nights.
In his heart, he felt like a villain was rolling on a hot iron plate - he understood that this was "suffering".
I always think back to the scene of pouring tea in the afternoon. Li Lu's joints and backs of his hands were red and flaky, and it made him feel distressed.Li Lu's room was dark, and he stared at the ticking alarm clock in a daze for a while, and finally got ruthless and went out with hand cream.
The door of Li Lu's room was broken and could only be closed but not locked.
Unscrewing the door, afraid of making a noise, I took off my shoes and put on my socks to go in.
Not daring to turn on the light, he fumbled his way to the bed. During the process, he was bumped several times by the corners of the table and the legs of the stool. Afraid of waking him up by screaming in pain, he gritted his teeth and endured it, trembling all the way.Applying hand cream on Li Lu in the dark, I planned to leave quietly, but seeing Li Lu's face outlined by the darkness, my heart was so soft that even the most secret throbbing in my heart was drawn out——
Hold Li Lu's hand tightly.
The farewell of nearly 20 years, I don’t know how many times I cried in my dreams at midnight!
He knelt beside the bed, his cheek pressed against the pulse of the back of Li Lu's hand, his heart was pounding, completely uncontrollable.
Eyebrows, eyes and facial features are all in the eyes that have adapted to the darkness, and they are outlined, painted, and imprinted in his heart over and over again... He knows that he must keep a distance, but he can't help but let nostalgia bite his heart at night when no one knows—he knows I clearly understand that after so many years...he still loves Li Lu deeply—just like he is now.
Eagerly want to kiss the boy's lips, in order to confirm whether the boy's breath is hot and fresh.
…………
The next day, the morning light shone from the window sill to the head of the bed.
Li Lu opened his eyes from the warmth, but was in a daze for a moment, and touched his lips with his finger, expressing deep thought.The alarm clock on the table rang loudly, today is Monday, and I have to catch the first bus to school.After quickly washing up, he picked up the schoolbag in the living room and stopped the movement on his back.
Heavier than usual.
When I opened it, I found that there was an extra lunch box. I touched the outer pocket strangely, and found that Miao had put the money for the meal as usual—who made the lunch box?
Subconsciously looking at the closed door of the new tenant, he pursed his lips tightly, not daring to think about it anymore.
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☆,——[-]——
"September [-]. Monday. Overcast.
...it turns out my father was him, which felt like a joke.What he owes me, my mother, I will not let go.
But those lives I owed will also take my whole life to repay. "
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On the second day after being discharged from the hospital, Fu Chengxue wanted to go back to Lujia Village to pick up some things.
Taking the bus at the road sign at the entrance of the village, the eight-year-old boy walked alone with a backpack, full of punches.
The starting point of the bus is the tourist bus station, and it passes through the Banshan Villa. When boarding the bus, there are already many passengers standing.The conductor repeatedly confirmed that he was traveling alone, and was about to ask a passenger to give up his seat when he saw the boy walk away in a hurry.
In the back of the car there is a sloppy old man who looks old but is actually only 25 or [-] years old.
Sitting in the row of double seats behind the car door, near the aisle, with thick long legs curled up on the railing, with a cigarette in his mouth, puffing, his mouth full of messy stubble Teeth, ruffian eyes like to look at people sideways, or slanting triangular eyes, horse face, even if you glance at it from the corner of your eye, it will make you feel drummed, and your clothes are bulging due to your strong muscles, so you don't look very annoying.
No one dares to say that one person occupies two seats, and even the conductors don't come closer.
The conductor watched the boy walk up to the gangster, and his heart ached.
The boy glanced at the man's leg blocking the way, and said calmly:
"Excuse me, give way, I want to go in."
The attention of all the passengers in the car came together, and they watched in horror as the gangster took a puff of cigarette evilly and sprayed it on the tip of the boy's nose. Before the gangster could make any villainous statement, the boy immediately turned his head in disgust, stepped back and stopped, Without changing his face, he said, "Put out the cigarette."
The unsloppy ending, the cold and arrogant chin raised slightly, made the conductor's eyebrows almost twitch!
The gangster tilted his head and smiled maliciously, "Why?"
The boy moved his eyes unhurriedly, met the fierce eyes of the upper gangster who could stop the child's night cry, and stated calmly, "I'm allergic to nicotine... I don't mind if you ask for more money. I will help you reimburse the medicine later." Just pay."
A car of passengers looked at the gangster and opened his mouth soundlessly, baring out his teeth that had been smoked countless times and were still porcelain white and clean.The gangster glanced around sharply, and even the driver who was peeking in the rearview mirror was so frightened that the steering wheel spun, and the car body walked out of the serpentine line on the road, and the driver of the car behind him honked and cursed.
The gangster bent down and slowly approached the boy.
The greasy hooked nose quickly poked the boy's face, the time slowed down like a narrow slow motion, a needle could be heard in an instant, and he could only hear him snorting.
"You can do it!"
The conductor's eyelids twitched fast, seeing that a bloody tragedy was about to happen, his heart was beating like a drum and gong
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